bf vent
me n my bf had a long conversation abt how he wants me to get better n eat and me basically arguing back saying i want to get worse.. like he wants me to eat, love my body, love my life and let him into my ED n i just want to eat nothing and get thinner and love my life because of it and i don’t want to talk to him about my èd bc then he’s just gonna get annoyed and angry at me but he’s gonna get annoyed n angry if i leave him out of it too
Idk what to do from here like i do love him but if i recover then im gonna hate myself even more. i cant lie to him otherwise he will break up with me
any help??
