Nigga Ian Worried Bout Nuunn 💉🌅

an impersonal due im not paying that... if I got something to say then im saying that!

[elavish]

Well now, who really cares?

[elavish]

[elavish]

Yeah I’m a gremlin. I ain’t all that sweet. It’s really me being stupid and grim trying to pretend that I’m just a clean sweet princess. I’m a dirty freak. Why lie!! I used to love it- I will again

[elavish]

If you see me driving and hear any of these coming out the speakers- just know I’m boutta do a drive by

[elavish]

How many times will I force the feeling

Running overexposure therapy on people to entice them to care deeply

About who I could be or what will happen to me

All because it’s something I feel I need. To be adored and cherished as a faerie of the sweeter parts of the world

To feel as I am an extension of natures dense hum, the very harmony underlying earthly chaos

That’s what I hoped I was

That’s who he thought he saw

And the only reason he can still taste the mist of the mirage

Is that he is far, far away from the truth.

When I shrug off my cloak to reveal a wingless back

He will shrug in apathy- and attend his duties once more

And I’ll be left to vie for some affect of illusion

In some other place

[elavish]

#idiotsandwich #IMNOTLISTENINGGGGLALALALALALALALALALALALA

[elavish]

I’d take gold in the regard Olympics really and truly. I be forsaking all my time and mental space to love the spirited princes of the world and beg to be loved like neega. Reevaluate. You got this champ you got the yin and the yang. In down to be alone together with ya baby and only you. Meaning me. Here’s my flowers btw. Bai!

[elavish]

I may be a fat bitch- but punq ho you know I always ate!!

[elavish]

Man less winter man less spring man less fall man less summer

3xhausted of every man I care for so open to exhausting my resources and feigning hurt and disappointment when I voice my needs.

More specifically my needs for their time with me to be up.

I don’t know what more I can do for anyone. My gates are now closed.

[elavish]

This kind of shit makes me want to kill myself

[thepeacefulgarden]

[slfcare]

seeing my 'failures' as redirections has brought me so much peace about the things I thought I 'missed out on' in life. sometimes, you just don't know what you're being protected from—or what you're being set up for—until you can look back from a new vantage point. all you can do is trust that clarity will come when the time is right. and it will.

[elavish]

Let’s go #squalorforsqualor

[elavish]

[elavish]

Indignant because I would like to be held and pampered and cared for but the reality is I have ta do it myself- and I am currently dirty and stinky and sleepy so

[elavish]

To win

So you’ve gotten stronger

Acclaim can change and does

Opinions often too

Embrace the shake and strain

[elavish]

Giving out evil curses at the beach today 2-6pm come and get yours! Firstborn’s only