verbal lollygagging

30 | she/he | vidder & writer | my works | always in my Black Sails & Disco Elysium era | currently mostly Thai QL | intermittent ecological ramblings

[jennaflare]

Know that I would gladly be The Icarus to your certainty Oh, my sunlight, sunlight, sunlight

(youtube)

[jennaflare]

accidentally reminded my friends that i am much younger than them when they started listing off old internet relics and i only knew (but had never seen) one of them <3

[dramadramallama]

A Dog And A Plane featured ragebaiter x ragebaited content and they kept switching up who was who. Fun.

[toytulini]

underrated bit in black sails is when silver undermines the entire concept of torture and hes like oh noo it wouldnt work. no not because im tough. i would say literally anything at all to get you to stop.

[yesornopolls]

Any plans for the weekend?

Yes

No

Remaining time: 1 day 12 hours

[adhdo5]

Despite the horrors it is so awesome being nonbinary and gorgeous

[itwoodbeprefect]

i think about the alternate universe in which offroad's parents named him optimus prime more frequently than i should perhaps admit

[anythingnewwie]

"Let's take this inside"

A DOG AND A PLANE | EP10

[urcadelima]

one thing i love abt black sails is that it’s a show that you can watch. if you haven’t seen it, and you think you can’t watch it, good news! you can. it’s a show, and you can watch it. now, even. if you feel like you’re waiting for the right time to start black sails, the right time is now! if you think you missed your chance to watch black sails— good news! you didn’t! you can still watch it now! there’s no better time than today. if you’re wishing you could’ve watched the show a few years ago when the fandom was more active and it was in its prime— good news! you’re making that up, or you’re being lied to. there was never a major black sails moment on this site, and not that many people have seen it to begin with, so you don’t have to worry about missing out on anything. also, nearly everyone who has ever seen the show is still posting about it today, plus we get a few new people each year, so if you think about it, we’re really in our prime right NOW ! and we’ll be even better off, once you watch the show. you can watch it at any point. you can find it steaming somewhere probably, or you can do what most people do and pirate it, you know, to get in the black sails spirit. it’s a show. and you—yes, you—can watch it.

[anythingnewwie]

“Held close, wrapped in your arms, hearing ‘I love you.”

A DOG AND A PLANE - EP10

[assorted-aesthetics]

like to understand eleanor guthrie you HAVE to understand that personal affection and usefulness are completely equivalent in her mind for the entirety of her life. her father did not love her because she wasn't a boy and was therefore not useful to him. so she shaped her entire self until she could do all the things a son could do and be useful to him. she can't say up front that she cares about flint so she has to kind of bluff about how valuable he is as a captain. she's shown to pretty exclusively be attracted to vane when he's doing her favors, and he thoroughly understands this dynamic. she pays extra to make sure max doesn't have to do a particular sex act with other clients, with the implication that it's bc max dislikes doing that act. it's part of why she's so hurt when max declines her protection. mutual usefulness is the entire basis for her eventual relationship with rogers.

which is why it's awesome that madi, her foil, is the one to say "when a man first needs you and then calls you friend, a little suspicion is a healthy thing" likeeeeee has anybody seen this show before

[peanutbutterangelic]

vintage inspired pulp cover prompted by the translated thai title of the heart killers 2/5

[skobochki]

[aquatransmissaest]

XXXIV, XXXVI | "I don't know that I have any more lies left in me."

[jennaflare]

kosmi is refusing to let me set this picture as my icon but i wont be defeated. i will find a way

[pointlesscandies]

A Dog and A Plane // Finale

I’m going to have to hand it to everyone involved: ending this series with flight attendant role play and Toto yelling at the audience was exactly the correct vibe

[jennaflare]

Pick a Japanese movie for movie night!

Monster (2023)

10Dance (2025)

Himitsu no Nacchan (2023)

Funeral Parade of Roses (1969)

Athlete (2019)

not attending/I want to click a button

Remaining time: 5 days 21 hours

More about the films below (descriptions taken from rotten tomatoes & letterboxd)

Monster (2023) dir Hirokazu Koreeda When her young son Minato starts to behave strangely, his mother feels that there is something wrong. Discovering that a teacher is responsible, she storms into the school demanding to know what's going on. But as the story unfolds through the eyes of mother, teacher and child, the truth gradually emerges.

10Dance (2025) dir Keishi Ohtomo Two dancers, opposites in all but their art, agree to train together for a competition. At first, they clash, but soon become drawn to each other.

Himitsu no Nacchan (2023) dir Yasujiro Tanaka When three drag queens, Virgin, Moririn, and Zubuko, learn that their mentor and former drag queen, Natchan, has died suddenly, they take it upon themselves to keep the secret of her sexuality from her bereaved family.

Funeral Parade of Roses (1969) dir Toshio Matsumoto In 1960s Tokyo, Gonda owns a bar in which the gay, cross-dresser, and trans scenes meet. Gonda is in a relationship with the madam of the bar, Leda. As the younger Eddie starts a passionate affair with Gonda, she ignites the jealousy of Leda, unaware of another kind of history between them.

Athlete (2019) dir Takamasa Oe Ex-swimmer Kōhei, facing divorce, meets aspiring animator Yūtaka in Tokyo’s gay district. Their fiery attraction deepens amid emotional highs and lows.