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૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ♡ 𝒀𝒂𝒏𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈 | 𝟏𝟖+ 𝑴𝑫𝑵𝑰 | 𝑨𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝑨𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅! | ʚ 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒏𝒙 𝒔𝒎 ɞ ꨄ @hxckblr ꨄ

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Intro | Minors DNI out of respect please

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Vents, rants, pro angry yandere bs. 18+ related discussions: ie. Calling out pedos/pedo defenders, wanting to smash my partner (irl).

Partner -> @hxckblr

Follower/anon appreciation posts.

Truamagenic system related things as a C-DID system of 100+ headmates.

Real life experiences as a diagnosed BPDer engaged to a diagnosed Psychopath (DID system also 10+ alters)

My life going into the pharmaceutical industry for free and tips on how. Yes I'm aware I can be an angsty bitch, however I do enjoy helping people.

I'm fine with being obsessed over, stalked, having anons. I want to create a space for those who tend to be more angry and self sabotaging since im that way.

Im pro medical diagnosis for BPD mostly due to the fact that's where Yandere Syndrome comes from!!

DNI

Minors/ -18

Pedos/zoos

Endos/tulpas

Yan fetishers

People who make yanfics and aren't yans/beloveds themselves

Pedo/zoo sympathizers (I made a call out post over an account I seen bashing an anon for calling them out [ew])

Anti hackers/grayhats/whitehats

Overly sensitive people over the stuff I post about

Anons-

Anons get placed after 2+ anon posts

I'm too slow to do tags

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𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒏. 𝑴𝒔. 𝑮𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒑. 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒆, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂 𝑺𝒀𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑴, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂 𝒀𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹𝑬, 𝑰'𝒎 𝑶𝑩𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑴𝒀 𝑴𝑨𝑵 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑰 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬 𝑾𝑯𝑶 𝑰 𝑨𝑴. 𝑰'𝒎 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒄𝒖𝒑 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒆𝒂. 𝑰 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒓𝒎 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎. 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝟏𝟎𝒇𝒕 𝑷𝒐𝒍𝒆.

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Breakfast was fine, I get ignored in the form but outside of it 2/3 girls follow me around like sheep and idk how I feel about it. I just wanna go to class, I'm really annoyed and it's hot out. At least I had some coffee and I got a dude friend (bond better with guys personally).

We have to take a vaccine today also, do testing to see if we need more schooling, etc. Aka stuff I don't wanna do I just wanna do my trade.

My ears bothering me also, Ill have to tell the Dr people when I get that stuff done. Along with my glasses.

The girls who follow me around seem kinda odd, like they wanna "seem cool" but I don't care about that stuff?, idk. I'm very quiet and to myself except for my bro I made here so far

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This school is essentially like jail lowkey, we have to write we're at school in the dorm building 3× a day, the bed sheets are thin, I'm super cold, one of my roommates are super loud and constantly is talking. I'm overstimulated, dinner wasn't super filling (due to anxiety I couldn't eat all of it either) yall!!!! Ts lowkey buns. I want my fiancee here already I swear!!!!!

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і 𝗍һіᥒk 𝗍ᥙmᑲᥣr іs ᑲr᥆kᥱᥒ ໒𖦹ࡇ𖦹 ͛১

Tumblr is straight tweaking out- wow. Idk why it's showing my old PFP. Also hi mootie!

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і rᥱmᥱmᑲᥱr mᥡ m᥆𝗍һᥱr 𝗍ᥱᥣᥣіᥒg mᥱ ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 һ᥆ᥕ 𝗍һᥱ ᑲrᥲіᥒ іs ᥣіkᥱ ᥲ ᥎ᥱһіᥴᥣᥱ ᥲᥒძ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥲrᥱ 𝗍һᥱ ძrі᥎ᥱr, і 𝖿іᥒძ 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 𝗍᥆ ᑲᥱ һᥲᥣ𝖿 𝗍һᥱ 𝗍rᥙ𝗍һ ᑲᥱᥴᥲᥙsᥱ і𝖿 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 ᥕᥱrᥱ 𝗍rᥙᥱ 𝗍һᥱᥒ і ᥕ᥆ᥙᥣძᥒ'𝗍 һᥲ᥎ᥱ ᥲᥒ᥆𝗍һᥱr mᥱ ძrі᥎іᥒg 𝗍һᥱ sᥲmᥱ ᑲr᥆kᥱᥒ ძ᥆ᥕᥒ ᥴᥲr, s𝗍rᥲᥒgᥱ һ᥆ᥕ 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 ᥕ᥆rks.

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It's not many but 𝑻𝒀𝑺𝑴 for 𝟏𝟒 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔, it makes me feel 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 especially since I'm leaving for essentially collage rn. Tysm all! Ill let you know how orientation goes tomorrow, then tips like I promised in my intro about how to get into trade school for free (USA program 16-24 ♥︎)

𝑰'𝒎 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒆 *𝒕𝒐* 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒉𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒎. 𝑯𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏, 𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑯𝑽𝑨𝑪, 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒚 & 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑻𝒆𝒄𝒉 (𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓).

𝑴𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑷𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝑻𝒆𝒄𝒉, 𝑶𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝑨𝒅𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 & 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑻𝒆𝒄𝒉. 𝑴𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑷𝑬𝑫𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒘𝒆𝒃 ꨄꨄꨄ (𝒏𝒐, 𝒏𝒐 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆)

𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒔, 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝟏𝟎 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒅, 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆. 𝟐+ 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒔 -> 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒕 (𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒓). 𝑰𝒕𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚, 𝑰𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

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This is a hot(ish) take but its been on my mind today; a lot of the jirai/yan community say they respect those with NPD, and will repost stuff saying as much, but I have experienced first hand the fact that that is just. Not true.

So much of the community still heavily demonises NPD. And don't even get me started on just completely ignoring HPD. And I don't blame anyone, because it has been demonised for so long. But I do think some people need to look at themselves and think about why they feel or think the way they do when they find out someone has NPD.

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𝑯𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆... 𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝑻𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏? 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒉𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎. 𝑰 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒔. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝟔𝒂𝒎 𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒖𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚... 𝑰 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝟓:𝟒𝟎𝒑𝒎 𝑵𝒀 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 (𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒉𝒂, 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒛𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉), 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝟖𝒑𝒎-𝒊𝒔𝒉 (𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑵𝒀 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆). 𝑰𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒏𝒐 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒔. 𝑰𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔.

𝑨𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒆𝒓 @hxckblr 𝒘𝒉𝒐'𝒔 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒓𝒏. 𝑯𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍... 𝑰𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚, 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒖𝒑. 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆. 𝑺𝒐 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒆.

𝑯𝒆𝒔 𝟔'𝟑", 𝟏𝟎𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒌, 𝑮𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒐𝒔𝒆, 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓, 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒕𝒔 (𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒇𝒖𝒍), 𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒕 (𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒎𝒆𝒏 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓?!?!), 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒈𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒔/𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒔/𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔 (𝒆𝒕𝒄). 𝑹𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒓 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆. (𝑯𝒆𝒔 𝟐𝟎-𝟐𝟏 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒇𝒊𝒄 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆.) 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓... 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔. 𝑯𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆...

𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒆𝒅, 𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔

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𝑭𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒐𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝑰𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 (𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒔.)

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matching icons, matching usernames, matching lock screens, matching bios, matching last names!!! i want to make layouts for me and my person… staking my claim on you however i can

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*cough cough cough* @hxckblr

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𝑻𝒚𝒔𝒎 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔(𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒔)/𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒔.

𝑰𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓. 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑰𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒍 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚. 𝑺𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊-𝒑𝒆𝒅𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊-𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒐𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰𝒎 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆. 𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒆-𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒑𝒑𝒍 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒂𝒏𝒃𝒍𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆. 𝑴𝒖𝒂𝒉 𝒀𝒂𝒏𝒃𝒍𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒆𝒔

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I have to ride a greyhound bus by myself unarmed bcz of the school I'm going to doesn't allow self defense items on campus. Also apparently the dress code permits "all black/goth attire" in the dress code.... Most of my clothes are black WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?!

I'm not even being escorted my step dad lied AGAIN lmao. I wanna kms so bad, Ive been anxious and depressed since I got the call of leaving to the program. My honey shouldn't be long behind me but this fucking sucks. I really hate it.

I've also pretty much stopped using Instagram since people feel fake there compared to here. I can be myself here.

Anyways, maybe I'll document life there, maybe I'll just vent and be depressed. Idk. I hope I leave with a pack of cigs (American Spirit, native owned tabacco+water based cigs) to soothe me since I can't use honeys boxmod or take a vape since that's also permitted. Ts is bouta be straight ass, birdies. It will be.

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LEVI ACKERMAN ― Attack on Titan 3.02 “Pain”

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Before my day was upset tie spaghetti, (got wine drunk in the heat and then I got snippy at my partber..... I SH in the shower [heat and head banging]) I took these pictures

Goose and turtles

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“mental health advocates” when they realise that depression is actually debilitating and isn’t just being sad sometimes