Ive been keeping this shit in for a while but after this, I don’t care anymore, so here it goes. okay so, my first year as a sophomore at my new school I befriended this girl, she was super nice and stuff and I thought I finally had made a friend. She started to tell me about someone she liked, two or so months later they were dating. I never thought much until I met the guy and his GIRLFRIEND. When I confronted Alexis, (let’s call her Alexis, that’s not her name but yeah) she told me that she was his secret girlfriend and a bunch of shit that I believed. A while passed and she kept up with lies I actually believed, I didn’t have any other friends except for her, I was scared to lose her friendship so I believed her. Big mistake. Over the summer she confessed to me that she lost her virginity to him and that she was pregnant, I got worried at that point and offered to buy her a test to make sure but she declined. A month after that she told me that her “ boyfriend ” told her that he didn’t want it and so she got an abortion. When she told me this I had a lot of feelings, I have a strong opinion when it comes to abortion that I’m not going to get into too much, so when she told me this I bit my tongue and just supported her. After a few weeks she told confessed that she didn’t know the guy at all that was her “ boyfriend ” . I was shocked and didn’t know what to do, she sent me a paragraph about how they never had met and that she just had a big crush and a whole bunch of shit. I was furious. I had told her so much and how I hated liars and would not tolerate it, so when I found this out, I didn’t talk to her for a few days. When I finally texted her she acted as if nothing happened and went on her lie she had basically been telling me since September up until August when she confessed. As much as I tried to ignore her I failed because she would harass me a lot. It started off with me waking up to a long ass paragraph sent at one in the morning, saying how I was a bad friend and that I never listened to her and that if I didn’t want to be friends anymore to tell her and just pure bullshit. It got to the point in which I had to explain myself to her every time I didn’t text back or whatever. I kept going with the lie of hers but because I needed proof, at this point I knew I had to tell her parents what was up, so I went with it planning to collect information and later present it to them, I still wanted to help her. Well she ended up telling me about the wild sex she would have with this guy and how she was in fact pregnant again. At this point we were back at school, and every time I tried to talk about it with her in person, she’d ignore the subject, but as soon as we were out of school she would talk about it through text. Things eventually got harder for me and I just started to ignore her more and more, and by doing that she would abuse me mentally and tell me things. I had been going through a lot of shit for the past year and whenever I tried to talk to her about it, she would bring up her lie and change the subject, and if I tried to talk about my problem she would lecture me and then proceed to go on her Instagram and tell her followers on how she had a friend that never listened to her, so I just gave up. Everything that I wanted to talk to her about just built up inside and I came to have a really bad episode that lead me to the ER. She never was the best friend I thought she was. Eventually in September (?) of this year she cut me off saying that she could no longer talk to me. At this point I couldn’t handle anything so after she texted me that I changed my number and deleted my old Instagram so she wouldn’t contact me anymore. November I made a new Instagram and didn’t follow anyone other than people I knew and accounts I loved, I never followed any account that I knew that knew Alexis as well or her at all. Well, before Christmas break I went on my Instagram because a store had posted about a code for a discount that was on Instagram so I went on, I noticed that I had over ten DMs so I went to check them. They were all from different supernatural fan accounts telling me to go and kill myself. I had never been so hurt. I was already dealing with shit and to hear this and to find out it was about her sucked. She’s been telling her followers that I have been following her and going as far as saying that I attack her at school and that I text her shit. I don’t have her number. I don’t talk to her. The screenshots she posted were not me. She had gone as far as to tell people what town I lived in and the car that she thinks my parents drive, but it’s actually my brothers. For those of you wondering, we went to go see a movie and my brother was the one that drove us, so yeah. She made a fake account, and then went on to pretend to be me and harass herself and give herself hate as well as her followers. That all was news to me and it had apperantly been going on since she stopped talking to me in September. It hurt so much, but she really took it too far when I found out that she was telling people that I was doing the shit that people used to do to me. Let me explain, when I was in kindergarten through third grade, I was physically bullied and sexually harassed by kids at my primary school, one of the things they would do was collect pointy rocks and throw them at me when they would corner me in the bathroom during recess. I had kept that a secret for most of my life, until I told her. She took that specific story, and put herself in it, saying that I was doing those things to her, while she is pregnant. When I found that out I lost it. That has haunted me all my life because I was young and didn’t know what to do. I have since deleted my Instagram and have gotten adults involved because some of her followers have gone as far as sending me pictures of the car my brother drives, my school campus which Alexis and I attend, and other personal shit. This screenshot above was taken today, it seems that she gave out my snapchat to her 3000+ Instagram followers and this is just one of many I’m posting. Guys I can’t deal with this, I’ve been a fan of this show since September 13th 2005 when it aired on my tv when I was just seven years old. Alexis and he followers have taken a lot from me, but they can’t take away the one show that would make me happy, the show that would make me forget of the abuse I had gone through. I can’t let her take that from me, and I can’t let some of you take that as well, this show has been part of me for too long to only have it be ruined by her and her followers, AKA fans of the show and people that claim to be part of the spn family. Please guys hear me out please, I’m tagging all these fandoms because I need this to be seen everywhere because I don’t deserve this and neither do the people she’s lying to. I’m not fully exposing her because for some stupid reason I feel as though she doesn’t deserve to be humiliated. This just isn’t fair anymore and I shouldn’t be scared to talk about supernatural anywhere without being told to kill myself, I can’t even talk about Bucky or captain America, and they have been there for me since I was a fucking five year old. I deserve to find people who have common interests with me. I deserve some sort of happiness.
