Non existent

Trigger Warning: Eating disorders, self-harm, suicide mentions, dissociation. If any of this triggers you, do not scroll further down my account. This is just a blog where I run my thoughts down for comfort.

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Account introductions ♡

Name: Seraph Pronouns: he/they

Please do not stay on my account if in recovery or is triggered by ed content, dissociation or self-harm.

Information about me:

cw: 92

gw: 90

ugw: 84

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So close to old bmi :(

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Uncalled meanspo servers

Context: These servers judge you violently even if you may say you may be uncomfortable with it, they won't care. They may have a strict certain Bmi rule and if you don't fall under it then enjoy being cyberbullied

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Feeling bit lonely

Very sad

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I feel so luxurious

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Less depressed, more blessed

Yes I've used this meme template twice now, suck it

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All my struggles placed in one

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It's a great day meaning a great outfit

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Please don't

It's sweet of them really but no

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Mm water

Not on my fast days, I don't

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Manifesting my 2023 meal plan

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I don't feel human

I feel like an outsider, a intruder to the whole body experience and someone who shouldn't have become human. I feel urges to go through self destruction in many more ways than one but at the same time I want to die as a pretty skinny human

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Ahaha..yeah

Context: They saw me eating pickles (that is my only food source for today)

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Dizziness

Still gotta work

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Easter meals can be terrifying..

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Mmm

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Low calorie recipes be like

The only thing that tastes good here now is my weight loss

I mean it depends on the person but my luck just been bad, I guess? That or my expectations of food is sky high.