CAPTAIN OF BLOOD SPECIAL FORCES -- RENATUS LUDIVINE
Full name: Renatus Ludivine
Nicknames/alias: Natus / Kassiopeia / Peia (Ianthe only)
Height: 5'7
DOB: Apr 14, 2055
Age: 19 (GE2) / 32 (GE3)
Nationality: Far East/Finnish
Joined Fenrir: 2074
God Arc: Malady / Short Blade
Sointu / Assault
Ianthe's Love / Tower
Support Skill: Team AP Up
Link Support: Full Burst 10
Blood Art: Blood Cassiope (Blood Cascade)
Engage: Ballad of the Muses - Restores HP in intervals of 2, increases attack speed and movement speed by 15%.
Blood of My Blood - Restores HP in intervals of 5, increases attack speed by 30% and increases movement speed by 25%. Puts you in Full Burst when used.
Likes: singing, being busy, any handmade food by others, coffee, cats, open spaces
Dislikes: people talking about Ianthe, having his hair down, his friends being hurt, people of high status, being vulnerable
Notable family:
Ianthe Ludivine - twin sister (deceased)
Sui Ludivine - father (deceased)
Vuokko Ludivine - mother (deceased)
Voicelines: "Get up, get up please โ hey! There you are! Heal up, okay?" - Comrade Incapacitated | "Antheโฆ I'm so tiredโฆ" - Incapacitated | "Oh god, hold on. Gonna be sick. Urrghh." - Debuff | "Fuck! Oh my god, are you alright? Here, take this. Sorry again!" - Friendly Fire by Comrade
"Those heels can't be comfortable. I'd look better in them, too!" - Enemy Found: Yan Zhi | "Oh! Little guy!" - Enemy Found: Abaddon | "Wait! Little guy come back! Little guuuuy!" - Abaddon Escapes | "Augh! Ppft! Hair in my mouth!" - Mission Start: Wailing Plains | "Hooo-boy. Don't mind me over here, justโฆ Trying to stay warm." - Mission End: Valley of the Blue Ice | "Don't like that face. Eugh." - Enemy Found: Tezcatlipoca | "Oh, ew. What pit of hell did you guys come from?" - Enemy Found: Silky
Personality blurb: Renatus is calm and endlessly patient, always willing to give a helping hand and offer advice to those who ask. With his fellow Blood members, his personality shines more โ making jokes and laughing easier. During missions, he's the first to initiate combat and will go off to fight Aragami on his own to lessen his teammate's burden, much to their chagrin. Though, the real question is: when is the last time he shared something about himself?
In reality, Renatus is hesitant to really express himself. All his feelings are surface level, bottling everything up to the point he doesn't remember the last time he allowed himself to really feel anything other than fear. He's afraid of his friends dying, of being vulnerable, and of anyone finding out just how scared and angry he really is.
Background blurb: His mother was always weakly, diagnosed with a chronic illness at a young age and never truly able to live life as she wanted. Countless medications and appointments, the thing she wanted most in life was to be a mother; to give someone the life she never got to have, even with Aragami running rampant.
When she was 20, she met Sui. From the moment they started talking, they knew they wanted to spend the rest of their lives together. Even after Vuokko told him how much care she would need, how it wasn't going to get any easier, it didn't deter him in the slightest. A year later, they married.
They lost count of how many doctors told her pregnancy would put too high a strain on her body. She did everything in her power to improve her health enough to be able to carry a baby to term, even if she only got worse afterwards. Finally, after countless weeks and months, one told her that her wish was possible.
But if one baby would put such strain on her, it would only get worse with two. If you do not give them the nutrients they need, they will take from you.
No matter how many times she was told she was having two girls, she always claimed she was having a boy and a girl.
On April 13th, 2055, at 8:07 pm, Ianthe is born. 4 hours later on April 14th, 12:03 am, Kassiopeia is born. Vuokko holds her children, cooing over how small they are and laughing with her husband.
An hour and a half later, she passes peacefully in her sleep.
Sui raises them in a shelter settled between two satellite bases. They're the only children there, so the first few years are a struggle until they're old enough to take care of themselves for short periods of time.
With Ianthe being the first born, Kassiopeia was born with a poor immune system and asthma. She was sick often, and had night terrors even more often.
ย When the twins turn 11, their shelter is attacked by Aragami. Sui goes missing, and everyone else either dies, or leaves to other satellite bases. They're given no choice but to survive with just the two of them, stealing supplies and food from camps.
To combat the ever-growing sense of dread, they form an idol group called "Madly Malady" when they're 14. Being settled between bases, there's no shortage of trailers coming and going to watch and listen. They gain quite the fanbase, some claiming their popularity rivals that of Yuno Ashihara.
At 15, Kassiopeia first thinks "being a girl sucks and I do not like this". He hears about the "Fragging Gil" incident a year later, and his first thought upon seeing Gilbert is "wow, he's really hot. I wish I was also a hot guy". He settles on the name "Renatus", the name his mother had picked out.
With Aragami attacks increasing and their father still missing, his night terrors grow worse. He learns to muffle his panicked screams as to not worry Ianthe further. That, or he simply didn't sleep at all.
Even knowing it's mostly just propaganda, Renatus wanted to be a God Eater. He wanted to help people, to prevent others from going through the same pain he and his sister have. Ianthe was hesitant, but supported him wholeheartedly. She believed that he'd be "the best damn God Eater out there".
When he's 19, Renatus gets horrifically sick. No medicine, rations running low, but enough for one person. In the midst of a fevered haze, he hears Ianthe tell him that no matter what, he'll be okay and she loves him so much.
When he's the most lucid he's been all week, the house is empty. No lights, no sounds save for thunder in the distance. He searches around the area until he comes to a long-abandoned shed they'd hide in to have some alone time. The moment he steps in, he sees her. Swaying lightly in the breeze with a rope around her neck.
Everything blurs. Checking for a pulse, removing the rope, burying her with the lingering regret of "was there something I could have done to save her?"
Once the haze clears, he's sitting in Friar for his Aptitude Test.
Special lines: โHooโbreezy.โ โ wailing plains, โI..still donโt like this place.โ โ aegis. โDamn youโฆโ โ dyus pita encounter. โHealing here!!โ โ restore post placed, โGot a present for you!โ โ aragami bullet transfer, โhey, sleep when we get back, not here.โ โ giving link aid, โNoโฆ I can still.. fight..โ โ out of endurance.
Likes: Sweet coffee, watermelon, pancakes/waffles, tart candies, reading, cooking, singing, training, being useful/helpful
Dislikes: Odors, gossipers, bugs, spiders, olives, being burdensome, Johannes von Schicksal
Personality blurb: Kanae is friendly and outgoing, but not generally very hyper, when she first arrived at the den she was a bit shy and timid, and she hadnโt had any real friends before, but she grew out of it quickly. She is happiest when with her friends and doesnโt usually prefer being on her own much unless somethings wrong.
She takes her role as leader of the 1st unitโand later co-leader of CRADLE very seriously. She is a workaholic, sometimes to a near dangerous extent and doesnโt like to take rest unless sheโs made to. and she has a habit of prioritising otherโs needs over her own.
She has a generally optimistic attitude towards life, and a strong sense of empathy. She believes everyone is valuable, though contrarily, during her first year at the den she often grappled with the idea of her own valueโor lack there of. and despite how hard she works to get others to open up and emphasises how important it is to lean on others, she herself was incredibly hesitant to do so.
Background blurb: Kanae was born in the outer ghetto to parents that cherished her, there werenโt many other children in her sector and she was quite shy, so she didnโt know anyone besides her parents friends.
Her father did odd jobs around the outer ghetto, doing repairs on things Fenrir ignored or refused to fix for civilians, building things for the community, or helping to deliver rations, he often took her with him so he could teach her how to do these things. one of her favorite things then was getting to help him on his jobs.
While on one of these jobs with her father there was an aragami incursion, they were chased by ogretails, her father told her to run and hide in an tight alley where they couldnโt get to her, just as she broke away from him one of the ogretails leapt and killed him. She made it to the alley and stayed hiding long after the alarms had shut off, when she was found by the responding god eaters her dress was stained with blood.
Afterwards, she became quieter, even at home. not wanting to go outside anymore, her mother would hold her after she had nightmares and hum songs or read to her to calm her down when words didnโt work. she stuck closely to her mother now, even after the initial trauma had begun to settle.
Her mother fell ill the next year, slowly getting worse each day, starting as a cough, then vomiting, until she was so weak she couldnโt stand, they couldnโt afford to have a doctor come to the outer ghetto to see her, so she never knew what had made her mother sick.
While her mother was bed bound she took over the day to day tasks, including cooking meals for both of them, taking care of laundry, cleaning up the blood her mother threw up. Mie succumbed to her illness a less than a full year later. she was placed into Fenrirโs orphanage in the outer ghetto.
It was an overcrowded, understaffed, underfunded place, she shared her room with a nearly a dozen other children. other children crying were often ignored by staff, they were too swamped to be able to stop to console them, some were just outright cruel. seeing this, she began to try to help the other children as much as she could, especially those littler than her.
Eventually the many of the other children started going to her when they needed something, since they trusted her more than the caretakers to help them, though she still didnโt have any friends really, most of them were very little and she was a safe person to them, but she herself didnโt have anyone who could go to.
The orphanage taught the children about god eaters, glorifying them and the occupation, framing the high morality rate as a noble sacrifice, encouraging the children to be excited about the possibility of being chosen to become one and to view it as an honor.
Kanae was tested for compatibility at age ten, upon seeing her potential, the scientists were awed, excited in a way that made her uneasy. They moved her to another building of the orphanage, slightly cleaner than the other. She was still sharing a room with other children, but fewer. Other candidates she learned. Now more of her education centred around god eaters and what they did, they further pushed the idea that oneโs value was within what they could or were willing to do, particularly for Fenrir.
Here the staff appeared warmer, like they cared more, but when she or one of the other children did something they deemed wrong, theyโd quickly turn cold. She learned to try to keep them happy and stay well behaved, more than she already did.
She was set to age out of the facility at eighteen in 2071, she felt lost, she didnโt know what she was going to do with her life. But in February of that year, the staff informed her that a match for a compatible God arc had been found, she was to become the first new-type god eater, she was afraid, but excited, she would be leaving, she would get to save people, sheโd be useful and needed, sheโd be able to do what she was born to do!, she might even make friends!.
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