self intro (yap sesh below)
is this thing on
you have two seconds to impress a stranger on the internet you have twenty words and two seconds and oop there you lost it <- what my brain sounds like as I'm writing this corny ass post
AHEM hi I go by jess on the web, prefer lumi as a nickname. your friendly (people pleaser) neighborhood escapist, just another troubled teenager living through the horrors. believe me when I say I've seen way more than a fair share in this short lifespan of mine. *smiles too wide and off-puttingly*
decided to end my lurking and make a multifandom blog on a random tuesday. times are scary so my pessimistic tendencies made me want to participate in what I feel may be the late stage of www as we once knew and loved. (with the lovely addition of genAI ruining every space both digital and physical on earth ^^ death internet theory has never looked more real)
we're so fucked that we've reached the point where caring about basic human rights makes you radical. alr then I'll gladly own up to the name <3 TERFS KYS
but enough of the impending doom, haha... here's a little about me
(you'll see that I love overusing parentheses at every given opportunity)
꩜ ≤ 18
꩜ alienation final boss
꩜ nonbinary demigirl on the aroace spectrum (labels aren't a necessity but I enjoy toying with them: omni idemro aego to be specific. here's my pronouns page)
꩜ anyone who takes zodiacs and other such seriously in the big year of [insert today's date] should honestly reevaluate. with that said, hate that I just happen to be the sappiest emotional ♋︎ which is totally because I'm a cancer and not that I have bord–
꩜ similarly, mbti is a corporate lie and I despise pseudoscience with burning passion but I'd gotten infj-t back in the day for funsies so do with that what you will
꩜ soon to be a third-world english major. secular eco-anarchist & (non-hierarchical) internationalist, exmuslim antitheist
(religion, albeit not all but surely the abrahamic ones, are manmade cults for mass control that ruined the world by colonization. they're the number one source of anti-intellectualism. disagree? click off this page!)
꩜ wish I had enough dedication and motivation to indulge in my hobbies frequently. do I love any form of art? more than anything. do I make an active effort at practicing to better myself? well, uh. life gets in the way. (lamest excuse ever boo) my biggest fear is not being able to leave a piece of myself in this world that's on fire. I want to contribute to humanity best I can rather than to die knowing I've gone through all this for nothing. it's so easy to get discouraged in this hostile environment.
꩜ ⤷ executive dysfunction, my middle name
꩜ the lovechild of Halsey and Mitski. go ask them
꩜ spend an unearthly amount of time on playlists (since I'm almost always too lazy to start a project, I often opt for telling stories through them or make silly ones for fun) come check them out!
⤷ 🖇 jess no more gatekeeps on Spotify
꩜ tend to pick up hyperfixations for a while until I let them go into hibernation for however long and the cycle continues (pretty sure this is an old tumblr post that I'm referencing)
