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How do you figure out what you want to do with your life when the only thing you’ve ever wanted was for it to be over?

I don’t see a purpose. What’s the point of working two jobs just to barely scrap by only to die in 50 years? I don’t want a family. I don’t want a career. I don’t want anything and I never have. I am well aware of my depression and anxiety as I spent the first half of my life being terrified all the time and the second half feeling numb to everything.

Everyone asks why I want to do something. Why I want to live on my own. Why I want to move to the city. Why I want to buy a house or rent a house. You really want to know? I. Don’t. Know.

My whole life I just go through the milestones expected of me. Finish high school. Go to college. Get a job. Move out on my own. But there’s no joy in these things for me. I do them because what else am I supposed to do? What else is there when everyone around you is busy living their own lives? I just don’t see a point. Everything is just grey and bland and meaningless. Even when I do enjoy things there’s always this shadow hanging behind the euphoria.

Can I just go to sleep now?

I just want to know what absolute MONSTER hung up on this Sweet Boi who just wanted to talk about dinosaurs.

Aaron Mitchell you can talk to me about dinosaurs anytime!

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stylish-homes

Green onyx bathroom in Munich

via reddit

valtsv

*knife thrower throws their blades at me but i, a sword swallower, swallow them all perfectly*

valtsv

*eventually they run out of knives and i begin my first round of attack by spitting them back*

bisexuhellvevo

You fool, now they have more knives to throw

ndiecity-deactivated20241101

And so the cycle begins anew

mapleleauf

FIGHT ME!!

shadowcreature

being my friend means you never have to apologize for texting back late. you can respond four days late or drop off in the middle of a slow conversation and that’s okay! i know you’re busy or tired or just don’t have the energy to text anymore. you can hang up a phone call and start texting me instead. it’s so hard to do social interaction. i get it. send me a meme once a week so i know you’re alive. i love you.

dynamopsychism

brb gotta go darken my clothes and strike a violent pose

squidbroom

mcr announcing the reunion on halloween in the year of danger days after their last released song was called “fake your death” in a greatest hits album called “may death never stop you”……… the drama……. the theatrics…………..