Once you make it past 25 it's like. I haven't talked to my closest friends in at least 4 weeks. I have 2 degrees but can't find a job that pays a livable wage and doesn't make me want to kill myself. It feels like 2 weeks have passed since I graduated high school, but at the same time that was a lifetime ago. I have become a whole different person. I haven't changed at all. I'm way too young to make decisions for life. I feel like I'm running out of time. Years are passing and time is running through my fingers, I'm losing people I'm making memories I'm changing I'm transforming I'm maturing I'm the same little kid I was twenty years ago. I went to the hospital the other day and my high school friend was the doctor. My other friend's younger sibling is in the 8th grade I teach. People I used to hang out with in my teens are married with houses and kids old enough to walk. I'm in my childhood bedroom. I tell my mum when I leave the house. People on the street use the formal you when addressing me. My parents are retiring. They tell me "You're still so young". Children think I'm old. I'm closer to turning 50 than I am to my birth. I know nothing about the world. I have experienced so much. I'm motionless on a floating rock and its rotation makes me sick.
