Ellie Gold

Anything and everything i strive to be me

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Ear spray

The burn is real

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I was wrong

There are so many times you read about parents not supporting their children weather that kids a teenager or even an adult and each and every time I read about it I’m like how ? What makes this happen? And that will never happen to my family

I WAS WRONG

My mother in law was to adamant that she knew her son and she was so worst of that her words were down right brutal aggressive blunt and inappropriate

To quote one or two :

“ mine was so much worse”

“You’re so full of ****”

“ your blaming your son “

And some so much worst I’m worried to go near her in case I tell her what I think

It is real ! It is emotional abuse !

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New Years ?

What’s that personally I don’t make resulations

Or hope and dreams and target on new year I consider it then

A week into January I rethink it over and that’s when I make promises for this year it was to get back on my diet that made me feel amazing

HOWEVER

I decided to change it a little I am now on herbal life instead of slim fast due to the shakes making me feel funny

I now have this for my day

Wake up : 7:30

Breakfast: 8:30

Exersice: 9:30

Snack: 10:30

Exercise: 11:00

Lunch: 12:30

Odds and bods : 1:30

Snack: 2:30

Chill: 3:30

Herbal tea: 4:30

Dinner: 8:30

And somewhere in there is 7 cups of water 💦

So help me lord im struggling after 4 cups of water

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Love

Never marry a cyclist unless u r one or ur prepared for tax arguments and google it getting old really quickly

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Songs

Give me a minute to hold my girl

Get on like a house on fire

Sex like mammals

Black magic

Anything pink

These r the things my daughter loves !!

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Truth and truth

Instead of truth and dare I’ll play truth and truth

Truth I am mentally younger then my age

Truth I love kinky sex

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Rejection

Hurts

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Truth

The time u least expect it to happen I sit there and u realise time has flown by !

I can remember meeting my Fiancée for the first time I remember two weeks of him courting me until I won a bet from my friend and I remember 12:03 on March the seventh getting a Facebook notification asking to be his gf and squealing like a baby girl 👧

It’s now been 5 years in March and I couldn’t tell u where that times gone I feel like it was only last month we met that is wats special about our love it’s still young even though it’s old

I can tell u

We rented a place my son came I got a promotion I had my little girl we have 5 cars 🚗 one for each year ;) and I can also say we have done nothin and let time just pass us by without noticing I wish u all this kind of love even if u hate me and what I stand for coz

To be without this kind of love is to be only half of a life

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Me

So before you think I’m a big baby bitch I havnt had a period in about 4 years I got pregnant with my boy and didn’t have any for nine months then I went on implant and I was that lucky one percent that didn’t get them !!! Then I had surgery and had my little girl again no period for 9 months and breastfeeding for 3 months ment no period either BUT

Now I remember why I hated my childhood now I remember why the doctors had me taking nine pills 💊 a day so I could go school 🏫

I am in hell

the blood is fine

pads fine

Eating comfort food fine

But the stun ache cramps from hell ???

NOT FINE !!!!!

For men think of ur balls or your dick trapped in between a door and it’s frame for the ladies I bet u know the pain !!

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So

I went quite for a week or two

Because I broke mine and my partners phone

Because my collage fell through

Because I have to go work earlier then I wanted because I’m failing at the real adult side of life but passing at parenthood

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Ghosts

Do you believe in ghosts ?

Or earth bound spirts ?

When I was 17 I was in a bunker and met an 8 year old Victorian girl 👧

When I was 18 I walked home with a old man 👴 to find out he died that day.

But what gets to me the most is the person who lives in my house coz I don’t know he moves doors he scares my boy but I can’t see him and my son won’t talk to him :s

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Books

I make my partner laugh because the postman is evil 😈

He never brings me my parcels I ordered a book it was ment to come Thursday it’s now Friday evening and nope he didn’t even bother to turn up today :@

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My days

All I do with my free time is write a page a day play Harry Potter and red I can read three books in one day HOWEVER

It has to be in my genre which is :

Reverse Harlem

Vampire

Or any other mythical creature

Or a romantic hot and heavy book

Like the women nearly dies

Or a unexpected baby

Or they nearly lose each other and then the man wins her over

But that’s it anything normal and boring

Or dark and realistic and after four pages I’m gone

Some u may know

Harry Potter

House of night

Vampire Academy

Morganville

Hunger games triogly

The glass series

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My thee year old

My sons mission today ?

How many paw patrol episodes can he watch and how much mess can him make at the same time

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Posts

Does anyone know how to get dates on our posts coz I can’t remember when I posted some of these things and I would love it to know !!! ??? !!!

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USA

You may have the worst government you may have the worst weather but god your poeple technology and openness is so much better I wish everyone was like the Americans I met my Americans are open honest got some skaters got home Texas way and poeple who I know r amazing 😉