a soft place to land

welcome. i am etea ⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪ come, rest.

[dr3amoon]

i know i'm strong but damn i'm tired too

[frailbug]

sleepy bunny,

by me

[vybewitme]

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[more-lucas]

[tall]

[gothredy]

[etrvn]

i’m kind of blowing up on socials everywhere else but i still need somewhere to dump my less relatable thoughts lol.

i’ve hit 400k+ views on a handful of vids this last year. randomly found myself on local tv lol. and am currently going viral rn for the last vid i posted

anyways it’s kind of insane but i’ve been through so much in this life that i’m really not trying to be too excited about the increased visibility.

objectively.. this is good though right?

this is evidence that everything i’ve worked so hard for … is finally coming to fruition, right?

it seems so but. i’m not there yet. the journey has barely begun, actually.

[etrvn]

here’s some thoughts on being fully disabled for about a year now…

1. at some point i really did think having a spiritual awakening and <<raising my vibration>> would cure and exempt me from illness

spoiler alert, it just gave me the opportunity to forge my spirit and cultivate unbreakable inner strength

2. getting older and trying to be someone i wasn’t, forcing past my body’s limits, overextending myself, and ignoring my intuition for achievement accelerated my condition

3. being friends with people who cannot reciprocate the love, depth, and support i offer naturally is not good for my health and i frankly have no room in my life for it

4. disabled life isn’t any less fulfilling. it’s slower, more intentional, and invites gratitude for the little things in life most ppl take for granted

5. my boundaries are STRONG. i’m super sensitive so i learned not to give a shit about things or people that dont give a shit about me. i go where i’m wanted and loved and that’s the bare minimum

in conclusion, life is different but it is still good and beautiful and worthy of living. i hope over time and with visibility i can change how society views disabled people.

[wocina]

i am divinely blessed, guided, and protected at all times🤌🏼🪽

[rosieandthemoon]

[raylangivins]

[heartpeacenquiet]

Make a wish!

[ojibwa]

[etrangere]

Sorry I’m late I was touching soft moss on a stone wall

[radical-revolution]

[dailycatsblog]

[goth-queen]