Hey everyone! I’m Fade. I mostly post my writing and drawings here, with the occasional reblog. I’m usually pretty quiet on here but I’m trying to reach out and be more active. Feel free to reach out and send me an ask!
My writing tag can be found here
My drawing tag can be found here
I’m also on Ao3 and FF.net under the same name.
These are stories I’m currently working on. They’ll be updated periodically, so be sure to come back and check them out.
running to an endless horizon - Initial D
Essentially a sickfic that grew much larger and more in depth than a sickfic. Currently updating whenever I remember to edit the next chapter.
A Train With No Destination - Persona 5
NG+ time loop fic. Currently on hiatus.
hold on, love, for one night longer - Initial D
Previously titled midnight lover. Essentially a 10 years later fic and inspired by what happens in MF Ghost. No knowledge of what happens in MF Ghost is needed. Endgame Takumi/Keisuke. On hiatus for whumptober
and i’m here (just waiting for you to come home) - Sytaria
I’m hoping to participate in whumptober again this year. I had so much fun last year writing about my OCs and all their angst. I’m most likely doing this with my OCs again! It’s been a while since I’ve written with them and this is the perfect opportunity to
lover of mine (maybe we’ll take some time) - Initial D
I don’t write romance and it’s even rarer that I write fluff. I don’t think I’ll have the time to write for the entire flufftober event, but I’ll try to write a couple of sweet one-shots to balance out all the angst. Takumi/Keisuke because I’m obsessed <3
eternity with the open ocean - Initial D
I told myself I wasn’t going to do this, but I’m joining the ranks of those who write ghost!Takumi based on the White Ghost of Akina moniker. It should be shorter than running and midnight lover. Currently unwritten but filling my head with brain worms
until the end of the earth - Cells at Work
This is literally just more self indulgent sickfic and angst since sickfic seems like the only thing that I can motivate myself to write right now. My friend, please know that I tried to stop myself lmao
hold me as i go - Cells at Work
1146 dies again and again and again. But it never seems to stick. Essentially time loop-esque fic since I’m nothing if not predictable
keep fighting fate (or die trying) - Encanto
Exploration of Bruno’s (and by extension the rest of the family’s) past. Becomes more and more of an (darker) AU the longer I talk about with my friend
if i survive, i’ll see you tomorrow - Encanto
Bruno keeps living the same day over, and over, and over again. Because if I don’t have a time loop fic to think about in every fandom I’m in I’ll physically combust
miles away from yesterday - Pokemon
I am not immune to the train twins and the shear amount of angst PLA brought with them. Like it still makes me want to sob at what happened to Ingo. And who doesn’t want another reunion fic?
“Please consider how amatonormativity/compulsory sexuality/allonormativity might be impacting your perspective on this” is not at all the same thing as insulting someone, attacking them, or calling them a bigot, FYI.
That being said, please always take time to reflect and consider how amatonormativity/compulsory sexuality/allonormativity might impact your perspective on things like fandom, shipping, media analysis, real life relationships, politics, and everything in between.
Some fans of certain media will comb thru all the canon material for their ship and be like "ohhh this is soooo much content we're being spoiled!!" and then you look over at them and *all* their content and its like
grace, who has been alone for five minutes: oh my god. an alien! im not alone anymore! i hope he wants to be friends :)
rocky, coming up on 50 years of solitude, imprinting on grace in ways baby ducklings can only dream of: if you leave me to sleep where i can't watch your heart beat i am blowing up this tunnel with us both in it
like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.
“I thought they cared about me, but they were lying this whole time.” <- tired. boring. removes all the nuance of this relationship to make it easier to move on from.
“I thought they cared about me, and I was right, and every minute they were there for me, every time they said they were proud, every laugh we shared leaning against each other bruised and breathless, all of it was real. and they still left me behind. They could put their love aside. I couldn’t.” <- insane. will never leave you alone. reminds you that even the worst people are still people and can still care about even the ones they hurt the most and that undoes neither the harm nor the love.
okay. something about the way i worded this is making people think this is a vent thing about real relationships. and it’s fine if that’s where it took you. but i feel like i need to be transparent here: this be blorboposting. karlach cliffgate and her terrible awful no good very bad betrayal.
