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"I want to ask you something, but I’m wondering just what level on the freak out scale you’re going to go to when I do.” Eren commented, sitting crossed legged and in nothing but his boxers at the bottom of the others bed, fingers fidgeting with the leather bracelet on his wrist. “Though if you do freak out I guess I know ways to calm you down and forget about the freak out now.” He smirked, wiggling his eyebrows at the other boy.

@charlietcwnsend

#alfeahqclosed #thread: charlie #convo

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: It really hasn't. I can't even say that the past two months have made up for it yet. I'm glad you appreciated it then as you won't be hearing many more sweet words like that unless I am inebriated again.

Charlie: We'll see, Eren. We'll see.

Charlie: It is. And I know you're capable of doing it, you just aren't in a position of power yet. That's what I meant. No, of course I'm not asking you to do that. I'm so envious that you can be out and not anxious at all about how other people are going to feel about it.

Charlie: What way do you wish things could be? Thank you. I appreciate that. I have no idea where to purchase one but I shall work it out at some point soon. I probably am underestimating your reaction. I assumed you wouldn't care that much.

Charlie: I'll stop then.

Charlie: [pauses for a moment] Also, sorry if I sound exhausted and down. Today has just been a lot and all I want to do is get back to campus and not leave my room for a few days.

Eren: Damn really? And here I was doing a lot of hard work to make up for the past ten years, clearly I need to work harder. We'll see about that, Sweetheart.

Eren: We will and I promise to comfort you when you cry after you've lost.

Eren: You may have meant it that way but it certainly didn't read like that. Oh I am anxious, not all the time, but sometimes and I think a lot of the time I gloss over the fact that part of it is to do with my sexuality. I want people to like me, but I also want to not care what people think about me. I'm basically at war with myself over it.

Eren: I wish you could be out and not have to worry about the repercussions of it, that we didn't have to hide what we are because of it. I just wish you could be happy. I know a place, I'll picky you one up. I try not to.

Eren: Thank you.

Eren: You don't have to apologize for your mood, Charlie. You're entitled to have off days. I can pick up some food and drop it passed when I come drop John off if you'd like?

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: 10 years is a long time to have known someone. I know we wouldn't but I can still be embarrassed about the way I acted and the things I said even if I'm happy about the outcome. They are. You can't say things like that.

Charlie: I think you mean when I beat you.

Charlie: [panics as he reads the text and immediately dials Eren's number, not even waiting for him to say anything on the other end]

Charlie: That is not what I meant. Not at all. You are important, to the kingdom, to your family, to me. Just not as important as the people who actually have a say in running things. Which I wish you did as it would make my job a lot easier. I'm not asking you to keep that a secret. I would never do that. Keeping my sexuality a secret is the hardest and most soul destroying thing I've ever done so I would never ask that of you. I just–... I-... don't even know what I'm trying to say.

Charlie: And what does 'fine' mean? Do you want me to come out to the whole magic dimension to declare us friends with benefits? Because there's no way in hell I am doing that. You wouldn't want that either.

Charlie: You are a monster sometimes. I'm not going to deny that.

Eren: Tell me about it, it hasn't been a pleasant 10 years either. Alright, alright, a lot of what you said was very sweet though. I appreciated it. I can and I will.

Eren: False. Fake news.

Eren: [See's Charlie's number flash up on his screen and sighs, answering and about to speak though the other doesn't give him a chance too.]

Eren: Give it time and I will be the person who makes your job easier because of the way I run things, my Mom is doing great but it's going to take more than just her to change things. It's alright, Charlie. As long as you're not asking me to do that, because I'm an advocate for a lot of things and I will not keep my opinions and views on certain topics quiet just because it makes some people uncomfortable.

Eren: Fine means fine. It means that I wish it didn't have to be this way, but that I understand that it does and I don't want this to end so I'll buy a dumb burner phone. And no, I don't wish for you to declare that. I'm not wishing for you to declare anything until you're ready. I think you underestimate how little I think about what bigoted people will say about what I do in life.

Eren: I wish you wouldn't use that word.

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: I do too. But that's what I get for being born into a royal family. I never would have chosen this life. Of course you are. Just ignore all the negatives and focus on the singular positive I threw your way. Please don't remind me of that. I am still very embarrassed about the whole thing. And yes, I am. It's a good thing I'm in my room alone right now as my cheeks are a very disgusting shade of red.

Charlie: I also do that. And I take John for daily runs too. A competition I'm actually quite looking forward to.

Charlie: Maybe they won't care that you're queer. I'm not sure I could see why people would care seeing as you aren't a member of the royal family and are only linked through your mother. It is me I would worry about. If they linked me to your queerness in any way... Yes. A lot would happen.

Charlie: That's what I want. We've kept up the ruse for long enough that it shouldn't be hard to keep up another one. And seeing now that you can actually tolerate me and don't have a personal vendetta against me like I thought you did, it might actually be easier this time.

Eren: Of course, you've known me for long enough to know that's exactly how I roll. You shouldn't be, if it wasn't for your drunk ass we wouldn't be where we are right now. Oh come on, they're not disgusting, you're very cute when you blush.

Eren: Just try not to cry too hard when I beat you and leave you in my dust.

Eren: Right. I'm no one important. That-... almost sounds like you're asking me to keep the fact that I'm bi a secret because you don't want people to think we're associated in any other way then being friends. I'm not going back in the closet, Charlie. I'm not ashamed of being bi.

Eren: Fine.

Eren: I believe you had your own vendetta against me also, you did call me a monster after all.

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: Maybe it is. I'm not sure. You really should focus on those things too, they're definitely a higher priority in my head than your face. Eren... You can't just say that... Jesus Christ. I can't believe- well, I CAN believe it but God. No.

Charlie: Consider them taken away. And I don't think so. Have you ever seen me run? No, you haven't. So you cannot act all superior when you don't know my abilities.

Charlie: Honestly, it's a large possibility. Our standings in the world as vital members of the Dyamond kingdom make us vulnerable. People may try to hack into your personal things to find information about me seeing as we're 'best friends' and I don't want anything we text about to say otherwise. I wouldn't expect anything less, but it's still probably a good idea to be careful. I might even purchase a burner phone. Would suggest you do the same if you want to continue this thing over text.

Eren: I really hate that you have to go through this, that you can't just be who you are because of your family. No, I think I'm good with just sticking to pretty face. I heard you drunk, I know what you think of me in your head ;) Oh I can and I will, I can say more things if you like. I bet you're blushing real pretty right now.

Eren: Ditto. You've never seen me run and I tend to run a lot, especially when my head becomes too full.

Eren: I'm sorry, but if people in the kingdom give a shit about me being queer then maybe I don't want to associate myself with the kingdom any longer. It'd 2021 for fuck sake, they should be moving forward, not backwards.

Eren: Right. Best friends. That's all people will know us as. If that's what you want, then sure. I can do that.

#thread: charlie #phone

theacressport:

“I couldn’t tell you how much I don’t care about you looking like a crazy person,” Thea said before grumbling. “I think we both need each other as much as the other though. I know my life would be quite boring without your influence.” She shrugged, “We do overshare, you’re right,” she said, though in that moment had realised she hadn’t said anything about the one other interesting aspect of her life to him. “Still gross. I would not want to use your room to hook up with someone. I wouldn’t even know how to tell that person where we were. Oh yeah, we’re just going to my ex’s room but it’s cool. We’re best friends,” she said, putting on a slight accent. But as soon as Eren told her the reason he was in a grump, Thea couldn’t help her reaction as she punched his arm. “Holy shit! You hooked up with someone! Who? You gotta tell me or I’ll go searching.”

“You mean you would willingly hang out with someone who looked crazy? You wouldn’t care what people would say behind our backs, because I call bullshit on that, Sweetheart.” Eren pointed out to the other, or maybe his superficial way’s hadn’t rubbed off on her in the way he had expected and she really didn’t care what others thought about them. “You’re right, it would be incredibly dull.” Eren let out a small scoff, “If there was a word more powerful than overshare, that’s what we’d be. You know more about me then you should, but I guess that what happens when you’ve had sex with someone who’s now your best friend. You know my moves and what I look like naked and I’m not sure if that’s what’s needed for a healthy friendship.” Not that he cared, or would change what he had with Thea, they were definitely better suited as friends as they ever were a couple. “Yeah, if you told them that they’d probably run to the door and you wouldn’t get laid... You’d probably try and blame me for it somehow.” Eren gripped his arm, letting out a noise of pain when the other punched him, “Erm- ow!” He complained, eyes widening slightly when the other said she’d go searching. “I’m not telling you who and I’m telling you not to go searching. He’s not out to anyone and I’m not going to out him, even if it’s just to you. I know how much it sucks.”

#thread: thea #convo

dantelamcnt:

“The prince of Dyamond, you say? Well, clearly subtly isn’t your forte,” Dante couldn’t help but respond. “Good call. No use in throwing a party that nobody will attend after all,” he nodded. “It could even be some sort of end of year celebration where we take advantage of the freedom that comes with finish off our final assignments and exams.”

“Yes, my rival turned best friend.” He smiled, it was the smile he used whenever he was around the press or public when talking about Charlie or being with the other, trying to prove to them that they were the best of friends and not that they were actually at one another’s throats constantly. “Oh god no, why would I choose to be subtle when I’m a huge attention whore.” He scoffed lightly. “The weather will be good then too, makes partying into the early hours of the morning easier when you’re not battling freezing your ass off.”

#thread: dante #convo

ceylansahin:

“Is it? Is it really?” Ceylan couldn’t help but tease Eren, laughing a little as he moved to make himself at home. She was used to this by now and she couldn’t say she minded though on the odd occasion his timing had been less that appropriate. “It’s allowed but you can’t blame me for being suspicious. You can be demanding sometimes.” Still the chair twirled around and Ceylan hooked her legs beneath herself. “So what mischief have you been up to since I left your little get together on our birthday?” Ceylan had merely rolled her eyes when she’d found out about what he was up to, knowing it was fruitless to try and persuade Eren to stay out of trouble, at least in that way. As far as things went, the party had been a tame idea for him.

“Yes it is, I would never dream of being caught being idiotic. I’m too smart for that, however I’m happy to be caught in my chaos because at least there was some reasonable thought behind what I do and therefore I can argue my way through my actions and their intent.” Eren told his sister, rearranging her pillows on her bed as he spoke so he could make himself more comfortable. “I know I can be demanding, but I do enjoy your company without needing something.” He pointed out, when the other asked what he had been up to since his birthday he couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. “Basking in being that year older and you know the party was just as much for you as it was for me, I hope you enjoyed it as well.”

#thread: ceylan #convo

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: Technically I won't be lying. It still feels wrong though. You are more than just a pretty face. You're also an annoyance and a pain in the arse. I'm always up for a little (un)friendly competition, you should know this. I'll be preparing.

Charlie: I think that is the exact opposite of what will happen, but hey. It's your funeral and end of your career in Magic Dimension politics that's on the line. And if you're willing to risk that for some raunchy texts, good for you. I will take no part in such antics.

Eren: better to say that for them to continue prying into your dating life though, right? i'm just going to ignore the rest of what you said after pretty face and just focus on that. well that and you said i was a pain the arse, more like a pain in your arse given what we've been up to ;) which is once again a compliment on my skills.

Eren: oh there's nothing friendly about it, sweetheart. you can take those brackets away, i'm going to whoop your ass. prepare all you like, it's not going to do you any favors.

Eren: do you really believe that my career would come to an end because of something i said in private? i'm not being problematic, i'm just being myself. if people think that something to end my career over then i'll be taking them to court over unlawful termination and an invasion of privacy without a warrant.

#thread: charlie #phone

theacressport:

“You really are hitting me with all the hard truths today aren’t you, just kicking me when I’m already down. Is it easier for you that way?” Eren asked the other with a small huffed laugh. “Oh it would be incredibly dull, you’re right about that.” Because he was anything but boring, the inability to stay still and the ability to make rather poor choices out of impulse kept everyone including himself on their toes. “I think if you said that to them, you’d scare them away, they’d just go running.” Eren smirked, “People are weird about exes being best friends, I don’t know why though because us being friends makes more sense then us being together romantically ever did.” Because he loved Thea, he just didn’t love her in the way he was supposed to when they dated. “I-... can’t tell you. They’re not out and I’m not going to out them for the purpose of your entertainment. I promised them that much. But anyways, we didn’t hook up. Just kissed and they were kind of drunk and asked me to stay the night, so I did.”

#thread: thea #convo

ceylansahin:

“After knowing you since we were born, I would say that I am both unlucky and have built up a high tolerance towards your idiocy over the years so I’m more adept at knowing how to handle it.” Ceylan informed her brother with a wry smile as she turned from her desk to observe him. “So what favor have you come to ask for hm, Eren? Usually your presence comes with a catch.”

“Oh come on now, that’s a little bit harsh now, isn’t it? I wouldn’t say my actions were idiotic, just impulsive and chaotic and before you say anything, yes there is a difference.” He told his sister, moving further into the room and taking a seat on her bed. “I haven’t came to ask for any favor, I just came to spend some family time with my sister, is that not allowed?” He asked, that and he had mostly been holed up with Charlie since his birthday and decided it’d be best to be social with other people.

#thread: ceylan #convo

ceylansahin:

“If you’re looking for my roommate, she isn’t here right now. Something about a new movie playing in one of the other rooms I believe.” Ceylan commented when she heard a slight knock to the doorframe of the open room, not turning away from what she’d been caught up in until she’d finished scribbling up her writing in elegant cursive. “Or am I the lucky recipient of your attentions today, hm?” The brunette queried as she finally turned to face her company.

“Yes, because I tend to come into your room looking for your roommate and not you.” Eren commented, realizing the other mustn’t have looked up to see who it was standing at her door before speaking. “So I guess you’re the lucky one, or the unlucky one, depends on your tolerance levels I guess.”

#thread: ceylan #convo

emmasreeds:

When he moved to pull the drink away, Emma pushed back away. “I never said no,” She spoke, “So there are no ulterior motives behind this? You’re not trying to get an extension or anything like that? Out of the goodness of your heart?” Emma prodded, the suspicion in her tone still very clear.

Eren couldn’t help but smirk when the other stated that she never said no to his offer, taking his hands off the drink completely and moving to sit back. “Please, like I would need an extension. I was done with the work two days after you set it, if anything I’d be here asking for extra credit. So maybe this is just all out of the goodness of my heart.” Eren commented, “Or maybe I was wondering if you could grade my paper early.”

#thread: emma #convo

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: Oh, wow. That's actually really smart. That might just work. So you do have some brain cells in that skull of yours then. I'm pretty fast too. Bet I'm faster than you. But even I can't keep up with that dog. Especially on ice.

Charlie: That poor person. I dread to think what they've already read. Maybe don't give them even more ammo to leak about you.

Eren: you don't even have to say a girl, you can just say someone- technically you're not lying ;) i keep telling you, i'm more then just a very pretty face. see- you know what you've done here right, because i've just said i enjoy a challenge and then you go and say that. we're going to have to have a dumbass fucking race now and it's all your fault.

Eren: oh i'm definitely going to give them more ammo, the more embarrassed i make them the less they'll want to expose my dirty mouth.

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: Maybe you would have done.

Charlie: No, that's okay. I should still try and make an effort to at least appear interested in my family. I'm sure she'll ask if I've found a girlfriend to which I'm never sure how to respond. Oh, great. He hasn't been on one of them in some time. Just a warning, he's faster than he looks. I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't manage to keep up with him.

Charlie: It has. But I'm well aware that phones can be tapped into and I do not want anything like that being leaked.

Eren: tell them you've got your eye on someone named erin, same pronunciation as my name and hopefully she won't put two and two together ;) have you seen me run? i'm pretty fast myself. but i do enjoy a challenge, even if it's in the form of a dog.

Eren: god help the fbi agent who leaks the shit i say through my messages.

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

Charlie: It really wouldn't have made them better. In fact, I think I'd be shunned from the palace. Which, I suppose isn't the worst thing in the world.

Charlie: I can tell. I'll be back soon after a dinner with my Grandmother. You can take John for a walk, if you're really that bored. Saves me from having to do it when I return and that leaves more time for... well, you know.

Eren: see, i would have been doing you a favor.

Eren: a dinner with your grandmother? yikes, want me to call you feigning an injury and pretending to be your sister or something. i can take him, i was going to go for a run anyways so he can come with me.

Eren: your mouth has done far more scandalous things to me over the recent week, you can do better then 'you know'.

#thread: charlie #phone

msg || eren & charlie

[2 hours later]

Charlie: Jesus Christ, Eren.

Charlie: I've been in meetings at the palace all afternoon and my phone has not stopped buzzing thanks to you, but I just knew it would be something like this and didn't want to risk spitting my tea out in a meeting full of Diplomats.

Charlie: I take it you're bored?

Eren: we both know that you spitting out tea from reading my texts would have made those meetings 100% better

Eren: very, very bored.

#thread: charlie #phone

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