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𝗙𝗜𝗥𝗦𝗧𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦. selective && mildly headcanon based hellaverse multimuse. written by marble ( it / they, 21+ ) 18+ only. non rp blogs dni.

𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗗. 𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗥.

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//appearing from the void to say SPINDLEHORSE give baxter a trans flag you COWARDS

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐧 (𝐞𝐩𝐬. 𝟓-𝟖) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken from episodes 5 - 8  of max's  the  penguin  (2024),  created  by  lauren  lefranc.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit.. )

❛ you came back. put your ass on the line for me. a hundred maseratis couldn’t replace that. ❜

❛ it’s you and me now, kid. till the end. ❜

❛ you messed with the wrong fuckin' family! my mother, my father, they won’t stand for this... ❜

❛ i want what’s mine. ❜

❛ the cops are looking for you. although i get the sense they’d rather find you dead than alive. ❜

❛ you’re not looking too good. ❜

❛ the fuck is wrong with you? you’re fucking sick. ❜

❛ what kind of person kills their own fuckin’ family? ❜

❛ you think i’m a fuckin’ idiot? the second i do what you want, you fucking kill me. so just fuckin’ do it already. ❜

❛ listen, sweetheart, i know you can’t see it right now, but all this shit goin’ down, it’s a good thing. ❜

❛ nothing’s gonna happen to you. i won’t let it. ❜

❛ all i’m asking is for you to hang tight just a little longer. that’s it. and then it’s you and me on top of the world, baby. ❜

❛ you are a desperate fucking liar. ❜

❛ i got no reason to lie anymore! ❜

❛ god, she was beautiful, your mom. she was so beautiful. she had that laugh. when you got her going, it’d knock you out. ❜

❛ i couldn’t help your mother. let me help you. ❜

❛ i’ll find a place that’s safe. and i’ll call you when i get there, alright? ❜

❛ i’d like to be a part of whatever’s next... if you’ll have me. ❜

❛ if you join me, you will have a new family. and i’ll pay you what you’re worth. more money than you’ve ever seen before. ❜

❛ we had a deal. we look out for each other. we don’t fuck each other over. ❜

❛ you know i’m yours. but right now, i’m just gonna hold you back. ❜

❛ freedom always comes at a cost, doesn’t it? ❜

❛ i’ve come here to end the war between our families. ❜

❛ i am offering you an alliance. we join our families as a show of strength. ❜

❛ bored with me already? ❜

❛ you know, fugitives really shouldn’t leave their rooms. ❜

❛ i wouldn’t have pegged you as a cook. ❜

❛ you want me on your side, right? ❜

❛ if my mind goes before my body’s ready, i need you to help me. you gotta help me die. ❜

❛ i want you to do your fucking job. that’s what i fucking want. ❜

❛ i ain’t talkin’ to you when you’re like this. ❜

❛ you don’t seem surprised to see me. ❜

❛ dressing like this... is this for you or your clients? ❜

❛ i used to lie to men like that. but you don’t have to anymore. you have the power now. ❜

❛ you are good at telling people what they wanna hear. ❜

❛ you were born into opportunity, so you can afford to think in black and white. ❜

❛ but you did come here to kill me, right? ❜

❛ you done the right thing. protected those you care about. ❜

❛ it gets easier. ❜

❛ late to my own party. it’s not a good look, i know. ❜

❛ how about we watch a movie, one of the old ones you like? ❜

❛ it’s a date then. ❜

❛ here, i made your favorite, whiskey and soda. ❜

❛ what i wouldn’t do to get out of here. live in one of them penthouses all the celebrities buy. ❜

❛ that’s just a little taste of what you got comin’. ❜

❛ so, did you bring me here to feed me toast or you gonna kill me? ❜

❛ you hear me? i beat you. i win. ❜

❛ there’s a storm coming. i’m gonna need your help. ❜

❛ is that what you think? that… i would do something… as horrible as that? ❜

❛ you getting any sleep? ❜

❛ it might do you some good to get out of the house. ❜

❛ get dressed. we’re goin’ out. ❜

❛ what do you want? tell me, and i’ll get it. ❜

❛ of course i’m gonna take care of you. i’d do anything for you. ❜

❛ i see you. in ways that other people don’t. ❜

❛ i see the way you smile when you want people to think you’re enjoying something you ain’t. ❜

❛ i see how you smoke more when you’re thinking, and you drink more when you’re sad. ❜

❛ i see how hard you work, how smart you are… and how you wish the people who matter would notice. ❜

❛ no one else believes in you like me. no one else is gonna give you what you deserve. ❜

❛ just don’t give up on me. ❜

❛ you gotta know your place, or you’re gonna catch a bullet. ❜

❛ you’re a disappointment. ❜

❛ you’re the devil. you’re the goddamn devil. ❜

❛ get your shit together and, uh… you know… be you. ❜

❛ all right, you stay put. don’t do anything that might call attention to yourself, all right? ❜

❛ if anybody sees me in here with you, i’m… ❜

❛ what do you say you and me go for a drive? ❜

❛ just like old times, huh? ❜

❛ you got no idea what it feels like, born into nothin’. ❜

❛ you don’t wanna put your gun to my back… make a big show of it? ❜

❛ you have always been a monster. ❜

❛ you’re never gonna find peace, you know that? ❜

❛ you’re going to hell… sweetheart. ❜

❛ i’ll save you a seat. ❜

❛ get some cups. snuck you in a little whiskey to celebrate. ❜

❛ you gotta tell me… just tell me you’re proud of me. ❜

❛ come on. just once. just tell me you’re proud of me. ❜

❛ tell me i did good! ❜

❛ i did it for you! i did it all for you, the whole thing! ❜

❛ you think she forgives me? ❜

❛ you know i couldn’t’ve done any of this shit without you, right? ❜

❛ thanks for taking a chance on me. ❜

❛ you’re family to me. ❜

❛ you and me… it’s all that’s left. ❜

❛ now, i don’t believe in kismet or nothing. but… it’s good that we met. ❜

❛ i can’t bring you with me this time. ❜

❛ that’s the thing about family. it’s your strength. it drives you. but fuck if it don’t make ya weak, too. and i can’t have that no more. ❜

❛ you got a good heart. ❜

❛ it wasn’t for nothin’. ❜

❛ dance with me, sweetheart. ❜

❛ tell me you love me. ❜

❛ tell me you’re proud of me. ❜

❛ i’m so proud of you. ❜

❛ nothing is standing in your way now. ❜

[firstwings]

and if i said adam doesn't feel whole without eve. if i said this was the intention behind the angels creating her from one of his ribs, rather than making her completely new ;; to dissuade them from splitting up like adam and lilith did, but since he died it physically feels like something's missing and there's nothing he can do about it. would you believe me

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talking a little bit about baxter's death ,,,, in his original conception ( before he even got the redesign that made him a fish, ) baxter drowned in the hellaverse - equivalent of the titanic disaster. now, deep sea anglerfish reside primarily in the midnight zone of the ocean ( 1,000-4,000 meters deep, ) which is where the wreckage of the titanic is located ( 3,800 meters ) -- meaning he was likely still inside the ship when it sank.

though baxter's demon form mocks his death and outs him as a trans man to anyone that knows anything about anglerfish, it's also uniquely equipped to survive the scenario that killed him. the lights in the ship went out, and baxter died trapped and in complete darkness. but in this body? he can't drown ;; he's small enough to have an easier time maneuvering in tight spaces ;; and he's not only incredibly sensitive to small amounts of light, but is bioluminescent. it's strangely merciful, giving a sinner a body that physically cannot experience their death again. he certainly isn't complaining.

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anyway the concept of adam discovering rock / metal music and immediately making it his entire personality. buying a million leather jackets and ripped jeans ( that he never wears bc he fucking hates pants ) and adding little spikes to the collars of his robes thinking it's the coolest thing in the world. first man, leader of the exorcist army, and also a musician actually he's a musician now you should check out his stuff. yeah he spent the last several months learning how to do the whole production process himself. yes this is the only reason he bothered learning anything about modern technology.

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//i should probably put this somewhere on the carrd but generally on this blog, i write under the assumption that the exterminations have been going on for fucking ever, rather than the measly 7 years in canon. i think it makes more sense for it to be the kind of thing that's been happening for so long, everyone has just accepted it as a thing that happens. it's awful, sure, but that's just the way she goes. everyone's just sorta desensitized to it now -- and that's why vox taking a stand in s2 is so revolutionary to sinners. for thousands of years we've been subject to violence at the hands of heaven! why should we have to bow to a king that has let this happen for so long? why is this the way it has to be? we have the right to be angry! we have the right to fight back!

//also, i think it makes " ancient " sinners like zestial more impressive ( because realistically, incredibly old souls are likely the majority of the sinner population. ) to endure for so long is a testament to one's abilities, especially those who aren't overlords. also also, it makes charlie wanting to stop the exterminations more outlandish to everyone involved, because -- what? life in the pentagram has already completely adapted to them. they've been going on longer than the princess has been alive, anyway -- why does she even care?

//idk i just think it makes more sense kwjfjsjdj

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❝ rest in peace to everyone killed by god for their hubris, but i'm different. better, even! ❞

❝ maybe even better than GOD. ❞

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//interest checker !!!!!

[junglejim4322]

Been really getting into something called doing whatever I want lately

[tetheredatlasarchive]

reply  speed   ≠   my  interest  in  our  thread  /  plot  /  or  you,  in  general.

[firstwings]

//peter and abel

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so do y'all remember the old theory that pentious was going to become a seraph ( i believe the reason is that in some texts seraphim are described as winged serpents + he ascended directly into sera and emily's office rather than at the gates. ) if i said i think that could still happen would you call me crazy

because like. he was the only person in the heavenly council that, instead of panicking, went to sera and asked if she was okay. he was the one that helped guide her through her fear and to a peaceful solution. he has such a genuine love and understanding for hell and the people in it, and his hope that they can be better comes from the fact that he became better, when he believed himself to be irredeemable. i feel like he's going to continue to be very valuable company for emily and sera, and i feel like promoting him because of that would be logical -- after all, if human souls like adam and abel can become archangels, surely one could join the seraphim. also he would be able to actually go down to hell and see his fucking friends

but also if a former sinner, one that was directly involved in the fight in which adam and countless exorcists lost their lives, was given a position of power? as a third seraph, no less? i feel that would be an interesting last straw for lute, as someone who deeply values heaven's hierarchy.

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saying this since i haven't made a page for peter yet: he is super bisexual. probably has a bit of a preference for men ( but he didn't start exploring any of that until loooong after he died )

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@vindictisangelus ;; “ isn’t there a door you should be watching? “ // for peter~

❝ you know, normally i'd fire back with something, but frankly -- ❞ a polite laugh, ❝ -- i don't know what you even DO for us up here. like, do you have a job beyond " inciting wars with hell, " or ...? ❞

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i do love that you can feel the customer service act peter's doing in s1e8 compared to his later appearances. the huge smile that's maybe a little forced / does not reach his eyes. the fumbling and awkward laughter when something Is Not There but you can't just say that so you have to pretend something's wrong on your end to soften the blow a little bit ( " i'm not ... seeing you on my list *uncomfortable laugh* that's so odd ... " " oh, dad! okay ... " ) he's just A Guy with A Job. he's a saint, yes, but he's a human first ;; and this kind of stuff makes him feel like one yk

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@braverson ;; peter , how do you get children , asking for a friend —

❝ well, ❞ he clears his throat lightly, plastering a patient smile on his face, as though about to impart to abel wisdom beyond his years ... and, to hide his otherwise obvious confusion ( dude, what are you even asking me? what? )

❝ when two people love each other very much -- ❞