Just A Dream

The sparrow flies south for winter

[feudragonruga]

Imagine it being all black, nothing to watch

[redfoxstory-blog]

Breathe

I used to live for that one person. Maybe also for my family. If I didn’t have anything to live for, there was always that one person that I would live for. It may sound like it’s cute and romantic but its more like a baggage. When you feel like falling down and never getting up again, but you know how much pain the other one would go through and you don’t want to be the reason why they feel pain. So you push yourself up aching from the smoke and feel like you couldn’t take any more air, but you do it, because you don’t want to be that selfish. But when theres no more that person that would feel like a baggage, and you realize that the only one keeping yourself breathing is you. You’re the one you live for and you’ve found a person beside you that courages that without them knowing it. He courages me to live for me and every second I spend with him makes me want to live for me more. And suddenly I feel like living and I feel more free, when I’m in charge and I know that if I feel like it, I could do it, I could stop breathing. But right now, I want to live for me.

[redfoxstory-blog]

Relief

It’s the rush, it’s the anger, it’s the pain. It’s the feeling of power and relief. When you feel the anger building up inside you and coming out of your chest like a thousand knives. When you feel your hands shaking and you can’t hold yourself up anymore. It’s disgusting and you want to hide it. It’s the last step that you don’t want to take but your hands take the knife and you feel like if you just push a little hole, the pressure in your chest would slowly come out. When you feel physical pain instead of mental, you feel relieved. Finally you feel something else and you feel like you deserve it. You cause pain and trouble to the ones near you, so it’s only rational that you should be feeling pain for it. And at the same time you want to hurt the one body that your so called ”loved ones” care about so much. You destroy their little perfection behind their back and feel power that you are able to hurt them back when they keep you suffocating. It’s petty, and wrong, but you can’t help yourself, when your mixed with anger and guilt and you just want to ease the pain in your chest even for a second, so that you could feel like breathing for a little while longer.

[redfoxstory-blog]

What if it’s only me?

I lay down in bed feeling his warmth glowing to me. I see those eyes and that perfect neck that I could kiss  forever and still not get tired of it. I see those imperfections, like his tiny mouth and big head but they make him vulnerable and whole new level interesting. They make me fall in love with him in all new ways. I love that tiny mouth and kissing it feels like fireworks. I love his hair and how it smells and feels in my fingers, even though every time I stroke it, I get dandruff on my hands. He could be imperfect in all different ways, but the way he looks at me, is just something that sweeps me off my feet. It’s that kind of look that makes your blood go from your stomach to your cheeks and make your arms feel weak. It’s that kind of look that makes you smile with no reason and you find yourself staring at him. I wish I could say those three little words to him, but how can I ever be sure that the love that burns inside is as big as his flames? What if he has only tiny little sparkles and I show him how big my flames are burning, the sparkles inside him flame out? I don’t want to take that risk. Maybe I’m selfish, but I want to keep this moment as perfect as I can, still longing to say those three words. But for now, I settle to say them to him while he’s not hearing them, hoping that some part of him would feel it and answer to that echo.

[feudragonruga]

The Isolation Suite

The Isolation Suite: 1. Intro: 0:00 2. Introvert: 1:44 3. Outrovert: 3:56 4. Outro: 14:40 Music and art by me.

Cool Ambient college indie progressive rock! Check out!

Not done by me, found on youtube 

[mangret-deactivated20200206]

a quick skulduggery and valkyrie because i just finished reading Dark Days (im rereading the whole series before finally reading The Dying of the Light for the first time (dont spoil me….))

drawing them is hard >:(

[feudragonruga]

Oh thank god im not the only one who hasnt read it yet! Skulduggery has been my whole teenage life, so the thought of it ending was just too much for me, but now knowing that therell be one book more, i can read it knowing that its not the end!

[starrose17]

Walking to work going past my Pokemon gym that I’ve owned undefeated for the past week and I see a kid sitting by it obviously battling my Golbat I left to defend it. I ask him, “What team you on?” He looks up, “Mystic”. So I grin, “I’m Valor, and that’s my Golbat you’re battling.” I hold out my hand for him to shake, “Name’s StarRose, gym leader.” He looks down at the username of the Golbat and sees it matches, grins back and shakes my hand, and that is simultaneously the coolest and dorkiest moment in my life ever as I genuinely introduce myself as a pokemon gym leader.

[starrose17]

I WALK HOME FROM WORK AND THE LITTLE SHIT HAS TAKEN OVER MY GYM!!!!!

[elivevendetta]

Dear Porn blogs.

STOP FOLLOWING ME. I AM AN ASEXUAL NERD WHO HAS NO INTEREST IN PORN. NONE AT ALL. STOP. FOLLOWING. ME.

[feudragonruga]

What if the keeper of the porn blog really likes the same fandom as you do?

[animatedmoviesandfacts]

The production team for The Prince of Egypt conferred with roughly 600 religious experts to make the film as accurate as possible.

[goosewithajob]

I’m pretty sure I heard somewhere that The Prince of Egypt is actually the only Exodus-inspired movie to get approval from leaders of all three of the major religions that share the story- Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.

[onemerryjester]

Well damn

[thatonceandfutureprat]

From Wikipedia:

“Because DreamWorks was concerned about theological accuracy, Jeffrey Katzenberg decided to call in Biblical scholars, Christian, Jewish and Muslim theologians, and Arab American leaders to help his film be more accurate and faithful to the original story. After previewing the developing film, all these leaders noted that the studio executives listened and responded to their ideas, and praised the studio for reaching out for comment from outside sources.[6]”

[thespacegoat-deactivated2016100]

remember a few years ago when the parody account MorgonFreeman made this post

and now to this day people still think he said it

that’s my favorite thing to ever happen on the entire intenet

[jizzhands]

YOU CAN BE A FAN OF SOMEONE AND STILL DISAPPROVE THE CHOICES THAT THEY MAKE

YOU CAN BE A FAN OF A BAND AND NOT LIKE ALL OF THEIR ALBUMS

JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE A FAN OF SOMETHING DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU HAVE TO WORSHIP EVERYTHING THEY DO

[kaiayame]

I kind of wish disney’s ~weird period~ had lasted longer. Like all of a sudden we were getting these films like lilo & stitch and Atlantis and the emperor’s new groove and treasure planet and they were so fun and DIFFERENT. Just thinking about what the pitches for those movies had to have been like is so surreal?? A little blue criminal alien crash lands on a Hawaiian island and gets adopted by two sisters dealing with social services that teach him about the value of family. An Inca emperor gets turned into a llama and john goodman helps him get back to his palace and one of the bad guys talks to squirrels. Treasure island but in SPACE. Like, on the surface, the premise for these films seem so random but they all TOTALLY WORKED IN REALLY GREAT WAYS??? idk I just really miss that early 2000s spark of offbeat creativity in Disney’s timeline.

[lierdumoa]

Okay but the history behind this is so interesting?

All these movies came from the Florida studio, which for a long time was a backup animation studio that did work the main Burbank studio didn’t have time for. 

Then in 1996 Disney decided to focus all their energy on transitioning to 3D animation. They acquired Pixar and started working on A Bug’s Life. 

They basically told the Florida studio (their only remaining full-time 2D animation studio) – “Eeeeeeh, do what you want.”

And the Florida studio, for the first time, got to produce feature films:

Mulan (1998)[27]

Tarzan (1999)[28]

John Henry (2000)[29]

The Emperor’s New Groove (2000)[30]

Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)[31]

Lilo & Stitch (2002)

Brother Bear (2003)

Then in 2004 Disney decided to stop producing 2-D feature films altogether. They closed down the Florida studio and laid off all the Florida Studio animators.

Many of whom then got hired by Dreamworks.

[ellen-a-book-reading-human-bein]

That. Explains. Everything.

[violetxpurple-deactivated201610]

Dude..

[just-shower-thoughts]

I wonder how many dick pics accidentally get sent to Team Snapchat

[feudragonruga]

And how many do they open and use

[artemissys-deactivated20160813]

The Skulduggery Pleasant series

Bonus: 

[heart]

follow me on instagram @sammy.heart and I’ll spam you with likes!!!

[just-squidney]

Oh my god. You actually did it 😂😂😂

[heart]

OF COURSE

[queerlyquinn-deactivated2025031]

My therapist and I decided that from now on, when I’m thinking something negative about myself, I’m going to imagine that Donald Trump is saying it, because it’s really easy for me to just tell him to fuck off.

Example:

Trump: “Your thighs are fat.” Me: “Fuck you and your fucking wall.”

I think we’re onto something here.

[justedrecoverythings]

this is probably the best coping skill I’ve ever seen and I am ten billion percent going to use it too

[kingpinnn]

The most beautiful thing I have  heard all day and you have the opportunity to hear it too.

[honeydewleaf-deactivated2017123]

One of my faves that was lost to the internet is back

[alexander]

does anyone know the name of this instrument and possibly the source of this video?