clowning on the hellsite

[downbadforpixels]

about me | byf/dni | moots!

welcome! I’m myrtille (tille for short) and my preferred pronouns are she/her or they/them!

this blog is mainly for me to have a place to reblog interesting things/post anything I may (very rarely) be working on. most of the time i just obsess over my interests/bother my moots :D

tagging system

tags I use: reblogs - #tille likes this! moots - #tea parties with tille 🍵 other asks - #tille's letterbox ✉️ rambling - #tille’s thoughts 💭 bs and theories with @chuu-huahua - #lawnmower akutagawa =^._.^= ∫

[keithbutgay]

What do you mean the irl Edogawa Ranpo was gay. What do you mean he traveled with his boyfriend researching the history of homosexuality in Japan. What do you mean they had a competition on who could find the most books about gay sex. WHAT DO YOU MEAN-

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higuchi who doesn't like eating grapes with the skin on, even if it's her favourite fruit. her sister tells her to just shut up about it, so higuchi usually doesn't mention this to anyone

gin who is the first one higuchi tells when they were learning more about each other, and takes note of it for later. when they finally get together and live under the same roof, they buy grapes regularly for fruits after dinner

higuchi starts to realise all the grapes she eats are always peeled, which is pretty obvious since the grapes they buy are always the red ones

higuchi who notices one day, as gin is passing her a bowl of peeled grapes, small bits of grape skin under gin's fingernails

[bsd-bibliophile]

‘Sleep is a paradise. Sleep is a paradise.’ He wanted only to sleep and forget everything.

Akutagawa Ryūnosuke, “Genkaku-Sanbo” from Japanese Short Stories by Akutagawa Ryūnosuke

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dear tumblerians of the bsd fandom

i hereby present to you:

✨ luhigugin ✨

OK OK HEAR ME (and tille, for that matter) OUT FOR A MOMENT

higuchi and lucy are basically riding the same boat at this point; one is basically rejected by aku and the other is (unfortunately) rejected when atsushi finally gets together with aku

BUT BUT BUT THEN GIN POOFS INTO EXISTENCE. THEY CAN BE GAY TOGETHER.

higugin gets together first actually, and then when lucy is eventually rejected by atsushi and is all sad, higugin takes care of her. platonically AT FIRST. but then lucy realises her feelings for them and then they realise their feelings for her AND AND AND THEN

AND THEN THEY

KISS

!!!!!

new religion dropped guys it's the holy trinity of luhigugin

in the name of the lu, and of the higu, and of the gin, amen

[maluinks]

Fr?????

[todayontumblr]

your favorite of wes anderson's roald dahl short film adaptations?

the wonderful story of henry sugar

the swan

the rat catcher

poison

Voting ended onOct 5, 2023

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the way @downbadforpixels and i started planning our future weddings instead of studying 💥💥

now we have plans for a tgcf (tille) and bsd (mine) themed weddings and silly little clothing ideas and vow plans

[downbadforpixels]

this made me so delulu actually?? i asked abt it and got met w a very enthusiastic response so... hualian wedding it is then :)

we r coping vv well. trust.

(moots i'm sane trust me 🫡)

[sensitiveheartless]

Part 4 of the "Dazai and Chuuya being competitive, mutually pining disasters" comics! (Part 1, part 2, part 3) Most of this one is under the cut because it got LONG

[kattkeyy]

I LOVEEEEE fontaine and its characters fr fr

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all squares are rectangles, but not all rectangles are squares

all rhombuses are parallelograms, but not all parallelograms are rhombuses

all chuuyas are babygirls, but not all babygirls are chuuyas

[downbadforpixels]

brb changing my status from “fukuchi apologists dni” to “fyodor apologists dni”

[sugarcarnation]

he’s angy

[sobashuu]

Happy 4.0!!!

Here’s my totally accurate Fontaine prediction

bonus wriolette

[sobashuu]

Wriothesley can be a little too serious at times

[amazing-amilia]

Room clutter in studio ghibli films.

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it's kinda late and i have so so much incomplete holiday homework but someone out there please take this suggestion: composers as bsd characters

i mean, technically, composers ARE authors too, except they're authors of classical music. but music can be seen as the universal language/method of communication, since there are no language barriers for music. and thus, composers are authors, and i can finally put my musical knowledge to good use

since tchaikovsky is @downbadforpixels's favourite composer, let's start with him (also because we gushed about this idea together just 5mins ago). his ability would be either 1812 overture, or swan lake. overture allowing him to materialise cannons out of thin air (sigma but better), and swan lake allowing him to. idk. poke people and poof them into swans i guess, but that was a new oc's ability so i'm still thinking about it.

sorry i cant take this seriously anymore HE WAS GAY FOR HIS NEPHEW??? he has a brother named modest 😭😭 i'm sorry i really can't with this anymore it's so goofy. apparently modest was openly gay with his lover named NIKOLAI???? stop new lore dropped tchaik and fyodor are brothers now ig

tille is telling me so much goofy info about composers cuz we're both doing music (ok to be fair only they're doing rn) but this is so goofy what is happening

[lobsterlands]

Genuinely how did he go to jail for water crimes in the WRONG COUNTRY