feelingstoostrong

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im so tired

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just hold me here

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It was always you.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

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types of people: colors

red: leather jackets, dark lipstick, rock music, cigarettes, torn out pages from an old magazine, 4 am.

orange: weak smiles, hidden feelings, instrumental music, sunsets, organized mess, candles, 7 pm.

yellow: fresh cut flowers, pop music, sundresses, belly laughs, perfume, no makeup, sunshine, chapstick, 3 pm.

green: cottage in the woods, knit blankets, alternative music, cold hands, rain, grass, riding bikes in the middle of the night, 12 am.

blue: cozy sweaters, natural makeup, indie music, warm smiles, hardwood floors, polaroid pictures, star light, 2 am.

purple: gold jewelry, vanilla, soft hair, classical music, dried roses, old books, dancing alone, 11 am.

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is it possible to feel this way?

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could you tell me what's real?

Dayglow’s “Can I Call You Tonight”

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types of people during quarantine: colors

red: goes to bed at 6:00 am, sleeps until 4:00 pm, does nothing but watch Tik Tok and eat, is very behind in school, gives themselves a stick and poke tattoo, listens to music turned up all the way.

orange: goes on drives a lot, hides how much they hate what’s happening, doesn’t sleep enough, cuts bangs, tries to sleep in but can’t, tries something new with their makeup, getting tired of their family.

yellow: still does their makeup everyday, misses school, Skypes their friends everyday, makes an Instagram post with advice on how to deal with this, learns to play guitar, wants to cut their hair but won’t.

green: works out to distract themselves, ignores school emails, buys a plant to feel better, does art, convinces themselves that waking up at 9:00 am instead of 12:00 pm is self care, goes on walks in the woods.

blue: sudden urge to rearrange their room, dyes their hair, very bored of everything, lonely, existential crises at 3 am, looking at the stars to feel normal, plays video games 24/7, wants to get out.

purple: actually okay, self care, ahead in school, takes baths, wakes up at 7:00 am, watches Ted Talks, does yoga regularly, dries flowers, cleans their room, makes their own masks, drinks tea, uses this time to reset.

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i miss you

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i really, really like you. i just can’t find the words to say that out loud.

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i can’t help but smile when i think about you

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lets just go swimming and forget about our problems

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i just want to facetime you for hours until we fall asleep

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concept: we live in a loft apartment full of plants and happiness. all we need is each other.

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you’re my best friend and my true love

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is this what love feels like?

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me: *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks about my crush* *thinks abo

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you’re the reason i fall asleep with a smile on my face