glamorous â targaryen!reader
⡠synopsis: The eldest daughter of Maekar Targaryen is renowned as the most dazzling jewel of Westeros, at the Tourney of Ashford her behavior scandalizes and entertains the entire Reach.
⡠warnings: none, events of akotsk and the usual targcest, the reader is awfully spoiled
⡠note: this is literally just modern party girl gets out of hand in a nutshell lol, there is lowkey tension with everyone so itâs not exactly a traditional x reader fic, though I had so much fun writing it and exploring the different dynamics!! hopefully youâll enjoy it as much as i did
The tournament at Ashford had been spoken of as if it were some grand affair. Banners snapping in the Reach wind, knights scurrying about hoping for a piece of glory, songs to be written and names to be remembered.
You thought it mud. Glorious and perfumed mud.
If there was one thing the Reach did well, it was flowers. Unfortunately, the field outside Ashford Castle seemed to have been curated by pigs instead of gardeners.
Trampled grass covered churned earth. The unbearable scent of horse and sweat was thick in the air. You wrinkled your nose the moment your white stallion crossed the outer gate.
You had not wished to attend. But princesses did not always go where they wished, only most of the time.
And you were very accustomed to most of the time. Too accustomed your father would argue.
You rode just behind your father, Maekar, your uncle Baelor and your cousins, your posture languid but impeccable.
Your gown was travel-cut but tailored in black velvet, slashed at the sleeves to reveal crimson silk beneath, a quiet nod to House Targaryen without screaming it like a tourney banner. Silver stars were embroidered to your cloak. Rings adorned nearly every finger. You liked how the sunlight gleamed and reflected off the jewels.
Your stallion â milk-white, braided with thin red ribbons stepped into the yard like a creature descending from myth. Against Ashfordâs dull stone and brown banners, you might as well have been a nymph come to save the dreariness of this earth.
You dismounted with slow grace, ignoring the way stable boys suddenly found their boots fascinating. Some unabashedly stared while others suddenly became preoccupied with the most mundane tasks.
One of them dared glance up. The boys were not nearly as pretty as the courtiers from Dorne, you noted. He flushed scarlet when your violet eyes caught his.
Your lips quirked up in amusement. Let him look. They always did.
âPrincess.â A familiar voice greeted.
You turned your head. Ser Donnel of Duskendale stood at attention in white armor that looked painfully out of place in all the grime. Even the Kingsguard could not make Ashford gleam.
âSer,â you replied sweetly, tugging off your riding gloves finger by finger. âYou look terribly clean. It must be exhausting keeping to remainâŚâ you pretended to ponder for the right word. âProper, in all this shit and dirt.â
A corner of his mouth twitched. âHer Graceâs daughter is in fine spirits, I see.â
âMy spirits are always fine,â you retorted. âIt is my surroundings that suffer.â
He fell into step beside you as servants hurried to open the heavy wooden doors. âI trust the journey was not too unpleasant?â
You cast one last glance over your shoulder at your stallion. The stable boy was still staring. You held his gaze until he nearly dropped the reins.
âThe only pleasant part,â you said airily, âwas seeing the gates I shall be leaving through.â
Ser Donnel gave a quiet huff of laughter. âThe road did not break you, then.â
âIt takes more than a long ride and dull company to break me, Ser.â You assured him with a chagrin smile.
Inside, the hall was all dark timber and carved beams. Impressive perhaps for a Reach lord. But you had grown up among dragon skulls and red stone towers.
Compared to the Red Keep or Summerhall, this felt like a well decorated barn at best.
No place for a king. Certainly no place for you.
Your father and uncle were already seated at Lord Ashfordâs long table. Tension sat heavier than the tapestries behind them.
You did not curtsy nor greet any of them. You strode into the room like it was your given birthright to be there.
You headed directly toward the wine.
âStill no sign of my dear brothers?â you asked casually as a servant filled your chalice nearly to the brim.
Baelor Targaryen cleared his throat. âNiece.â His eyes were silently scolding you for not attempting to behave formidably at the very least.
You lifted the cup to your lips without looking at him.
Maekar exhaled slowly, as if summoning what little patience the Seven had granted him at birth.
âI told you it was a poor idea,â you continued, inspecting the wineâs color. Not dornish, that was for certain. âLeaving Aegon with Daeron? Truly, Father, that borders on comedy.â
Lord Ashford shifted uncomfortably in his own hall.
Baelor attempted to remain diplomatic and save some dignity. âWe have reason to believe they were delayed byââ
âBy taverns,â you cut in. Eyes inspecting the hall, silently judging. âOr by some pretty young wench who caught Daeronâs eye. Or by deciding he required inspiration in the form of ale.â
Maekarâs jaw tightened. âThat will be enough.â His eyes were piercing through you, silently commanding you to shut your mouth.
âWill it?â you tilted your head, violet eyes bright with something dangerously close to amusement. âBecause if weâve misplaced two princes of the realm, I fear âenoughâ sailed away some leagues ago.â
A sharp silence followed. Everyone was clearly uncomfortable and wasnât sure how to continue.
Baelor pressed his fingers to the table, steadying himself. âYour concern for your brothers is touching.â His voice was laced with a sarcasm you werenât even sure he was capable of possessing.
âOh, I am not concerned,â you replied lightly. âAegon will land on his feet. Hopefully.â You added after a short pause. âHe always does. It is the rest of us who must endure the embarrassment. As usual.â You took a long swig of the wine.
âSeven bloody hells what is this? Horse piss?â Your brows furrowed at the taste and your expression contorted into one of absolute disgust.
Maekar leaned back in his chair, studying you as it trying to place his finger on what had gone wrong.
âYou delight in provocation.â He grumbled.
âI delight in accuracy father.â You corrected him.
Lord Ashford, desperately attempting to kill the awkwardness, cleared his throat. âMayhaps the princess would enjoy the company of my daughter, Gwyn? She is a formidable young ladyââ
âI seriously doubt it.â Your voice immediately rang out.
The bluntness left him unresponsive and nervous.
Baelor shut his eyes briefly, though you could see he was holding back a smile.
Maekar barked out a short, incredulous laugh. Not amused but resigned.
âI apologize on behalf of the princess,â Baelor recovered quickly. âThe road hasââ
âThe road has improved me,â you interrupted. âI am far more agreeable than I was this morning.â
Maekarâs stare sharpened. âYou test me more and more each day girl.â
âYou raised me to be formidable.â
Baelorâs gaze flicked between you both, dragonfire meeting dragonfire. âThis tourney is not a stage for family discord.â
His voice was more commanding now, as if willing both of you to end this petty discussion.
âNo?â you asked. âThat is disappointing. It would be the most interesting thing here.â
Maekar stood abruptly. The scrape of his chair echoed. âYou will remember where you stand.â
âIn a drafty hall in the Reach?â you replied. âYes. Painfully.â
A beat. Then unexpectedly he stepped closer, lowering his voice so only you could hear.
âYou will mind your tongue,â he said quietly.
You met his eyes without flinching.
For a moment, something almost like defeat flickered in his expression â quickly smothered.
âYou will behave,â he ordered.
You smiled, all teeth and silk.
âI always do. In my own fashion.â
Without waiting for dismissal, you turned on your heel, wine in hand.
Behind you, Baelor muttered something about patience and the foolishness of youth.
Ahead of you, the doors to the yard stood open. Sunlight spilled in, catching in your pale hair. Outside, banners snapped. Knights shouted. Somewhere a lute attempted cheer.
You descended the steps into the chaos like it belonged to you. Mud clung to hems. Men shouted for glory. Gold changed hands.
Let the knights break bones for crowns of flowers. Let lords posture.
Let your brothers vanish and reappear in dramatic fashion.
You leaned against a post, surveying the field as if it were a marketplace and you its most expensive jewel.
A passing squire nearly tripped over his own boots staring.
You smirked. Ashford might be dirt and timber. But wherever you stood?
And you had never, not once in your life, been told no.
The first eve of jousting arrived briefly. It was wrapped in both torchlight and anticipation.
The air still stale and reeking of peasants caught a new scent as evening descended. The whiff of roasted meats, pride and trampled grass was palatable.
Somewhere within the castle chambers, you were being laced into a gown that cost more than a small holdfast.
âHigher,â you instructed lazily, arms lifted as your two handmaidens fastened the final hooks. âIf I am to scandalize the Reach, I would prefer to do it properly.â
The girls hid their smiles, clearly entertained by your scandalous behavior.
Your hair had been braided into a crown atop your head intricate yet deliberate â leaving the rest to fall in a pale cascade down your back.
A thin veil hung from a jeweled headpiece, though you had pushed it back so it framed you rather than concealed you.
You did not hide, not ever.
The gown was violet silk, deep and luminous, cut daringly low at the neckline and clinging to your figure in a way that whispered what the realm had begun to notice: the princess was no longer a child.
The fabric caught torchlight like spilled wine. Jewels glimmered at your throat and wrists. When you moved, the dress flowed like smoke.
You surveyed yourself in the polished mirror. A crown princess, from head to toe.
âPerfect,â you decided.
Outside, the first tilt had already begun.
In the royal box, your father sat rigid beside your uncle.
âWhere the fuck is she?â Maekar muttered under his breath, eyes scanning the stairs, as if willing you to appear at any moment.
With two sons already missing he did not need you to cause any additional troubles.
Baelor kept his composure, though a flicker of doubt passed through him. âDo not fret brother, I am certain she will be arriving shortly.â
The tilt thundered below âtwo knights collided in a splintering crash. The crowd roared.
Maekar exhaled through his nose. âI will not be mocked by my own daughter in front of half the Reach.â
âYou are mocked by worse men in worse halls,â Baelor replied mildly.
Aerion lounged nearby, long fingers drumming against the arm of his chair. The empty seat beside him â yours, stood like a deliberate insult.
He smirked faintly. âPerhaps she has found something more entertaining than watching men fall off horses.â
Maekar gave him one sharp look and it was enough to make the boy shut his mouth.
Another tilt. Another explosion of wood. A knight tumbled hard into the dust.
The crowd surged. And then a ripple came to life.
A murmur, soft at first, then swelling like a tide.
Heads turned and soft gasps were heard.
Silver caught flame-light.
You appeared at the entrance to the royal box as though you had been conjured by applause. The torches gilded your hair, your gown, the jewels at your brow. For a heartbeat, even the lists seemed dimmer.
The Reach ladies blinked, shrunken in amazement.
You walked through them as though you were a goddess among commoners, and perhaps in some way you were.
âApologies,â you said brightly, not at all apologetic. âPreparation is terribly slow when one has only two handmaidens at hand. Iâm afraid the capital spoils a girl.â
A few chuckles rang out at your words while others only murmured of your insolence.
You slumped into your seat beside Aerion â utterly ungraceful â and crossed one leg over the other, silk cascading scandalously.
Aerion leaned closer. âYouâre late.â
âA princess is never late. She is always precisely on time.â you corrected.âThere is a difference.â
He huffed a laugh despite himself.
âYou enjoy this sister,â he murmured, gaze drifting over the crowd staring openly now.
âObviously.â You rolled your eyes.
Below, another pair of knights thundered forward. One lance shattered against a shield, splinters flying like kindling. The other struck true â the impact cracked loud as bone and the unhorsed knight hit the dirt to wild cheers.
You leaned forward, chin in hand. âThat one will limp for a moonâs turn.â
âYou speak as if youâve done it yourself,â Aerion drawled.
âI would,â you said lightly. âIf they would let me.â
He glanced sideways at you. âYou would not last a tilt.â He scoffed.
You smiled sweetly. âWould you?â
Before he could retort, a new name was announced.
âValarr Targaryen! Son of Prince Baelor Targaryen!â
Valarr rode into the lists in dark armor chased with silver. The three headed dragon carved into his armor a reminder of the nobility and power of your house.
Firelight traced the edges of his helm. He looked every inch the prince, composed, formidable and maddeningly honorable.
The crowd quieted with reverence. You felt Aerionâs posture stiffen beside you.
Valarr saluted the royal box.
Then, instead of lowering his lance toward his opponent, he turned his horse slightly.
âI would ask for the princessâs favor.â His voice rang out.
A murmur swept through the stands like wind over tall grass. You stood slowly.
The veil shimmered behind you.
Aerionâs jaw tightened. âThe audacity. He parades you like some kind of banner.â
âOh hush,â you whispered. âYou parade yourself far worse.â He flinched at your words.
Baelor watched with careful intensity.
Maekar looked as though he might strangle someone.
You untied a silk handkerchief from your wrist â pale lavender edged in silver thread and leaned over the railing just enough to be seen, but not enough to be scolded.
âNow you have no choice but to win, cousin,â you said softly, tossing it down. It fluttered like a fallen petal before landing neatly against his gauntlet.
âAnd I do not give my favor to just any knight who asks.â
Valarr caught the silk, bowed his helm in silent acknowledgment, and secured it against his arm.
Aerion muttered, âYou encourage him.â
âI encourage everyone,â you replied lazily. âSome simply rise to meet it.â
The herald signaled. Lances lowered and the horses charged.
The thunder of hooves shook the wood beneath your feet. The first clash exploded in a rain of splinters, Valarrâs lance striking square against his opponentâs shield. The impact was vicious. The opposing knight wavered, clung, then fell heavily into the dirt.
You clapped once, sharp and delighted. âOh that was pretty.â
Valarr wheeled his horse smoothly, barely winded.
Aerion leaned back, voice edged. âHis father will not allow him to face a true challenger.â
âThen perhaps,â you murmured, eyes following Valarrâs victory circle, âhe should.â
Aerionâs gaze snapped to you. âYou wish him harmed?â
The next tilt was fiercer. The opposing knight was older and heavier. He struck Valarrâs shield with bone-jarring force. For a heartbeat, it seemed the prince might unseat.
Your fingers tightened on your seat.
Valarr recovered, adjusted, charged again.
The second strike shattered his lance entirely â the wood exploding against the manâs helm. The knight toppled backward in a spectacular fall.
You laughed bright and ringing.
âSee?â you said, settling back into your seat. âWorth the wait.â
Maekar finally spoke, low and dangerous. âYou will cease behaving like a tavern girl.â
You turned your head slowly.
âPlease father, a tavern girl could never afford this gown.â
Baelor exhaled in quiet resignation.
Aerion smirked openly now, entertained despite himself. âYou are impossible.â
âAnd yet,â you replied sweetly, watching Valarr lift your favor toward the stands, âutterly indispensable.â
Below, the crowd chanted Valarrâs name.
Above, you reclined like a jeweled cat, satisfied.
Ashford might be mud and sweat and provincial pride. But tonight? It glittered like the jewel of Westeros, because of you obviously.
The festivities did not die with the last tilt. If anything the noise and excitement only grew, reaching an excitement you had not deemed it capable of.
The lists emptied of armored men and filled instead with musicians, merchants, knights half-drunk on glory, and ladies half-drunk on attention. Torches multiplied as the music swelled.
Laughter sharpened into something far more reckless and free.
The royal box quickly emptied as you set back towards the castle with the rest of the ladies and lords.
Your fatherâs hand closed firmly around yours the moment the royal party made it into the dim halls of ashford castle.
Maekar Targaryen did not look at you as he guided you through the corridors. His jaw was carved from stone.
âIf you ever pull something like that again, girlâ I swear by the gods.â
He was quite wound up, you decided it was time to play your favorite trick.
You widened your eyes instantly. It was like a carefully refined art by now.
The slight tremble and purse in your lower lip. The shimmer gathering along your lashes. The careful hitch in your breath.
âI only wanted to look wonderful,â you whispered, eyes cast down in mock shame. âAnd make you proud, Father.â
Your voice cracked at just the right syllable.
His grip slightly loosened. Of course it did.
Maekar exhaled, the fury bleeding from him like wine from a cracked goblet. âYou know very well none of these Reach ladiesâ if we can call them thatâ hold a candle to you.â
You leaned into his hand as he brushed a strand of hair from your cheek.
Hook. Line. How easy it was. You almost laughed at the thought.
You had watched your mother do it a hundred times â the softened tone, the gentle touch, the illusion of vulnerability she presented.
Men like your father believed themselves immovable. They were in truth clay if one only knew how to mould them.
âI think I shall retire,â you murmured sweetly. âThe day has exhausted me.â
He nodded, already half-distracted by your sweet pout.
You curtsied just enough to be convincing and set off towards your temporary chamber.
Your chambers were small by your standards, compared to the vast bedroom in the red keep. It was richly appointed for Ashford though.
The moment the door shut, your expression shifted entirely. The false innocence and exhaustion gone from your gaze
Exhausted? Please you were only getting started.
You stripped from violet silk and jewels with swift efficiency. Removing the clothes was awfully simpler than putting them on.
You traded the purple gown for a simple black dress embroidered with faint dragons and scattered stars â a quiet tribute to your motherâs house.
A servant had left behind a coarse brown cloak at your request. You seized it.
A princess by daylight. A rumor by night.
It was insultingly easy to slip past guards once the royal party believed you asleep. Your jewels gone, your hair braided simply and hidden beneath your hood, you were suddenly unremarkable.
Just another girl chasing freedom.
The air outside bit cooler now, thick with ale and smoke. Music spilled from tents in chaotic waves. Smallfolk danced barefoot in churned mud. Knights had shed armor for loosened tunics. Laughter rose raw and unpolished.
Your heart thudded with something dangerously close to joy.
Perhaps Ashford was not entirely dreadful. You could learn to enjoy this chaos.
You drifted through the edges first, observing. A girl with flour on her cheek spun wildly with a man twice her size. Two squires argued over dice. A septon pretended not to watch the dancing.
Freedom. No scheming. No titles. No pretending.
Just heat and movement and breath.
A tent ahead gleamed brighter than the rest â painted yellow, marked with the familiar black stag. House Baratheon.
You grinned beneath your hood. A terrible idea already brewing in your mind.
Why not? You slipped inside and were immediately swallowed whole. By the noise and by the people.
Hands seized yours. Laughter erupted. Someone shoved a cup into your palm. Music thundered through the canvas walls as bodies spun in chaotic circles.
You barely had time to breathe before you were pulled into a dance â first by a woman with wind-tangled curls, then by a broad-shouldered man, then into a spinning chain of strangers. You laughed genuinely, wildly â the sound unrestrained and bright. You finally felt free.
Your cloak vanished somewhere in the chaos. No one seemed to care about your silver hair.
It was incredibly refreshing, simply existing without any duty and obligation.
Unfortunately it did not last long.
At first the dancing grew faster. Hotter anad closer. Sweat clung to your temples, wine coursed through your veins, candle wax filled your senses.
Someone lifted you briefly in a spinning motion and set you down again.
And then the whispers began, like always.
âAye itâs prince Maekarâs daughter..â
âGods be good it really is her!â
âShe is even more beautiful in the flesh.â
The music faltered only slightly before surging louder, as though daring scandal.
Across the tent stood the so-called Laughing Storm himself.
Lyonel Baratheon had discarded some absurd antlered headpiece and now watched you with open amusement.
He was not the broadest man present, nor the tallest but he carried himself like a blade.
He was lean, balanced, dangerous in wit rather than bulk.
âMy princess,â he greeted, stepping closer, bowing with exaggerated flourish.
âLord Baratheon,â you replied, punctuated by a small hiccup. âYour tent is⌠lively.â
âIt improves by the moment.â
He was clearly not disturbed by your presence and did not feel the need to put up a false act.
You liked him immediately. He was not pretending to be someone else.
âOh, gods, to hell with all of that,â you declared suddenly, grabbing both his hands. âLetâs dance.â
He laughed â a rich, delighted sound and allowed himself to be dragged into the center. It was honest and carefree.
He moved beautifully. Fluid. Confident. Unbothered by watching eyes. You spun together, boots sliding in packed dirt, the musicians playing faster to match your energy.
The world blurred into torchlight and breath and rhythm.
At one point you found yourselves inches apart, laughter dissolving into something quieter. His breath was warm with wine. Yours matched.
For a fleeting heartbeat, the world narrowed dangerously. Only you and the lord of the Stormlands.
But you were not foolish. Only reckless.
You pulled away first, spinning again, dissolving tension into movement as he was dragged away to the other side of the tent.
The music crashed into a triumphant finish. And the world tilted.
Ale. Wine. More ale. You had lost count.
At one point you stumbled outside the tent, cool night air hitting you like a slap.
A white-gloved hand caught your shoulder before you could crumple into the mud.
âAlright, Princess,â came the weary but relieved voice of Ser Donnel of Duskendale. âI think youâve had quite enough.â
You blinked up at him, vision swimming. âSer Donnel,â you slurred faintly. âYou look terribly clean.â You did not lose your sense of humor even when you were drunk beyond reason.
He did not smile this time.
Two additional guards appeared behind him.
âDid my father send you?,â it was more accusation than question.
âNo,â Ser Donnel replied carefully, as if weighing if he should tell the truth or not. âYour uncle did.â
That stung more than you expected.
They wrapped a new cloak around your shoulders and guided â half carried in all honesty as it was simpler than getting you to walk, through the torchlit paths.
Laughter followed in your wake, along with whispers that would undoubtedly grow threefold by morning.
By the time you reached the castle gates, your head throbbed viciously.
Instead of being taken to your own chambers or your fatherâs you wee taken to the Handâs temporary residence.
Inside, waiting beneath dim hall light, stood Baelor Targaryen.
His expression was stoic and indecipherable as usual.
It irritated you awfully.
Baelor dismissed them with a quiet nod before standing up. The corridor fell silent.
You straightened as best you could, steadying yourself on a nearby bookshelf.
Your chin lifted in defiance.
He studied you for a long moment â the smudged kohl beneath your eyes, the loosened braid, the lingering scent of ale.
âYour father would be out of his mind if he knew what youâve done, where youâve been,â he said at last.
âI doubt that,â you muttered. âDaeron does much worse on the daily.â
âYou are not some broodmare to vanish into tents at will.â His voice was awfully stern now.
You folded your arms. âI vanished quite successfully.â
âThat is not the point.â
His voice did not rise despite everything. It never did.
âYou wee in Lord Baratheonâs tent yes?â
âYes,â you said. âI noticed the stag.â
âYou are a princess of the realm.â
âOh seven hells I only danced I did not commit a crime against the realm!.â
âYou risked scandal.â His voice rose above your own.
You lifted your chin higher. âScandal requires regret.â
Silence settled between you.
âIf you were my daughter I would-â he began but you cut him off.
âYet I am not your daughter am I, uncle?â Your eyes searched his own and you discovered a dangerous gleam in them.
You could tell he was awfully holding himself back from acting improperly or saying something unbecoming.
âNo, you are not.â Alas he quietly settled for that.
Baelor stepped closer, shifting his tone now. âYou are clever. Too clever. But the realm does not forgive women the way it forgives men.â
There it was. Not fury but fear, like warning a child. He was daunting you.
You swallowed just slightly.
âI was not harmed,â you said, quieter now.
âI know,â he replied. âBecause I ensured you were not.â
âYou sent the guards.â
Not Father. Baelor. You felt you ought to thank him but your pride stopped you from doing so.
âI will not have you dragged through mud by whispers,â he continued. âYou may play at being untouchable. But you are not.â
For once, you had no sharp reply.
Your head ached. The nightâs thrill was dimming into consequence.
âYou will remain within the castle tomorrow evening.â
You opened your mouth to protest.
You closed your lips and fell silent.
âFor tonight,â he added more gently, âgo to bed before you disgrace yourself further.â
You hesitated, then gave him an exaggerated curtsy wobbling only slightly.
âAs you command, Uncle.â
As you turned away, he spoke once more.
âYou shine brightly enough without setting fires.â
You paused just briefly, not turning around before disappearing down the corridor.
Behind closed doors, you leaned against the wood, exhaling.
Your head spun. Your heart still raced.
And despite the reprimand â despite the guards and the whispers and Baelorâs measured disappointment â
Ashford would never forget this tourney. And neither would you.
Your head felt as though a smith had set an anvil between your eyes and taken a hammer to it.
Light was your enemy and sound a betrayal. Even the soft rustle of linen made you wince.
For a long while you lay perfectly still beneath the covers, staring at the canopy above your bed in your chamber at Ashford Castle, contemplating the radical notion of obedience.
Baelor had forbidden you from leaving the castle walls. Strictly and finally.
His voice from the night before replayed in your skull far more painfully than the wine.
You shine brightly enough without setting fires.
A burning shame lingered in your chest â not because of the dancing, nor the drinking, nor even the retching in the grass like some dockside girl.
But because of the disappointment in Baelor Targaryenâs eyes.
That had stung more than any slap ever could.
You groaned and pulled a pillow over your face. Rules were intolerable but shame was worse.
After several dramatic sighs and one ill-advised attempt to sit up too quickly (which nearly sent you back into the pillow), you relented. If you were to suffer, you would at least do so in silk.
Your handmaidens dressed you in something âsimpler,â though simple for you meant deep crimson silk worked with gold thread dragons along the sleeves.
No scandalous slit this time. No daring neckline. The bodice was modest enough to satisfy your fatherâs approval.
âI look like repentance,â you muttered.
âYou look radiant, Princess,â one maid offered cheerfully.
âRadiant and restrained,â you corrected with a scowl.
Still you were not about to miss Aerionâs tilt.
Your brother competing while you languished in bed? Unthinkable.
You stepped into the hall with deliberate composure. Servants scattered like startled birds, murmuring greetings. The air smelled faintly of roasted meat and morning ale.
Inside the main hall you found your father and Aerion mid-argument.
Maekar stood as rigid as always, hands braced against the table.
Aerion looked dangerously optimistic.
âGood morrow,â you chimed brightly, sliding into the seat to your fatherâs left.
Aerionâs brow furrowed. âYouâre sitting in Baelorâs chair.â He pointed out.
You blinked innocently. âAm I? I donât see him anywhere.â
You reached for Aerionâs chalice without hesitation and took a slow sip.
Never too early to start with the refreshments.
âBitch,â Aerion muttered.
âArsehole,â you replied sweetly.
Maekar exhaled sharply. âWill you two cease behaving like gutter children, or must I send you both back to wetnurses?â
âOh, I am certain Aerion would appreciate that,â you said, glancing at your brother. âHe might finally learn what a womanâsââ
âA word more and I will drag you from that chair,â Aerion hissed, half-rising.
Your fatherâs glare froze him mid-motion.
âEnough,â Maekar growled. âYour brothers are missing. The realm watches us. And you two snap like mongrels over scraps. Need I remind you that you are royal blood? Blood of the dragon?â
You tore a piece of bread in half calmly.
âFather,â you said mildly, âwe are far more Dornish than Valyrian at this point.â
The silence that followed was immediate and catastrophic. You definitely struck a nerve with both.
Maekar stood. The movement alone drew eyes from nearby tables.
âEnough,â he said again, quieter this time, which was always worse.
You chewed your bread thoughtfully as though nothing at all had happened.
Aerion scoffed loudly and pushed back from the table. âYou mock what you do not understand. You are not worthy of carrying the Targaryen name.â
âI understand perfectly,â you replied. âYou wish to set something on fire. Ideally yourself.â
He stormed away, insulted beyond measure muttering something about you behaving like a whore.
You watched him go, almost pleased.
Sometimes you wondered how your father managed to love children such as you â volatile, unruly, sharp-edged.
His love was a strange, stubborn thing. You did not quite trust it.
Alas the afternoon arrived bright and unforgiving.
This time you were not late.
The royal box filled quickly. The crowds were thicker today, word of yesterdayâs scandals had only fed the excitement.
Baelor had returned. He acknowledged you only with the faintest nod before turning his attention to the lists.
You felt it like a deliberate chill. A deliberate ignorance.
He had been droning on about his helm for days on end while you rode to the tournament. Something about its wings, its shape, its âtrue dragon form.â How it would make everyone fear and worship him.
Now, seeing it in full light, you nearly laughed.
Black armor gleamed ominously, etched with sharp red flames. The helm was monstrous â elongated, snarling, more beast than man.
He looked terrifying. If one did not know him.
You leaned forward slightly, chin resting on your gloved hand.
âHe does cut a figure,â someone murmured behind you.
âHe cuts something,â you replied under your breath.
The herald called the tilt. Lances lowered and the charge began.
From the very first pass, it was clear Aerion did not intend to play fair.
His lance dipped lower than it should have. Aimed not for shield but for the opposing horse.
A collective intake of breath rippled through the stands.
Baelor leaned forward sharply, displeasure etched plainly across his face.
Your own expression did not shift. Typical Aerion.
The impact rang out â brutal, splintering. The opposing knight barely maintained control of his mount, fury flashing across his visor.
You felt no outrage. Only a dull sort of inevitability.
Aerion circled back, triumphant, basking in the adrenaline. The smallfolk did not cheer him on.
âDisgraceful,â Baelor muttered quietly.
âEffective,â you murmured back.
He glanced at you, measuring.
âYou would condone that?â
You shrugged faintly. âI would expect it.â
The second pass came faster, harder. The other knight adjusted, fury fueling him. Their lances struck near simultaneously.
Aerion wobbled for a moment
For one suspended heartbeat, you almost hoped he would be unhorsed.
He recovered. Of course he did.
He never suffered in proportion to his behavior.
He unhorsed the man on the third pass, though not cleanly. The knight hit the dirt hard, his horse rearing dangerously.
The crowdâs cheers were fractured this time, more outrage than applause.
Aerion raised his lance high, black armor glinting darkly in the sun.
You leaned back slowly. Part of you had hoped he would fall.
Not grievously. Just enough to humble him. Just enough to knock some madness loose.
You stole a glance at your father.
Maekarâs gaze burned with pride, fierce and possessive. Whatever Aerion lacked in honor, he possessed in spectacle.
You did not understand it.
How he found such deep reservoirs of love for sons who teetered on the edge of cruelty. For daughters who mocked bloodlines and broke each and every rule.
Perhaps that was what being a dragon meant. Loving fire even when it burned you.
Below, Aerion wheeled his horse toward the royal box, lifting his helm just enough for you to see the gleam in his eyes.
He expected applause or your favor. You merely raised your eyebrows at him and lifted your chalice.
He was probably muttering obscenities under his helm.
A peasant threw something towards Aerion and it collided with his helm, as the smallfolk raged on at his dishonorable joust.
You decided you had grown tired of this circus.
Yet somewhere beneath your composed exterior, a restless, reckless spark still smoldered.
Grounded or not you were not made for quiet.
By the time dusk bled violet into the sky, Aerion had convinced you â or rather maneuvered you â into agreeing to venture beyond the castle walls once more.
âThereâs a play,â he had said with thinly veiled interest. âA puppet show. Crude nonsense, but amusing.â
You had narrowed your eyes at him. âSince when do you enjoy crude nonsense?â
He had smiled in that way of his sharp and private. âSince it involves dragons.â
Your father been reluctant in letting you go. The memory of the previous night still hovered heavily in the air.
âYou will not make a spectacle of yourself again,â he had commanded.
You tilted your head. âI make spectacles better than anyone in the realm father .â
Maekarâs stare hardened as if daring you.
You relented â slightly. âNothing scandalous will occur.â
It was not quite a promise. And you were not quite certain you meant it. But it was worth a try.
So now you walked once more into the torchlit chaos beyond Ashford Castle but this time the thrill was muted.
Guards flanked you. White cloaks gleamed. Aerionâs arm was laced tightly through yours.
Not out of affection but possession.
You attempted to loosen his grip subtly. His fingers tightened.
âBehave,â he murmured under his breath. âThe smallfolk adore unity.â
âYou are strangling me,â you replied sweetly, attempting to mask your grimace of pain.
The laughter and music that had once felt intoxicating now felt staged. Eyes followed you openly. Whispers trailed behind.
The princess. The dragonâs daughter.
You felt less like a girl and more like a prize mare being paraded through market.
Still, when you reached the large tent where the puppeteers performed, curiosity flickered anew.
Inside, it was warmer. Packed tight with smallfolk, children perched on barrels, women with flour-dusted hands, men in worn tunics smelling of ale and smoke. Their excitement was honest.
You found yourself almost smiling at the harmlessness.
The puppet stage was painted in brilliant colors â reds and golds and blues. A tall girl, striking and confident, played the part of a knight. Even beneath rough costume, she moved with surprising grace.
You forgot Aerion beside you for a moment.
The story unfolded in exaggerated tones, a wicked dragon terrorizing villages, flames licking at painted houses. The crowd booed and cheered in equal measure.
You felt a strange swell of pride at the sight of the dragon puppet â crude but magnificent in its own way. Its painted scales shimmered in firelight.
âLook,â you murmured softly. âTheyâve made it beautiful.â
Onstage, the knight challenged the dragon. Steel flashed, not real steel of course , but dramatic all the same.
The dragon roared â a burst of false flame eliciting delighted gasps from the children.
Then the knight drove her blade straight through the dragonâs chest.
The beast collapsed in theatrical agony. The crowd erupted in cheers.
You blinked once. Then you glanced at Aerion. And the air shifted.
His expression had gone utterly still. Cold in that menacing way it always did.
Before you could reach for him, he stepped forward into the clearing space before the stage.
The puppeteer girl froze, eyes widening as recognition dawned.
Aerion mounted the low platform in three strides.
âAerionââ you began clutching at air where your brother should have stood.
His hand shot out, gripping the girlâs fingers around the wooden sword.
âYou dare,â he said softly, dangerously so only the girl could hear. âto slay a dragon?â
She stammered something you did not hear but the horror in her eyes would haunt you forever.
The smallfolk shifted uneasily.
You lunged forward but a Kingsguard caught your arm.
âAerion! Leave her be!â you shouted. He ignored you completely.
A sickening crack split the air. The crunching of bones filled your ears. The girl screamed.
The sound twisted in your gut.
He bent her fingers back, methodically, as if inspecting some broken toy. Blood began to drip onto the painted boards.
The tent fell deathly silent except for her sobbing.
âStop it!â you cried, struggling against the guard restraining you. âYouâre hurting her you fool!â
Aerion looked almost bored, except for the manic glint in his eye.
You felt bile rise in your throat.
The guards formed a tight circle around him now â not to stop him, but to shield him from interference.
You had never hated him more.
The tent canvas suddenly shifted as someone large forced their way through the crowd.
He was enormous. Broad as an ox. Taller than any man present. His hair was tangled, his jaw clenched in fury.
Before anyone could react, he surged forward and struck Aerion across the face.
The blow echoed like thunder. Aerion staggered, caught off guard.
The man did not spare him.
He grabbed your brother by the collar and drove his fist into him again and again. Blood splattered the boards. Aerionâs helm clattered to the ground.
âAerion!â you screamed.
You tore free briefly before another knight caught you.
âPlease!â you cried to the mountain of a man. âLeave him be!â
You hated Aerion. You feared him. But he was still your brother.
The guards tried to pull the man away, but he shrugged them off like flies. His strength was unreal.
Finally, several men together managed to wrench him backward.
Aerion stumbled upright, blood running from his mouth, one eye already swelling.
Humiliation radiated from him more fiercely than pain.
He spat crimson onto the boards.
âWhy did you throw your life away?â Aerion continued coldly. âFor this whore? She is scarcely worth it. A traitor. The dragon ought never lose.â
âYouâve loosened one of my teeth,â he said slowly.
The giant, the hedge knight, you realized distantly â stood breathing heavily, unrepentant.
âAerion,â you whispered, stepping forward despite yourself.
He shot you a look that froze you in place.
The guards seized the large knight.
You saw then the puppet girl clutching her ruined hand, tears streaking her cheeks.
Guilt twisted sharply in your chest.
âWeâll start by breaking out all of yours,â Aerion said with eerie calm.
âNo,â you breathed though it was a whisper.
The guards dragged the hedge knight forward.
And then a familiar voice commanded the guards to unhand the hedge knight.
Standing at the edge of the tent was a boy in peasantâs clothing, head shaved nearly to the scalp. Dusty and determined but alive.
Your heart stopped. Aegon was here and gods be good he was fine.
Aerion stared, disbelief curdling into fury.
âYou impudent little rat! What have you done to your hair?â
âI cut it off brother,â he said simply. âI did not want to look like you.â His words were as much taunt as honesty.
A collective murmur swept through the tent.
You broke fully free of the guards this time.
âEgg?â you rushed towards the boy.
Aegon stood firm despite the tension thick as smoke.
He looked smaller somehow without his silver hair. More ordinary. More real.
Relief flooded you so violently you nearly swayed.
He was safe. He was here.
Aerion looked between him and the giant knight â comprehension dawning.
The giant Duncan, you heard someone whisper gaped on in disbelief.
Your pulse roared in your ears. What was happening?
This was spiraling beyond control.
Outside, you could already hear more armored boots approaching.
This would reach your father. Your uncle. The realm.
You stepped beside Egg instinctively, your hand finding his shoulder.
He was solid beneath your touch. Alive.
Aerionâs lip curled at the sight.
âTraitors, the lot of you,â he spat, though blood made the word thick and his appearance wicked.
The tent felt suddenly too small to contain the consequences gathering within it.
And you, for the first time since arriving at Ashford, felt not thrill. Not mischief.
But horrible, awful dread.
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