flowers for black girls.

Jane She/Her 21+ human disaster

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hi I love your writing it's so incredible! I was wondering if you have a master list with all of your work, I want to binge read everything I can lol

*screaming, crying throwing up* Hi my love! Thank you for reading my work! I had a master list of just my eddie munson works at one point but I recently took it down so I could update the list to include all my work and uh, well I never did that lol. Here's a makeshift list of links to everything I've ever written, finished and unfinished.

Hunger Games x Reader

Coriolanus Snow

Connubium- completed.

Chapter One.

Chapter Two.

Chapter Three.

Chapter Four.

Chapter Five.

Chapter Six.

Chapter Seven.

Chapter Eight.

Chapter Nine.

Burn For You- currently working on part one.

Sneak Peek.

Stranger Things x Reader

Eddie Munson

Links.- currently on a hiatus from stranger things fics due to lack of engagement

Steve Harrington

Links.- currently on a hiatus from stranger things fics due to lack of engagement, all these fics are unfinished.

The Fruity Four (Nancy Wheeler, Robin Buckley, Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson.)

Links.- currently on a hiatus from stranger things fics due to lack of engagement.

Marvel & DC X Reader

Matt Murdock, Wanda Maximoff/Natasha Romanoff, Bruce Wayne

Links.- currently on a hiatus and all these fics are unfinished.

The Last of Us x Reader

Joel Miller x Reader

Links.- not on a hiatus but here's his one fic.

Barbie

Barbie x Reader

Link.- this is a headcanons post not a fic but I'm gonna include it anyway.

Link.-this is a headcanons post not a fic but I'm gonna include it anyway.

Dune X Reader

Paul Atreides x Reader

Holy Crowns- WIP

Chapter One.

Chapter Two.

Chapter Three.

Feyd Rautha Harkonnen x Reader

Gospel of Pain (One Shot.)

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I’m not even 20 minutes into Mother Mary and Michaela Coel is already up for an Oscar in my mind, holy fucking shit. Anne Hathaway is always fantastic, this is the best character work she’s done since Rachel Getting Married. They both are EATING

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spoilers for widow’s bay

I’m so happy the theory about the sheriff’s wife being a ghost isn’t true and that island better leave chelle and her baby and the sheriff alone

honestly I need more final girls like big pat you see how she had the blicky pointed at the ashes? stay ready!

I love that the book club was reading the lovely bones a book about an invisible girl trying to solve her own murder

do they ever say if the sheriff was born on the island? I

and poor Evan, he looked so HAPPY at the idea of looking at colleges and I bet you he’s gonna try and leave for the game this poor kid

one last thing: what the fuck is in Tom’s basement

[weird-goodbyes]

THE Character

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PATRICIA COME GET YOUR BADDIE CHAIN

(and a charger for your taser)

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“Don’t make it a race thing, it will cause a divide” on the show where N*zi characters frolicked and two of them got a happy ending.

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“Rue killed Rue.” has gotta be the single worst sentence I have fucking heard today, you cannot be serious.

I didn’t know twitter and tumblr had so many licensed substance abuse counselors on hand

I wish I had never watched this show, these takes are fucking gross

“It’s the reality of addicts out there!”

Ok, but how about just one?

In an ocean of tragic addiction stories, what if one queer girl who is an addict gets to live?

Would that be so fucking wrong?

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okay my comment was deleted but as I was saying🌚… Rue’s death was very much going to happen because of the situations she allowed herself to stay in. Yes, Laurie’s situation was partially her fault. She asked for a suitcase worth 10,000 dollars of drugs. After that she starts to work for Alamo, (by choice mind you) and decides to stay after knowing how he kills girls and handles potential “situations”. She was surrounded by enablers. She barely spoke to her mother, and her only real guidance was Ali, who she saw far and between. She was an addict he didn’t truly want to get better, despite her sobriety. If she did, she would have taken an out if she got a chance (when Ali offered) but she didn’t. She was slowly accepting her fate, which we can see as she grows a closer relationship to God. It has nothing to do with her being black, or queer. This can happen to anybody. They didn’t make her the stereotypical black/queer girl. she wasn’t a caricature, she was realistic. She was someone who suffered with heavy mental shit, refused help, and coped in a maladaptive manner. So yeah, Rue played a heavy part in her death. Shows aren’t always gonna be happy endings and rainbows. Real people go through real shit just like this. Not every tv series is going to help you escape, some (like this one) are supposed to be teaching lessons.

Further, it also played a role in bringing awareness to Angus’ (Fezco’s) Death.

Further Further, In the original Israeli Series (which this one is based on) of the same name with the same premise and characters, Rue faces the same fate.

Don’t try to make it a race thing, because it causes divide. A black girl wasn’t killed off, a person who struggled with what killed them did. When you word it like that, you take away their story.

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“Don’t make it a race thing because it will cause divide”

That tells me everything that I need to know.

It will always be about race as long as a black character is on screen especially one like Rue Bennett.

I was nice, I deleted your comment because I don’t like to do back and forth especially on a post that wasn’t tagged and was for my mutuals who understand when I talk about black women in media.

But don’t you ever tell me not to cause a divide because there has been a divide for black characters onscreen since they stepped in front of a camera.

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“Rue killed Rue.” has gotta be the single worst sentence I have fucking heard today, you cannot be serious.

I didn’t know twitter and tumblr had so many licensed substance abuse counselors on hand

I wish I had never watched this show, these takes are fucking gross

“It’s the reality of addicts out there!”

Ok, but how about just one?

In an ocean of tragic addiction stories, what if one queer girl who is an addict gets to live?

Would that be so fucking wrong?

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I don’t care what happened after that, I turned it off once I saw that it happened because killing black girls on tv will never be good writing to me. It will never be realistic, it will never be selfless, it will always be fucking disgusting. It is not lazy writing, it is and always will be a punishment for the black female character daring to exist in the first place.

“It was always going to end this way!” A black girl is dead.

“She manipulated her friends and hurt her mother and sister!” A black girl is dead.

There is no reason a black queer character’s storyline, the main character, should have ended this way, I’m sorry.

Across mainstream tv, black girls are ignored on the shows they are on, black girls are not being cast in new shows, black girls’ shows are cancelled, and like clockwork, they are killed. Not all of them but enough where I am just no longer upset but I’m left with more disturbing questions about where we are going with the future of black women in media.

And before you say it, I’m not reducing Rue Bennett to her blackness nor am I am erasing her whiteness, but there is something wrong here.

Oh well, someone will tell me it’s not that deep or that I’m being too sensitive so I’ll just 🤫

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I legitimately don’t understand why some people hotd twitter talks about rhaenyra and her sons like they are real. Like the way they use the words bastard and whore in such a specific way that just blurs the line between fiction and reality.

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It makes me wonder if something like the face grab is scripted. Because it EASILY may not be. It might've been something mooted in rehearsals, it may have been a suggestion from the director, from Emma themself. It's one of those things we'll never know the answer to. The idea of violence may not come from a writer but he a consequence of organic collaboration.

True! It could be Emma, hell Bethany could thought of it too to make for a more intense scene, it just sucks because there is so much going on (way too many fucking side characters coming up) and I look forward to the tiny morsels Baela, Rhaena, and Rhaenyra/Baela Rhaena/Baela, Rhaena/Rhaenyra (because I’m sure Rhaenyra is not going to be happy about Rhaena leaving her children to pursue sheepstealer) scenes but I just don’t want them to be 99.9% animosity driven

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“This cast goes against George’s vision.”

GRRM:

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I presume Baela is attacked because she gives a perspective that Rhaenyra doesn't want to hear and/or follows Rhaenyra believing she can talk to her BECAUSE they are family/close. They look to be in the Red Keep corridors, as opposed to something like the Throne or Small Council Rooms.

I'm also wondering if it's later on in the series (just from how her costume is a different make-up to the v-necks we've seen), meaning Rhaenyra is more isolated, so Baela is just like... the only one there. Alicent looks to leave, Daemon will, Corlys will, the Dragonseeds will.

Book-wise, Baela cannot remain in the Red Keep, this could be a way to lay the foundation for Baela returning to Dragonstone. That's my speculation at this juncture.

That makes sense! I just believe Baela is the wrong messenger for this honestly. If it was just frustration I could understand it, but the grip on the face combined with the anger is just not rhaenyra, cruel or otherwise, and in no way does Baela ever deserve that. The context we might get could help but doesn’t justify that.

I don’t like the isolated mad religious icon path that the showrunners seem to be setting rhaenyra down and hurting her stepdaughter is just so weird and unnecessary.

I want rhaenyra and Baela to have a good solid arc not just a repeat of season 8 of game of thrones, Emma and Bethany are far too good of actors for bullshit

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I’m just happy to see Rhaena but again very worried because what do you mean FIREBALL AND NO SADDLE

also again, I ask this every season has the wig stylist ever set eyes on locs? do they actually know what locs look like? do they know what burnt locs look like?

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Rhaenyra you are my wife, my queen, my everything but WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU YELLING AT BAELA

I need someone to explain to me why rhaenyra is being cruel to her FAMILY and not her actual enemies

I already know every time Ormund is on my screen it’s going to be a swift fast forward

I am so worried already but nonetheless your girl will be seated

Just to be clear, I’m not trying to be “ I want rhaenyra the cruel, wait no not that way!” but I just want to know why we are seeing the possible beginnings of a rhaenyra the cruel arc through what looks to be the same scene of rhaenyra gripping one of the only black characters on the show?

Why is that how they choose to display a betrayed and more than likely grieving leader’s cruelty?

Like where’s the dude Rhaenyra slapped?

BETTER YET GRIP THE FUCK OUT OF ULF’S FACE

He should have had his lips balled up last season

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Me ignoring the biweekly “the dornish aren’t poc” discourse because I’ve already hc’d house dayne as black because you can’t beat my ass

y’all stay safe over there because in my head this is who I see when I think of Arthur Dayne

I know he doesn’t do tv like that but I need to see Denzel with a sword one more time, he was made for a got speech

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THE GODS HAVE SMILED UPON ME

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people still yelling about how black people don’t belong in the got universe meanwhile the mad king play by the royal shakespeare company said uno reverse bitch

People better leave them alone and not do what they did to Francesca Amewudah-Rivers