who cares

⚠️trigger warning⚠️ please dont be afraid to get help.

[feltox]

i have never been so unsure of my identity and perception of self in my life

[feltox]

i dont think im a very loveable person

[feltox]

the idea of getting sober terrifies me

[feltox]

every birthday has left me feeling lonelier than the last

[feltox]

my anxiety’s getting worse again, i can’t recognize myself jn the mirror, all i can think of is him, it’s getting bad again.

[beethrill]

[compulsived]

[feltox]

everybody will dislike me at some point. maybe i do it to myself, but i’m a hard person to get a long with.

[feltox]

i can feel a depressive episode creeping up on me. ive been okay for far too long. so, i guess its time to pay for those seconds of fleeting joy.

[feltox]

i am so tired of being so so sick

[gentleheartlamb666]

[feltox]

i want to be ragged. i want to be out of control. i want to scream until the bleeding stops. i want to loudly cry at an art exhibit. i want to feel through every single emotion and none at the same time. i wish i could shamelessly be human in public. but.. i’ll put on my headphones and be as quiet as possible, only to barely get through the day.

[astrangerlately]

[feltox]

i know i need to stop. ive always known i need to stop at some point. i thought i was strong enough to fight it. ive lost so much of myself already

[feltox]

the years have been so long and so unfulfilling

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[deadbyinsidee]