ChurnedButterMilk

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Hey yall been wanting to join Tumblr since I was little and I’m finally here! Here’s a couple art pieces I’ve done to sort of introduce myself :D

Obviously we have shadow milk cookie here, and then the cat thing in pink is my fursona, Wilbur, and the animation is my sona, Axis :3

I’ll also add that I’m 19 years old, and that Wilbur is part of a series I’ve been working on for a while. If I get enough attention on him, I might start an ask blog to keep things interesting (besides I’ve always wanted to run my own ask blog ^^)

Discord: @artillery.intelligence

Any pronouns, genderfluid 🔥

DNI IF:

- you think ASPD, NPD, or BPD are inherently evil

- you think it’s okay to use “psychopath”, “sociopath”, “narcissist”, “bipolar”, “schizo”, or “psycho” as an insult

- you’re too serious about shipping. I don’t want to argue about why people who ship so and so deserve to die please.

- you think it’s okay to fake having a disorder or you think certain disorders can be cured/appear out of thin air (this depends on the disorder, some can be cured and some can develop over time. Please be mindful of this 💀)

- you think bad people can’t change (this has some exceptions mind you; I’m not giving the Cheeto president any chances, and child predators know what they’re doing.)

- you think autistic people are silly and cute and childish. If you think autism is an aesthetic, you are my least favorite kind of person.

I’m not too strict about these things, I understand there is nuance in opinions. Just be a good person please.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Here’s a life update, AND I got PROCREATE DREAMS!!!!

I hope everyone is having a fantastic time with friends and/or family! Remember, even if you don’t have family to spend time with, you can find a found family anywhere, wether that be your friends, a mentor, or even a plushie collection ^^

Update from me! I GOT PROCREATE DREAMS FOR CHRISTMAS!! If anyone has ever told you the app sucks or not to get it, I IMPLORE YOU TO GIVE IT A SECOND THOUGHT. it works perfectly with procreate’s files, the drawing portion of the app works nearly identical to procreate, and it’s entirely anti-ai. It has an option to store things in folders, save to your device or the cloud, and name your works.

My absolute favorite thing about it is that it’s a perfect combination of an animation and video editing app. You can animate and draw directly in the app, you can make still drawings or other animations as backgrounds, it essentially works like a powerful animation engine, but heavily simplified and if you’re familiar with procreate, it’s extremely user friendly!

I’m not sponsored, I’m nowhere near that lucky lmao. I just wanted to rant about how much I love it!

I’ll probably share something from procreate dreams once I’ve completed something I feel comfortable posting!

On a separate note, I have finally figured out what disorders I have!

I have a new therapist who I’ve had since the summer, and we’re making so much progress. We’ve concluded that I officially have:

ASD (autism) obviously lol

C-PTSD

hypersexuality (not an official medical diagnosis, but I wanted to list it here anyways.)

insomnia

possible ADHD.

Sorry I’m not super active, my only excuse is that I have a life outside of the internet lmao. I do have other accounts if you wanna follow me there! Unfortunately O don’t post my art much because I get anxiety around art theft. Eventually I’ll post more on the projects I’m working on! Thank you everyone for your support nonetheless! ^w^

[ki11ustr4tions]

Everyone say hi to jazzy

And heres a list of some of her fav hobbies: go to raves, flirt with shy girls, adopt introverts, drink mens blood and shop online for clothes :3

[fandomnerdshark]

You can’t SERIOUSLY ask me to get up at ten in the morning, that’s like 3 AM for NORMAL PEOPLE.

[gooseworx]

Would raghata make out with me? Or anyone? But me in particular. Just curious

Ragatha would only make out with SamTriesHerBest on Twitter.

[gooseworx]

If your takeaway from this is to send death threats to my friend, and not "Oh that's an obvious joke" then I think you need to die. Some of you guys aren't old enough to be watching cartoons I swear to God.

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Death threats for a joke??

I swear the internet never changes.

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IM NOT DEAD I’M JUST COMATOSE 😴😪

Have some art of an MLP OC I made recently. Still working out a name, but I’m thinking something like Sugarberry or Raspberry Tart. Not sure of her talent yet but it’s gonna be somethin with candy I’ll tell you that much!

Here’s the SpeedPaint for those who are interested: let’s all hope YouTube doesn’t kill me for GOD FORBID PUTING MUSIC IN A VIDEO 🙄

EDIT: I fucked up and apparently there’s a bunch of clips in the SpeedPaint I didn’t edit out even though I swear I remember I did so I took it down and will have it reuploaded as fast as I can, sorry 💀

Okay I fixed it! Here’s the new link: https://youtu.be/SP7F4fGweaE?si=k-CwQCxxjgxBGSEn

By the way if you want to draw her you totally can! I’d love to see it. That also goes for any of the other characters I post here ^w^ Just tag me when you post it please!

Note: using poses as a direct reference is ALWAYS OKAY, SO LONG AS IT IS NOTICEABLY DIFFERENT FROM THE ORIGINAL PIECE WHEN YOU’RE DONE. Seeing as my reference was a photograph and not a hand drawn pose, I copied it a bit more closely, but I don’t normally condone copying a pose syllable for syllable.

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ARTISTS!!!

REMEMBER TO MAKE SURE YOUR WATERMARK IS ACTUALLY LEGIBLE!

NO HATE to the user who made this original post on youtube btw, i love their videos! I just wanted to share because a lot of people repost and reupload your art wether you want that to happen or not, so making sure you have a watermark that’s hard to remove and EASY TO READ will be very helpful in making sure your uncredited work still has your name tied to it! This also helps with preventing people from being able to steal your work and pretend it’s their own.

Some helpful watermark/signature tips I’ve learned over the years:

- sign near the character’s face and then on other parts of the image you think are more likely to get screenshotted!

The face and the more detailed parts of your character or drawing or any other focus could be screenshotted alone or someone could try to crop out your signature to try and steal it. Signing all over the place helps with this! I personally have learned to sign in different colors along the lineart and shading of my pieces so the signatures aren’t jarring or out of place. If you also want a large signature that people can recognize, that’s also fantastic! Also note, please make sure your signature is LEGIBLE! Ask friends and family to make sure they can read it because otherwise it defeats the entire purpose 💔

- watermark your background

this kind of goes in hand with my first point, but if you’re putting tiny signatures all over your drawing, it might be hard to see them if someone isn’t looking. Someone might also just download the image and repost it by itself, and then people can still be easily fooled that it’s someone else’s art because they claimed it that way. For this, I plaster my tag all over the background or on top of it. I recommend using a thin rather than bold font and then messing around with masks and colors until it isn’t competing with the main image. Doing this with your backgrounds can also help make them look more complete, especially if you’re like me and tend to struggle from “what the fuck do I do with the background pattern” syndrome 💀

- add texture!

ADD TEXTURE! Add gradients everywhere, little details in the shading, add a noise filter or a different texture overlayed on top of each piece- make it really fucking difficult for someone to scrub your name off of your art! I’ve also heard that adding noise filters over your art can help mess up AI if/when people feed your art to them clankers.

PLEASE SIGN YOUR ART!!!

[askendy]

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ENDY MY GOAT!!

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Hey all!! Unfortunately I haven’t gotten to be very active recently because fair week is coming up where I live and I do 4H, which has been exciting but also a bit draining ^^’

To make up for it, have a Wilbur redesign because it’s the last day of disability pride month!

P.s. sorry to anyone who’s drawn him ^^’ If you’ve shared it with me or if we discussed it, I have your art saved to his gallery in Photos and still love it!

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If you see this Pinterest user, please report them.

Pinterest unfortunately doesn’t have a report option for stollen art, so click whatever you think fits best. I don’t understand how people can be so inconsiderate.

I tried to see if the OG artist has a blog on here but I didn’t find the username here. Even if they did, I’m not sure if they’d want to know anyway because they woukdnt be able to do anything to get it off of Pinterest (except maybe report).

I will say on a seperate note that I love their shading style and choice of colors, it’s very pretty.

[keysmashslushy]

frankly my main beef with the ‘lack of morals’ as an ASPD symptom is not so much that it’s ableist (though it definitely gets wielded as such) but more. In my experience it’s just inaccurate? Like it is getting at something- I do think people with ASPD are more likely to lack moral lines that most people have, but I wouldn’t call that *lack* of ethics so much as *different* ethics. Most people with ASPD (including myself) I’ve known do have moral codes, often strong ones, they just have unconventional- and honestly, seemingly more thought out- lines they draw. Like. I, for example, genuinely cannot understand the concept of the sanctity of dead bodies. It does not make any sort of sense to me, even though I respect it’s like. A thing people are really emotional about. I could talk to you all day about moral philosophy, but that’s something I disagree with the general consensus on- and I feel like most ‘lack of morals’ are similar cases, just moral boundaries that seem nonexistent when they’re actually placed elsewhere

[littlevioletart]

alright I see the vision… she does look cute in his outfit

[iamespecter]

IS THAT POMNI AS MORDECAI HELLER FROM THE HIT WEBCOMIC LACKADAISY

[saint-amongst-men]

Inside you there are two wolves.

One is telling you that you're above everyone, that you're super special, and that you're literally The Best,

The other is telling you that you're worthless, that no one likes you, and that you should go kys.

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Went to the San Francisco pride parade this year! It was 4 hours of standing, my feet hurt and I got the worst sun burn of my life on my face but it was SO WORTH IT FOR THE EXPERIENCE!! I even got an aromantic pride flag! the urge to pick at the peeling skin is UNREAL though… 💔

[chamber-of-voices]

"Low Empathy is Bad" My Ass

Eh, it's close enough to disability pride month to post this.

Low empathy ≠ "Evil"

High empathy ≠ "Good"

A person with low to zero empathy can be a good person. They can still do good things.

A person with normal to "high" empathy (typically called empaths) can be a bad person. They can do evil things.

We're all people. No one is just "good" or "evil" by default. Thank you and goodnight!

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Empathy and morality is objective

[homicidal-awareness]

Homicidal Ideation Awareness Flag

This flag is in mostly red tones to convey both the violence inherent to homicidality, and the strength, vigor, and persistence people with homicidal ideation must have to cope and to live with their ideation.

The desaturated grey tones symbolize the stigma, and thus the 'moral ambiguity' of homicidal ideation and its recognition. One day, perhaps we'll see these stripes saturate into full color, as we see HI understood better and see it given respect and valid treatment methods.

The first version is the initial design I came up with, and shows the personal, internal factors of HI as lighter in value than the stripes influenced by stigma.

The second version brings both sections of stripes into equal color value, which could represent equal importance in all facets of homicidality (though this interpretation does not delegitimize the importance of the stripes in the first version).

The stripe meanings are as follows (sorted by order of stripes from the top down):

Recovery. The drive to manage one's homicidality in any capacity, and the push for better treatment/coping methods.

Self-sufficiency. The individual strength exhibited by homicidals in pioneering their own coping methods.

Community. The wide range of experiences of homicidals and the support and validation we give eachother.

Homicidality. The homicidal ideation itself, in any and all forms it may take.

Validity. The realness of our experiences and the importance and respect we deserve.

Recognition and reduction of stigma. The ongoing effort to address stigmatized perceptions and portrayals of homicidality and replace it with proper respect and support.

Reclamation. Pride in ourselves and our experiences, in spite of the stigma, and strength to talk about our homicidality openly and without censor.

I won't make any sort of DNI or anything for my flag. If you experience homicidal ideation, you're free to use it. Feel free to take the design and turn it into graphics or userboxes or what have you. Credit is appreciated, but not required. Just don't claim the design as yours, and we're good.

As always, please tell me if you have any critiques or anything! I wanted a flag with distinct stripe/color meanings and symbolism, and something that could represent everyone who experiences homicidal ideation. I've seen iterations of a flag that used certain weapons as a symbol, and while I like the idea, I also know not all of us relate to certain weapons, and not all of us want the heavy reclamation aspect present in a flag that has inherently violent imagery.

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Happy Pride Month!!

Drew the Wilbur with the mlm flag over his back and on his cheek is the cupioromantic flag, part of the aromantic spectrum ^^ I love this stupid cat…