i just want to be yours

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"i can already feel the blood rising up my throat."

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~cassiopeia, a new story coming soon.

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more reasons nobody loves me

#15. im always saying how much i want to kill myself yet i am too scared to go through with it #16. i am always questioning my identity but it doesn't really matter because nobody will even be slightly interested in me #17. i don't care about anything #18. i am a dirty slob #19. i have no social skills whatsoever #20. i spend all day at home on my laptop #21. i only have one friend if i can even call them that #22. i think that i am so talented and have so much potential for the future but we all know that's not true #23. i am covered in ugly scars #24. i am so fat #25. i annoy everybody around me #26. i think that i am so smart when i am actually so freaking ignorant #27. i can't trust anyone

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some of the reasons nobody loves me

#1. i am not attractive in the least #2. what i lack in looks i can't make up for with a good personality #3. i need to take pills just to feel remotely good about myself #4. i can never let people see past my tougher outer layer #5. i fall in love before i can see who a person truly is on the inside #6. i don't want people to worry about me, i don't want anybody to care about me #7. i am probably the stupidest person on this planet #8. i have nothing to give #9. i can't do anything for myself #10. every time you turn around i will be doing harm to myself in some way #11. i have interests that barely anybody gives two craps about #12. i am just weak and broken #13. i beg for attention anywhere i can get it #14. everybody just hates me

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"Men and girls, men and girls. Artificial swine and pearls."

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i doodled this in the middle of history class and everybody kept looking over at me like i was actually going to murder the whole class

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i drew @echoisweird 's chui bunny in human form.