one day we’ll get nostalgic for disaster

nikki | multifandom chaos blog | she/her | adult ✨

[emmaspolaroid]

hi, I’m nikki! <33

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[emmaspolaroid]

crashing out is OVER reading scary mermaid books has BEGUN

[emmaspolaroid]

almost done with part 1 and so far it’s 🤌

[toskarinfr]

logically I Know it's an irrational thought to have but it still irritates me to no end when stuff that's super popular gets the exact intended emotional reaction out of me

[toskarinfr]

me, with tears in my eyes: how will I ever recover. I fell for it, like some kind of The Masses

[localcryptidsteg]

Stuff that is popular is popular because it speaks to a wide range of people and experiences. You do not need to feel ashamed of being one of those people or having those experiences.

[toskarinfr]

you actually need to let it burn you up so bad inside that you fake your death, assume a new identity solely to swear revenge on the responsible family, find their young scion, become their closest friend and confidant by being the only person their age who truly listens, have sex with him, betray and kill him, fake your death again, get into a fistfight with a 15 year old, maybe fake your death one more time when things are looking bleak

[opheliathegrey]

[firstethicalpisces-deactivated2]

girl nothing is ever gonna be all the way together just enjoy the bits and pieces #yourfragments

[mukuroom]

Oh boy, a complex character who's a woman! I love messy characters who hurt everyone around them and continue the cycles that hurt them!! Can't wait to share this joy with fellow fans– why's everyone calling her a bitch

[flowerbleedme]

Well as a "fan" I would be "serviced" by some THEMES AND MOTIFS #themesandmotifs #artwithmeaning

[justsomeguycore]

i think everyone in the whole world forgot that mystery doesn’t have to equal crime

[dishvnored]

I was never with you.

[jadeandquartzes]

[id: artwork of a polaroid picture of nikki. the picture shows her in sharp, eerie shadow, with only her smile, neck, and collarbones fully lit. her hair whips out around her; blood splatters the right side of her face, and her eyes glint eerily in the dark. the words "not me" are written on the white part of the polaroid. end id.]

[sprucestairs]

perks of writing:

its fun

i can do literally whatever I want

cons of writing

i just forgot the word "passenger" and had to search for "cargo synonym referring to a person"

[emmaspolaroid]

crashing out is OVER reading scary mermaid books has BEGUN

[anak1n]

no rest for me and im not even that wicked ?

[mormtastic]

why don't you love me

[emmaspolaroid]

I made the ugliest sandwich of my life and it was so delicious i felt as though i had at last caressed the face of god

[vakariasdragon]

johnny cash's little brother jimmy pennies is 3 inches tall and has a voice only dogs can hear

[normystical]

wedding dresses are white specifically so that if the bride goes axe-crazy you can rest assured you will see the blood stains all over her and it'll be sick as fuck

[emmaspolaroid]

had genuinely the worst day I’ve had all year lmfao but it’s okay it’s funny now