khawapashi

fic writer, very problematic, way too old, clanker hater, they/them, trans masc enby, nsfw, nsfl

[evenknight1984]

Hello again Tumblr, it's been a while! I'm not gonna give a rundown of my entire life, but ummm... Things happened? A *lot* of things?

Anyway, I'm alive, in a new state, with a new hyper fixation and the work (writing smut about fictional characters who looked at each other heatedly one time) continues.

You can find me on AO3 as khawapashi, and my catalogue includes Star Wars, Supernatural and most recently My Hero Academia.

I'm kinda a multishipper, but currently I'm writing DabiHawks and DabiHawks + Fumikage Tokoyami. Also working on Togachako, but I don't have anything posted yet.

Past ships include Reylo, Obikin, Ahsoka/Ventress, Suiraine (from WoT), Aziracrow, Wandavision, Wincest... Honestly all over the place lol. But if any of that interests you please follow, I love sharing my brainrot with others!

*Edited to add a few more ships I forgot because my brain is soup sometimes

[alchemillaatnight]

Cw mention of CSA

Antis will claim that they are “protecting children” but then call people who harm fictional children pedophiles. But as a victim of CSA myself, I find it super offensive and harmful when these antis throw around the word pedo to anyone and anything that mildly makes their fragile little brain uncomfortable.

No. People who fantasize fictional children are NOT pedophiles because for someone to be that, they have to have harmed real children. A real child that I used to be when I was assaulted.

So by calling everyone who harms fictional children a pedophile, you’re dismissing my trauma and experience by reducing it to ***fictional kids being harmed*** and you’re actually helping real pedophiles who harm real children like me get away with it easier because now people have associated the word with “dark fiction” instead of real life harm, thanks to you.

So it’s antis who ARE harming real children because they want to protect fictional ones. Fuck off.

I was a CSA victim, and I say “let dark ship enjoyers write whatever they want”. They’re not harming real kids like you do.

Not to mention, a lot of victims like me use dark fiction to help us cope with our trauma. So not only are antis helping actual pedophiles get away with harming real children easier, they’re also calling CSA victims pedophiles because we write about fictional things that make them uncomfortable (even though we never force anybody to read our shit).

I don’t want to see these people claim to be good people ever again.

[metamorphesque]

1984, George Orwell

[pien-art]

Moiraine infodumping about Manetheren at the worst possible times (literally surrounded by a mob / on the verge of death) my most beloved. Truly THE character

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based on this post

[hexerna19]

Tokoyami Fumikage Moodboard

Request by @tokitokihearts

Hope you enjoy it!! (*＾▽＾*)

[ispyspookymansion]

i like a trans headcanon as much as the next guy but sometimes it really boils down to “that character has not had enough agency and/or introspective freedom in their life to have transitioned by the time we meet them in their story”

[pinkedify]

girls r fighting

[theonevoice]

Break of Dawn

[exhuastedpigeon]

The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?

[rainintheevening]

Okay, we got a new one, boys.

[evenknight1984]

You once again are the most perfect of perfections, what do you MEAN we have dp on the horizon!! I just. Words cannot describe my reaction. Nor does anything else i can think of. Aaaaaaaaa. Fumi you are insane and I love you and if this ever happens I might just actually die, much like fumi probably will as well, but we die happy.

Okay sorry I was. VERY distracted by that. Ohhh my gods. Do you secretly have access to my mind and/or search history. Bc like. How are you always hitting the nail on the head.

Also toga!!! Yay!!! I love her so much. And now that youve put toga and hawks flying together in my brain you better pay up! Jkjk, but also if you dont then I will be forced to take matters into my own hands <3

And keigo. Stop talking like that buddy :D ur freaking me out :D its gonna be fiiiiiiiine :D nothing bad has ever happened or will ever happen again :D those tags cant hurt me they arent real :D *holds onto "angst with a happy ending" for dear life*

dw im being silly. No genuine anxiety, just anticipation for whatever youre cooking up. Be as horrible as ur heart desires bc I will eat that shit up. I just may also whine and complain and cry while you do it but shhhh its part of the fun

Don’t you know I’m in the van outside reviewing ur search history every weekend??? Gotta get my inspo somewhere!! No, but I think you’ll like what I have planned for Toga. As for what Keigo is up to, we’ll just have to see what comes in the future *folds hands like a super villain* I promise we will earn EVERY tag.

As always, ur comments give me LIFE, anon, ILY so much!!!!

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

why I mostly write one shots 😭 I don’t always remember all the details of the things I wrote in my previous chapters

[tofutomato]

you gotta read, you gotta write, you gotta draw, you gotta watch films and shows. there is literally NO time to be employed

[iforgiveyouprime]

Can we also talk about HOW terrified Crowley was of shooting Aziraphale in 1941?

When Aziraphale asks if he's ready, Crowley doesn't have his usual cool mask on to maintain the illusion that everything is under control. He bites his lip and slightly shakes his head, making it clear that he can't do it. His mask cracks, and that means a lot.

His hands are shaking. There's terror in his eyes. When we see Aziraphale through the rifle scope from Crowley's perspective, we can hear the ringing in Crowley's ears, as well as his heavy breathing. He can't pull the trigger. His whole body is tense, his teeth clenched.

And all of this is in a situation where Aziraphale can die, but not completely, he would just be discorporated and could get a new body; it would only involve a lot of paperwork. Yet even knowing that, Crowley still isn't willing to kill Aziraphale. The very thought fills him with horror, let alone actually pointing a gun at him.

You could never convince me that he would be willing to kill his angel while fully aware that this wouldn't just be discorporation—that the angel would die forever and they would never see each other again. I will NEVER believe that.

Never.

[writerswritecompany]

Suggested reading: Writing Is An Act Of Courage

[scribblerinthestars]

My friend Toga @aroaceling made this meme and it is 100% accurate.

[alleesaur]

the productivity creatures