Fighting For Democracy & Fighting Trump/Musk DOGE

(29) Don’t stop until you’re proud ⋆ We support everyone of all shapes and sizes. Pro-choice, pro-trans, pro-LGBTQIA, pro-everything your republican family member probably hates. We love LOVE here.

[whatelsecanwedonow]

DOGMA (1999) dir. Kevin Smith

[fanciedfairy]

[souvenirs]

André Carlos

[calellon]

[fanciedfairy]

Hi yall, I’m an alcoholic and I relapsed and I’m trying to get back to sober me and it’s really freaking hard but I’m being honest with the support I have around me that I did fall off the wagon and I actually reached out to another person in recovery and I came clean to my supporters that I relapsed and I feel better, a lot lighter. Idk why I’m posting this I guess because if anyone else reading this and is questioning or struggling with their consumption of alcohol and if it’s a problem that they aren’t alone. Not every AA meeting is going to be your solace, or where you finally feel seen and finding that place is also a journey like the entirety of AA. That’s all I’ve got but I’m doing this bc journaling on my physical notebook isn’t helping me like the way I need it to so yeah, I’m turning to tumblr because it hasn’t let me down since I was in high school so here I go. Thanks for reading.

[fanciedfairy]

Hey in case your brain is being a liar and mean, you’re valid and you’re not alone.

[bizarrelovesquare]

unironically love the phrase “but I’m being so brave about it” because truly, like, what other choice do we have in this wretched existence? what a beautiful way to remind yourself to keep going, even if only out of spite

[ivy-michaels]

Every day I am forced to confront that the the Democratic Party won the White House and Congress in 2020 and instead of doing the smart thing and ending the filibuster, packing the court, and going scorched Earth on the GOP which, mind you, had just tried to overthrow the election, they kicked back and proceeded to do absolutely nothing of note except cut a blank check for the most televised genocide of the last 30 years.

[ivy-michaels]

A disciplined party could have un-fucked everything trump did in the span of a few month, but they chose not to. They chose not to, and now we're all paying for it.

[ivy-michaels]

The purpose of a system is what it does.

[fanciedfairy]

What’s the saying, compliance equals violence? Yeah that’s the one.

[mrcmxwll]

authenticlovemag

[fanciedfairy]

So my brother asked me how I’m doing. Short answer, not great. Truth be told, I completely unraveled and came undone at the seams. Utter panic. Shear panic. Panic I haven’t experienced in a really long time. I told him I’ve been stressed since I was 12, and before then, hence the by I was professionally diagnosed with a stress induced ulcer in the lower parry of my intestines. You know what he said? “Sarah, that tells me you’ve never worked through any trauma or stress or discomfort since you were 12 years old. Don’t you think it’s about time?” I’m 29 now. And I’ve ran for so long, and I’ve hidden under every bottle I can get my hands on, all of the weed because it makes my nervous system reset and allow me to live in a state of calm verse a state of constant flight or fight. I was diagnosed with PTSD several years back and I still don’t know the full reason or extent of it. I got the diagnosis, I went to my next 2 appointments and then quit because I didn’t want to open that can of worms. Unfortunately, I’m closing in on the day where I am going to have to dive in and really face what my true anxiety is rooted around. My brother and his partner are going to make it a dry house when I enter into alcoholism recovery. My brother is who also rescued me and took me in and who is ensuring I get the help I need, with the assistance of my lovely bestfriend who sounded the alarm that I was severely not okay. They make me want to live again. I don’t know how I want to live as in I still don’t know what I want to do for a living or where my place is in this world or my purpose but they believe in me so much an I trust them so they obviously something in me right? Alison really has changed my life bc she’s seen me at the absolutely rock bottom and she always shows up. She’s always there for me. I cannot describe how that has healed my inner child of fear of abandonment. It’s crazy. I never thought she would be friend after I went to college. I thought for sure she would fade away just like everyone else. Except, she didn’t. She stuck with me. Alison, if your reading this you saved my life so many times but I really just want you to know, I would sacrifice anything for you. If I needed Julia’s chasers first born son for some witch ritual, I would make sure I had him there. Because you wouldn’t do anything less than that for me. And every cell of my body loves you for it. I can feel your love on my body which is crazy but I swear it to be true because I can feel you and almost hear you when I’m really honest to god 4am not okay, I feel your presence like a guardian angel with me when I’m at my saddest most vulnerable. I love you endlessly.

[fanciedfairy]

Real quick. Do you ever slip a nip an tell her she’s gorgeous? Because you should. Don’t be embarrassed. Be proud of her confidence!! U go girl

[fanciedfairy]

Someone after inviting me into their lovely home : “you’re so polite and considerate, how kind of you”

Me: (in my head) yeah I can’t stand thinking or feeling like I was a bother or imposed myself on someone else in their own home so I just cover all my bases of being a good respectful guest because my guilt and anxiety do not know another way

[carryonlikewedidbefore]

A sword is the perfect gender neutral gift.

[fanciedfairy]

Or a really nice dagger. Same thing but more discrete but still badass. And gender neutral. I like this idea very much.

[fanciedfairy]

Go easy on yourself

Hey friendly fellow, thank you. I’m trying very hard to be. But when it comes from a kind stranger, that motivates me more. So truly, thank you for sending me a little bit of hope.❤️

[scribblesofanoverthinker]

Wonder if you're seeing colour yet. And if your spirit needs a tourniquet.

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

[gluten-free-pussy]

This is really beautiful!!!

[fanciedfairy]

I currently have 81 unread text messages and 3 voicemails I haven’t listened to. I can’t even read or respond to text messages. How pathetic.

[fanciedfairy]

TW depression, su1cidal thoughts, what’s the point of even existing

Does anyone with depression currently going through an episode remember what it feels like to not want to cease to exist every day because I don’t anymore. I know I’ve had joyous moments and really happy periods of life but right now everything just feels so dark and heavy and void. I’m not thinking of harming myself but I wouldn’t be upset if I didn’t wake up tomorrow. It’s just been several years of a constant depressed state with no hope and no sense of purpose and like anything I do doesn’t even matter at all. So what’s the point of me getting out of bed every day you know. And I know of things I can do to pull me out of my episode, even if it is briefly, but I just can’t force myself to do them. It just all seems so hopeless and pointless. And it’s so frustrating. Why can’t I do the things that would actually help me to feel better. It’s this endless cycle of hell. I’m just so tired. I’m constantly letting the people who love me down and I know they love me and care for me and understand but I’m so frustrated with myself I know they must feel the same way. Every time I get better, I end up right where I am again so why even bother? Why muster up the courage and strength to get better if I know where all roads inevitably end? Just so I can go through this all over again? So I can feel like shit, like an absolute failure and complete waste of space? Give me a fucking break. I might check myself into rehab but probably won’t. Or a clinical depression facility or whatever they’re called. But then again I probably won’t. I’m too soft and sad for this world man.