If the dream withered, will you still love?

So...yeah, I post/reblog lots of Dir en grey, some cats, things that are funny to me, and I have a tendency to post about what and how I feel (i.e. self harm,depression, and some of the odd things I have serious problems with) I occasionally post pictures of self harm...(like legit out of the blue kind of deal) And I do my best to tag things with trigger warnings.

[devils-queen]

✞ 666 ✞

[ps1]

Stibochiona nicea nicea (Male)

[dispatchesfromtheclasswar]

Hell is a place where companies make bank off the aggrieved father of a dead child for the removal of the child’s organs for donation.

[darwins-finch]

Oh and then, the recipient is charged hundreds of thousands of dollars for a DONATED ORGAN.

Not as in that this is just the cost of the procedure; but the hospital charges YOU $150k-800k for an organ they were given FOR FREE from a dead child whose parents have to pay to store and/or transport said organ which costs THEM $2k-30k.

Source: I work in insurance.

[biglawbear]

I don’t know how you can look at this shit and not be radicalized

[supurrb]

oh to be majestic fluffy men (they are watching birds AND snow)

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[charnel-grounds]

Vincent Price in House of Wax (1953).

[lost-carcosa]

[meisyodemeisyu]

DIR EN GREY TOUR22 PHALARIS -Vol.I-

Please don't repost to other sites

[unrealityshift]

photos of die for the new deg photo book!!! took these out of principle for my friend that’s a huge die fan. i might take more photos later of the other members if there’s interest! it wouldn’t be the fanciest quality, but i’d be happy to share!!

[japanese-zombie-heroez]

50th New Year Rock Festival 2022-2023 (official comment)

[japanese-zombie-heroez]

I don't even know how it will be in the next few days. I don't know if we can create anything like a live under these conditions. I don't know if the path I'm choosing is the right one. But I believe in the future.

[unrealityshift]

i got the new deg photobook today, along w my world of mercy single!! i’m going to share some of the photos from it that i took with my phone camera; i apologize in advance to kaoru and shinya fans. they took AMAZING photos but my first priority were getting pics of kyo (for wanting his Gender), toshiya (i am cursed) and die (my friend is cursed)

first, here’s some shots of kyo and a group photo from their last studio coast show! i wasn’t aware that kyo had a tattoo on the back of his head, so…new placement ideas……

[meisyodemeisyu]

朱乱の威 -MINOR SEVENTH FLAT FIVE-

[yridenergyridenergy]

Kyo literally dying inside as Yukihiro recounts how Kyo was very late to the dinner that he invited Yukihiro to in order to discuss creating Petit Brabancon.

It also sounded like the members poked fun at Kyo going home early after concerts.  

[emeraldcas]

reblog for something very lgbt to happen to you on nov 5th

[nonasuch]

wishing a very bearable seasonal affective disorder to all who observe

[nonasuch]

tis the season again i guess

[snackwizard]

a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.

[wildlyannoyingdoofus]

… 8|

That’s some pretty good advice. I don’t know what’s left of my humor after ‘guess I’ll just die’ jokes but it’s worth a shot.

[snackwizard]

Personally i went from “guess I’ll die” jokes to “IF I HAVE TO BE HERE FOR 5 MORE MINUTES I PROMISE YOU I WILL BUY JUST, AN ARRAY OF CLOTHES.” and other wild hyperbolic stuff. Just replace the death part with something ridiculous and off topic. Its very entertaining

[808lien]

This also works with calling myself things like stupid, worthless, trash, etc. Even if you do this jokingly to yourself, your brain still believes it, and keeps up the cycle. Seriously, I found that when I stopped saying these things about myself, even jokingly, it made a massive difference.

[maramahan]

Here’s a tip I picked up from a friend that’s helped me a lot — replace self deprecating jokes with ironically self aggrandizing jokes

Like every time I trip and fall, instead of saying “l’m just a disaster human” I say “I’m the epitome of grace and beauty”

Or like, when I draw a picture I’m not 100% happy with, instead of saying “my art is trash” I say something like “you know I think it’s time we replaced the Mona Lisa”

When you do that you get to make a joke, but you’re ALSO getting practice building yourself up, y’know?

And eventually it becomes a reflex and you get so used to it that you can say nice stuff about yourself even when you AREN’T joking

[jkl-fff]

[scottjate]

This is so important

[graylinesspam]

That self-aggrandizing technique is no joke.

I replaced “I’m stupid” with “I’m a God damn genius.” “Move over newton” “another masterpiece”

I replaced “gross/ disgusting” with “sexy/attractive” “the hight of elegance”

I replaced “I suck/ that sucked/ this is bad” with “fantastic”, “a lovely time”, “ swell/jolly good”

Replace every negative with a positive. Say it so sarcastically. Make it complicated make it entertaining have fun with it.

It will stop your self deprecating and build confidence. And people are more easygoing around you.