THE CHOSEN ONE. @feartohate - Tumblr Blog

#FEARTOHATE. incredibly low-activity & decently selective ANAKIN SKYWALKER / DARTH VADER of the star wars franchise. taking inspo mainly from the prequels and matthew stover’s novelization of ROTS, with some clone wars influence + personal headcanons throughout. a study in fear, grief, love, and what it takes to create a monster. chosen by SPENCER ( 24 | they/them | audhd | mst ). CARRD.

#dni.#current mobile theme + promo by 4sabers <3 #PERSONALS: DO NOT REBLOG MY POSTS! YOU WILL GET BLOCKED!

pxgsy

happy gay month from the 501st

#happy pride from the gay 501st <3

happy pride month to my favorite bisexual transgender jedi

#still having fun w ashy slashy but i need to continue spreading the transakin agenda 🙂‍↕️

aprimoon

(〃´∀｀)

#and you glow. of course you do. / vis.#op im injecting this into my veins

romancenjoyer

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day

#i swallow a bee for each ill deed i’ve done. i am a hive walking. / study.

feartohate

coughs .

#gonna try to be over there soonish <3

coughs .

#IM NOT ABANDONING IM STILL GONNA HAVE A STAR WARS SUMMER #but west laid ash out like cheese in a mousetrap and it worked #called out of work bc my body hates me so i might be fucking around over there <3 #need 2 make a pinned still but

gulps. would you all still love me if i told you i got really into evil dead over the course of the week

#rewatched the og last friday. watched 2 on saturday #watched army on tuesday .#watched the og again uh. y. yesterday .#don't kill me im still planning on hashtag star wars summer #but if you see me promoing an ash blog don't fucking look at me !

cogneartive

when the persona you made eats you; when the performance youve been putting on eats you; when the name they gave you eats you; when the image people made of you eats you; when the role you were assigned eats you; when the you that other people see or even made for you or you made for them takes over the you that you know and eats you alive.

#i swallow a bee for each ill deed i’ve done. i am a hive walking. / study.

aphel1on

Affirmations before posting:

The freaks who follow me understand my vision

#nodding

you were my brother, anakin. i loved you.

#KILLING MYSE

"i witnessed master windu try to assassinate the chancellor myself" oh so we're lying to our wife and also ourself to justify our actions to ourself tonight huh

#i'm gonna throw up #me when the only way i can cope with the bullshit i've done that i KNOW is awful #is to actively rewrite Why it happened in my head <3 #bro is fucking losing it #'everything will soon be set right' girl what're you talking about <3

palpatine: don't you wonder why they won't make you a jedi master?

me: BRO IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE 23

west: you're 23 and visibly mentally ill

#god forbid a white boy try to catch a vibe #we're only an hour in Fuck