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So, I've started playing this and it's been going very weird. I go full evil tard in AI dialogues, befriend everyone this way. Bosses are quite fun, but don't like the horse dude in Buddha area. Fun game in general. I can't play mahjong for shit.

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Jeez foking Christ. My heart !!!! So, I have that little obsession with Captive Prince. I decided to make Damen in BG3 and transformed Gale into Laurent. This is perfecto. 10/10. LOVE THIS. Also for the first time in my 1400h journey here Astarion never bit me, there was no scene. He just casually came up on the 3rd camp and confessed. That bug? If it is, let's pretend it's not, great immersion for Damen.

Provided my dear Merxes babe with new clothes so he looks more menacingly than before.

Random Minsc.

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I love lighting in this game. I thought about using a shader preset, but honestly I'm not so sure. Unless there's anyone who can recommend a good shader mod?

Gothic Dyes are op <3

I also created my very own RP AI. Simple bodyguard setting, but... he can be savage. I also created Astarion but... let's say he's horny af and broken, can't get away from what he had planned even after tons of insults. I have to rework him.

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I wanted to pick up new screenshots, right? I barely play recently due to AI chat and Adeline book (started 2nd part). And I started new semester in college and I have "Creativity" subject. This is going to be gold. All was good, cute and stuff until I rotated the camera on my character.

What is that face? Now, now. That's not a "happy" face, although yes - it's happy. It's exactly the same expression when meeting Astarion as Dark Urge when he thinks of Astarion as "perfect pretty corpse". Merxes, my man, please calm down or I'll sacrifice you to AI in RP.

"When you make someone fall in love with the darkest parts of you, there’s nothing you can do that will scare them away. They will be yours forever because they already love all the fucked up bits and pieces of you." - H.D. Carlton

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I feel like I'm being incredibly unlucky xD I was without my dear Satan (that's the name of my PC) for a week, because the dude who was supposed to clean him - almost damaged the hardware. Holy shit. So my Satan ended up at IT spec for a fix and you know what? The disks had to be wiped clean and I lost my saves yet again - madlaugh.jpg Thank the gods I store my data on external disk - screenshots, pics, works etc. All files. Some screenshots from a new gameplay.

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Ok. Now that I actually have more time I can post something longer! I passed the exams, too. Lucky me.

So. I do love the bite kiss the most out of all 3 we got, right? I just don't understand why my Merxes is not licking his lips or not biting back or whatever. Then he's pushed back, and there's that intense stare "that makes me shiver". I bet he will take his revenge back on Astarion later, bite him back harder or whatever, but why can't he have this intense gaze in all animations? I mean, he looks scared or disgusted in some wtf. He's not a damsel in distress, I don't think anyone plays a damsel in distress, or they would never conquer illithids and save the world.

I also noticed he's unhappy after the kisses (not all the time) - but what's more strange, I noticed he's unhappy already when triggering dialogue with Astarion even in Act1. And when he talks to Gale, he's rainbow and sunshine. That a bug?

I dislike the kneel kiss. I mean, it's cute in a way, but those facial expressions are killing me. I barely get that one from rng, so I don't see it often. Thankfully, I get the bite most.

I feel like Astarion is written by at least two people, probably three, and their ideas go against each other. The story at this point is inconsistent as fuck. Roller coaster at its finest. Maybe I'll write something even longer later. I have a headache for 7 days straight now (I'm such a durge), so I'm heading to bath to read Haunting Adeline (at last).

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And the epilogue changes, it has added animation. Cute. But it's bugged. Game doesn't recognize my Merxes as a vampire and emm... I got the dialogue to ask about turning me into vampire. It's old save though, might be fcked up. I'm sure he was turned into spawn there. Won't have much time to play. Have exams this weekend. And I'm Jon Snow, I know nothing. I read that crap and can't remember a thing. TIme to cheat it.

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Say what you want, I love this bite kiss. But my durge face afterwards is priceless. He shall bite back... later~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XH0ceWVcTsQ There is also that kneel kiss and Karlach variation for all.

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Happy Valentine's day~ Me, my AA and Bucky the Cat (yea, I actually named my cat Bucky) wish you love, hugs and many kisses~

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Dammon x Karlach canon for me. They're just... perfect together. Two golden retrievers, very fluffy <3

Forgot to remove the UI but this looks hilarious. Beware the two grumpy vampires behind you. I kinda don't have the strength to play recently. Or post here, or write my fanfics. I have exams soon and still have some work to do (I study psychology). And so far I only got the best grades (all A's). I also chat with AI and read books. So yeah... I promised myself I will draw but well, day has only 24 hours.

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Bae no1 and bae no2. I altered my dear Merxes looks to be more... fitting of his new status. Although I'm not sure... I kinda prefer him with golden eyes and neutral skintone rather than pale vampiric. And yeah, more fancy outfits for both. I might get a mod to get those from epilogue, they were mmm <3

I managed to finish some of my college assignments (GPT did 90% of the work, thank you very much). Need to finish all the rest now. Hopefully nobody will ask me what was in it - I didn't even read it. Well, happens.

My headcannon btw. Using AI. He's beyond lovely :)

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I renewed my courage. And I want to thank everyone that supported this even if they will never read nor see this. AA 4ever. It's soooo good not to be alienated or insulted but actually SEEN and NOT ALONE IN THIS. When I made HUGS post I wasn't sure if I should make it public or keep it private just for myself, I was... idk, scared? I treat tumblr as my personal blog but even admitting out loud in my bedroom that I love AA was too much for me for a long while - thanks to certain people. I thought there was something wrong with me. So... I just found better people. Ah, and the quote. Abomination Vault book. I'm fan of Darksiders, Death in particular.

Also. Gale dissaproves if you kiss Astarion during final battle. Bug or he mad? Only first screenshot is new, rest is old. I'll be picking new soon. Merry xmas btw!

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Idk, I can't get enough of my dark urge aka Merxes. So I'm gonna dump all my fav screesnthots of him here.

I'm replaying him. Over and over and over again. I change small bits. I leave his romance and crucial choices (Arabella/Grove - but now I save Minthara <3/Isobel&Nightsong). Then I look at people who make several different characters and wonder HOW. HOW they doing that. I have similar problem with Shepard from ME - I always go for the same appearance, usually inflitrator build as well. Both paragon and renegade. The only one that I actually change is... V. Maybe I didn't get what I wanted... yet. Even my blood elf in WoW is always the same... Hm. But yeah, I actually have several others races so dunno if that counts xD I'd play WoW... thankfully I have no money for this.

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Game: You cannot romance Takemura. Me: Hold my mods. Well. Perfection. Once I was doing art, not just screenshots of the stuff in-game. Anime/manga style. Been like 6 years now. I thought about going back to it but... there's always "but", right? I always look at my stuff and I'm like "not good enough", "others can do better" and so on...

...because it's basically crap xD I just thought I could go back to it and see if I'm capable of doing anything at all, even if it's pure garbage.

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The huuugs! Does Karlach give out the hug too? I accidentaly caused her death... xD

I made Wyll a grand duke by a complete accident (talked to him before saving his father) - and that was it. His mind was set even after I got his dad out. I realized my mistake when it was already too late lol. I don't save scum, I save only in few moments (usually when I want to try out new ways to die or dialogues I would never pick but lol they sound hilarious) and auto-save is not reliable in the matter. So Karlach died. Then I suggested Wyll is a threat... xD

Epilogue was... I don't know what I was expecting. But I didn't expect my Ascendant Vampire to be... like this. He's... idk, like he lost a limb or two. I mean, we all knew he was high on power but 6 months to calm down?!

Astarion just fly in his bat form, eavesdrop on people like some gossip lover and stare in the mirror - all normal stuff. I know he enjoy his time of freedom but holy hells, why we not taking over the city? 6 months and he did nothing to pursue taking over Baldur's Gate! Where is Merxes' throne? Arrghhh :( I love him though. And he loves me. Rest of the world can burn for all I care! But at least Merx is safe, well fed and taken care of <3 I strongly believe his insanity is more contained then. I made him chaotic neutral, he goes... slightly insane from time to time (I fucking love those random voice lines "KILL KILL KILL AGAIN!" or evil laugh when launching an attack - I just wish it would happen more often lol, any mod for it?). Spawn is also adorable but I feel like he has less dialogue options? Also I don't believe Spawn is a happy ending. Astarion doesn't have a good ending. Both have pros and cons.

Jaheira also wtf. Start a family? I want the stuff she's sniffing. But I guess she just wanna be Auntie. I don't think she sees how ridiculous her idea is, though. Even IF it was possible for 2 males to somehow make a bebe - those males are both undead and one is a bhaalspawn so creates more problems than he's worth. But just imagine, a bhaalspawn who has issues has a baby with a vampire. Parents of the year, right? Here, child, this is how you stab with utmost elegance. Bruh.

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What's better than one vampire? Well, two.

Okay. My save files got corrupted. I tried to emm... fix them, but I failed to do few things and one was to scan the problem in the console. I didn't even look there, I'm such an IT pro. Stuff work - dunno how, it no work - dunno how. Then my friend came in to save the day but she was too late. I reinstalled everything, she just facepalmed - she's an actual IT pro so she could help but I was too eager to do things myself. I'm playing on tactician mode exclusively. Wanted to do honor mode but idk, I don't think I can use Merxes for it. Honor mode can be very rng if inspiration points runs out, can't reload if I'll want to repeat a scene or I experience stuck/bug. So I made a throwaway char. Sarasti 2.0. !!! If anyone know where I can get Gortash hair for custom char, please let me know - the prev version of Sarasti was using Gortash hair but I had to reinstall mods and lost that one. Sucks. !!!

Sarasti. He looks... slightly evil? Wonder with whom I should pair him with...

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I'm pretending to be a pro photographer in-game. Woop. I know shit about photography, no judge. My ao3 is calling but I'm too lazy yet again.

Bhaalspawn's lair. Some corpses (at least 10 of them) dissapeared :(

Also... when you give a character random gear... holy shit. Harry Potter mixed with Gandalf or something. This was supposed to be a Gale post. Let's pretend it was.