Hi, I was wondering what it would be like if Habit fell in love with a human? (Sorry if it sounds silly, I'm just bored 😭😭)
MY FIRST HABIT ASK!!! if I dissapoint you im very sorry anon ... performance anxiety..😞😞🤞 nsfw under the cut.
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i don't think HABIT experiences love in the way people like you and i do. i know, shocking take, nobody's ever done it before ... but, if we recall, Vinny had a hard enough time dealing with him as his favorite human, in a (presumably) non-romantic sense. you're only getting off marginally lighter.
keep that in mind for this.
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what would it be like if HABIT fell in love with a human?
This would work better if you had no prior connections to Evan. No need to work those sweeter memories out of your skull.
He was going to kill you. Really, he was. You were a good screamer. You didn't fight too much, didn't try to appeal to his humanity in that stupid way a rabbit always will.
He just.. didn't feel like it. He tossed his weapon down, left for a breather. But even after leaving you in there for a day or so, he just didn't want to. Not to say he didn't want to kill anybody those days. That'd be a lie. He just didn't feel satisfied with the idea of killing you.
You were a pretty little thing, when he thought about it. Prettier than Vinny, by any means. Couldn't possibly hurt his body in any way that mattered. He'll keep you in the meantime, until the boredom hits.
When he catches on that he's getting fond of you, he will be disturbed, to say the very least. You are a.. thing. A needy, bloody thing, and just so much maintenance for a pet.
He kept you in the garage. You don't scream anymore, so he doesn't worry about it. Not like the damn opener works anyways, and he kept you tied far enough away from the doors to where you couldn't reach an exit if you wanted to.
But.. you know.. it's such a risky place, isn't it? Sure you're completely kept away from any escape routes, but what if Vinny found you? Would be so easy to let you out. Maybe you should take the guest room, yeah?
You stay with an ankle chained to the bedpost. Its long enough to where you can walk around a little, maybe even open the door with enough awkward maneuvering, but you can't get past it. It's more freedom than the basement afforded you.
He doesn't visit that much. Being around you, and feeling how you make him feel, disturbs him too much to stay long. He shows up once or twice a week, Vinny brings you meals and water when he gets permission to hold the key ring.
It's never fun when he visits.
He's.. generally nice to you. As close as Habit can get to nice. He pokes and prods at you with a stern, almost disgusted look on his face. Keeps a distance, expects polite stillness as he reaches out and digs a finger into your cheek, or knocks your head back by your nose (hopefully you don't have piercings there, because he doesn't care). Just to gauge how he feels about you.
You might wake up to it every now and then. His eyes burning down into your skull, his body straddling your chest as his hands hover a couple inches from your throat. He's not embarrassed of it. He isn't embarrassed about anything he does. Might strangle you for a minute or so before he leaves- just so you don't start thinking he's gone soft.
Which he has.
Finds himself sending Vinny out for groceries more often. Not necessarily for his sake. Actually, not for his sake at all. Vinny could starve if he felt like making him, considering he almost completely forgot about him for two years.
He rarely sleeps unless Evan's body starts hallucinating. But after he gets over a bit of his initial fascination..
He might let himself collapse in your bed some nights. Again, he knows you can't hurt this body that much, and you definitely can't kill him.
You're just warm. Pleasant. When he comes in and finds you asleep, he indulges a bit. He puts on a small domestic front. It's only acting, he says- like a shitty 80s romcom. He brushes the hair out of your face, curls his lip up with lingering disgust if he sees drool, and slumps down under your thrown arm.
If you're on your side, he won't spoon you unless you ask. He's not that domestic. But he will lay down in your general direction, arm pressing your side, and let Evan's body run its natural functions and pass out with exhaustion.
Usually leaves before you wake up, letting you wonder why the bed next to you is so warm when you do.
One day, he will let you roam. What was once Evan's room will become yours, and Vinny will get your old room.. minus the shackled bedpost. He's boarded up your windows, taken anything lethal. Locks your door at night.
He loves scaring you.
Not necessarily with violence, unless he gets the urge, but he likes waiting just around the corner to freak you out.
Still vaguely bothered by how much he likes you. Tells you he's gonna gut you one of these days, for doing this to him. Won't tell you what he means by this. Likes sharpening his knives while you can see eachother- just to keep you on edge. It works.
You and Vinny take turns scrubbing the obscene amounts of blood and gore off his clothes. Habit takes care of the weapons. Says you're "too fucking stupid to not mess them up". In reality, he's more thinking you're too stupid not to kill yourselves trying to clean them.
Leans on the frame of the bathroom door while you're scrubbing blood out of a Pulp Fiction shirt. You're giving him a bit of attitude after you found an eyeball in his pocket and a finger tucked in his belt.
"Come on, bunny. you can't still be mad about that. I was gonna use it at the time, I swear."
You try not to think about what that means.
Still likes to poke at you. Grabs your hair or the back of your collar as he's walking by and gives a harsh tug, just to watch you cough and scramble. He relishes in the anger when you curse at him after.
Wakes you up in the middle of the night to make you watch whatever weird snuff film he made while he was out. Feigns surprise when you get squeamish and frustrated and roll over.
"So fuckin' picky. Can't appreciate anything I do for you, huh? Do you know how long it took to me to get THAT to fall off?"
More demanding with his affection now. Yells for you from another room. You think you're in trouble the slow walk over, but he's just sprawled out on the couch, head nodding towards the ground.
"Sit down. I'm bored. Put on one of your shitty movies."
Spends most of the movie with a gun in his hand, knocking it forcefully against the back of your head as a fidget of some sort. It's empty, but he isn't gonna share that part with you.
When he finally puts it down his hand is in your hair, or they're both hooked under your chin, his legs on either side of your body as you sit on the cold floor. Just feeling. Keeps your hair soft and clean because he likes messing with it.
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nsfw hcs under cut...
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Your sexual relationship probably won't start until you're free-roam. You're too easy of a target when you're all chained to a bed. It's fucking cheap.
He likes to stay fully clothed. Not because he's insecure. He just likes the power imbalance.
Your first time together, you're likely free roam by now. You're in what was once Evan's room, still full of his things, laid down in his bed. Stripped bare.
Takes his time feeling your skin. Presses down as hard as he can in random spots, trying to find your thicker tendons. Your bones. Lets a shudder run down his skin when you whine in pain.
Rakes his nails down your scarred legs before he pries them apart. Likes digging his fingers into the fattier parts of your skin, to feel the give.
The more you cry the better. Sticks his fingers down your throat to listen to you choke, and laughs in your face when you cry.
Claws his nails into your cheeks, dragging your head side to side to look at your puffy face. How your tears soak the hair behind your ears. Doesn't hit half as hard as he usually does when he snaps you back into reality, giving a nearly gentle tap while he's buried to the hilt.
"Don't be a baby. Look at me. C'monn.. say something. You aren't gonna pass out now, are ya? I've only gotten you off twice, rabbit."
Uses his fingers to map out every soft spot before he ever actually fucks you. Spits on it just to be gross- more times than he even needs to.
"it hurts, doesn't it? Yeaah, bet it does. Let it out. C'mon, tell me how much it hurts. I'm gonna make it better, sweet thing. Just tell me how fucking bad I'm hurting you."
Don't have anything sharp near the bed. He will eagerly use it on you- hence 90% of the scars on your body.
Likes to choke you until you start passing out. Fortunately, you can just pass the bruising off to Vinny as him strangling you for any other nonsexual reason.
"Y' keep trying to gasp like that. You're just workin' yourself up for no reason- of course you can't fuckin' breath, idiot. I'm CHOKING you. You're lucky you don't live with some sick bastard, someone else might really hurt you."
Don't expect aftercare beyond a simple wipedown, a quick nap, and vague affection. You will be sorely dissapointed.
Stu killed people mainly 'cause he was bored and thought it'd be a fun thing to do, and that makes me love him more.
he is fucked up and not only do i love that about him but in some way... he is honestly scarier than billy.
billy might have always been on the dark side but his motivation to really cross that line and kill? that was revenge. honestly if his plan had worked i could genuinely see billy being able to resist killing for the rest of his life. he let his demons out to play. he did what needed to be done. he won. he can pretend to be normal. he can forget how good it felt to hold someone's life in his hands. he'll dream about it every now and again, but remembering the high of it could be enough for him.
stu? i don't think the same holds true for stu. i think he was a wildcard, with or without billy in the picture. he's textbook in that his charming, goofy personality is hiding something so much darker. your friend comes to you with some bullshit, drawn out plan to murder a bunch of people because his mom left of her own free will? and you actually go through with helping him? there's something fucky going on in your head. stu was going to wind up doing something to someone one day. billy just gave him a ride to tag-along on.
No bcus the implications of the Saja Boys are so funny like??? Jinu is the only one we've seen has a confirmed music background so did he have to research, train, style, and manage the group by himself???? Did he also have to come up with the concepts and the marketing or is there like a demon thats rlly good at photoshop? Or if its all Jinu that means he had to teach himself fucking adobe after effects and how to use tiktok. Also how did he even research how to make a boy group was he in the trenches of BTS comment sections??? God the more I think about the Saja Boys the funnier it gets
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