Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Dear candy, if you'll ever be like toy story dolls, and come alive, thanks for reading this, and sorry we eat your kind. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

I’m gonna get a tattoo next week, pretty sure about it!

:)

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

So I met this guy,

A while a go,

and I went over to his place and hung out with him twice now,

sometimes he is nice, sometimes he acts like a asshole..

But I see the good in people, most of the time, even when there is not much there.

He’s like the music-loving kinda guy, and a total slut, but he’s nice to hang out with.  

So I would be ok as friends, but we’re not.. exactly...

But I don’t know what on earth to do with that, it’s nice this way, but I should watch out for everything that can go wrong..

Everything is fine, as long as I’m not falling for some bad dude.

So that’s exactly what I’m not gonna do.

I’m just not gonna fall for him.

And everything will be OK.

Except I know his best friend and shit can just go wrong in so many possible ways...

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"Pra quem tem pensamento forte o impossível é questão de opinião !!!"

- Neymar -

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

I'm still alive!! Wow, you undoubtly did not expect that at all did ya? 

I had my ups and downs.

Discribing my life since februari: In love, broken, finals, FUCKING AWESOME LIFE. now.

Yeah, my life is fucking awesome right now, 3 months holiday and shit..

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Damn, almost 2014!

This year went so fast! A lot of memories made <3.

A lot of partying, a lot of hungover days (but they were fucking worth it).

And I have - for a change - NO new year resolutions! Why? Because I'm very good at delaying shit. So I already started with those 'resolutions' instead of waiting till 1 January, because it's damn easier to start at the time you're the most motivated about it (for me mostly at the moment I come up with the things).

So, if you want you new year resolutions to work for a time, start now.

Why wait? 

Bye x

[dsxs]

Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

A week full of important school exams..

Studying for stuff I'm never going to use again after this year is sooo not interesting. 

Everything is interesting when you've got big exams coming up. Even a plain white wall.

Bye x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Sorry for not writing so long. 

Class of 2014 it is. College/Uni next year yeahhhh.

So that's actually the reason I haven't wrote for such a long time, I'm fucking busy with school, and I hate it. 

But well, I'm eager to learn for my future, but not eager to learn.

You probably recognize that shit..

Shitty post but who cares

bye x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Back from Spain and France, yay.

But that is actually not why I thought about writing again.

I got this really bad feeling about myself, that i'm ugly and fat. 

And I have a deal with a boy that he would train a sixpack, and I would loose weight. 

Well, I lost 8 kilo in 3 weeks.. And the 4th week i gained 4 kilo (official called kilogram, but we just call it kilo. logic? not really).

So I feel really bad about that, and I want to throw up and don't eat anymore. But at the same time, I don't want to get anorectic, I had underweight. I was to skinny, to light; I was a walking skeleton.

I just don't want to be that person again..

I want to loose weight, because it makes me feel good about myself. But i want to do it the healthy way, but that's to slow for me.

My weight is actually never balancing, or not for long. I hate it.

So this is my goal: I want to loose 6 kilo, in 2 weeks, I know I can do it easily because a few weeks ago I lost 3 kilo in one weekend. 

yeah, does anyone else got this problem to?

bye x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

I'm going to France tomorrow, after that Spain it is. Sucks that it's no family holiday anymore. byee

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

You're all welcome to follow me on this blog.

Because right now, I feel like I'm talking to myself. :S

ALMOST SPRINGBREAK BITCHESZZZZ!

And it's 34degrees, In the Netherlands.. Right..  wtf?

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

I'm too lazy for school shit.

x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Summerholiday/Vacation or however you like to call it is almost there.

Only 1 week left of die hard studying en hoping I don't fail the test,

If I fail those exams, I have to do this year over, And that's something I would hate to do.

I've been sick yesterday and today, and I didn't do ANYTHING of my schoolwork/homework.. I planned to stay home, so I could learn for those exams. Well dear readers, my plan failed gigantically :(.

So now I'm even more stressed I will fail those exams.

I've 12 exams in 5 days, and that's not acceptable. 

Those tests are at least 50 minutes, and they'll ask things I didn't even read about in my schoolbooks. 

So well, I actually need a lot of motivation,

Thank you already, shout out to you, nobody, because nobody reads this. And if you DO read this, excuse me, you're NOT nobody ;).

Well, bye for now, and I hope my next post will be happy shit, like "YES, I had only A+ at my exams!"  (While I actually will be happy with C and a couple B)

Bye x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Oh well, totally forgot to tell you guys,

Last week (25 May, Saturday. I went to Paris (again!!!) !

I totally love that city, it was my third time there, and this time it was only 12hours in Paris. Photo's will be uploaded later :)

Talked with French guys, and 1 of them sang something in Frenc/Arabic, and I have NO IDEA what he was singing, so is there someone who can translate it for me? 

I'll will post that (if possible) to,

xx

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts

Totally forgot this blog, been kinda bussy with school.

Yeah right, still in school, it's fucking damn borring, oh well.

Each weekend feels more and more like a holiday!

Went out friday night, amazingg.

Gave away some festival tickets, yeah, people totally love me now hahaha.

Sooo, I have a kind of writers (blogger) block right now. 

And I'm bored. So so sorry, won't forget again.

byeee

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts,

Only 1 person liked this blog here on tumblr,

But I'm NOT GIVING UP!!

I guess so, as promised, I will tell you what my summerplan is, as I didn't expect: Nobody reacted on my last post! :(

But I'm a good person, so you can still send in your summerplan, even after this post, and you'll get an answer/response :)

My summerplan is to do a list of a lot of things, a few of them:

1. Decorate a stop sign.

2. Have a paint fight.

3. Put soap in a public fountain.

4. Make my own melted crayon art.

5. Send a letter to a random address and see if they write back.

6. Sleep under a bridge.

7. Get a sun tattoo

8. Tan on the roof.

9. Smash a pie in someones face.

And a lot more. If you want to hear more of them, just react/ask ;) 

see y'all laterzz,

gotta go, dinner is ready!

x

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Dear Suckers & Sweethearts,

Last day of a 2 weeks-during school break. Damn.

The last day: the day you realize you still have to do a lot of school stuff and did nothing useful in those weeks. Yeah, you probably know the feeling.

I don't have serious problems right now I guess, (excluding i'm grounded :/ .  For 6 weeks..)

So yeah, quite a boring day.

Bye for now, and my next post will be better. promise.

x 

PS: DO YOU HAVE AN IDEA TO DO IN SUMMER? A SUMMER-PLAN  A TO-DO LIST? OR A BUCKETLIST YOU WANT TO DO? A HOLIDAY YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO? OR NOTHING PLANNED YET AT ALL? Please let me know, my next post will be about summerplans, and I will tell you my dearly loved and exciting summerplan :D 

[dsxs]

Dear Suckers & Sweethearts,

I decided to start with serious blogging, sooo hello.

You're probably thinking 'omg another boring blog, never gonna read this but because i'm nice (half sarcastically) i will follow her. 

Okay, good for you.

If this is not the case, well hello.

Ask me anything

Maybe I can  help you, maybe you can help me.

You've got nothing to loose :)

If you want to be tumblr-friends, okay with me.

If you want to know something about me, just ask.

If you don't like this blog, say what part about it you don't like, then this blog will become better and better. 

Sorry if I suck in English (grammar) but well, I'm Dutch.

This will probably be a kind off diary for me, so I can drop my stories and problems here, maybe you can relate to them, maybe you've advice, maybe not. 

x