it really is that serious

sideblog / butch lesbian / either an academic study of gender or a mental breakdown

[fadelgender]

fadelgender's (current) official gender ranking:

fadel theheartkillers

(*) ray onlyfriends

style theheartkillers

*1.5 is joonggender himself

[velvetxviolet]

gemini (chapter 2)

chapter 2 of my SandRay psychological horror AU is now live! come and tell me what you think of it if you're so inclined.

Mew picks up on the fifth ring. "Ray," he says, sounding tired... and sad. "I don't want to—" "Mew, listen," Sand interrupts. "It's Sand. I'm calling from Ray's phone because I didn't have your number." He takes a deep breath. "There's been an accident." Mew inhales sharply. "What?!" "Mew, is it Ray? Do you want me to talk to him?" Top's voice says from a distance on the other end of the line, and Sand almost tells him to shut up before he realizes that Mew would be the one to hear it instead.

[fadelgender]

Toto kanit breakup actually hurt like hell.

[fadelgender]

that being said idec what's going on w/ akkiveha i really liked what they did in the first few eps and i even liked the pacing. but now i'm like, do i wish they'd spread that out over more eps? or do i wish they had more going for them in this current era

[fadelgender]

i think I’m going to supplement my adaap watch w the edge of horizon bc i'm hearing it's also about class issues. i need another TeeVee show and i loooove classism

[fadelgender]

tell me (but don't tell me)

Style wrapped her arms tight around Fadel's neck and said, "I want to go home."  "Do you now," said Fadel with obvious amusement. Her eyes flicked to Style's mouth, but she didn't lean closer, only flexed her hands on Style's waist. "But I'm having such a fun night out with my girl."  "Your girl wants to go home."

Or, put simply, Fadel and Style go out on a double date, then go to a bar, then go home. Or, put another way: a secret, a realization, a discussion. Or even simpler: 8.6k of yuri fadelstyle with a dash of (butch) fadel gender dysphoria. as a treat 💕

[clemelntine]

Remember this scene guys? haha.. ha... Everybody should go (re)read this fic. Right now

[fadelgender]

Toto kanit breakup actually hurt like hell.

[fadelgender]

that being said idec what's going on w/ akkiveha i really liked what they did in the first few eps and i even liked the pacing. but now i'm like, do i wish they'd spread that out over more eps? or do i wish they had more going for them in this current era

[fadelgender]

Toto kanit breakup actually hurt like hell.

[namtan]

NOT ME | EP 9

[fadelgender]

i fucking did it i finished ch. 1* of this damn fic. my old late-night untamed writing routine you have never let me down and also writing at work you especially have never let me down

*excluding the sex scene bc I don't wanna do all that right now. but i DO know how i'm gonna write that scene now so it's as if it's completed in my head

[fadelgender]

just remembered a scene I skipped before I'd done my research on thai weddings well 👍 still mostly done enough to be happy

[jennaflare]

i need to go look at the black sails/eclipse post again actually

[fadelgender]

i fucking did it i finished ch. 1* of this damn fic. my old late-night untamed writing routine you have never let me down and also writing at work you especially have never let me down

*excluding the sex scene bc I don't wanna do all that right now. but i DO know how i'm gonna write that scene now so it's as if it's completed in my head

[fadelgender]

guys i lied. it's literally kant-iago, bison-othello, fadel-desdemona, and style-emilia (except for when it isn't of course)

[fadelgender]

and what would you even consider the thk-othello handkerchief scene (arguably the most well-known image from that play) - christ himself? proof that they're the snitches and that Kant is "cheating"?

[hurlumerlu]

Gotta add that Bison as a semi-accidental Iago (convinced he was cuckholded betrayed and engineering a betrayal of his own) fucks SO hard.

[hurlumerlu]

Of course Bison being also an Othello of sorts (trusting someone he shouldn't + made to believe his beloved's loyalties lie elsewhere) makes Captain Christ also an accidental Iago which ACTUALLY brings back race into it in the most insane way.

[fadelgender]

added khemjira to my netflix watch list for when my friends and i watch together (starting tonight) and now all my recommendations are bls. did we know netflix has all the bls suddenly on here and do we know why

[fadelgender]

in the middle of a khem & jet scene my friend was like "wait i like them together a lot, can't we get a little bit of romance between them before the other guy comes in, these type of friend would def make out" and i literally couldn't hold myself back like SO THERE'S THIS SHOW. CALLED. ONLY FRIENDDSSSSSSSSSS

[fadelgender]

added khemjira to my netflix watch list for when my friends and i watch together (starting tonight) and now all my recommendations are bls. did we know netflix has all the bls suddenly on here and do we know why

[peanutbutterangelic]

ok i finished clairebell. for a while there, i thought i had surrounded myself with a den of vipers who wanted to see me suffer. but, as it turns out, television is actually really really good and i don't have to take any drastic measures.

[fadelgender]

yes the heart killers was insane for adapting the taming of the shrew without women yes they were insane for adapting othello without any regards to race. but then they made fadel both katherina AND othello and that genuinely almost makes up for it