Remember how I kept changing my name and pronouns and sexuality and constantly going back and forth on labels? It was plurality the whole time!! Most of the alters now either have separate accounts or side accounts and don't use this main, but some do. I, Jenneca, the "original" person who all the alters came from, moved to @rainbows-caught-on-film
I can't remember how long I've had this account but depending on what year, it's very possible that like 99% of the posts came from my alters and not me; around freshman year of highschool I became so fucked up mentally that I couldn't front at all and my alters sort of took over my life until I started to get better. Still I share a lot of interests with them and can still recognize some of myself in this old blog, so I thought I would make an update post and actually explain some amount of...all that. I'll be pinning this to the top of the blog as well, although ofc if we decide to make an intro post, that'll go there instead.
Identify has always been a struggle for me, moreso than my peers, and understanding why has been scary but also relieving. Because turns out I am a person, and I'm not crazy, and I'm not doomed to wonder who I am forever; I just have to learn to separate what's me from what's my alters, and accept that they'll have different labels and opinions from me. I'm basically starting that "self discovery" process most people go through in their preteens as an adult.
I'll be making the blogs we're following public for a little while so I can go through them and follow any I'm interested in. (Edit; I'm done. They're privated again)
Thanks to anyone who still follows this old thing.
