Hii guys! Sorry for not Being so active lately, school started again and I just didn’t find myself in this state of “ready to publish”. I also just got out of this type of relationship/ situationship with a friend? I’m not even sure we can call him a friend though… idk… it was weird, but I’m glad it’s all over. As a recap, I made some closure with a lot of people, I’m still confuse though… I don’t know if it ever happened to you that you fight the feeling of being this kind of “elephant in the room”? Well… that’s how I’ve been feeling all my life…, and I just realised that I never really had a birthday party because of being an NPC. Why is it that people find weird?? Like I know I’m from another country but is it a reason to put me apart? And it’s always the passive aggressive comments! Like why?? And if you say, well it’s maybe because you’re not kind. I AM KIND at least I always try to be, it’s not my fault that Lisa (we are going to call her that) thought I was being condescend when she asked me if I had finished a task and said Yes I did, like… you asked me… and when Noah’s friend (another false name btw, just for privacy settings lol) and I just get along, and Noah wasn’t over me so now I’m the crazy ex, omg I’m the crazy ex! I just have his friend a birthday present because we get along well, and now the whole group is teasing him saying “he cannot put his dick away” jus because Rose (another fake name) like him, now apparently, she is jealous of me and sees me as a threat ??? I DONT WANNA FIGHT FOR A MAN, ITS LITERALLY A MAN M-A-N. I know that because of Percy (let’s call him that, my kind of closest friend right now, gay friend and super sarcastic and brutally honest).
Sorry for the gossip … I still have good news though, I’ve been doing yoga and healing meditation also been so on day with my studies I’m so grateful! I really hope my academics get to be maintained in this level of stress free.
