thank you sososo much for the tag, @ceneid :D!! i don't usually do tag games like this since they tend to flood my profile, but the questions look super fun to answer, so, heck, why not. ^^
"what are three things you'd say shaped you into who you are?"
special shout-out to the silence.
"show us a picture of your handwriting."
in my defence, i was writing with a pen running out of ink here:
"what are three films you could watch for the rest of your life and never get bored?"
any charlie brown film. absolute classics. ^^
"what's an inside joke you have with your family and friends?"
with my family: "what am i say to that?"
with my friends: bluetooth. the whole concept of bluetooth.
"what made you start your blog?"
i started this one because my old blog's layout got messy and unorganised, and it unmotivated me to write. a bit of a silly reason, tbh. besides this blog, i started my last one for fun. i enjoyed writing. others agreeing with my own headcanons made me smile. ^^
"what's the best and worst part of being an online creator?"
if you're anything like me, easily the worst part of being an online creator is having your target audience as a source of motivation. eventually, with the amount of likes, reblogs, and comments i got in my old blog, i started to lose sight of what i wanted. the best part is having a supportive following (friends) who reassure you to post whatever, whenever you want. :)
"what scares you the most and why?"
as a rational fear, since i'm religious, i'd never wanna hear "depart from me, for i never knew you." but my irrational fears include whale barnacles. why do they look the way they do. 😦
"any reacquiring dreams?"
i just want to live a peaceful and content life with a job that includes helping others. maybe even open a cat café while i'm at it. :p
"tell a story from your childhood."
when i was younger, i'd go under tables with my aunt and try finding spiders. we'd find one every once in a while, which was nice.
"would you say you're an emotional person?"
absolutely. i feel bad when i have to kill ants.
"what do you consider to be romance?"
an intimate relationship where i don't need to question myself on whether i want to commit or not. they listen to me ramble mindlessly but don't seem to mind. they even participate in my illogical conversation with something logical. yk, just to balance me out, lol. they value me and look for me when i'm gone. they respect my boundaries and don't push or shove. they bring up tiny details about me that even i won't even remember sometimes. they share the same beliefs as me. they'll find my enthusiasm to greet others amusing. they joke around with me playfully. they'll invite me to programs i may not seem interested in out of their consideration for others. they make me feel like i need to impress them, when really, they like me just the way i am; absolute chaos. and they'll be open-minded enough to hear me out on some silly confession, ending up with a deep chat that goes on for about 40 minutes.
maybe i'll be in-denial of how much i actually like them, but my heart will scream at me, telling me, "he's the one i want" over and over again. i consider that to be romance.
i didn't realise that my answer would be this looong 😭**
"what's some good advice you want to share?"
never give in to peer pressure. sometimes, it's easier said than done. don't underestimate it.
"what are you doing right now?"
besides answering these questions, getting ready to go out and eat some food with my dad. :D
"what's something you've always wanted to do but maybe been too scared to do?"
"what do you think of when you hear the word 'home'?"
the song 'linus and lucy' by vince guaraldi trio. :)
"if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?"
to not give in so easily to peer pressure. 😭😭
"name three things that make you happy."
if we're talking about physical things, then lps toys, cute plushies, and mangas. but about abstract things, then reassurance, empathy, and peace.
"do you believe in ghosts/aliens?"
when i was younger, yeah.
"favourite thing about the day?"
today? then i guess it'd be the message i got on my instagram earlier.
update: i js realised that the question was talking about the day in general KSKFJSHDJS. i'd say it'd be the fact that i can blast music on my speaker.
"favourite thing about the night?"
the tranquility i get, especially while reading.
"are you a spiritual person?"
i suppose i am because i'm religious.
"say three things about someone you love."
- she's always been there to listen to me.
- she tells me the truth even when i don't wanna hear it. it's helped me grow, don't get her wrong, lol.
"say three things about someone you hate."
"what's one thing you're proud of yourself for?"
"favourite season and why?"
we don't have this season where i live, but i like spring. i've been told that it's sunny and windy at the same time. the flowers also bloom in that season, iirc.
"favourite colour and why?"
periwinkle or lavender. no exact reason. i've always liked it when i was younger.
i don't want to reveal too much about my real name, so i'll js be sharing the nickname/s my friends have given me out of tomfoolery. the nickname "delulu" (😦) seems to be their favourite, "gamer" /affectionately, and "dawg". i can't explain the last one.
"do you collect anything?"
"what do you do when you're sad?"
i isolate myself and break down.
"what's one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?"
doing things i enjoy with people i love.
"are you messy or organised?"
messy, though i prefer if everything was organised, lol.
"how many tabs do you have open right now?"
none, i'm on mobile. but if the question was "how many apps do you have open right now?" i'd say three.
- i like singing while i do simple chores. it makes things a bit more bearable.
- i also got back into volleyball recently, which i'm pretty happy about. ^_^ (for some context, i used to play for fun back in my old school, but i couldn't properly train because no one could pick me up after practice back then.)
- reading is one of my favourite pastimes. i was just doing it last night, lol.
hypocrites; people who don't practice what they preach.
yes, sometimes too much. i'm trying to stop, though, lol.
"are you an open book or do you have walls up?"
currently, i have a few walls up.
"favourite song at the moment?"
"underground" by cody fry, but "take a chance with me" by niki is a close second, while "wildfire" by taeyeon is in third.
"youtuber you've been obsessed with and why?"
wondernat, antony chen, korean englishman, alaska violet, and tabbes. ^^
fixing my nails too much once i find that it's uneven or asymmetrical.
no pressure tags: @natdu @yuu-kumeii @bookishdeer @xoxojisu @inarizakits @iloveslllycatss + anyone else who i didn't tag but would like to join!
