verus amor rarus est

Written with a broken heart, confused mind, and longing for the love of my life.

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What if

There was no ocean too wide

Or waves too loud

To drown the beating

Of our hearts

What if

Sharks weren't there

To eat us alive

But to motivate us

To survive

What if we haven't grown apart?

Is it too late to know?

Was it too early to let go?

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i loved you then

i love you now

should i go on

even if you have moved on?

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There's no ocean too wide or waves too loud that can drown the beating of our hearts.

- Prim Andreu | https://www.instagram.com/primandreu

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Yet again

You're on my mind

Running in circles

Making my head spin

And all I can imagine

Is what we could have been

If forever exists

If you want to take a look at my other poems, I’m @primandreu on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/primandreu 

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Far and gone 

Across the room,

I see you

Looking away from me

I have felt you

Stepping away

Like I’m a predator

And you’re my prey

Because of one false move

I lost you

Before you even become mine

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Happy Pride

I greeted her, my ex-girlfriend, a happy pride. It was the last day of the month and I couldn’t resist not to She was a big part of me, of who I am today and who I'll be tomorrow

She made me feel that there's nothing wrong with me, With liking girls, unlike what the society has told me She made me feel loved and that I'm a valid, valuable person -   A woman who can make her dreams come true, Stand tall and be confident as if I'm a perfect creation in this world

Because of her, I learned not just how to love a woman But I likewise pushed myself to love without limits   Crossing oceans through every social media platform, Bending language and cultural barriers

She was my first And she will always have a special place in my heart Although certain things come to an end, I’d still like to believe that there's nothing permanent in the place we live in

Happy Pride, everyone! Keep the love burning xx

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Today and every single day, I'd like to acknowledge the hard work that you do Especially when no one does Thank you for being strong, being you

Tomorrow is yet another day, perhaps not that bright, but hey You've made this far Did you walk that long just to turn around and back up?

The future is a great unknown But there's nothing to fear Embrace the excitement it holds, my dear Surely, you'll get there by sundown Even before you know it  

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An excerpt from the love letter I won’t probably send to you

Happiness is a choice. And when you chose not to stay with me, I knew back then that I’m not your happiness anymore. Maybe that’s a bit over the top. But what happened made me think that I’ve caused you so much pain. Over and over again – 'til you ran out of patience and turned your back against me. I didn’t see it coming. But eventually, I felt and saw it, we both did – the way things have changed.

I know people will say that being happy shouldn’t only be caused by a person. Happiness can be found in things, places, and in yourself too. I couldn’t agree more. But I found mine in you. Until one day, you were gone…

And you took a very important part of me.

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I've always been a sucker for love, for you and all the things you do But one fine morning, I woke up just to find out  there was nothing left for me to hold on to There was nothing left of your scent and your moves And I just thought, perhaps, I suck at love too

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under the sheets i rolled to the side just to see an empty, cold, cold space my eyes are shut   and my lips are tight   i swallowed hard as i thirst for the warmth and sweetness of your lips and the days gone by

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We used to be solid as gold   Hell baby, we were gold Unbreakable, precious,   Definitely lustrous So tell me Are we supposed to fade? Please say to me That you never wanted this to end Because I know I’m a fool for killing our loving, Golden days

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Please tell me how to love without breaking.

ach, bad at love

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At some point, we all suck at love. But maybe, just maybe… we have to suck at it. So we can learn how to let go, love better, and be stronger.

ach, bad at love

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We were stars in the sky before we turned into dust. Stars that fell down - fast, hitting the ground hard, then broke apart. Our sparkle faded as we crash, burn, and end.

ach, bad at love

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We suddenly reached the end of the road I look beyond and there’s that tiniest ray of light, glinting Telling that there’s something more - “It’s not the end” But then it faded, Right before I can reach and grab it Three words filled my mind - Dark. Lost. Forever.

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I’m afraid of today, every single day Ever since we let go of everything our love has held on to I’m afraid that I’ll run out of tears to cry and of breaths to sadly sigh I’m afraid of all tomorrows Oh how will I face them Without you