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Lost my old email so can't acsess my old accounts. Yeey

So here is a new one bc life is shit and I need an outlet.

feeling-likeastranger

I learned how to disappear before I learned how to ask for help

#body goals #tw ed implied #a4a thoughts #€d motivation #£d angel #self destruction

lucyscs-deactivated20250718

why are people outside at the same time as me it’s my turn

~Time to rewatch my comfort doc on yt again~

~is it something normal?~

~No! Ofc not!~

It's an old bbc docu-series called "Don't call me crazy"

#tw depression #actually mentally ill #self destruction #mentally tired #tw selfhate #mentally unstable #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressing shit

somewherepastokay

blleeerrgg

I'd rather d/e than go back into autopilot

polkadotsandribbons

I wish I could just exist as a soul without a body.

Omg I just realized that I can have alcohol at home again without my now ex drinking it. Yippie no more alcoholic bf!

#vent post #breakup #break up #finally free #I can finally relax in my own home

Realizing that I have to deleate my animalcrossing island SUCKS.

rawcunningmaster

Feck

Giiiiirrrlllll this is not a time to ignore me!! I'm not looking for a party invite! I'm telling you that me n my bf of 7 years broke up plsease just fucking open it!

dustinspace

Is this the day when everything falls apart? When I finally take the step?

I don't know if I can actually do it. I think he feels it but like me dosen't have the courage to do it.

But the thing is, if not now then when? Will it ever end?

I'm so scared

Edit: I couldn't do it

dustinspace

I've done it. We are talking now over the phone and I've said it. It's going good?? It's so hard to read over just voice but I hope I can trust his words in that he'd at least not going to end up hurting himself or in danger.

I reallt hurts to not even be invited. To be activley exluded by the people you've known the longest sucks so fucking bad.

Is this the day when everything falls apart? When I finally take the step?

I don't know if I can actually do it. I think he feels it but like me dosen't have the courage to do it.

But the thing is, if not now then when? Will it ever end?

I'm so scared

Edit: I couldn't do it

#vent #vent post #breakup #break up #end of the line

Do you know what really sucks?

When you get really hyped for something and you share it with friends and NO ONE responds or is excited in the least about it.

It has now happened twice today. 🙃

Thanks I'll just end it all right here then shall I

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