[fallinondeafears]

words stick

And they replay in my mind like my least favorite tune. I try to disguise my shame in smiles, but I’d prefer solitude right now 

[lilmamabeyellin]

ME TO THESE NIGGAS

[depressionmeal]

Depression meal 1552

ice cream straight out of the carton spooned from the circle around the edge where it gets melty

[luhhdetails]

[gothhabiba]

me, every single month without fail: huh weird I feel kind of bloated and lethargic but also very hungry??? and I’m breaking out??? and my back hurts??? this is so strange I have never experienced this before in my whole entire life… what could this be

me a few days later, every single month without fail: oh

[imagine-mexo]

thank god im not alone 😂💀

[habibi243]

Wow me too

[fallinondeafears]

I just want to run away and never come back. Like never ever ever ever ever ever ever come back.

I am completely down mentally. I am actually no good and I want to be no good in got damn peace.

[fallinondeafears]

910p

Been in a panic since about noon.

I didn’t realize how much I called my mom to help me calm down until she passed away and now here I am with no one to call or talk to bc don’t understand and they just look at me like I’m stupid.

[fallinondeafears]

914p

Stress eating. I want everything. I’m considering going to the store just for chips

[fallinondeafears]

634a

A note to self: Don’t be foolish and think that people care; they don’t. They just want you to not make them uncomfortable. They want you to shapeshift into a brick wall simply because it’s easier.

Never get comfortable — you’ve seen the results.

[fallinondeafears]

[kingjaffejoffer]

[thetattedstoner]

It be your own depression

[ratchet-saturn-girl]

Swear lol

[whitegirlsaintshit]

this ‘gays can’t drive’ shit is obvs for the whites in the community bc every black stud i know be whippin to pick up some girl’s son from daycare

[youthgrouphouseparty]

STOP

[fallinondeafears]

532a

Haven’t really gotten much sleep in days. I just lay here waiting on my anxiety to pass. It seeps from my pores, but no longer from my tear ducts.

I was trying to process my emotions, but I don’t think that’s possible. I don’t have anyone to unpack these emotions with as therapy is out of the equation—because who can afford it? So, today, I do what must be done: label a mental box “grief and the emotions thereafter”, and forward all of my feels there. It’s either that, or crumble from the constant weight of needing to get something off my chest.

[sel-ectric]

[g-morrison-deactivated20220227]

[softnessisaweapon]

this a whole ass viiibe

[fallinondeafears]

Us

[lovethediosa]

🌊