💛I heart musicals and tpot💛

(ICE OUT) im 13 and she/her!!! (mutals can and please message me strangers don't messege unless its like super important, if i follow you then u can message me to lol) my main Fandoms are: hazbin hotel, helluva boss, falsettos (2016 one), crk, legally blonde (musical only!!), tadc, and tpot bfdia bfdi bfg bfnif xfohv (any object shows really lol), and stevens universe. I LOVE ANDY RANDY DEARLY hes so talented gosh darn dude and I ALOS LOVE CHRISTIAN BORLE DEARLY hes also super talented zoo we mama dude. THATS THE BIO HEH 🩷

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Goodnight guyssssssssssss thank yall again for all the likes on my posts lol 🩷✌️🤭😏🥹😛😭😊

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Whizzer brown from falsettos 🙏🙏

Whizzer Brown is Mormon!

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Holy shi dude he looks like my white neighbor Shaina

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Thanks yall for all the likes on my oneshot I posted last nighttt!!! It was like 3 something when I posted it i was hallucinating vro my brain was going in LOOPS but still THANK YOUUUUUUUU

THANK YOU POOKS 🩷🩷🩷

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Im having a minor strawberry shortcake phase guys so here's fanart of one of nicher?? Characters RAINBOW SHERBET (yes im aware I spelled sherbet wrong on my art thing plzzz ignore that 😭🥹✌️) I did take a few creative liberties like makeing her hat smaller because BRO I COULDNT FREAKING GET IT TO LOOK NORMAL WITH HER DAMM BIG HAT but its ok i love her hat 🩷🩷🩷 anyway hope yall like it

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Since its on my mind IM DOING IT TONIGHT and maybe another tomorrow IM ON A ROLL YALL

But its time for my second whizzvin fiiiccc~ WOO anyway...as always

⚠️WARNING⚠️

Its bouta get sad really fast guys, its act 2 angst but some comfort for sure, and also set 1 week before the end of falsettos, Just a lot more angst than there is comfor heh...anyway enjoy pooks!! (!!TW!! illness and sorta implied death)

"Sorry im a burden"

To say Marvin was having a bad day was an understatement. Work was absolutely horrible. Parking was terrible. It was pouring rain. And of course, the hospital. The place where he spends almost all his time nowadays. The place where, deep down, he knows the inevitable will happen, but he dosent want to except it. He couldn't. He'd much rather live in blissful denial than come to terms that he dosent have forever. But he pushed that thought deep back down.

He took the elevator up and then hastily walked into whizzers hospital room. There was a nurse pouring a liquid into a larger cup. Some kind of vanilla flavored medicine thats supposed to help whizzers strength. Not like it works anymore. Never really did. But what is for sure is out of everything, whizzer absolutely hates it. He hates it so much. Maybe its the flavor. Maybe its the texture. Maybe its the smell. But he hates it.

The nurse walked out after she poured the substance into the plastic cup. Marvin put his bag on the floor next to the chair and took of his sopping wet coat and put it on the back of the hospital chair. Whizzer looked at Marvin and rolled his eyes. Marvin knew it was about the medicine. "Just take at least 2 sips." Marvin said quite impatiently. Whizzer could kinda tell marvin was in a pretty bad mood but he also assumed maybe he could snap his boyfriend out of it. "Marv you know i don't like this stuff" he took a pause and weakly went to reach for Marvin's hand with his own shaky one. "Let's just forge-" a small weak smile began to write itself on whizzers pale lips. But as soon as he uttered the first part of his sentence Marvin cut him off.

"Jesus christ whizzer! Don't be so damn stubborn all the time! Its not that damn hard to just take the damn medicine!" Marvin aggressively gestured at the medicine on the bedside table. Marvin's voice had that sheer anger and aggressiveness that he had in their first relationship. "God whizzer. You think I have the energy to do this? Because I don't. Just take medicine. Two damn sips is all but you just cant do it. God why cant you just try!" Marvin screamed as he gestured wildly at everything. He didnt notice that the man in the bed next to him had scooted away as well as he could. He was scared. Scared that marvin would get to worked up. "I hate that about you Jesus christ I don't want to deal with you today. Or ever at this point!"

Then it hit him. Exactly what he just said. whizzer looked up at him like Marvin had shot him. Whizzer looked away and put the back of his shaky hand up to his mouth to keep the sob he felt from coming out. "Im sorry im a burden Marvin" whizzer choked out as a ragged sob followed close behind. Before he could stop it his face crumpled as hot tears slowly started running down his prominent cheekbones. One after another.

Marvin immediately felt that deep regret set in like 100lbs on his chest. "Oh god no. No whizzer I didn't mean it. No i didn't mean it i swear." Marvin said as he felt tears sting his own eyes. He felt terrible. So so terrible. He couldn't believe the words that had just came out of his mouth. How could he ever say that to the man he loves more than anything. The dying man that he knows dosent have much time left. The man sobbing inform of him.

Marvin slipped his shoes off hurriedly and carefully climbed into the hospital bed. He shifted to fit next to whizzer. Whizzer was still letting out stifled cries. "I know you didn't mean it." Whizzer said through tears. "Im still sorry. Im sorry that you have to deal with me. I know its hard." Whizzer said as tears continued to spill. But not as fast now. Marvin wrapped his arm around whizzers shoulder and pulled him in right up against his side. "Your not hard to deal with. Even when you are its all worth it. I'd rather go through this a thousand times than lose you." Marvin's own tears begin to run down his warm cheeks. Whizzer put his face in the crook of Marvin's neck. "Well im right here now Marv. Im not dead yet." Whizzer said with a weak rasp to his vocie. He dryly chuckled as his tears began to almost disappear completely. Marvin chuckled lightly too. Marvin used his free hand to wipe away the tear stains on his lovers face. Then he interlocked their fingers. Marvin's warm hand makeing contact with whizzers cold and shaky one. Then he planted a kiss on whizzers cold dry lips. He kissed back weakly.

That was the last time marvin wiped away whizzers tears.

The End

ITS DONE IT TOOK ME LIKE 2 HOURS I THINK I DONT REALLY KNOW LOL I also did not reread it so uhhh yep lol 😅 anyway GOODNIGHT GUYS ENJOY

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All I want is you?

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Good goly gee 😭

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Yall ive joined art fight

I was seriously debating doing it because im always scared asf to try new stuff lol but I decided whats the worse that coukd happen you know 🤷🏻‍♀️

Soooo im on team tragedy!!! And my artfight user is

Gracie0hh0

Come fight me guys/jk/sily

(Also yall are getting a oneshot for falsettos whizzvin tomorrow most likely or tonight if i cant sleep, IM A SHORT INSOMNIAC GUYS/ref lol)

Ps. Im 5'8 lol and im only 13 🥹✌️ im fcking tall but wtv lol

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Holy canola oil guys...

My whizzvin art dump thing has 63 hearts!!!

This is the most likes I've got on something I've posted lol and like im just so grateful I've been able to find my community on here and a big thanks to all my moots and followers for all yalls support it means legitimately SOUU much to me 🩷🩷

Love yall pooks 🩷🫶🩷

(Edit 1 scratch that I has 90 now holy canola oil guys tysm)

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hihihihihi I like your art style so much woah :o I know we’re technically considered moots since we follow each other but can we be moots? :P

Hey heyyheyyy OFC!!! And TYSMMM Also I love your art so much to dude 😛😛 I love my moots dude ><

(Sorry andy is so damn blurry dude tumblr ruining my quality 🥹🫶)

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YOUR ART IS EPIC ASF🥹🥹🥹🥹 moots perhaps?

TYSMMM and yes ofc heh 😏😏😏

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HIO new moot!! 😳

Heya new moot!! 😮

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Oneshot coming soon!!!

Ive emerged from my writers block cacoon and im a new me heh.

Its ofc as always falsettos oneshot but its gonna be starting heavy angst and end with comfort lol cuz YOU KNOW I HAD TO DO IT TO EM'/ref (ifykyk lololol)

Anyway its set in act 1 and like you know its gonna be hella messy.

Anyway coming sometime next week and so is some art.

BYEEE POOKS!!!

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First interacter of the day you win 50000 emojis I'll pay in a few at a time ok

💅🏵️🕷️🏀🔬✔️📛🛍️🛶🥔👨‍🏫🫯😀👏

TYSM lol I swear I see you everywhere my guy...lol

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ALL RIGHT EMJOY YALL credit to @Solkat269 for the i ship it because... chart and credit to Archie comic strip for the 4th pic. And ofc credit to everyone else who made the others lol AND SORRY IF THEY ALL SUCK DUDE I TRIED 😭✌️💜

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IM BACK!! And I come bareing GIFTS!!

I took me a nice long break and did some non-commital art lol its so art trends i either missed or saw while scrolling on pintrest lol. My hip m is feeling better, my teeth are feeling better, ive had no more problems with people, im starting yo get outta art block, and ive been having many writing ideas hehe...

Anyway I'll post the art on a separate post lol.

LOVE YALL

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Ik i said I was going to bed but I just kept thinking about it, so im just gonna say some stuff real quick.

I think im going to take a a bit of a break.

It will only be probably 3 or 4 days but it also may go to a week. Or depending on how I feel maybe sooner.

But reason 1 is im feeling extremely tired and burnt out with my drawing and writing, and I feel like I am kinda pushing myself to do to much at once and it's putting pressure on me. Im also trying to make the perfect fic for all my people on here and it's kinda hard to do right now with my writers block. I just don't wanna give yall a sloppy fic/neshot. So I think i just need to take a break from brain storming.

Reason 2 is I've been having some problems with a few particular people on YouTube that are very "my way is the only way and if you see it different than me im going to post about you and flame you and have all my friends do the same". And it's been not to fun dealing with those people. I try to be mature and chill when it comes to confrontation and conflict but when they are breathing down my neck about it, it gets harder to keep my composure. Im 13 and a minor, one of these people are 18 and the other is 16. Idrk if that matters but Im sure it doesn't help. Im also taking a break from being on YouTube as much as before. I might just be being a bit dramatic but I think i just need to step out of social media for a bit. Not just because of them but because its what would be best for me right now.

Reason 3 my biggest reason. So back in August through March I was doing volleyball. I love volleyball but don't really like the people who do it but thats a whole nother thing lol. So during volleyball I was experiencing sharp pains in my right lower back area. It lasted from October to March but then went away a few weeks after volleyball ended. I just assumed it was cuz im kinda chubby and my parents said it was probably because of that too (mind you my dad pushes me to lose weight and be active constantly, that stems from the fact he wanted a boy and not a girl, BUT DONT WORRY WE HAVE AVREALLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP AND I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME). But I noticed that last week at camp it came back but a lot more savear than before. I couldn't walk that well, it hurt to bend down, I couldn't lay or sit certain ways, and it just really sucked. But then I came home and it kinda went away. But then this week I noticed it was back and hurt a lot worse than any other times. I cant walk well, cant run, cant stand long, cant lay or move certain ways. And the kicker is before when I'd lay down properly it stopped hurting, now it just throbs and aches sooo freaking bad all the time. Im in perpetual pain it feels like. So next week if it dosent stop im 100% asking to go see a doctor.

Reason 4 is not a main contributor to my break but it doesn't help. My grandma on my dad's side who im SUPER close too has had a kidney stone for about 2 weeks now. She's feeling a lot better but still throwing up and gets tierd easily. She found out she will need surgery in August if she can't pass the stone by herself. So yeah not great right now. Also im having teeth surgery to get these little holes filled, its genetic my dad has them to. So its not a super big deal just kinda nervous ig.

Anyway, those are the reasons im taking some time off, I really love all the people on here and im so greatful that I've found my community on here. Love yall pooks. Cya sooner or later.

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Yall want me to post the speed paint cuz im thinking about posting it if tho.

Also goodnight guyssss..