oh no, not again

Shelby. Cat lady. CA -> CO -> MT.

[only-cat-memes]

[onthelearningtongue]

denial

[downwithspeciesism]

i wanted time to stop

grief

anticipated

is pain felt threefold

one

the gentle signs

it is nearing time

its subtle

nearly imperceptible

my eyes are sadly observant

the slower pace

the slight toe dragging

abnormal potty times

soft sighs

week by week

it only gets worse

the realization starts dawning

and i cover the window with a sheet

not yet

just a little bit longer

please

two

its obvious now

the weakness

the effort

the confusion in her eyes

“momma help” they say

a tough girl

it hurts to watch her struggle

it hurts

to not be able to help her

understand

to not know when the “right time” is

as if there is such a thing

no amount of time would make me ready

to lose her

life is cruel

my morning drive is just enough time for the mind to wander

towards a life without her

and the darkness settles in

three

it’s a slow segway into the final days

wanting to savor every moment

every pet of the fur

every noise she makes

every little outing

wanting time to stop

to be suspended

to be with her

just a little longer

she doesn’t know

but she’s happy

we nap together on the floor

DOORBELL

it’s time

come and gone

too fast

this loss

the sadness

the pain

is immeasurable

there is an empty space in my heart that will be missing her for eternity

what do i do now

[downwithspeciesism]

The grief is immeasurable. I miss her with every fiber of my being. 💔

[innerchildabortionclinic]

honestly the original USDA food pyramid was funny as fuck for recommending 6-11 servings of bread a day. like honestly don't mind if I do

[omghotmemes]

The Council of Elder Tubbies

[aeschylus-stan-account]

[dailycatsblog]

[bruno-has-definitely-deactivate]

[littlehen]

[hyenaehyenae]

Duuuuuude its so cool how you made ur car go 2 mph faster and sound like it was taking a shit... I bet it was pretty expensive, to make your car sound like it was poopshitting and farting whenever you accelerate slightly. Thats so cool.

[evidently-endless]

so the childhood yearning to live in a fantasy world just never goes away huh

[dailycatsblog]

[midnightchapter]

Vilnius Bernardine Cemetery covered in blue scillas Vilnius, Lithuania | April 2025

[lucidlymelanated]

Your 30s aren't too late. Don't let nobody tell you that stupid shit.

[aetherograph]

Your 40s aren't too late. Don't let nobody tell you that stupid shit.

[loisfreakinglane]

#as long as you're alive it's literally never too late

[dailycatsblog]

[dailycatsblog]

[only-cat-memes]

the cat be like

[mylittleapricot]

people ask me what im into im just like um idk quiet things alone things

[sailermoon]

i stay up late to be happy for a few more hours

[sailermoon]