Apology for Sourplumwine, for Anxiety Driven Behavior on Discord Server
I'm writing to express my sincerest apologies for my behavior on your Discord server in February. I realize that my actions were unacceptable, and I take full responsibility for my mistake.
Specifically, I reached out to the main chat and had said happy Halloween to come out with my anxiety, then accidentally sent the same message understanding you had to cancel your streams for that week, I understand that my behavior was disruptive and caused unnecessary stress, and for that, I am truly sorry.
I want to acknowledge that my actions were not a reflection of your art or your community, which I have come to admire and appreciate. As someone who has been looking forward to your Shashingo Game live stream, I was feeling anxious and excited, and I let my emotions get the better of me. I was bummed out when you had to cancel your streams the same week you got dental surgery, plus I was looking forward to your Shashingo game live stream, but I also wanted to say that my time zone is different from yours, which had caused me to wake up in the middle of the night, and catch that stream for Kimba The White Lion,
The truth is, I was feeling a bit overwhelmed with my anxiety, and imagining a Parody Dialogue of Minions Rise of Gru where the main Villain says Halloween instead of Happy New Year and visiting Multiple Twitch Streams every week of my day. I have a tendency to get over enthusiastic and nervous when I'm looking forward to something, and I let that get out of hand which was a very bad habit that I have since. I'm working on finding healthier ways to manage my autism and anxiety, and I recognize that it's no excuse for my behavior.
I also had a very bad Twitch Stream Addiction that was caused by my roommate who kept me up every night which caused me to be very sleepy and have sore eyes during the day for a whole year thus causing me to have very bad sleep deprivation issues, while catching multiple Twitch Streams from many different artists and seeing many different content during the day especially at night, and having very bad energy crashes sore eyes and chronic fatigue assuming it was low blood sugar crashes When I could have done was to stop myself from watching so many live streams, the surprising thing is that I started drinking coffee and the miracle that happened was I managed to open my third eye to what was really happening. "thank you coffee"
I felt very bad for you when you had your dental surgery, plus I realized that my mistake on your Discord was very inappropriate and I promise to never do that again.
I promise to be more mindful and respectful in the future, both on your server Twitch Channel and in general. I value the art you create and the community you've built, and I don't want my mistake to reflect poorly on my appreciation for your work.
I also enjoyed the common interests I noticed we both had. Like Sonic the Hedgehog and Smiling Friends Nightmare on Elm Street The Simpsons, even Silent Hill
If there's anything I can do to make it right or to support you in anyway, please don't hesitate to let me know. I'm happy to help with any tasks or provide any support I can. Once again, I apologize for my mistake, and I hope you can forgive me.
I also wished to post this in February but I rather waited until April so I have some time to reflect upon my mistakes and sins and then recover from having poor sleep and to take a break from social media, in addition into giving you some space to allow myself to grow and break the bad habits, since I reflected upon my mistakes I would like to be able to participate in your Discord Server and Twitch Streams again someday..
This is in no way to hurt you in any shape or form. It's to make things right and Apologize for what I did to hurt your feelings, I was also planning on making a gift art piece for your birthday, but I might end up doing it now so I can get it out of my system, and I fully understand and respect your privacy and boundaries in every shape and form
I am truly sorry for causing you stress,
P.S. I took a break from social media and Twitch so I can focus more on my energy to do more original artwork and get some real sleep, I also made the discovery that I had sleep deprivation from my roommate which made me paranoid and anxious for a long time. And the anxiety had led me to make mistakes and I have fully managed to mature Myself since I started drinking coffee and went to bed at a regular time
I also have a Q+A for you:
What are your 3 Favorite Movies of all time?
What is your ancestry background?
What are your food allergies of any concerns?
