Thank you for the tag, @taras-toe-beans! Oh Izzrhys, you mess of a guy. Love your permanently stressed out paladin who also fucks.
Buckle up, this is a long and explicit one because I have four OCs and have thoughts about this 😭
I have no idea who exactly has gotten tagged in this yet, so soft tags for @avaritia-bg3, @starlit-serpent, @wasteful-sam, @mid-evil-werewolf, @kelandrin and anyone else interested!
What’s an idea, dynamic, or trope in your current work that feels naughty or self-indulgent? (Spicy answers 100% encouraged.)
The first thing that comes to mind is Angel's age gap with Zevlor! Honestly, I'd like to play into it more but I'm always a little reserved with getting too freaky. I really do think Angel would call him daddy for fun and Zevlor hates what it does to him (instant throbbing erection). Also love the idea of Zevlor hauling Angel over his knee for being a brat. I just know that man gives excellent spankings.
Is your OC a virgin, blushing maiden, or sexual fiend? Or aro/ace? Or something in between?
Angel and Fiachra have the highest sex drives of the bunch. Though Angel is admittedly picky about sexual partners, he loves the game of seduction and driving people wild for him. He's very good in bed and he knows it.
Meanwhile, Fiachra views sex as a bonding activity even just between friends, if they want to explore with him. He makes the joke that, since his mother is part dryad, he was supposed to be a satyr and that's why he fucks like one.
Desdemona is perhaps a little bit of a blushing maiden. She's not a virgin by any stretch, and is even fairly dominant sexually, but she loves to be courted first. To feel like you want to know her and love her before you ever get to sex.
Kazimir has probably the lowest libido of the group. He's just gets so into his work as an adventurer and it puts him in danger pretty regularly that he forgets about it. The consequence is that when he does fuck, he's usually pent up and wants to go for hours if you'll let him.
What’s your OC’s “I shouldn’t be turned on by this” trigger?
I have always imagined Kazimir getting contracted to hunt down a suspected lycanthrope. It's some big lumberjack looking guy. Kazimir hates how turned on he gets watching him transform, big muscles busting out of his clothing. How feral the man got. Kaz definitely jacked off to it later.
Angel gets turned on by the thought of some more extreme BDSM ideas, like suspension bondage and even sounding (just with a tiny rod to see how it feels). Abdirak made him shamefully horny. He wouldn't mind an evening of learning a little more about Loviatar at his hands. Also, take his cigarette and put it out on him and he'll go wild.
Fiachra's is the post-battle high. He wants to fuck so bad after a victory, and he wants the hair pulling, biting, rough kind. But he's not a violent person by nature and it makes him feel bad that violence is a turn on like that. Not to mention, he won't mind it if you still have blood on you.
Desdmona's is timid or innocent partners. She really doesn't want to come across as perverted or having corrupted them, but damn it, she finds it so adorable when someone is shy. She loves to show people sexual pleasures for the first time, or push their limits of pleasure for the first time.
What’s your OC’s hard NO?
I think the obvious No's for all of them is anything wildly unsanitary/dangerous to health of themselves or others (bodily waste, bestiality, etc).
Some others I can think of is Fiachra will not have sex in Wild Shape, nor with another druid who is in their Wild Shape. I feel like he has a reverence for that state of being that he just doesn't want to cross. It also straddles the line of bestiality and that disturbs him. Besides, he's a gorgeous wood elf. Wouldn't you rather fuck that?
Kazimir will not play the part of a submissive drow consort. No matter how much you beg. He will be submissive for you, but he will not roleplay that as the reason.
For similar reasons, Desdemona will not pretend to be a Lolthite, no matter that she is a dominant woman in bed. In fact, she's not sadistic in the slightest. She's a pleasure domme through and through.
For Angel, nothing that could scar his pretty face. He's far too vain for that.
What is the most debauched VP/Art you have ever created?
Unfortunately, my art is not to a point where I've forayed into NSFW. Though I would love to in the future (see below).
And I haven't really captured too much crazy stuff using VP. I have a couple screenshots from the sex scenes already in BG3, but never posted them because they're not terribly interesting.
What is the wildest NSFW smut you have ever thought up? Did you write it?
Oh, I have a ludicrous amount of smut ideas in my head!
The main one currently is the Angel x Zevlor smut I posted a sneak peek of for Self-Indulgent Sunday. I'm planning to expand it into three chapters, each a vignette for Zevlor, Rolan, and Dammon. I want to explore their relationship with Angel.
I've written a little for Angel x Rolan and Rolan is already musing to Angel how badly he wants to tie him up and fuck him with summoned tentacles. That way, he can break the brat out of him without even lifting a finger. It's getting wild over here.
Some other choice ideas include; Kaz getting hunted by Halsin through the forest until finally getting fucked while entangled in vines, Fiachra getting fucked from behind by Halsin while his face is buried between Shadowheart's legs, Desdemona overstimulating some poor Eilistraeean she's playing with until they cry.
Do you have any crazy projects for the future?
I would love to be able to draw porn. But I'm still nailing down digital art techniques and making convincing sex is one of the most difficult artistic skills, to me. I'm quite picky about it. But once I've built more skill, you may see me start drawing my smut instead of just writing it!
Thank you @riddlerosehearts for the tag! Gently tagging @enemiesabound, @litsenn, and @spillingteanotpermitted if you're interested.
What’s an idea, dynamic, or trope in your current work that feels naughty or self-indulgent? (Spicy answers 100% encouraged.)
Honestly? No spicy answer here. I just like putting my OCs through the wringer. It's cathartic.
Also any amount of found family/characters building close relationships after being alone so long always feels a little self-indulgent.
As for the actual smut I write, I don't think there's anything that's not on some level self-indulgent, considering I so rarely share anything. If it's not something I find hot, I at least find it interesting from a character/story standpoint.
Is your OC a virgin, blushing maiden, or sexual fiend? or aro/ace? or something in between?
"Sexual fiend" seems a little bit much, but to put it bluntly, he fucks. A lot. He's a very stressed guy with a high libido and finds that it's one of the best ways to blow off steam without hurting anyone or bothering anyone with his problems.
As far as calculations go, he has been on the surface for roughly 20 years, and was recovering from severe injuries for a bit, then had a couple of more long-term, monogamous relationships up to about year 2 (iirc it may have been a little more and I don't feel like checking, so let's stick with 20 for the sake of calculations). Let's give a conservative estimate and say he slept with 2 new people a month for 20 years. That's already 480 different people, not counting repeat encounters. He also had several different partners back in Menzoberranzan aside from his mistresses, and basically slept around the barracks a good bit while he was a soldier.
And yet, he does tend to put on a very straight-laced front when he's got shit to do. He has a lot of people fooled.
What’s your OC’s “I shouldn’t be turned on by this” trigger?
Certain types of physical pain. There's a reason he's kind of hung out around Loviatans more that he probably should, considering their gods are enemies. He also tends to get a bit worked up after battles, which he finds embarassing, but luckily Gale shares the sentiment.
What’s your OC’s hard NO?
He's got a few, but unfortunately if they're done to him, he will just shut down and not talk about it instead of telling someone to not do it. His hard no's are mainly verbal degradation (ie being called a slut, useless, etc), ANYTHING involving daddy kink, and body modification of any sort. Those all kind of dredge up his past in a way he's triggered by. He also pretty much refuses to top with a brand new partner and will almost never allow a new partner to perform oral on him.
What is the most debauched VP/Art you have ever created?
Haven't really made any art. Honestly I struggle with posing and facial expressions enough.
My VP isn't great either. I don't have any photos of any couples that I like enough to share but I was maybe going to try my hand with some new poses soon. In the meantime though, have a couple of solo pinups/tasteful nudes of Iz. It's all I've got ;-;
What is the wildest NSFW smut you have ever thought up? Did you write it?
Well… I mean. Who hasn't thought about their drow oc getting it on with a drider? Except I don't know that's something I'd be comfortable writing. Monsterfucking is all good and fun, but I think it's probably too far for me to write about Iz in such a situation, considering his arachnophobia and trauma surrounding Lolth. I can't think of any situation in which he would willingly fuck a drider.
And then I've also done some research on drugs in the Forgotten Realms
From the FR Wiki entry on vornduir:
The primary effect of vornduir was a lack of physiological response to the effects of cold, even in extreme cases. Many users felt warm, content, and alert, even in near-freezing rain or snow. While they wouldn't go into shock or suffer lower internal body temperature, it was still possible for them to outright freeze solid in extreme cold.
Some of the side-effects caused were:
No effect whatsoever,
Mild itching and rashes, and
Pain and pleasure stimuli being reversed for an hour (a cut gave pleasure where a tender caress brought agony).
ALL I'm saying is that the pain-pleasure swap would be something he would seek out. And maybe, just maybe he would let someone hurt him pretty badly to chase that high. He's got a very "don't worry, I can heal myself" attitude that has scared more than a few people off, I'm sure.
Do you have any crazy projects for the future?
Not really. I'm already really shy about sharing my writing in general, and sharing smut is even more intimidating. I would be THRILLED if I could even work up the courage to post some tame shieldweave smut.
I would, however, maybe like to work on some vp. I downloaded a couple of nsfw pose packs that are compatible with bt2/bt4, including poses that have the bt4 character bottoming. We'll see if I actually post anything, but I was at least going to play dolls for a bit.
like yes i understand that d&d is more renaissance faire than accurate reflection of historical dress but i draw the line at everyone having panties and a modern-looking bra. i can’t live like this. boy go put on your braies.
look, stays are a little late for an accurate medieval look, but i’m more willing to suspend my disbelief for 18th century clothing than i am to believe that shadowheart shops at victoria’s secret
My brain? I just felt I was getting a little too into BG3 for anyone's sanity so I went with that. I wasn't wrong.
2. Latest movie? What did you think?
Uhhhhhhh. Good Boy as directed by Jan Komasa I believe? And honestly I really loved that lmao, pleasantly fucked up. The ending especially was highly entertaining!
3. What are you looking forward to right now?
Looking at Raharjo, Felix, and Rosie in the game together. Possibly screaming about them and their parents, if I can organize my thoughts any.
4. If you could do anything at all today, what would it be?
NOT SLEEP. There's life to live! Fun to be had!!! I want to stay up all night and enjoy existing!!
Unfortunately that's far too much to ask, realistically. I'm already so tired I had to read that question four times before understanding it.
5. Drink of choice?
Coffee. Or water, if I've already had too much coffee. What's heart rate.
6. Hair routine?
Eh. Wash it? Some hair clay to style it if I'm going somewhere where I won't have a hat on I guess.
7. Favorite way to travel? Is there another you want to try?
Cycling! Something more traditional like carriages would be fun to try but.
8. Favourite month and why?
December, probably? It's dark, it's cold, usually snowy (fuck you climate change on that), and people put up pretty lights. Could do without the rest of Christmas, but I like the lights.
9. Favourite time of day and why?
3-4 in the morning, about, when barely anyone is awake 'cause it's too late for the night owls and too early even for the early risers. Being outside at that hour? Magical.
10. Do you play or follow any sports?
Lmao nah school traumatized me too hard.
11. What kind of music has been stuck in your head lately?
The usual? So. Metal.
12. Dishes or laundry?
Laundry.
13. Something you learned recently?
.dae doesn't save the object export order ExportTool needs, at least without the .GR2 plugin, that I cannot get working lmao, which is why any heads I try to import as .dae will not work correctly in the game.
Would love to learn if there's some setting for that BUT.
14. What would you talk about if you could give a TED talk on anything?
Does it need to be anything serious or can I just rave about modding for a few hours?
15. Piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot?
It's not "ugh I gotta do this" or "augh I gotta do that", it's "I get to do this! I get to do that!!" And if that fails, it's "I want the results of this task, hence I will do the task".
16. Piece of advice you would give yourself five years ago?
Stop trying to rush your recovery. Also maybe take a looksie at your gender. Might help.
17. Do you believe in luck and superstition? Do you carry any lucky items or follow any rituals?
I do not.
18. Are you musical (play any instruments, sing)? Would you ever perform for an audience?
I love music and singing off key, but I have no musical abilities myself. Would rather not do my off key singing in front of an audience tho, thanks.
19. Write, type or speak?
Type. My speaking is almost as illegible as my handwriting.
20. What do you wish someone would ask you?
Wanna play?
Idk who's done this 'cause I am not caught up with my dash presently, so if you have and I tagged you anyway, link me in the comments or somewhere? Otherwise, @wyn3g4rd3ns @arlynx @enemiesabound @purpleasters-inseptember @the-shadowfell-darkroom @onlytavs
Tagged by @enemiesabound, thank you!
And I have. No idea who's already done this 'cause I continue to be behind on my dash and confused, but @blackwelliath @purpleasters-inseptember @the-shadowfell-darkroom @onlytavs @wasteful-sam IF YOU DID IT ALREADY I'M SORRY AND PLEASE LINK ME
Template I grabbedeth from here
Anyway I did the thing for Gala and Raharjo 'cause. They were on my mind.
Some explanations under the cut:
'cause images only get a person so far
Gala's
Love Aura: Yellow, for sunny, charismatic, and confident
Song: Dead End Finland – Innocent
Flower: Blue rose, conveying a desire for the unattainable
Raharjo's
Love Aura: Indigo for sensitive and empathic
Song: Breaking Benjamin – The Dark of You
Flower: White heather for protection and the indication that wishes will come true
Thank you @riddlerosehearts for tagging me for this! I'd love to possibly drop another romance chart or two (at least for Aesir, bc they're interesting and very opposite to Iz in terms of love/sex/romance), but my drawing tablet, which was making things a lot easier has maybe shit itself ;-; No pressure tags for @spillingteanotpermitted, @enemiesabound, and of course leaving an open tag as well.
Explanations below the cut:
The preferences listed are more for a long-term romantic partner over, say, a fwb. God knows he loves having short flings with people who are bad for him
Challenge rating: I'd say Izzrhys is easy to bed, hard to form a real relationship with. He can be a good friend and good in bed, but he's not ideal as a lover. As mentioned in red flags, he is absolutely garbage at setting boundaries, doesn't like the fact that he has emotional needs, and fears that while people can like him, and people can like having sex with him, that he is, at his core, unlovable. At the very least, he feels like he's loved conditionally and beloved for his usefulness. Then there's the matter of his one really good, long-term relationship before Gale, where he had something beautiful and LEFT IT because he thought that his partner would only get hurt. He's got a very bad habit of believing people are too good for him. I would also like to note that he is intense. Third date, and he's ready to move literal mountains for his partner, while they aren't even ready for him to meet their parents. It's a surprise he hasn't been married before tbh. Then there's the matter of The Trauma, which he doesn't talk about, even though there's a lot of stuff he could absolutely work through if he got it off his chest. It just makes him feel like a burden.
Green flags: He will do ANYTHING for someone he loves, and he's probably one of the least judgmental people out there.
Love language: Izzrhys is a very physically affectionate lover, and he's the type to want to do anything for his partner, whether that's small favors or helping with daunting tasks. It also makes him really happy when someone spends time with him by choice.
Iz has a preference for either sentimental or practical gifts. He loves anything handmade and will literally keep it forever, and practical items make him feel fully listened to. He also does enjoy flowers/other very small gifts that are romantic in nature. Anything too expensive makes him feel bad.
Izzrhys is down for almost whatever when it comes to dates, but I'd say he prefers a night in, or if they're going out, something very lowkey and low pressure like a picnic or stargazing. He's easy to please and just happy to be there.
He is dead center when it comes to polyamory. Izzrhys has had threesomes (and honestly more-somes) before, but when with a long-term partner, he doesn't have a strong preference either way and will do whatever they're comfortable with. Just with the caveat that if they're monogamous, they have to be pretty compatible/meet each other's needs well.
Izzrhys is a very kinky sub in most cases, but he tends to relax more in a long-term situation, and is more likely to experiment with different roles and is perfectly happy with more vanilla encounters (although he does like to be able to indulge more kinky preferences from time to time. Completely vanilla partner would be incompatible, as would a completely submissive one.)
The "ideal partner" list is for a more long-term relationship. Like I said, he loves having short flings with people who will hurt him. In a happy relationship, he's best off with someone who will balance him out. Playful, but not completely without a care. A little sassy to kind of ease up his own stiffness. More elegant than him (who else is going to pick out the decor and also look pretty for him?), but they don't need to be a whole entire noble- in fact, he'd prefer they weren't.
As for how well Gale fits? Fairly. Obviously the ambition slider is too low for Gale, but that's also not a trait Iz has strong opinions on (although the Crown of Karsus was a tad too far). I do also perceive Gale as very switchy instead of more dom, like Iz would generally prefer. However, once they're together for a while, they've tried a bit of everything. Even Iz domming on occasion. While he has his preferences, it's really a matter of trust to get him to leave that comfort zone. Also worth noting that Iz secretly loves having a jealous partner. It makes him feel desired like nothing else. I'm still kind of on the fence about Halsin propositioning him (I'm leaning towards yes, just because I love me some jealous Gale....)
Aura: Red. Passion, energy, and sexuality.
Song: Sirens by Pearl Jam. To very briefly summarize, it's about love and trying to hold onto it despite fear of what the future may bring and knowing that nothing lasts forever. I thought about his previous relationships- all the long-term ones have been with shorter-lived races. So yeah.
Flower: Purple hyacinth. I actually had a post about this during Tavtober, and it reads: "[Purple hyacinth] is associated with deep regret and sorrow, and also a desire for forgiveness/reconciliation. The mythology behind the Hyacinth flower is also about Apollo and a Spartan prince, Hyacinthus, who was the god's lover until he died tragically. It is said that Apollo created a hyacinth flower from his spilled blood. So queer love and Greek tragedy. Fitting for Iz, I think." I also toyed with picking red roses (same reason his aura is red, more or less), but I think the hyacinth is more interesting.
And here is that blank, for anyone interested in participating:
Thank you so much for the tag @starlit-serpent! Yours is, as always, gorgeous. Befitting your gorgeous lady!
I love these little chart tag games, like the general character sheet I did a bit ago. They're such a fun way to be creative with your OCs and think about their characterization. As expected, these are filled with NUANCE! Feel free to ask about more information because I love to yap!
Soft tags for @taras-toe-beans, @avaritia-bg3, @kelandrin, @mid-evil-werewolf, @wasteful-sam and anyone else who sees this and wants to partake! Tag me if you do so I can share in the looooove! 🖤
Further information below:
Love Auras
Kazimir: Yellow (cheerfulness, energy); Green (nature, peace); Tan (practicality, grounding)
Arcangelo: Red (sexuality, vitality); Pink (affection, desire); Orange (playfulness, creativity)
Desdemona: Silver (spirituality, wisdom); Blue (empathy, emotionality); Purple (inspiration, introspection)
Fiachra: Magenta (passion, intuition); Green (nature, peace); Tan (practicality, grounding)
Since I got tagged in the romance chart tag game, I now have romance on the brain for my OCs. Have some (NSFW) facts in the meantime...
Fiachra does not have sex in Wild Shape, nor does he want to with another druid. It makes him uncomfortable.
Fiachra has a thing for hair. He likes to brush and braid his lover's hair. He loves pulling hair and having his pulled. Halsin having more body hair than most elves turns him on like crazy.
Desdemona is a service domme. She will nurture you and you will like it. She is also not averse to being called mommy.
However, she does not like to keep that dynamic in day-to-day life. She is only dominant in the bedroom.
Kazimir has a thing for rope bondage. Insert joke about rangers being good at knot tying here.
He also likes hunter roleplay. Both where he is the hunter and you're his prey, or where he is a lost hunter getting overtaken by a predator (his lover).
Angel loves roleplaying as royalty. Call him a little prince and dote over him and he's yours. It is also why he has a thing for paladins. Knights in shining armor really do it for him.
On the other hand, Angel can also get into some degradation, specifically brat taming. Given he's excellent at being a brat, someone really should give him some punishment.
Called out Tagged by @mogruith to post this template so I took the opportunity to put a little more into it and reconsider a few things before I did so. You can see Coran's here!
Some comments under the cut.
Sign of the Serpent
Those born under the sign of the Serpent have good memories and are articulate, strong willed and resourceful, emotional and enigmatic. They have quick responses and are prone to sudden mood changes.🐍
Challenge Rating
Ingoria is very loving and generally pretty warm and friendly in her default state. However, she has emotional intimacy needs that many cannot meet.
Love Aura
Blue: powerful, insightful, and flowing
Purple: intuitive and empathic
Indigo: sensitive and empathic
Flower Hellebore
Serenity; Delirium; Anxiety; Wit; Hope in Darkness
Song Yes Baby
It would take me too long to explain why this song suits her so I'll just leave it here. That challenge rating has something to do with it though. 😏
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So I've spoken about Angel x Dammon and Angel x Zevlor a little bit on here, but haven't talked about Angel x Rolan yet. I now have a thought to share...
I actually imagine Angel and Rolan not getting romantic until very late in game. In Act 1, they're like two alley cats circling each other and you can't tell if they're about to fight or fuck about it. Flirting veiled under so much teasing and bitching.
The main scene I imagine is when Angel sees Rolan with his hair all the way down, which leads the this exchange.
"You should wear your hair like that all the time,"
"Why should I listen to you?"
Angel rolls his eyes, "Because I like how it looks, obviously?"
Then in Act 2, when Rolan is drinking his feelings, I imagine Angel making himself known by filling a tankard of water and setting it in front of him. Angel levels with him a little about the situation and it's probably the first 100% genuine interactions they have. It doesn't fix everything, but it gets Rolan to sober up a little.
But then when Angel sees bruised up, broken down Rolan at Sorcerous Sundries...the gloves are all the way off. He's laying a hand on his cheek and insisting to know who hurt him. He manages to keep calm but Angel's eyes are full of rage.
Once they kill Lorroakan, Angel literally can't resist taking Rolan's face in his hands and congratulating him with the following:
"Listen, I know we have this brain thing to take care of. The details aren't important right now. But once it's over, I'm coming back and we're defiling every surface in this fuckface's tower, sound good? You can say no, but I think it'd be really cathartic for you!"
And I feel like Rolan is blushing deep red and sputtering and Angel just kisses him on the cheek and walks away with a spring in his step.
