Random Thoughts

She/her from Oz just thinking out aloud

[edwa0243]

Love this one to bits it’s one of my all time fav fics

Chapters: 21/21 Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Original Characters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - College/University, Famous Harry Styles, Famous Louis Tomlinson, Nepotism, theyre not really famous themselves they're just nepo babys, Strangers to Lovers, Meet-Cute, Falling In Love, First Dates, First Kiss, Fluff, hand-holding, so much hand-holding, Cuddling & Snuggling, Naked Cuddling, Smut, Anal Sex, Blowjobs, Laughter During Sex, Nipple Play, but only for a paragraph, its all very romantic sex ngl, nothing kinky and nothing too graphic, Demisexual Louis Tomlinson, semi-intentional secret relationship, they're just very bad at telling people, mentions of biphobia, harry styles was canonically born in 2000 in this, i do apologise to everyone offended by this, Therapy, Past Child Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Bad Parenting, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, no beta we die like men, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Anxiety, Paranoia Series: Part 1 of Of Sunshines and Sweethearts Summary:

When Louis meets Harry for the first time, the interaction is over before Louis can even get a sentence out.

When Harry runs into Louis for a second time, he gets asked out on a date instead of getting yelled at for being so careless.

Who could have guessed that two simple uni-students going on dates in the dark and making out against pillars in tube stations were both carrying the burdens of their family on their shoulders? And: Could the weight of those possibly get lighter if they help carry each other’s?

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[lovelaughlarry1]

OUT NOW!

Twelve days to Christmas🎄

For the @1dholidayff

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Famous/Non-famous

What happens when a famous popstar accidentally texts a stranger and they bond over watching Christmas movies together…

https://archiveofourown.org/works/74536276/chapters/194615471

[edwa0243]

This was just lovely

[edwa0243]

My Top Artist of 2025

Spotify

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My Top Albums of 2025

Spotify

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My Top Song of 2025

Spotify

[moon-sun-thyme]

kings and queens and borderlines

there’s beauty in my scars tonight

[edwa0243]

Wish I knew who to credit this to

[edwa0243]

Wow, just watched Coming out Colton. 🏳️‍🌈 ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

Such a brave boy

The world would be so much better if people can be themselves, love themselves and love who they want to love.

[dollyismyqueen]

my personal opinion is that him having tiktok or trying to get more mainstream was always an option but he was/still is way to proud to do it even after every single other big artist did. He likes to act all nonchalant and indie but he's probably realized that he was lowkey flopping and decided to actually do something about it😭

I dont mean to sound disrespectful but if he actually wants his new album to success he must know by now what he was doing before is not enough. His latest

His tactics are also not working when it comes to keeping long term fans happy and so many people that mass bought fitf are not willing to do that anymore (including myself) so essentially he needs casual listeners twice as much as he needed before, and that need will only keep growing imo.

Its sad because I genuinely believe if he was more honest about himself more and more people would actually become proper fans but instead hes choosing this weird teenager heterosexuality image that's simply not doing anything for him. I have loads more to say but I dont wanna sound like a hater or offend anyone so i will leave it at that🙈

You don’t sound disrespectful at all. I think you’re just speaking the truth. I agree with pretty much everything you said. I’d love to hear your other thoughts as well. I don’t even have to publish them if you’d prefer I don’t. I’m just super interested in hearing what people think about all this. I don’t think we should censor ourselves just because people are excited right now or whatever, ya know?

[delicateperspective]

happy pride month, my loves 🏳️‍🌈

this fandom, especially the larrie corner of it, is inherently queer. not just because of who we believe H and L are, but because of why we believe it — and what it says about the world they’ve had to survive in.

this june, i'd like to encourage you to take the time to learn. really learn.

look at the legacy they coded into the background of their lives:

🌟 rbb and sbb stood for something. they still do. - george michael taught the world the cost of being outed. - divine broke boundaries with drag before most of us were born. - freddie mercury gave the world his voice while the world gave him silence.

learn about section 28 — the uk law that told a generation of queer kids they didn’t exist. learn about keith haring’s art and activism. learn about polari — the secret language gay men used just to survive. rewatch my policeman and sit with what it meant for H to take that role. really sit with it.

but go even further. step outside of fandom and learn about:

- matthew shepard, who was brutally murdered for being gay. - the stonewall riots, led by black and brown trans people. - harvey milk, one of the first openly gay elected officials in the u.s. - the aids crisis, and how an entire generation was lost while the world looked away.

and then — celebrate our progress. go to a pride parade if you can. stream queer artists. read queer authors. watch queer films made by queer people. donate if you’re able. volunteer if you’re willing. advocate always.

because at the end of the day, we exist as larries for a devastating reason: in 2010, it was more profitable to shove queer teenagers into a closet than it was to believe that the girls buying their music could love them as they were. and in the fact that, in the big year 2025, queer and trans people — especially in the u.s. — are still fighting every single day for the right to live safely, freely, and fully.

so yes — H and L are beautiful. but the reason we care about it is because it’s rooted in something real. in something painful. in something ongoing.

use this month to honor that. to learn. to grow. to love louder. to make the world a little safer and kinder.

[dollyismyqueen]

https://www.tumblr.com/larentyouglad2/784820559362031616/anon-come-back-and-do-the-freddie-ones-too?source=share

Here you go Anon 😘

LT3 tracks if they’re trying to sell the fatherhood fairytale.

1. Kites & Cringe

“We threw a kite in the sky, but all I caught was your awkward eye…”

Louis tries to bond with Freddie, but ends up tangled in metaphor and actual kite string. Backed by ukulele. Probably a whistle solo too.

2. Bluey’s My Bestie

“You’re nine but I brought you baby shows, ‘cause I don’t really know where parenting goes…”

An emotional bop about buying toddler merch for a 9 year old because fan mentioned bluey once and he never double-checked.

3. StepZar(feat. AutoTune)

“She’s got fake tan and half a plan, She waved once and now she’s fam…”

The Zara tribute track. She waved at Freddie once and the PR team screamed STEP-MOM MATERIAL! Cue a very fake guitar solo.

4. Airbnb Daddy

“I rent love by the night, in a house that’s not mine…”

Louis flies to LA, babysits his son via siblings, crashes at an Airbnb, and writes lyrics about being emotionally present while physically elsewhere.

5. Cereal & Silence

“Poured milk on my guilt, and stirred it with pride…”

They have breakfast. No words are spoken. Freddie’s watching Bluey, Louis is scrolling Backgrid pap pics for approval before Daily Mail drops them.

6. Face Blur (DocuLullaby Remix)

“I swore I'd never show your face, but now you're on the screen, full HD grace…”

Supposedly protective, but oops, his child’s face was revealed in a overrated documentary. Whoopsie daisy.

7. Custody by Chorus

“I don’t live with you, but I write a verse for you…”

A legally non-binding power ballad about how being a father is more about vibes than, you know, actual full-time parenting.

8. Juicebox Royalty

“She gave you apple juice once, now she’s royalty in my heart…”

Zara brings a snack to the park. The tabloids crown her "Stepmom of The Year". The fanbase rolls their collective eyes into another dimension.

Freddie's future therapist better be prepared 😮‍💨

[sunshineandlyrics]

🛣️ Side of the road, Costa Rica, May 2025.

[edwa0243]

Stalking picture 101

[twopoppies]

You can answer in your tags if you want. I don’t want to bring any additional nonsense to your ask box with this reflection. I think folks are struggling with this new girlfriend because - if there was a way to prove beyond a doubt that Louis was into women and this wasn’t all a charade - it would be incredibly disappointing to realize he is just like every other man out there who prefers thin, blonde, white, Botoxed women who don’t need to be decent people or bring anything else to the table because they’re “hot.” I think it creates a lot of cognitive dissonance when you have one idea of who someone is because of how they’ve presented themselves through their art, but then everything you see them doing runs completely counter to that. It’s a bit of a mind fuck really.

I think - especially in this day and age we are currently living in - regular people are sick of seeing women like her being held up as the gold standard of femininity, and given opportunities she wouldn’t have if she didn’t fit this cookie-cutter model of what women need to be - and do - in order to have worth in our world. (Maybe it’s all the Tr*mp Nazi Barbies in our faces 24/7 these days…) But I’m willing to bet there are a lot of talented women documentarians out there who will never get the same opportunities because they’re fat. Or black. Or trans. Or older. And so seeing Louis putting himself out there effectively upholding these standards and ideals by dating someone like her is really rubbing people the wrong way at the moment.

I’ve been trying to wrap my head around why there has been such a knee-jerk reaction to this situation. I think it really comes down to - “if this is really who this man wants me to believe he is, and this is really what he prefers and values, do I really want to support him?”

I don’t know. Maybe I’m not making any sense. Feel free to delete. Thanks for letting me ramble.

I mean, many of us have been saying this for a decade now. If you really believe Louis is a dad and is actually dating the women he's seen with, why tf are you his fan? And the same goes for Harry. I might forgive a lot of things the two of them do, but if I believed the official narratives about them, I would be embarrassed to be a fan.

I don't understand the choice of Zara. I admit I'm paying very little attention to the nonsense, but so far it's making very little sense.

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[edwa0243]

My rose coloured glasses are a bit tainted at the moment when I look at Louis and I will voice those frustrations but I still love his music and never send hate to him, to Harry , to his family or other blogs

I can’t believe people have the audacity to hide behind a screen and say such gut wrenching, horrible things to other people.

The hate I have just randomly read for Louis is awful.

I really hope he isn’t looking through social media, no one deserves to read that about themselves.

[watermelonlicker]

Copy of a copy of a copy https://x.com/xnotobeard/status/1920087437620953099?s=46

idk who either of these people are but 83 is insane… also a BILLIONAIRE and in the closet for his entire life basically?? but all the people who act like larry can do whatever tf they want cos they’re millionaires ok jan

[edwa0243]

The really sad point isn’t that he waited 83 years to come out it’s the fact the he felt the last years of his life he needed to come out. The reality is he’d sadly lose friends and business, he could have stayed hidden but he chose to come out.

I’m not understating the fact he had to hide his true self for so long I am just pointing out his need to be his true self at the end and that is everything.