What do you do, when you've just lost a friendship.
You know you've just left their place for the last time, with all of your stuff that was still at theirs.
You know you won't keep in touch because the only time you've spoken in the last year was, when figuring out a time to get your stuff.
But it's been hurting for a long time, so why are you suddenly so overcome with sadness and regret?
Is it because you knew it was coming, but pushed it away till the last possible minute?
You're sitting in the bus back home and you just want to cry.
Cry for the person you were before you met them; Cry for all the time you spent together and then Cry for all the time you didn't even talk to another; Cry for your unique dynamic;
Cry for all the ways they've changed without you; Cry for all the Time that's still in front of you
With their own reasons to be nearly crying in a bus
You're getting a couple of weird and concerned stares
Do they know something's up?
Would they know what to do, because they've been through these situations?
The old lady sending you concerned stares departs.
Will she remember you and keep you in her thoughts or has she already forgotten you?
Your stop comes up and you leave the bus,
Will you cry as soon as you come home or Will life get in the way and your emotions will overwhelm you as soon as you leave the next friends house for the last time?
On your way home you remember that you forgot to take one last picture with them.
Well now it's to late anyway.
You're finally back home and tears actually start forming in your eyes.
Are they even thinking of you or have they already forgotten you an hour after you left their home?
You'd like to imagine the first option.
You fear it's the second one.
Well life moves on so you don't spend much time crying, and start doing the dishes.
Always wondering if you will see them again or if this was really the final time.
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