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ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell
TW: csa allegory , dissociation
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trying to get a feel for her design. mostly her hair and face, i just sort of played dress-up with her clothes.
you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.
Caine and the Moon
Yeah neopronouns arent a new fangled concept gen z came up with btw
[image id: part of a text on a greenish background reads, "gender neutral ze was coined as early as 1864" /end id]
Per OP in the comments, the source is a book called "What's Your Pronoun?" By Dennis Baron.
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I love her so much... the gremlin ever
They shouldn't make me work when it rains it's like it's raining I can't be here rn. Because it's raining outside
you know she's going to learn the truth about you.
how much longer now...?
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Joy and whimsy detected! This post is joyful and whimsical!
Bobole shown in natural patterns, with a kula and a sloman silhouette for reference.
The second most widespread domesticated predator the slomen have would be the rounder than round big-maw.
IV DONE IT
I know my science sides been kinda dead but I was getting so frustrated trying to differentiate all artistes 'avians'
...that's it, please use freely and don't feel the need to credit me, JUST USE.
It'll be fun to see artist's look at their avian OCS and go *That's you bud! See?*
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I think one important step in decolonizing fantasy is to recognize how wildly anti-environment Europeans became, and how this affects the way we look at the nonhuman world. Like, in England wolves were driven to extinction because they were perceived as threats to sheep. And white people absolutely carried this kind of mentality everywhere they colonized. We see it in people who think rattlesnakes should be killed on sight. And it comes out in fantasy when every kind of creature that's challenging to humans is degraded, unpersoned, and treated like something to kill or keep contained out in the deep wilds.
I HAVE FELT THIS FOR SO LONG!!! Like I was always like "It's kinda fucked up that monstrous creatures/people in fantasy fiction are only approached in terms of being conquered or killed, right? Or in terms of only how they serve humans and that's IT." and it's fucked!
Yep! That's literally the colonialist mentality at work. If you want to feel even more vindicated, I recommend checking out Robin Wall Kimmerer's books and/or watching her interviews and speeches on YouTube.
Normal carnivorous animals always being portrayed as relentless hunters even if it causes them more harm than good. Fantasy monsters that are supposedly a natural part of the world but don't seem to have any actual purpose within their environment for no reason (like at least make them an invasive species or an artificial creation or something? that could be neat!)
This definitely also falls in line with the portrayal of any group of fantasy people as a flat stereotype of "evil" or "good".
I have caught myself worrying that the fantasy creatures I've put in my own world aren't epic and dangerous enough, because I make them in a way that actually gives them an environmental niche, and their behaviors are just normal animal behaviors. So they may not feel as fantastical and monstrous. But more and more I think it's just not worth it to me to force them to be monsters just for the sake of fitting a trope into my writing. I like my big olm-like amphibious wyrms. They don't need to be ravenous hunters. They're just big fat wet noodles.
Everyone always says they wish that they had wings but I’m sure they’d be exhausting to use. So many captive birds don’t fly if they don’t have to, but choose to walk and climb around rather than go to the effort of flapping their wings. I suspect that, if humans had wings, most of us would consider flying a chore-like exercise and let those muscles atrophy.
serious flying, sure, but if we were capable of hovering with them I think most people would use them all the time - think about how often something is just too high to reach.
Hovering with wings sounds like a lot more effort than flying! Soaring around on thermals doesn’t require much wing movement at all. What is an albatross but a meaty hang-glider?
My friend’s parrot just climbs with his feet and beak when something’s out of reach. I guess a couple flaps of your wings would be fun to leap into the air a little, but it would cause so much air disturbance that anything I was trying to reach would probably just be blown off the shelf anyway.
I do not want wings. Wings are bones, muscles, and nerves. I do not enjoy the bones, muscles, and nerves I already have thanks
If they were ethereal magic wings, that would be one thing. But imagine having to take care of enormous human-proportioned wings and plumage… treating your feathers with Permethrin to control mites and flatflies…
And if you had leathery wings instead? Imagine moisturizing. Imagine sunscreen. Instead of backne, would we get wingne?
The extra muscles needed alone would cause a lot of ache even without actually using them much. Sleeping would be a difficult task. And yeah, really not actually useful for little mundane tasks indoors like reaching a tall shelf. Wings take up a lot of space! I personally already have enough trouble figuring out where my hips are at any given moment. If I had wings they would be very bruised from bumping into things.
I can also imagine that they’d be hard to maintain because how do you reach the back feathers to keep them clean and organized? Communal grooming would definitely have to be a thing for winged humanoids.
Also! Not all birds can hover! Body size and wing shape play a large part in that! Probably could not effectively hover as a winged humanoid, not the way you are probably picturing at least (ie, hummingbird and kingfisher style, staying mostly in one spot in the air.) Maybe could hover in a choppy sort of way, but not for an extended length of time and it would be exhausting (I have done research on this, some kingfishers beat their wings 8 times in a second to hover. Dont get me started on how ultra specialized hummingbirds are for that.)
Two sets of shoulders, also. That’s a recipe for pain.
I still love to make winged humanoid characters because drawing people with wings makes me happy lol but oh boy the real world problems that would come with wings are not something I ever want to personally deal with.
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I've reached the point where cynicism is a major turn-off for me. You're not smarter than idealists, and you're not helping.
Funny that the stereotypical cynic is an idealist who aged out of it. In my experience, the reverse is true. I was an extreme cynic as a teenager and then I noticed how profoundly limiting it was, and also that "cynics are cool and smart" was a message that was being constantly reinforced by corporate media for some reason.
#yes! cynicism reads as very juvenile to me#and yes prev often stemming from teen pain
Yeah, like I see black-pilled people on here and my default reaction isn't "oh, these must be world-weary old warriors who've lost their faith in humanity", it's "these people are in their 20s and need a hobby"
I also think that the present era has proven that authoritarian leaders don't actually want a population of wide-eyed idealists, they want a population of jaded assholes who are convinced that everyone is lying, any resistance is either a scam or doomed to failure, and nothing can ever get better.
Hope is punk. Despair is corporate.