Enneagram Five Musings

for 5s and friends • integr8 w me! • here lies the stuff i normally hide from myself in countless phone notes • questions? ask me! i'm a five. i *breathe* questions.

[let-it-be-tome]

the most enneagram 5 photoshop self-portrait I’ve ever done in my life

[crtter]

Intentional misspellings and unusual handling of words is one of my favorite “minor” memes tbh I love it so much. Here are some of my all time favorites:

▪ Replacing “ck” with “cc” (ie. succ, thicc)

▪ Replacing “t” with “d” and vice-versa (ie. gotdamn,shid,blocket)

▪ Just… every kind of weird variation you can do with the word “fuck” (ie. fuckening, fucky)

▪ Weird jumbling of curse words that somewhat resemble something coherent (ie. mother fuck of a shit, shut the hell your mouth)

▪ Replacing a vowel in a word with another (ie. borger)

[guessed-starred-deactivated2025]

why have you analysed this

[crtter]

I don’t really remember the exact mindset I was in when I wrote this but it was probably something like “ohhhmmff english lamguage cool”

[ionchy]

sometimes you gotta remove the vowel, so that it becomes

blockt

[bvbblebeam]

i’m also a fan of censoring w*rds unnecessarily.

[hypotheticalwoman]

I’m a fan of natural declensions of nonsense words - yeet, yote, yeeted, yotening, yoted etc.

[officialskylerwhitestan-deactiv]

[fivever-and-ever]

oh look! a portrait of a 5 under duress

[let-it-be-tome]

Love your solitude and try to sing out with the pain it causes you. The space around you is beginning to grow vast. Be happy about your growth, in which of course you can't take anyone with you, and be gentle with those who stay behind; be confident and calm.

Rainer Maria Rilke

[kdramastuff]

[ruinedchildhood]

#me

[lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223]

Me shooting my shot: Hey thank you so much for the invite but I don’t think I’ll make it tomorrow night I hope you have an amazing time though

[meruis]

me: *receives text* me: i should reply to that me:

[fivever-and-ever]

well if this ain't me or what

[let-it-be-tome]

chidi is the MOST 5w6

[hermionejeanblr-deactivated2022]

when you keep buying books even with 73624 unread books already because you have no shelf control

[heatherchristle]

from Alberto Manguel’s A History of Reading

[mandronia]

[fivever-and-ever]

As a five, I tend to interpret invitations into social spaces or events or even casual conversations as one-time-only. I also don't join in unless explicitly invited. And if I do join in (or even listen in) sans invitation, I am overwhelmed with shame. This leads me to believe I am not welcome in an ongoing way. I'm trying to challenge this belief by articulating to myself an ongoing invitation to connect with people. Others types don't *need* to be re-invited to engage at every turn, so of course they don't see that need in fives. And no one can meet an unseen need. How do YOU welcome yourself into community?

[fivever-and-ever]

How does scarcity mindset show up in your life?

I've found scarcity mindset has been so challenging to identify in myself because I've been dwelling firmly in the center of it. When I have insights into its manifestations in my life, I feel startled, desperate, and finally, amused. And then I realize that "feeling" desperate or out of control is actually a judgment I'm imputing onto myself for, heaven forbid, feeling an authentic, in-the-moment feeling. Arriving at genuine amusement after casting off the self-judgement of "desperate" is so joyful.