disappear in darkness

private, semi-selective. MULTI-MUSE. highly triggering, and NSFW content at all times. 18+ only, please. penned by nata, 34 years old, PST.

[ekleipsi]

-- [ the M I N D is its own place

                            and in itself

can make a HEAVEN of H E L L,

                      a HELL of H E A V E N ]--

-- a multi-muse blog featuring a variety of creatures, species, and ages, by nata. ;;

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[ekleipsi]

--- if you see me lurking and mass liking your posts, no you don't. I get hoke from work late at night and go through tungl to see wot I've missed. sorrynotsorry.

[ekleipsi]

--- my discord is Vivisekt / Vivisekt#8556 if you wanna connect or write on there. tbh i'm usually more available on discord just cause of ease of access. fff.

[ekleipsi]

--- lol sorry for my abrupt MIA after saying I was making a "comeback," my papa died last week. Rip.

[nvrcmplt]

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[ekleipsi]

--- SO. now that my muse icons are fixed (i think) i'll probably begin working on their pages and tags and redoing things on them one by one. that'll take some time, obviously.

--- gonna simplify my tags and probably do a tag dump. rip to that lmao. do relationship tags. clean out old ones on their pages...mhm. mhm..nods...

[ekleipsi]

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜ fae ♡

--- Nails are examined carefully, cat-like gaze almost bored looking for a moment before she allows golden orbs to slide over to the shorter femme to take her in as lips quirked upwards just slightly at the corner. It's the faintest of ticks, to denote the mild amusement before her palms drops over a narrow hip, cocking it outwards to shift her weight and adjust her heels before rolling eyes.

--- ' Did I? He just didn't deserve your attention- trying so hard like that, it's disgusting honestly. Men are so pathetic when they pine like so...it's filthy, almost like a dog that can't help itself. ' a low scoff, arrogance bleeding into her voice as a lip peels back and her free hand lifts to drag a nail over Jae's jaw, tipping it upwards just slightly. ' Come on, let's go to the hot springs to wash the filth of his hands from you, mm? ' smirk morphed into a genuine smile, her fingers turning gentle.

@saraeanwa

[ekleipsi]

--- i hope everyone is proud of me, i've taken the first steps to trying to renovate and not be a schmuck and that is fixing all the icons on my muse page.

--- at least. MY stuff shows they're fixed, so if you can't see them, please lmk. :|

[saraeanwa]

#　　saraeanwa　　...　　a little lazy text post promo for original character,　　bae jae-hwa,　　also known as one of 'the nest' most popular rent-a-girlfriend　﹠　secretly a feral tiger-shifter.　　loved　﹠　cherished by orion　　( the same one from killerhubby + hitfirst! )　　...　　plotted threads are highly prioritised for interactions between blorbos, so if pretty ladies　﹠　in depth emotional connections are your thing, let's be mootsies　　♡

[ekleipsi]

--- me, needing to not only fix my muse page because the images are all FUCKED again but also needing to sort through my roster again...

--- taking a page out of ninnie's book. deciding on who i should remove/privatize ( i never actually remove anyone, you can always find their page still with their /name ) and who i should keep...ugh. who i don't really play with anymore or feel so much anymore...any ideas? oof...

[foolshcme]

@ekleipsi || starter call (Nef & Giuseppe)

"How tasteless. Is that how you treat a guest?" Rather than admonishing, he seemed amused as he spoke those words. His breath sounded nearly like a chuckle as his hand came to the shoulder of his worker. Fingers pressed in to suggest that they step back from the woman they'd been questioning. They obliged without an ounce of stubbornness though; unsurprising when you saw the size and height of the man giving the wordless command. "A beautiful one at that."

"You have my pardons for being touched. Though, they have made quite the accusation against you. Stealing from my business when I've tried to give you the benefit of the doubt would be quite the disappointment, would it not, darling?" Gesturing to his casino, he continued to smile. "Surely you can explain yourself?"

[ekleipsi]

--- Outfit was more lavish than the ones she usually donned, but it was a necessity to scope out a place like this; if it led to high stakes wins? Well, she wouldn't be upset either way. There was money to be had, of course, but the security was...very tight. Not above her abilities, but it was certainly a test of them, least of all the physical aspect of said security. Men everywhere, and while cameras themselves were easy to betray and slip around or short circuit, coming face to face with someone so large?

--- Dark orbs were pulled from the man before her, vaguely recalling how the night had been going and how she'd been caught. Had she been caught, or was it just a lucky guess? She didn't think she warranted the scrutinizing eyes of pit bosses and low security, even while counting cards at a table, she was too smart- lose just enough, win just enough, walk away. Still. Here she was in a chair, huffing at the rough handling for being forced into such, two seconds from breaking a man's hand.

--- ' Ahh, that explains it. Their accusations are quite severe...I'd ask if they could prove it, but they probably couldn't. I'm too good for that... ' a purr, her accent slightly thicker with her Arabian heritage. Lips pulled back, the faint peek of a fang startling through before skin glowed just beneath the slit in her dress and legs crossed, leaning back a bit more comfortably while hues narrow up at the imposing figure. Every bit as intimidating and large as the rumors she'd heard and hoped to encounter...one day. This wasn't the one she'd expected.

--- ' You, though. You'd never let it past...so... ' she stood, abrupt and graceful, movements like a coiling snake ready to strike. It's but a split second and before near anyone can blink, that she has the smallest of knives out and pressed almost playfully against the larger figure's abdomen, a flash of amusement and mischief glitters in her eyes...danger. Threat, flirtation? Promise? ' ...you must have been watching me, Mr. Castillo. Do I have your attention? '

;; reply for @foolshcme !!

[foolshcme]

we all just suffer, 'cause no one feels that bad  independent multimuse oc please read rules before interacting | heavy trigger warning

[caseloaded]

❝ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ɪꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡꜱ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴜꜱᴇ ɪᴛ. ⸻ a child of abandonment dressed in tailored suits and expensive lies. a detective who knows exactly how far the law bends before it breaks. he walks the thin line between order and chaos like it owes him something, as if throwing himself into the fire might finally make all the damage mean something.

private & selective roleplay blog for an original character. multiverse & crossover friendly. dark themes present (violence, moral ambiguity, trauma). mun is 21+. minors and personals do not interact. written & haunted by Amethyst / ©

[ekleipsi]

--- That said, coughs, idk. Send me me asks. Or memes; idk that I've reblogged any recently but they can be memes you've reblogged even, too. Hella.

[ekleipsi]

--- Man, I'm always just here and lurking and constantly on the dash but never fully functioning and that's because life has been SUPER chaotic for me the last like...idk how long. I'm going to try and do my best to be a bit more active- I don't want to make promises I can't keep, but I'm going to do my best. If you want a run down on life's personal hell, you're welcome to continue reading under the cut, OTHERWISE JUST KNOW:

--- I'm gonna try and do better. You can always reach me on Discord, I'm usually always there. I do lurk on the dash all the time, so you can also always DM me, too.

My Nana died very recently, after being in two year decline in hospice. In the last six months, she went from recognizing me and smiling when I'd visit, to becoming entirely nonverbal on not knowing who I was. She passed Mid-January.

Just found out today that her husband, my Papa who has survived her, has throat cancer and I'm not sure if he has the will the beat it this time after beating his lung cancer given the last time his wife was alive.

Lost my job a while ago. Fought aggressively against that to get this new one and am struggling with this new one due to an extremely frustrating and disgusting coworker who management will not do anything about. Or hasn't, currently, at least.

After nearly two years of being in a tumultuous "situationship," with the man I was in a poly triad with (that ended extremely poorly with as his wife divorced him when he went to rehab, then she broke up with me) we continued to date, then broke up and remained friends but it was more like...friends with...benefits? But not quite? Benefits? He finally pulled his head out of his ass and decided I'm "the one" so we're trying to begin a new life and just started living together.

Last year I had to put my cat, my companion (I got him when he was 1 month old) of 13 years to sleep due to an aggressive cancer. Honestly I haven't recovered.

I lost the friendship of a friend I thought I knew extremely well for three years over something...stupid? Something like not talking every single day and trying to attend to my real personal life instead of my "internet life".

My brother is getting married. Again.

My car's bumper got entirely ripped off and was completely out of commission for over a month, and $2000 later. The other insurance company tried to blame me even though I was parked in a lot and not even in it, as I was at work.

My mother still hasn't gotten the payout from the electric company that caused the huge Echo Mountain wildfire on the west coast that burned down her entire house and the entirety of my family's history and legacy along with it. Each and every memory.

Just the state of the world in general?? Like...myself aside, my mental health, my personal physical health, my family's health? The health of the WORLD and the economic and political health of the nation and all that is fucking WILD right now.

--- That said. I've had to deal with a lot this year and the last several months and such and it's just...been a lot in general and trying to keep myself optimistic and positive and trying to summon any strong measure of muse or urge to write has been...difficult, to say the least so I apologize sincerely to everyone who has been following me and does following me and has continued to do so. I will attempt to do my best to be more active and provide content and hopefully regain some muse, because I genuinely do love writing and I love my characters.

--- Please let me know what and who you'd like to see more of, from me, or what I can do to broker intrigue. I know this is a lot and I've said a lot. I've not written anything here to garner pity or sympathy or anything like that, just being transparent with everyone about wot all has been going on and woi things are so chaotic and stressful and woi I've been absent. Real life will always take precedence for me, but I am hoping to get more involved again, so. Cheers!

[ekleipsi]

--- That said, coughs, idk. Send me me asks. Or memes; idk that I've reblogged any recently but they can be memes you've reblogged even, too. Hella.

[ekleipsi]

--- Man, I'm always just here and lurking and constantly on the dash but never fully functioning and that's because life has been SUPER chaotic for me the last like...idk how long. I'm going to try and do my best to be a bit more active- I don't want to make promises I can't keep, but I'm going to do my best. If you want a run down on life's personal hell, you're welcome to continue reading under the cut, OTHERWISE JUST KNOW:

--- I'm gonna try and do better. You can always reach me on Discord, I'm usually always there. I do lurk on the dash all the time, so you can also always DM me, too.

My Nana died very recently, after being in two year decline in hospice. In the last six months, she went from recognizing me and smiling when I'd visit, to becoming entirely nonverbal on not knowing who I was. She passed Mid-January.

Just found out today that her husband, my Papa who has survived her, has throat cancer and I'm not sure if he has the will the beat it this time after beating his lung cancer given the last time his wife was alive.

Lost my job a while ago. Fought aggressively against that to get this new one and am struggling with this new one due to an extremely frustrating and disgusting coworker who management will not do anything about. Or hasn't, currently, at least.

After nearly two years of being in a tumultuous "situationship," with the man I was in a poly triad with (that ended extremely poorly with as his wife divorced him when he went to rehab, then she broke up with me) we continued to date, then broke up and remained friends but it was more like...friends with...benefits? But not quite? Benefits? He finally pulled his head out of his ass and decided I'm "the one" so we're trying to begin a new life and just started living together.

Last year I had to put my cat, my companion (I got him when he was 1 month old) of 13 years to sleep due to an aggressive cancer. Honestly I haven't recovered.

I lost the friendship of a friend I thought I knew extremely well for three years over something...stupid? Something like not talking every single day and trying to attend to my real personal life instead of my "internet life".

My brother is getting married. Again.

My car's bumper got entirely ripped off and was completely out of commission for over a month, and $2000 later. The other insurance company tried to blame me even though I was parked in a lot and not even in it, as I was at work.

My mother still hasn't gotten the payout from the electric company that caused the huge Echo Mountain wildfire on the west coast that burned down her entire house and the entirety of my family's history and legacy along with it. Each and every memory.

Just the state of the world in general?? Like...myself aside, my mental health, my personal physical health, my family's health? The health of the WORLD and the economic and political health of the nation and all that is fucking WILD right now.

--- That said. I've had to deal with a lot this year and the last several months and such and it's just...been a lot in general and trying to keep myself optimistic and positive and trying to summon any strong measure of muse or urge to write has been...difficult, to say the least so I apologize sincerely to everyone who has been following me and does following me and has continued to do so. I will attempt to do my best to be more active and provide content and hopefully regain some muse, because I genuinely do love writing and I love my characters.

--- Please let me know what and who you'd like to see more of, from me, or what I can do to broker intrigue. I know this is a lot and I've said a lot. I've not written anything here to garner pity or sympathy or anything like that, just being transparent with everyone about wot all has been going on and woi things are so chaotic and stressful and woi I've been absent. Real life will always take precedence for me, but I am hoping to get more involved again, so. Cheers!