So I restarted watching HXH, until there nothing new. So My good night are now of hxh, again, nothing new. But like, I was reading killugon, like 2minute ago and a saw the hashtag Komugi x Meruem and I clicked on it because well I love that shipā¦
I donāt need to justify why if you donāt ship them you donāt have a heart
And like it just occurred to me,because of the little symbol people consider Meruem like a man?
The thing is I never thought about the antās gender, I mean the pronouns for each of them change a lot, and well some do use only one likeā¦
exemple :
Pitou.
Killua call pitou it or just call them Pitou
Morel call them she/they/it
Knov use she/her
And bla-bla bla.
And none of them really talk like: oh. Terry love yoghurt
So no way to know, because no one asked.
So I understand just assuming.
But now the the question of gender. In my head, I have trouble understanding gender and I know that it may occur strange for some of you so sorry if for some of you it may appear like dumb question/subject but like in my head they are ants. Not female or male or whatever , because well if they are not queen or king they have no need to reproduce, and well they donāt even need to fuck, likeā¦ and tough Meruem is a king, I never thought of it as a boy, because itās an ant, but maybe also because when I look a the āsupreme leaderā I see more a turtle than a boy.
But I also know that, the King design a boy, Supreme leader too, it use he/him pronouns likeā¦ 89% of the series, (the rest of the time his pronouns are the/king or it like above) and when Komugi imagined him it was a man
So ok fine the king is considered a Man
Butā¦ my questioning is if itās best to put the symbol F/M or Other relationship for reader that never saw hxh .
Because yes I know heās technically a male I already admitted that, Iām just questioning it.
Like you donāt know hxh, read a straight fic and just the dude is described as this:
And for real now that I put my thinking on here I donāt even see why Iām questioning it, donāt ask me , people that are on aO3 donāt want normalā¦ or at least If they are normal they donāt want boring when reading. Why would they?
I want to talk about one of the greatest people on earth .
Nick
People donāt understand why Iām still friend with my ex, Nick
But you need to know we broke up because I discovered I was aroace.
And it was a chill break up, I mean, it was 4 am, we were at the ice park, I said that I thought we should break up, he asked me if he could ask why, I did my coming out and he accepted me. He did not said he could change me.
But it did kinda hurt when he said that he was still in love with me. And that even tho his feelings were not shared he did loved me enough for both of us.
And I love him, truly but not in that way.
And still today, I transitioned.
And he still say he have a place for me in his heart. And he now have a girlfriend.
And heās so sweet.
Heās straight. Thatās a fact, so it really confused his girlfriend when he said he was hanging out with me, his ex boyfriend, of two years, the other day.
I love him so so much. I wish it couldāve been normal for him. That I was not that way.
But just the fact that I know he still love me, even tho itās just platonically now. Make my heart melt. Iām so grateful.
The knowledge that he was the one there when I got my top surgery.
The facts that even tho heās straight Iām his ex boyfriend.
That even tho Iām aroace, heās not shy or prude to talk about relationship.
That heās here to kick the butts of transphobic people.
He did research about aroace people when he got home that day.
Ok so I just found out my friend know about dps, ( death poet society)
And how I found out?
She said: oh, Captain, my captain! Randomly
Which is like okay, when you donāt know, but I FUCKING KNOW
And like sheās a theatre kid, that couldāve mean she knew about it, the ick there is, normally she listen to āhappyā shit. Like Hamilton, and others that I donāt remember the name because Iām not good with my own culture. And the fact sheās good with it.
I cried my eyes out when Iāve read dps, I cried my eyes out at the movie. She said : sad at the end of the movie. She cried at her characterās death in dnd. She cried when we watched Sand man. How does it work?
I had tears in my eyes because she said Oh, captain, my Captain! And the entire movie played in my head in the 3 seconds the information travelled to my brain.
I responded: I was good. I was really goodā¦
And big smile in her face : oh you watched it too?
Like Yes lady Iāve watched it at 12 years old!
Iāve watched the movie 7 times! I cry every time!
She said she watched it at the beginning of the year because another girl in her class watched it and said it was culture of theatre.
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So I became a monster and said things like:
Imagine it was the first time he was hugging his son like thatā¦
This evening, well Yesterday, I was walking to my job and I ran into a group of teenagers.
( i know a group of teenagers boys, fucking scary)
And they are in bike, not really a detail that is important for now but listen.
I walk past them, and one of them started to follow me with Is bike, like he use my space and I donāt think it was planned for the rest of the group, but like they kind of started to follow behind.
I donāt really question it, because my brain is else where and heās probably going this way because he need tooā¦
(Yes in that moment i did not realized that the rest of the gang was following too)
Anyway, i start to take the turn and he said:
Hey, stop, wait please do you have a snap?
And i stopped, took a good look at the road to make sure he was addressing himself to me.
And I responded:
ā¦yeah..?
The shock in his face, he was so shocked he put a foot to the ground.
Youāre a dude..?
I did not respond to that question I just made a face that kinda stipulated āno shit Sherlockā
His friends are now laughing their ass off (they stopped to hear the interaction)
His shock was replaced by a face of not really a smile but not a pouty face either he kinda looked like he was hopingā¦
Can I still have your snap? Pleaseā¦
His friends stopped laughing, it was their turn to be shocked, and one even fell of his bike.
I refused to give him my snap but I think I was his bi awakening and thatās funny, also he was really sweet and all, but I canāt imagine what that situation would have looked like if I was idk a girl for example, and a group of teenagers would have started to follow me and asking for my snap. Creepy would have been the word describing it not sweet or funny. So please if youāre a teenager, donāt follow people to ask for their snap, and donāt scream for a snap.
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GUYS!! I have the official permission to tell you this
MY FRIEND IS GOING TO PROPOSE TO HIS BOYFRIEND!!! Hiiii Im so excited!!!
Literally kicking my feet right now
You know how my friend was trying to convince me to do the joker costume this Halloween?
Yeah, his boyfriend, my other friend, Colin, like a week ago texted me to know what were my thoughts on the matter.
And obviously I was like, OMG do it. Itās been 6 years theyāve been together guys Iāve been waiting this moment since 2019 alright donāt judge me because I fan girl too hard.
Now the only little default to this is the fact that Batman is gonna ask Harley Quinn to marry himā¦ and that Batman is gonna have a Tick French accent and that Harley Quinn is gonna be a 6ā3 Black menā¦ yeah I accepted to do the trio this year, but that was before I knew Colin was gonna propose, and saying no now seems suspicious.,,
So October 31ā¦ if you see Batman propose to Harley Quinn, and the Joker filming all of this, donāt ask yourself too many questions and enjoy the candy yāall got.
Dreamed about Wilson casually putting Vicodin in Houseās coffee while heās not looking so he would look less miserable because House made I bet with Cuddy how he could go on without drugsā¦
ā¦ Im a liar, but itās not my faultā¦ I really though my mha phase was coming backā¦ well itās not.
I just decided to make Mirio drawing for nothing that dayā¦
Nowā¦ my house md area is blending to make place to my Batmanās Areaā¦
Make place to my crazy obsessed a**ā¦
Donāt get me started on Bruce and all the kids and all his love interest. And obviously donāt get me started on Joker.
Just so yāall know how crazy I am I was Joker at Halloween for three years in a rowā¦ and seeing how itās going I will probably still be him this year.
And my friends donāt make it any easier. I talked about how tired I was, because I donāt sleep no more only, thinking, reading, drawing about Dc Batman. And that motherf*cker said:
Oh, yea I was thinking about going as Harleyā¦ and ***** didnāt want to go as Joker and he wanted to be Batman. If you want to You could be our pudding.
Like.
OFC i want to be your pudding! But I need to f*cking calm down. maybe for yāall itās like Iām raging over nothing, but you donāt know how much if someone mention my interest I become crazy!!! My brain is not able to produce anything other then yapping about it. My heart.
My Bp go to 143. Just because of a name. When I start talking about it It go to 150. My doctor said many time that I was not normal, but there she told me that I should talk with my sister to not talk about those type of things while I was doing bp and not talk if I was ever doing hypertensionā¦
I just discovered thereās people reading fics of smut to wankā¦
And I discovered that 11 years later, while reading a fics were a chapter is only smut and the author left a note to caution people, and she said: enjoy your wankā¦
