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𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐭: 1.6k𐙚 SNEAK PEAK FOR THE HOTTIES....

pt 2: coming soon......

You loved date nights — the act of sitting pretty, soft — only having to worry about what designer bag would match your outfit best, never growing old.

Highlight.

Delete. 

But it’d been almost a month since you’d been able to swirl your tongue around your mouth, the smooth, vibrant tinge of pomegranate, cherry, and bright blackberry working as a sedative, coaxing your muscles into a state of deep relaxation as stress oozed from the pores of your frame. 

Almost a month since you’d sat at your vanity, lashes fluttering as you fought between a matte or glossed lip, knowing either choice would end up smudged after his mouth found yours.

Highlight.Delete. 

Instead, you’d been staying up into the earliest hours of the morning, drowning yourself in work until the edges of night and day blurred,  fingers — tipped with a vibrant, well-overgrown set — scrambling across the pink keyboard cover laid over your Mac as you typed and erased, typed and erased. 

Words, phrases, ideas you couldn’t seem to grasp scrambling through your head at rapid pace, changing, disappearing, running from the page on which you’d hoped they’d be printed months ago.

Highlight.Delete. Delete.

Your muscles ached, unfamiliar with the extra weight you’d gained, with the ache coiling tight, low in your belly from the absence of his hands.

 The workout schedule you’d spent months formulating was far out of reach, the last thing on your mind as you curled your body against the plush of your sofa, wide-framed glasses framing your face as you sipped sweetened mint tea.

Your eyes burned, brimming with tears as you skimmed your fingers across the flat, cold surface of your mousepad.

Delete. 

Two weeks of work gone, just like that.

Hours of curating, plucking, polishing.

Gone.

Your head dipped, a sob clawing  from the depths of your body, ripping free as the laptop slipped from your sweatpant-clad lap toward the carpeted floor. Your frame shook.

You were tired. 

 Tired of molding your body to fit the needs of your mind, tired of the stress, the ache, tired of having to think for yourself. 

You wanted your man.  Your body mourning the heat of his, the slow press of him into you, the hush of his breath against your temple. 

You could almost feel the ghost of his lips at your forehead, the way his palms would roam without hurry, kneading away the knots, coaxing your muscles into surrender until your chest rose and fell in time with his.

Onyankapon, unbeknownst to you, had felt it — the heaviness in you — carrying your weight with him. 

It lived in the pauses between your sentences, in the faint drag of your voice when you answered the phone. His calls became frequent, his questions sinking deeper, lingering longer, searching. 

He’d noticed the way your voice went soft, almost small. The way your eyes seemed to droop, your attempts at covering the dark circles beneath your big, brown eyes,  growing less successful, less important each time he called.  Sick of hiding both the ache of lacking sleep,  and the  kind of sleeplessness that came from lying awake, hand slipping between your thighs, imagining him there instead.

 He knew. 

 Knew that you’d submerge yourself in your work, always aiming for your best but never giving yourself time to rest, chasing excellence past the point where it turned on you. You pushed yourself past your limits, yet never acknowledged those limits, blurring the line between achievement and failure.

His hesitance to leave you for two weeks had only confirmed this thought, but he’d been called over to fix one of the many inconvenient issues that came from owning a business in multiple states. The problems seemed to multiply — password leaks, data confusion, financial mix-ups — greedy for his attention, and without care for anyone, time flew by. 

Your body folded into itself,  the soft melody of the city below you attempting to lull your mind as it tipped, tipped into the one side you’d fought so desperately not to return to. 

Fingers shaking, you pushed your palms below your glasses, hand swiping against your soft cheeks as you snatched the large, bright colored frames from your face and threw them beside you.

Betrayal. 

Growing up, everyone thought that glasses meant knowledge, knowledge you’d been blessed to babysit until now. 

So fuck your bum ass glasses. 

Your bonnet sat beside you, royal blue staring up at you from its position atop the plush couch cushions, long gone from the numerous times you’d run your fingers through the silky strands of your short, curly press. 

Your palms rested atop your eyes, pressing firmly in an attempt to dam the steady flow of tears streaming from behind closed lids. The steady buzz beneath your thigh broke through the silence, shaking your bones. You pushed your hands down beside you, dragging your body upright, lashes fluttering to clear the blur clinging to your lenses as you swiped your fingers across the screen.

Onyankapon watched as the call connected, eyes squinting at the familiar view of the high, open ceiling he’d grown accustomed to. His jaw flexed, fingers pushing against the two buttons on the other side of the phone at the slight sound of a wet sniffle.

“Hi..” the meek sound of your voice pulsed through the line, pulsing from one end to the other as you grabbed your glasses.

“Why I’ can’t see you mama, what you got goin’ on?” The slow rasp of his voice caused your spine to straighten, eyes watering even more for some unknown reason. 

“Pretty…lemme see you” He knew. 

The minute the camera hit you, you broke, sobbing into the camera, snot and all as you babbled about how stressed you were, about how everything was so much, too much, about how much you missed him. 

“Slow down baby, breathe mama, breathe, talk to me, im right here baby.” His body rose from its relaxed position against the Rolls Royce seats you hadn't even known he was seated in, flashing street lights highlighting the sharp line up he never hesitated to keep fresh.

“Breathe love, I don't need you hurting yourself baby.” Your eyes slipped shut, lips wobbling as you inhaled shakily, mind lulling at the smooth southern tinge of his voice.

“Good job baby, allat’ crying got my baby stressed, ain't it? Breathe with me love.” His chest rose and fell to match yours, a smooth inhale,  shaky exhale, a shaky inhale, a smooth exhale. Your frame sank, shoulders still tense as you peeled your eyes open. 

“I- I miss you Ony, a- and nothing's going right, I c- cant, I'm so tired.” Your voice cracked, words interrupted by soft hiccups.

“I know baby, I know, I miss you too love.”

The soft clasp of the car door sliding open and shutting seemed to go unnoticed by your fuzzed ears, Onyankapons fresh forces crunching against gravel as he ran a smooth palm across his head. 

Onyankapon wasn't good at this shit, this over the phone shit, he’d missed his gurl, missed his woman, so fucking much, and it hurt him to watch his girl break day by day. With no hesitation, he’d taken the first flight out back to New York, assuming he’d make it a surprise, but he just couldn’t help but to feel like you needed him tonight, more than before, more than ever. 

Your body jumped, eyes bolting toward the door at the sharp crackle of keys pushing open the lock, you beamed up bolting towards the door as you sobbed, you knew. 

It couldn't be anyone else, and even if it was, you'd take your chances. 

As soon as the black door pushed open, your body jumped into your mans, legs wrapping around the slant of his waist,  crisp white T crinkling beneath your weight as you buried your head into his neck. 

Ony wasted no time, hands lacing beneath your bottom to adjust your position, right arm running along your back in that soothing matter he knew  you liked. 

“Shh, baby, i’m here mama”

“I got you”

“I got you mama”

Your body shook, arms tightening around his neck as he walked you both swiftly toward your shared bedroom, the bedroom that matched your mind. Messy, and unorganized. 

His eyes dragged across the sight—the undone sheets, clothes scattered, a space heavy with chaos. 

His lips pressed into a line, jaw flexing. Not out of judgment, but pain. He knew what it meant. 

His baby’s mind had been hurting so bad, even her sanctuary had crumbled with her.

Onyankapon glanced around, turning his back to walk toward the guest room at the end of the hall. Your cries lessened to brief sniffles, body aching, exhausted from all that weight you’d pushed out, you wanted nothing more than to cuddle up with your man, eyes burning as sleep set your brain ablaze. 

The last thing you remembered was the swift movement of your body being laid onto the plush of your mattress, soft hint of peony and fresh linen lulling your mind, along with the repetitive draw of Ony’s  hand against your back. Your hands clung, refusing to release him, and he bent down with you, pressing his forehead against yours, one palm still dragging along your back. 

“Lay back, baby. Let me hold all that weight tonight,” he whispered, the southern rasp rolling deep, full of promise. “Ain’t nothin’ else you gotta do but breathe with me now.”

That was all you needed to finally rest, to let go of all that responsibility you'd been grasping onto while he was gone. To feed into what your body’d been craving for the past few weeks.

Your body sagged, breath coming shallow, but your arms still wound around his neck, desperate. He stayed, crawling in beside you, pulling you flush against his chest.

To Be Continued....

--𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒆౨ৎ

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I'm currently in the midst of writing a few new fics...but I don't know which one ya'll want to come to you first.

Below, I have a poll with the names of said fics.

No description. No sneak peak. Just the names.

Depending on whichever name interests you the most, vote!

The fics will be posted in the order: Greatest (most votes) - Least (less votes) !!!

Have Fun<3

P.S These are all Onyankapon x black reader/black oc fics

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ROCKSTAR !ONYANKAPON

HEADCANONS

Thinking about: Rockstar! boyfriend, Ony who eats you out after coming back from his 3 month tour. 🚬

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐭: 1.1k𐙚

MDNI:| WARNINGS - -> 𝒄𝒖𝒏ᰔᩚ𝒊𝒏𝒍𝒊ᰔᩚ𝒈𝒖𝒔|𝒅𝒐𝒎!𝒐𝒏𝒚| 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒇 𝒔𝒒ᰔᩚ𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈| 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆| 𝒅𝒊ᰔᩚ𝒕𝒚 𝒕ᰔᩚ𝒍𝒌| 𝒇𝒊ᰔᩚ𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒊ᰔᩚ𝒈| 𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒎| 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒄𝒉ᰔᩚ𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈| 𝒄ᰔᩚ𝒎 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈| cᰔᩚ𝒎 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈| 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕!𝒐𝒏𝒚

Pairings: Rockstar!Onyankapon x black! fem!reader

Notes: Deftones mention!! I've never written head canons before ya'll, don't judge too hard!! 😩

Rockstar! Onyankapon— who feeds on you to the rhythm of Deftones, “Rx Queen.”  Your fingers raking effortlessly through thick, curly, hair, toes curling against the black cotton sheets as pleasure twirled through your body.  

Small beads of sweat drip down the mocha skin of your neck, your formerly straightened hair now a mix of both coils and waves, the further your body works to cool you down. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who holds your thighs wide, fingers draped around your waist in a steady grasp. Silver, ring-covered thumbs engraved with your initials caressing the glossy skin as you throw your head back.

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who memorized your body like scripture scrawled in flesh. Warm, wet tongue swirling around your puffy clit, the cold bite of the metal bar passing through his tongue heightening the thrill as he flicks it in and out of your pussy. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon— who sucks your sensitive clit into his mouth, leaning up to drop a glob of  spit along the fat of your pussy, black nails reaching up to brush his hair behind his stretched, cuff- covered ears before resuming the merciless assault on your throbbing clit. 

 Rockstar! Onyankapon—who glances up from beneath thick black lashes laced with Covergirl mascara — you’d recommended— icy desire bolting down your spine as you catch the glint of his silver brow piercing.  

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who nudges your entrance with his pierced tongue, the tip sinking inside teasingly before pushing itself inside, wiggling deeper until he hits his limit. 

Your back arches, heavy, pleading pants streaming from parted lips as tears blur your vision. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who keens, deep and guttural, against your pussy, the small metal bar stroking against your g spot steadily as he stares passionately at your carefree stature. 

Your thighs clamp around his head, plush fat trembling as you moan. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who presses a lengthy finger inside your creamy opening —  rings gone so as to not cause you any harm —  leaning up to peer down at your pussy, mouth bathed in a sticky sheet of your cum. 

Rockstar! Onyakapon — who bites his lip, nudging yet another, thick, calloused finger inside you, watching  as they sank comfortably, deep within the depths of you before gliding back out, coated in the reminder of your euphoria. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon—  who tapes the sounds of your whines, your begging,  to use as the back track for his next hit. Selfishly enjoying the way his fans go crazy, obsessing over the unknown voice behind alla’ his songs. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon  — who talks so fucking nasty, brain fumbling, eyes rolling as he grumbles into your pussy:  

 “So fucking beautiful, baby.”  

“Such a pretty pussy.”

 “ Sing fa' me.”

 “All fucking mine.”

“You’re so loud,  baby — scream fa' me, pretty. Need' a new sound in my library” 

Your eyes clamp shut at his words, clit fluttering in sheer need as your palms clutch the fat of his arms.

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who hisses against your lips, 

“Use your words baby, tell me. Who do you belong to?”

 Low eyes watching you as you writhe, desperate, sobbing beneath him. 

“It’s yours, it’s your pussy…please.”

Tears spill down your face, the violent sense of euphoria blanketing your body, submerging itself within the gentle scent of smoky cigars wafting from his black T. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who  calls you his good girl, lips trailing from your collar to your tender nipples —  

“Tell me how it feels, baby. Am I making my pretty girl feel good?” 

His  fingers quicken their pace, thumb brushing feather-light strokes against your clit as he rolls his slick tongue around your pebbled nipples. 

“It’s too much–please,” 

You sob, voice hoarse from the wailing you’d been doing for at least an hour now. 

“It feels so good. So-so good.”

 You whimper, brows furrowed in dizzying ecstasy.

Rockstar! Onyankapon —  who’s such a tease, swollen lips laid in a condescending pout as he lays fluttering kisses across your breasts. 

 “Yeah?”

 “Why can’t you take me, baby?…Thought you were my good girl.” 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who pushes you to your limits, offering himself to your rhythm, again and again.

“Just a lil' deeper, mama. Hold it for me.”

Your pussy clutches onto his curled fingers as he plunges into you, plays you,  eyes rolling back as he whispers the one phrase you’d been aching to hear.

“Cum for me, pretty. Sing ta' me. Give it to me.”

“Just like that— mhmm.”

Rockstar! Onyankapon —  who slips his fingers out, two fingers rubbing your clit as you squirt lightly, pussy pulsing at the sudden emptiness. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who memorizes the rhythmic pulse of your pussy, unraveling it like morse, translating your body's pleasure into the lyrics of his next song. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — whose brown eyes scan your every movement, watching as you crawl down from the high you’d craved for months while he was away on tour.

Your lashes flutter, dazed and heavy, as you stare up at him.

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who drags his fingers up from between the grasp of your fat, swollen lips, bringing them to his mouth as he sucks the cum off of them, eyes closing in bliss as he grunts out a purr. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who reaches his palm down to grasp your neck firmly, capturing your swollen, glossed lips in a frenzied, dirty, reckless kiss as he leaks your essence into your mouth, swapping the taste of both him and you from his tongue to yours. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who swirls his tongue around yours, lips flowing passionately as you savor the taste of yourself along his tongue. 

Your fists clasp the back of his head, fingers knotting in tousled black hair,  gripping tight as you both pull apart, eyes dropping to gawk at the flimsy rope of spit connecting your lips.

Rockstar! Onyaknapon  — who peppers your lips with soft kisses, a sly smile breaking across his sharp features as he laughs against your mouth,  remembering what his bandmates had said hours earlier as they each disappeared into their designated room…just down the hall.

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who cleans you up, bathes you, and cradles your body as your nails glide across his scalp, his head tucked, snug, into your neck as he presses fluttering kisses along your collar. 

Rockstar! Onyankapon — who tells you he loves you, surrendering to the warmth of your body as the clock strikes 2 a.m. 

-𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒆౨ৎ

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Note: Something to hold my mind down while I write my next long ass fic! It's definitely not my best work but, I just hadd to get it off my mind, ughhh. All props to @ilovefanfictionsm for the idea<333

P.S My requests are open! I need ideas 💕

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PENT UP ANGER

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐭: 3.3k𐙚

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EAT TS WITH YOUR GRILLS STILL ON

Pairings: Onyankapon x black fem!reader

Notes: I wrote this listening to two songs on repeat😩: Church - Chase Atlantic slowed and Where You belong - The Weekend (Take a listen as you read.ᐟ)

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Storming out of the sleek black car, you slammed the door behind yourself, ignoring the distant sound of another slamming harshly as your feet carried you forward.

You moved swiftly, heels producing a steady beat against the hardwood floor as you sauntered down the long hallway leading toward your shared bedroom. 

The steady steps of your husband grew closer as you approached the master bedroom, black stiletto cladded fingers twisting the metal handle, pulse spiking as you stepped into the dimly lit room. 

A sudden gasp left your throat, lips parting as a veined hand grasped the back of your neck, spinning you toward the source of your anger. 

The cold bite of what you knew as a wedding band pressed against your neck, Umber eyes glaring down at you,  fingers gliding from the base of your neck toward the front. 

Tattooed fingers using the sides as leverage to tilt your view up toward him. 

Onyankapon’s lazy eyes assessed your features, brows furrowed as he spoke.

“Use your words baby, did I upset you?” 

You averted your gaze, breath hitching as he leaned his face closer to yours, enunciating his question with a slight tilt of his head, pointer and thumb releasing its grasp along your throat, instead working to tilt your head closer toward his. 

You watched, waiting, chest rising rapidly — each breath edged with unfathomable irritation — as his eyes flickered between yours, searching, questioning, what the fuck he’d done to upset you. 

“Hm?” He hummed, pink tongue dragging against his bottom lip, granting you a glimpse of the diamond laced grills on the top row of his teeth as he backed you up toward the edge of the bed. 

Your knees buckled at the feeling of the soft mattress behind you, body bouncing slightly as you fell.

A tattooed thumb ran across your lip, smearing the butter gloss you’d applied — mere moments before — as his thumb pushed slightly against them, lips parting at the intrusion.

A slight tilt of his head finalized his previous question.

“Open that pretty little mouth, baby, tell me… How can I make you feel better?”

You swiveled your head to the side, rolling your eyes in aggravation as the recollection of his hand on the gorgeous woman’s waist danced through your head once more. 

The way he clasped the woman’s slim hand, seeming to forget that those freshly manicured fingers had been deep inside you mere moments before. His middle finger — etched with the mesmerizing swirl of your first name, tattooed in fine, cursive letters — swirling around your hard clit as your pussy clenched desperately, around the baby pink vibrator pulsing inside you. 

The way that gorgeous woman batted her perfectly curled lashes at him. Green, doe eyes, much different from your siren-like ones, seeming to encapsulate him; Her long, tan legs, leading up to her ass — perky, tame, just enough — dramatized by the pop of her hips as she spoke meekly to Ony.

“You know what the fuck you did nigga, stop playin’,” You scoffed. 

You were fucking steaming, chest rising rapidly as you clenched your jaw in a futile attempt to halt the disrespectful words threatening to spill from your glossed lips. 

You knew you’d fucked up by the way his left eye seemed to twitch, a slow smile pulling across his face as he chuckled lightly. 

The emerald cut, baguette diamonds sitting pretty atop his teeth glimmered sexily against the darkness, seeming to illuminate his mouth, though no light was present. 

As much as you’d reasoned with yourself while you sat stiffly in the black Maybach seats of his car — or at least tried to — you couldn’t think of any other reason as to why he’d been smiling so damn hard, or why you yourself were so fucking mad. 

You were far from insecure, and Onyankapon, he was far from disrespectful, never leading you to second guess the way he felt about you, not once since you’d met, but something was itching in the depths of your mind today to fuck a bitch up, and if it wasn’t gonna be her…then it’d be him. 

Onyankapon didn’t take to disrespect lightly, he expected what was given, and gave more than expected. He knew you were mad, but every attempt he’d taken in comforting you, or trying to work out‌ what was wrong, you’d shut that shit down as quick as it came, instead leaving clues behind for him to pick up. 

He didn’t play that shit. 

You were his woman, and everything a man wished for in a woman. You were the woman, and in no way whatsoever would he have his woman wallowing in a pool of restless anxiety for as long as he was your man.

He could give zero fucks about what anybody else thought.

So you watched, eyes low, as he rose up from his position above yours on your shared bed, his broad stature consuming your view as he tilted his head, taking his sweet-ass fucking time to unbutton the cuffs of his black dress shirt.

You huffed, tutting as you lifted from your lying position atop the cotton sheets, attempting to raise up from the bed before being stopped short by the rough reminder of his presence. 

“Sit.”

Your eyes flickered up quickly, lips parting to cuss him out — snapping them shut at the harsh glare in his eyes.  

Fuck. 

“How many times did I ask if you were okay, (y/n) hmm?”

You swallowed.

“How many times did I ask you…if I did something wrong?” His hands reached up toward his collar, fingers working to undo each button, slowly, tauntingly… too fucking calm. 

You glanced to your left. The steady flame of irritation spreading inside you seemed to grow larger, hotter, at the fact that he was irritated with you for being mad. 

Who the fuck was he feeling like? 

Sizzling silence drowned the room as Onyankapon stared down at you, noting the way your titties sat, perky, pretty, in your black dress — the cotton seeming to accentuate the softness of your curves as you peered up at him, gorgeous brown eyes peeking from beneath a wispy set he’d dropped 350 for the day before. 

“What happened to allat’ fucking attitude, mama?” He was toying with you, smile growing dark at your silence. 

“Lemme know wassup’.​​ Tell me. Say dat' shit wit’ ya chest.” 

He watched, aggravated, a slight mug resting against his face as he slipped his shirt off his shoulders, displaying the slutty tattoos hidden beneath.

Tension curled from the Greek pillars surrounding your shared room, slithering down the walls as you both stared unblinking at each other.

Seething.

Each begging for the other to make a move, to slip. 

Your lips parted — wrong.

With only the quickness that Ony himself possessed, his hands gripped your cheeks, puckering your lips as he stared down at you, brows furrowed as he spoke. 

“Stop allat’ disrespect shit, (y/n). You a’ big girl, right?”

“You not gone tell me ma? Hmm?” A slight tilt of his head.

Your thighs pressed together, core tightening at the low rasp of his voice. He nodded, a firm, self-affirming nod.

“Show me.”

That’s all you needed. 

Onyankapon released his grasp upon your face, sniffling, palm planting two firm taps against your cheek before stretching his arms up to grasp the pillar above your shared bed as your hands reached out. 

You gave no warning. 

Silence. 

Tension snaked closer. 

Your stiletto nails scratched down his abdomen, creating shallow indentations in its path as you worked the Matte Gucci belt buckled around his waist. 

Ony watched, sinking his teeth into the plush of his lips as he glared at the soft flutter of your wispy lashes, entrapped by your siren-like beauty. 

His head tipped, mind whirling at the tickle of  your nails slithering beneath the border of the only thing separating him from your view.

His eyes fluttered shut, abs caving, Adam’s apple bobbing as he fought to control his mind, his heart, from spiraling with every flick of your slick tongue against his mushroom tip—with every swirl of your grip against his dick, every bob of your head.

His eyes rolled, a firm palm planted against the back of your skull as he nudged you further.

“Come onn baby, show me.” Heavy pants slipped his lips, eyes fluttering in an attempt to stay lucid. To keep hold of his sanity.

“Yeahhh, show me dat' shit, baby.” A firm bite to his plump, two toned lips finalized his statement, eyes glossed, brows furrowed as he stared down at your bobbing head. 

"So fuckin' greedy, mama, fuck!"

You were everything he needed, everything he wanted, why the fuck did you think he was boutta hand that over to just anyone? To anyone but you?

You reached your arms up, forcing Ony’s palms away from your cheek as he attempted to push you away, pleasure coiling from the tips of his ears to the soles of his feet as he moaned.

You were sucking the soul outta' him, sinking the points of your stilettos into his mind without any intention of letting up.

You were speaking to him in a way only you could—engraving every word within the depths of his heart — with your mouth fucking full. 

You popped your head off, hand swirling along the soft curve of his dick as you stared up, anger swimming throughout the depths of your pretty brown eyes.

He watched, taking note of the way your lip gloss seemed to blend within the drip of your spit, chest sticky, chin dripping with a mix of both his and your essence.

“Give it to me, baby. Please, I want it…let me have it,” you whined. 

Onyankapon’s body shuddered, your words cracking every ounce of stability he seemed to have lingering as he came. 

“Fuckk baby, I feel you, I fucking hear you.” The bass of his voice seemed to crack, shifting between breathy, needy whimpers, and deep, soul-ridden grunts as he pumped his hips in your hands, aching, listening. 

His head swam as he watched you rise to your knees, finger trailing up your chest, leaving a trail of his cum in its wake as you slipped your index and middle finger into your mouth, eyes closing, a greedy moan vibrating from the depths of you as you savored the essence of him. 

Rough palms reached out, grasping onto the chub of your neck as he crashed his head down, lips racing against yours with unspoken passion as he flattened his frame along yours. 

Your thighs circled his slim waist, hands following as they smoothed up his chest, one palm laying against his upper back, the other running along the back of his head — flattening along the sea of waves rippling across his scalp as you moaned.  

The lavish, soft cotton of your black dress rode up as his coarse palms ran up your thighs, squeezing, grazing, clutching as your lips flowed feverishly, never once breaking its harmonized movements as he moved your bodies toward the head of the bed. 

Your head tilted, head slouching to the side as your lover trailed kisses down the creamy silk of your collar, each peck sizzling against your skin, tattooing a phrase in its wake. 

I love you. 

I need you.

Fuck me. 

Your eyes rolled as Onyankapon’s lips sketched its way down your chest, fists moving to push the delicate sleeves down your shoulders. 

Brown eyes followed, heart stuttering as he shoved the fabric down, freeing the weight of your breasts, fabric pooling around your waist. You watched, noting the way his throat bobbed as he gawked longingly, breath catching as he used the mere moment of sanity to take in your beauty.

You were perfect. His. 

Puffy, swollen lips parted, releasing a needy whimper as his hands trailed its way up plump thighs, the vanilla oil you’d used just mere hours before steaming off of you with the pour of heat radiating from your skin. 

The scent was intoxicating, your skin impossibly warm.

You choked, eyes fluttering as his middle finger pressed softly against the lace atop your clit, the fabric seeming to sink between the fat of your wet folds as he applied slight pressure.

“Come on mama, this what you wanted?” His tongue ran along his lips. “Open dat’ pretty ass mouth and lemme know, baby.” 

You gasped, waist whining against the flesh of his fingers as your head drooped back, unleashing the whirlwind of feelings you’d held confined; each emotion voiced itself in its own unique moan as Onyankapon’s fingers yielded to the slickness of his tongue and mouth.

"Jus' like dat' pretty, talk to me."

“Ughnn shittt.” Your body melted, each thought of doubt, worry, insecurity pooling out along your cheeks as he hollowed his lips, sucking the hard nub of your puffy clit into his mouth.

“Yeah baby, I hear you, im listenin’ baby. You know dis’.” Your eyes crossed, toes curling within the arch of your Giuseppeas, as your palm slapped repeatedly against the plush of the bed beside you. 

“Im cumminnn’ baby, f-fuckkk…yesss!” The hoarseness of your pretty, sultry voice seemed to egg him on, low eyes peeking up beneath long, black lashes as he watched endless bliss rip through you, knowing that he was the sole purpose of your ache-filled tears. 

He popped his mouth from the depths of you, diamonds glittering as he bit his lips, the tension in the room replaced with the creamy squelching of your pussy, lips seeming to swallow him as he fucked you. 

“There we goo, mama, let it go, let it all go,” His voice grew soft, words spilling in the form of a whisper as his breath grew heavy.

“I love you baby, I’m yours, let go for me, baby. Give it to me.” He said breathlessly.

Your body grew tense, mouth opening in a silent sob as your legs closed in on his hand.

“Breatheee for me baby, breathe, just breathe, feel it.” Your throat stung, fingers clutching onto his forearm as he pumped, shattering you from the inside out. 

You let loose, moaning, groaning, sobbing, as your body sang, saturating the room with a song so carnal it’d ring throughout the house for seasons to come.  

“Feel that shit baby, I love you (y/n), I’m yours baby, yours, you hear me?” Your ears rang.

One could only define Ony as selfish, gluttonous for his pussy as his tongue engraved his name within the depths of you; the way he ate you, chin streamed with your raw essence as he ravaged your pussy.

He was smacking, flicking, sucking — ruthlessly forcing you to your limits. 

His hands clutched your thighs, body moving as he kissed his way back up to your tear stricken face. His lips trailed along your neck, whispering, sealing his words as he drew you from the whirlwind of pleasure you’d experienced sheer moments before. 

You sobbed, mind teetering as he reined you back into his world, back to the moment you were sharing. 

Your eyes laid heavy, palms drifting along your body as you  grasped the meat of your thighs, pulling them up and back without order. 

Your breasts shook as he tugged you further downward, trousers long gone as he pressed his weight along your thighs, nudging them further back to settle beside your head as the heavy weight of his dick laid between them. 

His dick was thick — fat with arousal — the weight of it substantial between you. 

Smooth Walnut skin fused within Cinnamon as his tip leaked, dripping along the folds of your pussy. 

Ony moved his left hand, angling himself as he pressed inside you, slowly. He needed you to feel him, every fucking inch of him. 

His eyes closed briefly, throat bobbing in an attempt to ground himself as he dove into you. 

His hips flowed, whining lazily as he forced himself to the hilt, left hand drifting up to wrap around your throat as his head tipped backwards.

“J-jesus fuck.”

Your brows furrowed, watching, as the neatly trimmed hairs along his pelvis grazed against you. Your pussy clamped around him, feeling every vein, every pulse, as your bodies tied. 

His hips snapped up, dropping in steady motion as he pushed your thighs into the plush of the mattress, using you, giving you everything he had to offer. Baptising himself within the depths of you. 

“Ohhh my g-g-,” your breath stalled, barring the words in its tracks as your body reigned numb. 

Onyankapon’s hips plunged, torso clamping as he whimpered, waist pushing passionately as a bead of sweat raced between the curve of his abs and onto the pudgy flesh of your tummy. He sank himself deeper, forehead pressing into yours as he clasped the back of your neck, folding you, forcing you to watch as he surrendered himself within the extents of you, engulfed himself within the bounds of your mind.

Your arms moved up, grasping onto the back of his skull as you gawked up at him, eyes never drifting, body humming as he drove into you. You peeked down, watching as cream glazed the fat of his dick, building along his pelvis with each breathtaking stroke. 

“Ba-byyy, so fuckin',” you cried, deep and gluttonous, “d-eep baby, oohhh.” Your nails scratched along his hips, fingers grasping the fat of his ass as you pulsed. 

“I love youuu, shitt,” you were hysterical, mouth slacking open, drool staining your chin.

He was driving you fucking mad.

Onyankapon’s brows furrowed, repetitive whimpers painting the air as he chased his orgasm, pounding, ignoring the burn of his thighs as the fat of your ass ricocheted off his hips. 

Smack!

The sting from his palms flattening against the swell of your thighs was all you needed as your body convulsed. 

“Ughnn, Oh my-fuckkkk”. Your eyes rolled, barely registering your body’s doing as a stream of arousal sprayed across Ony’s chest. Your pussy clamped, sucking, feeding upon the meat of his dick as he drove himself impossibly deeper. 

You could feel him, throat clogging as your stomach burned; he was so fucking deep. Too fucking deep. 

So deep within the depths of you, you couldn’t identify where you ended, and he began. 

You couldn’t stop fucking cumming. What the fuck? 

“Give it to me baby, fuck, fuck, fuckkk.” Your gasp planted heavily against his lips.

Onyankapon’s body grew tense as he dragged himself upright, sweat dripping along the curve of his nose as he gripped your hips.

“Mmm, you feel me, baby? This’ my fucking pussy, (y/n). All. Fucking. Mine.” With a harsh snap of his hips, he punctuated each word. 

“Yeahh look at me baby, you so fucking pretty.” His statement faltered, head slipping back as he burrowed himself into you, grinding, babbling, hips sputtering as he came. 

“I’m nuttin' all in this pussy baby, fuckkk.” His eyes rolled, hips still rolling as he came with such intensity he thought he’d be sucked up by fucking darkness itself. 

Heavy, rampant pants filled the now quiet room as he looked down at his lady, his woman, his love. 

His form sank as he helped you move your legs toward the bed, caressing the fat as your lips connected in a slow, sensual kiss. 

“I love you ma, this love ain’t come easy, I need you to talk to me, baby.” His fingers nuzzled the sweaty arch of your cheeks as you peered up at him. 

“Let me know when I’ve upset you. Talk to me, don’t hold that shit in baby. Next time you feel like I’m oversteppin’, lemme know. I'm never gonna just rule off ya feelings, baby. Let me know.” His voice lagged, gaze flitting between your view as you nodded—Dazed. 

“Aight, come on, lemme run ya pretty ass a bath.” His head lowered, a sultry smile tearing from his lips as he pecked your lips once more. 

-𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒆౨ৎ

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Note: long awaited!! This was not supposed to take that long but life got me caught allll the way uppppp. I promise I'll be way more consistent now that I'm finally healed of my devious case of writers block.

P.S. My requests are open! I need ideas 💕

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White Dress, Black Cat 𖣁 | ONYAKOPON

Summary: They said she was a witch.

She said they were all damned. Onyakopon didn’t believe in hauntings until he heard his own voice tremble at the pulpit. Now every hymn echoes wrong, and she’s waiting for him by the well, knitting as if the world ain’t falling apart. He just wanted to serve God. Now they’re standing hand in hand, watching the damned burn.

Themes: Heavy Religious trauma/themes, family dysfunction, mentions of suicide, miscarriage, mental health struggles, tall blk female reader, plus-sized reader, preacherson!ony, implied supernatural violence, psychological horror, shy!ony, dark themes and atmosphere, small town prejudice, abandonment, slow burn, smut: virginity loss (mc and ony), soft sex/lovemaking, praise kinks, soft dom!ony

Part one | Part two | Part three

Word count: 10.2k

Authors Note: Well obviously I've been really into religious themes and southern gothic themes for some reason and with my religious background it's only fair I vent through my writing lol. This was meant to be a one-shot but yk how I get lol. Very different from the usual Ony fics hope you all enjoy and I don't disappoint 🥺💔

also wanted to thank @thecoochiefairy and @2neaky for unknowingly inspiring me!! I love black love and im happy to see it on tumblr again 🩷 please don't be shy send me an ask and support me on AO3

The night pressed in thick as syrup, and Onyakopon couldn't move.

He lay flat on his back on a threadbare cot in the shotgun house behind the old

sugarcane fields, sweat slicking his brow, heart hammering against ribs that had forgotten how to breathe. The air was too still. No crickets. No frogs. Not even the wind dared stir. Just that weight, heavier than a man, darker than sin, pinning him to the mattress with invisible hands.

Something's whispering in his ear.

He couldn’t understand the words, not exactly. But the voice, it was his father’s. And then not.

His body twitched. Eyes wide, still unable to blink. In the corner of the room, where the shadow refused to dissolve, something crouched. Watching. Waiting. Its eyes were coals, slow-burning.

“Get up,” he told himself. But his jaw wouldn’t work. His tongue felt thick. Roots of a tree growing wild inside his throat.

The thing in the corner inched forward. Crawling on elbows. Grinning too wide.

And then—

A scream tore from his chest. The kind that didn’t sound human.

He sat bolt upright, breath ragged, vision swimming. The shadow was gone. But the smell lingered like hot iron and smoke. Like burnt offerings. Outside, there was a loud crack of thunder as the sky began to pour. The world had moved on. But Onyakopon didn’t.

Not yet.

He scrubbed a hand over his face and stared down at the callouses in his palms.

The tremble in them betrayed him. That was the third one this week. And in every single one, there was always a shadow. Eyes like smoldering coals. A voice that wore his father’s face like a mask. No matter how many scriptures he recited before bed. No matter how often he sang himself hoarse in praise. It kept coming back. Stronger and stronger. And every time he woke, he felt like something had been peeled off of him in the night. Something soft. Something sacred.

He refused to speak on it. Refused to write it down. Didn’t dare let it live outside his own chest.

Not yet.

Not running. Not crying. Just sitting there heavy on his heart. Another crack of thunder rumbled the sky as heavy rain pelted on his family homes roof. He rose from his bed pulling his rosary off his night stand bringing it to his lips as he said a silent prayer.

Lord… have mercy on me. I been seein’ things. Eyes in the corner, whispers in the dark, faces that don’t belong to no man. I don’t know if it’s You, or the Devil, or somethin’ in between. But I’m scared. I’m tired. I’m tryin’.

Send me peace. Send me clarity. Send me somethin’ steady, somethin’ real. A light, Lord. Just a light to carry me through. Even if I don’t understand it yet.

As he said his Amens and laid back in his bed, Onyakopon had felt for the first time think that He wasn't listening.

By Sunday morning, the dreams still hadn’t left him. They clung to his shoulders like wet cotton.

But church folk didn’t care about dreams, especially not from a man like him. broad-shouldered and Bible-raised man, with a voice like honey on fire. The kind of voice that made pews sway and Deaconess Grant shout with both hands in the air.

Onyakopon stood at the front of the little white church he'd grown up in fingers wrapped around the wooden pulpit like every Sunday, his deep waves still damp from a basin rinse. Sunlight filtered in through stained glass panes, splashing color over the choir robes and sweating faces. The fans were flapping, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus but the heat was still wrapping necks like a noose.

“There's a leak in this old building... and my soul...” His voice filled the rafters, warm and booming.

Eyes closed. He let the song carry him. He tried to lose himself in it. But then

He saw it.

It wasn’t a flash. Not a trick of the light. It was there, really there, on the third pew from the front, sitting where Sister McGee always sat, legs crossed and grinning wide like it was proud to be seen. A thing with a stretched-out face and black gums, skin that shimmered like chicken grease thrown in water. Its eyes were hollow, but it always found him.

Mocking.

Ony’s throat caught on the next word.

“...This old building—keeps o' sinkin' and my... soul”

His voice had cracked like he was sixteen again singing for the congregation for the first time, he winced. Blinked. Shook his head.

Someone from the amen corner called out, calm and easy: “Take your time, brother.”

The thing was gone.

Just a trick of the heat, he told himself. Just his mind. The back doors of the church creaked open. Slow. Dust in the light. And there she was. Tall for a woman and wide-hipped, dark-skinned kissed by Gods given sun, like the earth after heavy rain, wearing a faded rose dress with puffed sleeves and lace at the hem. Her black cat trotted beside her like it belonged there. She held a woven basket over one arm and wore a wide-brimmed hat trimmed with dried lavender.

Every voice in the room caught in their throats.

Folks didn’t speak her name. Didn’t meet her eye. The bastard daughter of sin and prophecy. The daughter of a witch. But she just walked, quietly, deliberately, like the whole town wasn't against her and took her seat on the far back pew. Sitting there there like she always had a right to.

And while the choir tried to pick up the next verse, she began to knit. Small, neat stitches. Humming the melody under her breath in a voice soft as velvet.

Onyakopon stared too long.

He wasn't the only one.

Service ended with a shaky benediction and more side-eyes than hallelujahs.

Folks filed out quickly, muttering about the heat, about the hymnbook pages sticking together, about anything but the girl and her cat in the back pew. Onyakopon pretended to help fold chairs in the fellowship hall just long enough for everyone to disappear down the gravel road.

He stepped out the side door into the sunlight, breathing like he’d been underwater. But even outside, the church still felt-strange. Like it held its breath after she walked in.

She was still in the last pew. Alone now. Knitting the same deep thread with slow, sure hands. Her cat sat curled beside her like a guardian made of fur shadows. The rest of the sanctuary had emptied out like they feared catching something just by breathing her air.

Onyakopon stood at the door a moment, one boot scuffing the floor.

She didn’t look up. Just said, soft and almost teasing , delicate voice bouncing off the empty decaying walls.

“You feel it too.”

His spine stiffened as he straightens himself up, removing his cap from his head, deep

frown lines growing between his eyebrows.

"Ma'am?"

She tugged the thread once, looped it, pulled it through. Her fingers never paused.

“What don’t belong in the Lord’s house.”

His lips parted, but he said nothing.

Then she looked up. Wide, round, doll-like eyes — so dark they shimmered. She looked at him like a mirror. Like she saw every dream he tried to forget, every shadow that clung to the edges of his soul.

Onyakopon’s stomach twisted. A chill moved up his spine slow as molasses. He hadn’t told nobody about the thing that visited him in sleep or what he'd seen — not his mother, his father or brother. This was something just between him and God. He felt his fists clench, not in threat but in defense. That kind of knowing… it wasn’t natural.

He took a step in, boots creaking on the old wood. “You been watchin’ me?” he asked, voice low and rough like split wet oak.

“No,” she said, still sweet, still calm. “You came lookin’ for me. Even if you ain’t know it yet.

He frowned deeper, throat dry. “You don't know what you're talkin' about ma'am..”

“Mm.” She glanced down. “And yet, here you are, tryin' to defend yourself to a stranger who don't know what she talkin' bout."

The black cat stretched from its place at her feet and wound around his leg, tail brushing his calf like a whisper. Onyakopon looked down, startled, as it rubbed against his dress shoes, purring deep like a hymn. He tensed, stepping forward, and his shadow stretched over her like a giant. Despite their size difference, he felt a sudden weight in the air. Her presence loomed, even sitting, somehow bigger than him. Ony was always the biggest man in any room — 6’7, broad and built like a pillar. But this woman, in a worn rose dress and knitted calm, made him feel small.

She didn’t flinch. Didn’t blink.

He swallowed.

“Who are you?” he asked, voice softer now, but no less honest.

She smiled just slightly. “You already know.”

“I don’t.” She hummed again, “Your dreams are becoming louder brother,” she murmured, threading her yarn again. “Woke the sky last night, Woke the dirt.”

He blinked, unsettled. He didn’t want know how to fight it. Didn’t know how to turn off the uncomfortable truth in her voice. Her fingers moved again. The yarn wound tighter. She added, without looking

It’s this town. Folks plant their evil here, water it, pray over it like it’s corn and wheat. And it grows.”

Ony’s jaw tensed. The cat flicked its tail once like punctuation. She tied off the thread, tucked the yarn into her basket like she was sealing something sacred or dangerous.

“When you start to see the truth,” she said, standing now, her basket in hand, “you’ll know where to find me.”

She lingered in the doorway, eyes on him like she already knew what he’d choose.

“May the Lord keep you, Onyakopon. Even when the ones close to you can’t.”

Then she vanished into the rain.

The church doors creaked as he stepped out, the rain had stopped sunlight dull and sour under a heavy sky. No birds singing. Just the wind dragging itself down the road like a dying hymn.

The woods swallowed her up quick, the church just a shadow behind her. Leaves brushed her shoulders, pine needles crunching beneath her bare feet. She didn’t look back once. Mama trotted at her side, tail high, silent as breath.

“He don’t even know what he is yet,” she whispered, mostly to herself, but also to the cat.

Mama meowed low, like a scoff.

“I know, I know. You don’t like him. Sayin’ I oughta let him stay lost.”

She paused by a fallen log, placing her basket on it carefully. Sat down, drawing her shawl tighter across her shoulders.

“But he’s dreamin’ the way I used to. That means somethin’. Ain’t many left who can see past the veil.”

Mama leapt up beside her, staring off into the trees like she was waiting for somethin, or someone.

The girl smiled faintly. “You always was overprotective.”

Mama blinked slow.

“I ain’t lettin’ him close, not yet. Just watchin’.”

She turned her eyes to the sky, where clouds pressed low and the wind smelled like storm.

“When he’s ready to see the truth,” she murmured, “he’ll know where to find me.”

Mama curled against her side, purring soft and wary.

And the forest, for now, held its breath.

Monday morning came like it always did — quiet, slow, and too bright.

The sky was washed pale like a bedsheet left too long in the sun, and the town lay still beneath it. No rain left, just the memory of it in puddles and soft mud tracks. Ony didn't dream at all last night, just darkness and cold.

Onyakopon stood by the porch steps, box of his mama’s peach pies tucked under one arm, the other gripping a thermos of chicory coffee. Caleb his older brother was already loading up the truck, hands moving fast and efficient, like always.

“Quit draggin’ your feet,” Caleb muttered. “These folks ain’t gonna wait forever.”

Ony grunted, climbing in beside him.

They rode through the back roads in silence for a while, gravel popping under the tires, air sticky with heat. Every house they passed had a porch, and every porch had eyes. Folks rocking slowly in creaking chairs, faces turned their way but not smiling. At the first stop, Miss Irene met them on her porch with a crooked grin and two dollars folded tight in her hand.

“Your mama’s a blessin’, she know that?” she said, voice thin as brittle paper. “Tell her I’m prayin’ for her.”

She didn’t look at Ony when she said it.

By the third house, he noticed it, the way people didn’t laugh the same. Didn’t talk the same. Brother Johnny Al who always joked with him just nodded and shut the screen door with a quick and nasty slam. He saw the elderly man peeking from the blinds as they drove away, he should have worn his glasses today because he swore his eyes flash completely dark.

Another one of their regulars wouldn't meet his eyes during prayer, just muttered “Amen” too fast and wiped sweat off his brow that wasn’t there.

The last stop was by the church, where Sister Myra handed Caleb her tithe and asked them to “keep an extra prayer for the sinful.” She smiled at his brother when she said it, but Ony felt it cut anyway when it dropped as she looked at him duly

By noon, Ony’s chest felt tight. Not like fear like being studied. Like his skin was a page someone was reading line by line. He wondered if this is his Jesus felt when they read his commandments though Caleb didn’t notice, or pretended not to. He was good at that.

Caleb was humming to himself on the drive back, fingers tapping the wheel in rhythm, until Ony finally spoke.

“Something’s off,” Ony said, quiet.

Caleb didn’t look at him when he responded, just snorted dismissively. “It’s Monday. That’s what’s off.”

“I’m serious.” Ony’s voice was low, almost unsure. “Like somethin’ shifted. Like the world ain’t sittin’ right on its bones no more.”

“Somethin’ off,” he said again, quieter now, letting the words hang in the cab.

His long legs stretched out in the passenger seat, feet braced like he was expecting a turn that never came.

Caleb finally glanced at him, just a flick of the eye, jaw tight. Then laughed, short and sharp.

“Boy, you feel off ‘cause you always by yourself, hidin’ in your own head like some daydreamin’ woman. You need to study more. With me and With Pa. Need to find you a wife. Get you right.”

“...A wife?”

The word stuck in Ony’s throat, and just like that she was there. Not in body but in that sudden, dangerous way dreams slide into daylight. She wasn’t doing anything grand just sitting on a porch, elbows on her knees, eyes half-lidded like she knew every secret he ever kept. Humming low. Thread slipping through her fingers like it had a mind of its own. Like he did.

Ony blinked slow, like the words took a second to land again he repeated "A wife.."

Caleb went on, voice firmer now. “You feel off ‘cause you always stuck in your damn head, day dreamin’. Walkin’ around like you waitin’ on signs and visions instead of doin’ what men do.”

Ony turned to him, slow. “And what’s that?”

“Work. Worship. Wife. Provide. That’s the order. That’s how Pa did it. That’s how I do it. You think I didn’t feel strange too before I married Leah? Thought the whole world was wrong. Now look, she carryin’ my child, and I sleep just fine.”

Ony shook his head, jaw tightening. “So you think I’m crazy ‘cause I ain’t found nobody to lay up under yet?”

“I think you lonely,” Caleb snapped. “And lonely men start believin’ in all kinds of foolishness.”

They pulled into the driveway and sat in silence, the weight of everything pressing down like the summer heat.

Caleb finally broke it, voice low and hard. “I think somethin’ needs to fix you. You been strange for weeks. Folks see it. You don’t even try no more—don’t talk, don’t help with the sermons, barely speak to Ma. And now you sittin’ here talkin’ like the sky’s fallin’.”

Ony turned his head to the window, jaw tight. “You don’t see what I see.”

“No, I don’t. And that’s the damn problem. You always talkin’ in riddles. Bein’ quiet ain’t the same as bein’ deep.” Caleb’s voice was sharp. “You need to come back to earth, Ony. You ain’t no damn prophet. You just lost.”

Ony’s voice was cold, clipped. “Maybe you’re the lost one if you think a woman and a baby in this rotting town gonna fix anything.”

Caleb’s eyes narrowed. “So you disrespectin’ the Bible teachings, boy?”

Ony didn’t look at him. Just said quietly,

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked shall I return.”

Caleb turned to face him, brow furrowed. Ony finally met his brother’s eyes. “That don’t sound like disrespect,” Ony said, voice flat. “That sound like a man knows this world don’t owe him nothin’. Not comfort. Not clarity. Not no wife or baby to fix what’s broke inside.”

Ony opened the door and stepped out, boots hitting the dirt like punctuation. The screen door creaked faintly in the distance, wind brushing against the trees. Caleb stayed in the truck for a second longer, jaw flexing, breath shallow. Then he shoved the door open.

“You always pullin’ them verses like a blade,” Caleb snapped, rounding the truck

“Think that makes you more holy? Makes you a better God-fearing man than me?”

Ony didn’t answer, just walked slow toward the porch, hands in his pockets like nothing touched him. Caleb caught up fast, grabbing his arm. " I’m talkin’ to you.”

Ony yanked back. “And I heard you. You mad ‘cause I know what I’m talkin’ about, and it don’t line up with your little box of how a man supposed to be.”

Caleb shoved him then, not hard, but hard enough.

“You think knowin’ scripture make you better than me? You think starin’ off into space and spittin’ riddles make you more of a man?”

Ony pushed him back, this time with force.

“I think pretendin’ like a wife and a baby make the rot go away is a lie. I think that makes you the fool.”

They were close now, breath hot, shoulders squared. From the porch came a soft creak the screen door opening slow.

Their mother stepped down from the porch, robe tied tight at the waist, her expression unreadable — but her eyes sharp as ever. Leah hovered behind her, one hand on her stomach, eyes wide.

“That’s enough out here,” she said again, sterner now. “I don’t care who’s feelin’ what you don’t raise your voices like that on this land.”

Caleb’s chest was still heaving, fists balled at his sides, but he dropped his eyes. Ony, jaw locked, He looked at her, really looked at her and something in him softened.

“I’ll be back ‘fore supper,” he said quietly.

Then he leaned in, pressed a quick, reverent kiss to her forehead.

“Love you, Mama.”

She nodded, the way only a mother could like she saw through him but loved him anyway.

As Ony stepped off the porch, he brushed past Caleb, shoulder knocking into his brother’s like punctuation. Deliberate. Firm.

Caleb turned after him, lips parted like he had more to say, but whatever it was, he swallowed it.

Leah reached for his hand from the porch.

“Let him go,” she said gently.

“He don’t need to wander,” Caleb muttered. Their mother didn’t look at him when she answered.

“Maybe he do.”

Onyakopon walked with no aim, boots kicking up dust as the cicadas screamed louder than the thoughts in his head. The town stretched out around him, crooked and quiet all heatwaves and peeling paint and eyes he couldn’t see but felt. His hands were in his pockets, his jaw still clenched.

He didn’t know where he was going, Nowhere, really but it felt like somewhere

Like something was pulling.

The sun hung thick and low, dripping gold between the trees, and for a second everything felt too still like the world had paused to hear his steps. Then he saw it.

A black cat, perched on a crumbling stone fence just ahead. Its fur looked wet, almost shining. It didn’t move when he approached.

Just stared, eyes like glass marbles catching the light. He slowed and the cat didn’t blink, didn't flinch. Just waited.

Ony felt a chill crawl up his neck despite the heat.

“You lost?” he murmured, barely louder than the wind. The cat tilted its head, eyes squinting like his question offended it, then turned. Leaping down, slipping into the brush like it had somewhere to be and maybe, just maybe, he was supposed to follow. So, he'd stand there for a while listening, waiting - for what exactly? He wasn't so sure himself.

Staring at the place where the cat had vanished. His breath slowed, the tension in his shoulders settling into something heavier. He didn’t move, just listened to the buzz of the heat, the rustle of leaves.

Thinking about turning around. About going home. Sitting down with his family at dinner telling them he was ready to look for a wife, asking his father to mentor him. Mold him to be just like him and Caleb. About pretending he hadn’t felt something shift deep in his gut the second he saw that cat.

Maybe Caleb was right.

Maybe he was strange.

Maybe he was just lonely.

A sharp, irritated meow snapped him from the thought. There it was again — the black cat, now sitting neatly a few paces behind him, tail curled tight, ears pointing upward, eyes narrowed like it was waiting on a child dragging their feet. It meowed again, louder this time, then stood and turned. Walked ahead slowly, stopping every few feet like it was checking to see if he’d catch on. Ony swallowed. Then, without a word, he followed.

The cat cut through a thicket like it had somewhere to be, glancing back only once before Ony followed. Trees arched above him like ribs, the woods swallowing sound until all he heard was his breath and the soft thud of his boots on earth. It didn’t feel like he was walking anymore. More like being led. They came to a clearing a patch of light cracked open like an eye between the trees, and there she was. She sat on an old quilt, colors faded like memory, her back to him. Her clothes clung loose and thin in the heat nothing like what women wore outside the house. Nothing a preacher’s son had any business looking at. But he did.

She was knitting again. Hands moving fast, like she was trying to exorcise something with every twist of thread. Her dark coils slipped loose, brushing her cheeks as she muttered to herself, angry and fast. The cat trotted over to her and curled up like it had been expected.

Without looking up, she said, “Thought you didn’t like him, Mama.”

Ony took a careful step forward, brow furrowed. “Your mutt don’t like me?”

The girl turned sharp, like she’d been waiting on that line. Her hands froze mid-stitch, and her head snapped over one shoulder. That chubby, soft face from church? It scrunched up like a storm cloud now, eyes suddenly sharp cutting.

“Only mutt here is you.”

Even the cat hissed, low and warning, tail flicking once like a whip before settling back down beside her with a satisfied grunt.

Ony stiffened.

She wasn’t sweet like she was in the Lord’s house. Not quiet and warm like the girl humming behind the pews. Her energy was strange now. Bristled. Her lips were dry, chapped pink from too much sun, and her voice carried something jagged underneath it.

“You always follow stray things?” she asked, threading again quick and harsh like the yarn had done her wrong.

He didn’t answer at first.

Didn’t know how.

Didn’t know why his feet brought him here at all. “You was knittin’ in church,” he said finally, more to himself than her.

“I was.”

“You knittin’ now.”

“Got hands, don’t I?”

He squinted at her, frustrated and fascinated all at once. “You always talk like this?” She shrugged, didn’t look up. “Only when men ask me stupid things.”

Ony winced, rubbing the back of his neck. His boot scuffed at the dirt, slow and awkward. He didn’t have much practice with women, his world was made up of his mother, elder ladies at church, and Leah when she needed something fetched from the pantry.

“Apologies, ma’am,” he mumbled, voice low and careful.

The girl paused. Her fingers stilled against the needles, eyes flicking up to study him for the first time without all that steel in them.

“No need to apologize,” she said, gentler now. “The day hasn’t been the kindest to me.”

She yanked at her project something half-made and angry with color, thread coiled tight like it was holding its breath. “I shouldn’t take it out on you. If anything, I should be used to it by now.” She huffed, more to the yarn than to him, jaw clenching like there was more she wanted to say but didn’t trust the space between them enough yet.

Ony shifted his weight, thumb hooking in his belt loop. His voice came quiet, almost a whisper. “Day ain’t been kind to me neither.”

That made her pause again. Just long enough for the cat to flick its tail against her hip, like it was waiting too.

She didn’t look at him when she spoke next, just patted the empty space beside her blanket, fingers brushing away twigs and grass. “Well… you can sit if you want. You look like you been walking without knowin’ where to land.”

Ony hesitated. His eyes flicked down, he hadn’t really looked before, not properly. But now the way the fabric clung to her arms, the soft rise of her chest as she breathed, the bare skin of her calves peeking beneath the hem, it struck him all at once.

It wasn’t scandalous in the way church folks used the word. But it was… intimate. Delicate. Dressed like that, back home, she’d be in her own bedroom or padding barefoot through the kitchen fetching tea for her mother. Not out here in the woods with a stranger.

His throat worked as he swallowed. “You sure?”

She gave a half-smile without looking at him. “I wouldn’t’ve asked if I wasn’t.”

He rubbed the back of his neck again, cheeks burning as he eased himself down beside her careful to leave a respectful distance, hands resting flat against his thighs like he was trying not to touch anything at all. The cat stretched between them like it was measuring the space.

They sat in silence.

Not the kind that crawled under your skin like Sunday tension or lingered like unsaid prayers, but something softer. Still. Ony sat with his hands folded, shoulders loose for once. The weight he always carried in his spine, the pressure to square his chest, to be something righteous and loud — eased without permission.

The girl kept knitting. Her fingers moved fast, urgent almost, like she was working through a thought with each loop and pull. The cat yawned, curling into a perfect comma between them.

Then, without looking at him, she said it low:

“Your head’s loud again. Makin’ the wind brush by a lil too fast. Gettin chilly. ”

Ony blinked, brows pulling together.

“Just breathe,” she added.

He did. And it wasn’t a deep breath or a proud one, but something real. It slid out of him slow, quiet. A breath he hadn’t known he was holding.

The wind slowed. The trees settled.

So did he.

The silence between them didn’t ache like it did at home. It stretched warm, quiet—not something to fix, just something to feel. Ony let his eyes drift to her hands, how fast they moved, like they had somewhere to be.

“You always knit this fast?” he asked, voice low.

She gave a soft shrug, not looking up. “Only when I’m tryin’ not to cuss or cry. It helps. Pullin’ somethin’ ugly outta me and making it useful.”

Ony nodded slowly, watching the rhythm of her fingers. The thread danced between her knuckles like it knew a secret language.

“You… think you could show me how?”

That made her pause. She looked at him for a beat, then down at her lap, like she was weighing it. Finally, she held up a half-finished square of fabric — dark, tight with frustration.

“You sure?” she asked. “Most men too proud to sit still with something this soft.”

“I’m not most men,” Ony murmured, not meeting her eyes.

She smiled, not wide but real, and shifted a little to the side. " I’ll show you.”

He shifted closer, slow like the earth might split if he moved too fast. She handed him the needles, warm from her fingers, and the yarn, coarse but strangely comforting.

“Keep your hands steady,” she said, voice softer now. “Let it pass through like water. Don’t grab it so tight.”

Ony tried, fumbling at first. She reached over, guiding his fingers without making a big deal out of it. Her hands were smaller than his, but surer—she shaped him like she did the thread, gentle but firm. “You’re teachin’ me to do women’s work,” he muttered, half teasing.

She snorted. “I’m teachin’ you to keep your mind from rot. Don’t matter what shape the work come in.”

That made him smile without thinking.

“You always talk like that?” he asked. he asked, glancing at her from beneath his lashes. “Like you halfway know what God whisperin’ before He even say it?” She didn’t answer right away. Just tilted her head, lips twitching like she was deciding how much to give away.

“You asked me that before,” she said finally.

He blinked. “Did I?”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Well…” He scratched the back of his neck. “You talk like my granny, but you don’t look eighty-six.”

That made her laugh—real and full, spilling out of her like light. She leaned back a little, grinning at him. “Your granny must’ve been sharp.”

“She was,” Ony said, quiet now, surprised at the warmth threading through his chest. He let the silence sit between them again, but it didn’t feel empty — it felt close. And when their eyes met for just a second too long, something shifted.

Not loud. Not sudden. Just… true.

Then nip.

“Agh—damn!” Ony yelped, jerking slightly as Mama, the cat, sunk her teeth gently into his thigh like she’d had enough of the moment.

The girl rolled her eyes. “Mama don’t like when people get too comfortable.”

“She got good timing,” Ony muttered, rubbing his leg and glaring at the cat, who looked smug and settled right back down beside her. “Guess she figured you needed some grounding.”

They both laughed, the weightlifting again, but not gone. Just resting for now. Ony glanced down at the cat, still lounging like she owned the blanket and the girl both. He reached out a slow hand—Mama narrowed her eyes but didn’t move.

“How long you had her?” he asked, voice lower now, thoughtful.

The girl’s fingers slowed around the yarn. “Seven years,” she said, quiet.

He looked up. “That long?”

“She showed up a few hours after my mama passed.” Her voice was steady, but there was something buried in it—like a scar covered by a silk scarf. “Just… appeared on the porch. Sat right at the door like she was waitin’. Like she knew.”

Ony said nothing, only watched her face.

“I like to think she is my mama. In some way,” she went on, threading the needle through the yarn faster now. “Mama always said she’d come back as a black cat. Said it’d suit her. Misunderstood. Proud. Particular. Protective.”

Her lips curved faintly. “And she was all three.” Mama let out a slow purr, as if in agreement.

“I believe that,” Ony murmured.

She looked over at him, brows lifted slightly.

“Why?”

He shrugged, then shook his head. “I don’t know. Just feels true. Like the way certain songs make you cry even if you don’t understand the words.”

She smiled at that, soft, almost grateful.

“You always talk like that?” she teased.

He grinned. “Guess we even now.”

Their laughter faded into the breeze, the knitting needles tapping steady again. Somewhere in all of it, Ony realized — he hadn’t thought about the tightness in his chest for minutes now. Minutes that felt like something more than time.

The wind shifted, sharp and sudden, cutting through the thick afternoon air like a knife dipped in river water. It brushed against Ony’s arms and made the fine hairs on his skin rise. But it wasn’t the cold that made him stiffen.

It was the girl.

She froze. Fingers gone still, the thread limp in her lap. Her body locked up like a porch swing caught mid-sway. Even Mama, curled smug and sleepy just moments ago, lifted her head, ears flicking forward, eyes narrowed at something just beyond the trees.

“You alright?” Ony asked, leaning a little closer, voice hushed like he didn’t want to disturb whatever had just walked through them. She didn’t answer right away. Just blinked like she was trying to remember how. Then nodded slowly, though it didn’t quite reach her shoulders.

“Sometimes the wind don’t come to cool,” she murmured, barely audible. “Sometimes it’s just passin’ through, carryin’ somethin’ behind it.” Ony glanced around, suddenly more aware of how quiet it had gotten. No birds. No rustle of leaves. Just wind and the low hum of something beneath it.

“What’s it carryin’?”

She shook her head. “Don’t know yet. But Mama felt it too.”

The cat was on her feet now, tail low, pressed against the girl's side like she might need to bolt — or block. “You should get home soon,” the girl said gently, but her eyes didn’t meet his. They were somewhere else. “Sun’s not as strong as it looks.”

Ony didn’t move.

“I’ll walk you,” he offered, his voice surer than he felt.

But she just gave a tiny smile, one that didn’t match the new edge in the air. “I’ve walked through worse.”

They stood at the edge of the clearing now, where the trees swallowed the sun in long shadows. Ony hadn’t realized how far they’d wandered — or maybe how far she’d led him. The cat weaved between their ankles, brushing its side against Ony’s boot one last time before settling back by her feet.

He took a step back, not wanting to go, but knowing the air had changed again. “You gon’ tell me your name?”

She paused, gathering up her needles and thread. The question hung in the air like smoke before she finally spoke, voice light but low, like a secret.

“You already know it.”

“I don’t.”

She looked up, lips curving into something half-playful, half-knowing. “Well, that’s what makes it fun.”

He gave her a look, amused and a little flustered. “Alright then… I’m Onyakopon.”

“I know,” she said softly, the smile not leaving her face. He blinked, surprised, then chuckled. “’Course you do.”

Their hands met then — a shake at first, but it lingered. Her hand was soft but firm, warmer than the wind that had just passed.

They didn’t speak as they held it. Just let it stretch, like maybe neither of them was quite ready to leave. Then her fingers curled, just slightly. “Be mindful,” she said, voice almost too quiet for the air. “Of what you carry. Of whom you follow. Everything that feels wrong right now. It's not all in your head.”

Ony’s brows drew together. He opened his mouth to ask what she meant, but she was already turning away, Mama trotting ahead like she knew the way. He stood there watching, rooted in place, as the girl moved between the trees, slipping into them like smoke. Her nightgown caught the last bit of light, white and fluttering like wings.

Then she was gone.

Like something holy. Or something beautifully haunting.

By the time Ony reached the porch, the sun was kissing the edge of the horizon, everything soaked in that strange amber glow that made shadows long and soft. His boots thudded against the wooden steps, and the familiar creak under the third board welcomed him home like it always did. Inside, the house was warm and humming with domestic rhythm. Dishes clinked softly, the smell of stewed okra and baked bread thick in the air. His mother stood at the head of the table, her sleeves rolled to the elbow, humming a hymn under her breath as she laid out silverware. Leah was beside her, placing the cornbread down with careful hands over a dishcloth.

They both looked up when he stepped in.

His mother’s eyes lingered. “Told you I’d be back before supper,” Ony said, brushing a hand over his neck, suddenly conscious of how the wind still clung to his shirt, like he’d brought the outside in with him.

"Mm make sure you wash them hands before sittin' at my table." She didn’t say more and went back to setting forks.

Leah’s eyes flickered between the two brothers as Caleb appeared from the back hall, wiping his hands on a dish towel. Ony tensed instinctively, but Caleb didn’t say anything just stared at him for a second too long. The air in the room wasn’t hostile. But it wasn’t settled either. Ony felt it swirl around him, curious and careful, like everyone was waiting for something to crack.

He moved toward the sink to wash his hands, nodding toward his mother as he passed. “Smells good in here, Ma.”

She nodded again, this time more gently, then glanced toward Caleb like she was measuring something unsaid between them.

No one asked where he’d gone.

And he didn’t offer it.

But as he dried his hands and found his usual seat, he thought of her—bare feet in the grass, humming low, thread dancing between her fingers like it had a mind of its own.

The clink of forks against ceramic was the loudest sound at the table. Ma had made stew, rich and spiced, but it tasted like sawdust in Onyakopon’s mouth.

“Had a little heat between you two earlier,” Pa said without looking up, spoon cutting through his bowl. “Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity.”

Ony didn’t look at Caleb, though he felt the verse land like a stone between them. Psalm 1:33, yeah — but it had the weight of Cain and Abel behind it, and they all knew it.

Caleb just scoffed under his breath.

“Yesterday’s service ended early,” Caleb said casually, like a man mentioning the weather. “Soon as that girl came 'long Whole congregation cleared out like they caught the plague.

Ma sneered without missing a beat. “Never met such an unlady-like woman. Wandering about with a devil’s pet, whisperin’ to trees like they whisper back. But Lord knows she can stitch. Shame every thread feel like a curse.”

Ony’s grip tightened around his spoon. He stared down into his stew, letting the broth steam up his face like fog. He didn’t say anything — not about her hands, not about her voice, not about the way she said his name like she’d always known it.

Ony felt a strange ache twist inside him at her words, a pull toward the woman Ma so openly despised. He kept his jaw tight, the silence settling even heavier around the table.

Leah shifted uneasily, but no one else spoke. The candle flickered low, and the weight of unspoken things hung thick between them.

“Boy,” Pa said suddenly, voice firm. “You best get out your head. A man’s got no business sittin’ at his father’s table starin’ off into the dark.”

Ony blinked slowly, but didn’t answer.

“You think you grown? Then act like it. Ain’t no room in this house for cloudy minds and foolish obsessions. You wanna be a man, be one. Handle your kin. Get your head on straight. Get your spirit right.”

Still, Ony didn’t speak — not to him. His eyes stayed low, locked on the chipped edge of his plate. Then, like something creeping up from his chest without permission, his voice slid out low, almost like it didn’t belong to him

“What makes her a bad person for lovin’ trees a lil bit?”

The room froze.

Ma’s hand stilled halfway to her cup. Leah’s fork clinked quietly against her plate. Caleb leaned back slow in his chair, face unreadable. Pa narrowed his eyes. “What you just say?”

“I just mean…” Ony muttered, spearing a piece of fried okra with his fork, “she’s a woman with a pet cat? That knits.” He shrugged like it was nothing, then stuffed the food in his mouth, chewing slow, like he hadn’t just cracked the air in two.

Ma’s eyes narrowed. “That thing ain’t no pet. Strays like that don’t belong in the house of the Lord — or round decent folk like the ones in our community.”

Caleb scoffed under his breath, reaching for his cup. “Ain’t about the cat. It’s the way she carries herself. Like she knowin’ things she ain’t supposed to.”

“That woman ain’t right, Ony,” Pa said, voice low and warning. “Mark my words. Ain’t no good ever come from women who walk like they float and talk like they pray to the moon.”

Ony didn’t respond. Just kept chewing, like maybe the weight of the room couldn’t touch him if he didn’t let it. But his ears were hot, and his throat ached in a way that food couldn’t soothe.

Leah, quiet all this time, finally spoke, voice soft as usual. “She knitted my apron. The one with the sunflowers. It’s… pretty.”

Ma turned sharply. “And you best not wear it again. We don’t know what spirits she stitched into that thread.”

Ony’s silverware scraped the plate a little too loud when he's told up.

“I’ll go wash up,” he mumbled, though his plate wasn’t empty. “Y’all keep on eatin’. Thank you for the dinner mama"

He didn’t wait for permission. Just turned and walked toward the back, the screen door creaking open as he stepped onto the porch, letting the night air slap him clean.

Behind him, the candle flickered.

The back porch creaked under his weight, old wood sighing like it remembered too much. No one came out here anymore — not since Granny passed. Her wicker chair still sat in the corner, covered in a thin film of dust and memories. Ony didn’t sit there. He chose the steps instead, letting the night press in close, heavy and still.

Crickets sang. The wind tugged gently at the trees, and for the first time all day, nobody asked him to be anything. He let his shoulders drop. Let his jaw unclench.

Then came the sound — soft, slow, deliberate.

The screen door moaned open behind him.

He didn’t turn, not at first, until he heard the light step on the porch — and then a bottle clink. He glanced over his shoulder.

Leah stood there, caught like a deer in her round belly stretching the front of her dress. In one hand, a dusty wine bottle; in the other, just shame.

“It won’t hurt the baby,” she said quickly, blinking like she might cry or laugh or both.

Ony raised his eyebrows and looked back out at the dark yard. “I get why you need it,” he said flatly. “Dealin’ with this family’ll make you wanna drink holy water straight from the font.”

That earned him a quiet laugh — small and bitter.

Leah walked over and sat beside him with a sigh, the bottle tucked between her knees. “I ain’t drinkin’ for real. Just wanted to hold it. Make it feel like I had a choice, even if I don’t.”

Ony hummed, a low sound in his throat.

“You and me both.”

They sat in silence for a beat, the air between them not tense, just… lived in.

“You ever think ‘bout just leavin’?” she asked, voice soft, eyes fixed on the dark stretch of trees.

“All the time.”

She nodded like she expected that. “Caleb says I should be grateful. That I’m safe here. That the Lord provided. But safe don’t feel like freedom, does it?”

Ony didn’t answer.

Not out loud and the silence stretched on the kind that didn’t beg to be filled. Just two people watching the dark, pretending the quiet didn’t know all their secrets.

Leah leaned back on her hands, her fingers curling around the edge of the step. “That girl from service yesterday…” she started, voice light but lined with something sharper, “she the reason you were gone all afternoon?”

Ony didn’t look at her. Just let the question hang there in the air between them, weightless and heavy all at once.

Leah smiled to herself, not unkind. “She’s... different. Not like folks around here.”

“She’s just a girl,” Ony said finally, though it didn’t sound convincing. Not even to him.

“A girl with a black cat and a stare like she’s already seen how the world ends,” Leah murmured, like she was thinking more than speaking. “She got the whole town feelin’ itchy and lookin’ for salt.”

Ony gave a faint snort. “You 'fraid of her too?”

“No,” Leah said simply. “But I think you are.”

That made him look at her. Really look.

She met his eyes, steady, too old for her years. “Not ‘cause she’s strange. But ‘cause she see somethin’ in you been tryin’ to bury.”

Ony didn’t respond. Couldn’t, really. His throat felt tight.

“She’s not evil. You’re right bout that part. Just a girl with a heavy hurt, a cat, and a different sense of faith. This town… it’s so close-minded, full of fear. The moment someone different comes along, folks scream ‘Satan’ or worse.”

“We used to be friends,” she said after a pause, like weighing whether to share too much. “Before her pa got caught up in some things. Before he disappeared. She was always so strange. Picking up bugs, talking to the ground, like she’d been here a thousand years instead of thirteen.”

She laughed, a soft, distant sound. “I used to joke she was a grandma reincarnated.”

Ony huffed out a soft laugh but then her smile faded, shadowed by memories. “When her daddy vanished, she was… calm. Like the universe does things for a reason. Said everything done in the dark will come to light.”

Her eyes darkened further. “Her mother got real sick after that. Took her own life.” She flicked squeeze the dusty wine bottle, then leaned in closer, voice dropping to a whisper. “Your daddy… I think he’s got

something to do with it all.”

Ony’s heart tightened. "How so?"

“She told me once, before her dad disappeared, he was there. And minutes after he left, her mother… she was found splattered all over her bed.” She made a finger-gun motion, sharp and cutting through the heavy air.

Silence fell again, heavy and still.

Then Leah sniffled — barely — and blinked fast. Her voice wavered, thinner now. “You know… she’s the one who told me I was pregnant before I even knew? I really hope this conversation stays between us.”

She paused, swallowing thickly. “Couple months back, when I was real sick and you and Caleb were out runnin’ errands… she came by. Her and that damn cat. I hadn’t seen her since we were fifteen. Daddy forbid me from ever seein’ her again. Said she was a witch. Imagine my shock when she showed up at my doorstep eleven years later — all grown, and God help me, even more beautiful than when we were kids.”

She let out a shaky breath and laughed weakly, rubbing her stomach.

“She put her hands on my belly like she already knew me. Told me I’d be the most wonderful mother. Like she saw it, clear as day.” Her voice cracked. “Knitted me a little hat… and an apron to fit my belly. Softest thing I ever touched. But then she said somethin’ strange. Told me this wasn’t the place to raise a child. Said I should leave.”

Leah’s eyes lifted to his, wet but steady now.

Leah stayed quiet for a moment, her shoulders hunched and small despite the swell of her belly. The bottle hung loosely in her grip, the wine sloshing quietly like it too was listening.

Then, almost like an afterthought—but heavier than anything she’d said before—she murmured, “Something’s eatin’ your Ma, your Pa… even Caleb. They ain’t the same no more, Ony. I can feel it in my bones.”

She stood carefully, steadying herself with the porch railing. Her eyes met his one last time.

“You take care of yourself, Onyakopon. Don’t let ‘em make you blind to what’s right in front of you.”

She handed him the wine bottle, fingers lingering for a moment on his, then let go. Her silhouette disappeared into the dark hallway behind her, door creaking shut behind her like a breath held too long.

The next morning, Ony woke to a scream that didn’t belong to him for once.

It came from the guest room.

Leah had miscarried.

The house felt like it was holding its breath, heavy and suffocating. Caleb paced the worn floorboards, muttering under his breath, his footsteps sharp and uneven. Leah sat still in the corner, her eyes hollow, the light that had shone there just the night before completely gone.

Onyakopon watched them both, the weight of silence pressing down on him. His Ma and Pa were nowhere to be found — the house was emptier than usual, shadows gathering in every corner like unwelcome guests.

Caleb’s voice cracked as he whispered to no one in particular, “This ain’t right… none of it.”

Leah’s fingers trembled in her lap, her breath shallow, as if the air itself had turned to stone.

Onyakopon stepped closer to Leah, voice low but steady.

“I’m sorry, Leah. For everything.”

She gave a weak nod, eyes shimmering with tears but empty of hope. "You got time Ony. Leave before it touches you too"

Caleb’s pacing stopped abruptly, his shoulders stiffening like a coil about to snap. He glared at Ony, voice rough and sudden.

The house felt like it was holding its breath, thick with tension that clung to the walls like humidity before a storm. Caleb paced the floor in crooked lines, muttering beneath his breath, his fists clenching and unclenching at his sides. Leah sat on the edge of the couch like her soul had drained out in her sleep, her eyes puffy and distant. She hadn’t spoken more than a whisper since the scream.

Onyakopon stood in the doorway, watching. His parents were nowhere in sight. The house was too still. Wrong.

“I ain’t sayin’ nothin’ to start a fire,” Ony said gently, “but you need to sit, Caleb. You’re gonna wear a hole in the floor.”

Caleb’s steps stopped abruptly. He turned slow, like a puppet pulled too tight on its strings.

“Oh, now you care?” he said, voice dry and full of heat. “Now you got concern?”

Ony blinked. “I’ve always cared.”

“No, you don’t. You stand around lookin’ like you see through everybody, like none of this is real to you. Like we’re fools for tryin’ to build a damn life here.”

Ony’s jaw tightened. “That ain’t fair.”

“Oh, but it’s true,” Caleb spat. “You think I forgot what you said a while back? ‘A wife and baby won’t fix nothin’? You said that. You looked me dead in the eye and said that. Like all this… like Leah—”

His voice cracked. “—like the baby didn’t matter.”

Ony’s voice was low. “I never said they didn’t matter. I said it won’t fix what’s wrong with this place. This town. You know that better than anyone, Caleb.”

“No. What I know is, you mocked me. You sat at that table with your silence and your damn half-smiles and judged me. You think you’re better than me.”

“I don’t—”

Caleb stepped forward, eyes wide, glassy, something off inside them now. “You don’t? Say it with your tongue then. Look me in the face and tell me I’m not a fool for wantin’ more.”

Leah stirred, voice soft. “Caleb—”

“Don’t,” Caleb snapped without looking at her.

Ony held his ground. “You ain’t a fool, Caleb. But you’re acting like one now. You’re hurt, and I get it. But don’t come at me like I put that pain in you.”

“You put the doubt in me!” Caleb roared.

“You were the voice in the back of my head every damn day since she told me she was pregnant. And now look! Gone. Just like everything else in this cursed house.”

There was a beat — the kind of silence that comes before something breaks.

Then Caleb lunged.

The scuffle was quick but violent — desperation making up for lack of form. Ony tried to hold him off, but Caleb fought like he wanted to draw blood, like if he hurt someone else maybe the ache inside him would let up.

Leah shouted, trying to reach them, tears running down her face. “Stop it! Stop!”

Ony finally shoved Caleb back, hard enough to knock him into the wall. “What the hell is wrong with you?!”

Caleb’s chest heaved. His eyes were wrong not just angry, but dark, as if something else had stepped into him. Something watching through his face.

“You mocked me,” he said again, quieter now. “You cursed me with your mouth. You always did.”

Ony stepped back, heart pounding. “I ain’t cursed you. This place did.”

Leah stood between them, shaking, one hand stretched out like she was trying to keep them both from falling off a cliff.

“Please, Ony,” she whispered. “Just go."

He didn’t want to. He wanted to fix it — to fix him. But he saw the look in her eyes. That pleading. That fear.

So he turned and walked out the front door.

And behind him, the house groaned.

The air outside slapped his skin like cold judgment. Onyakopon didn’t know when his feet hit the porch or when the front gate swung open — he only remembered the crunch of gravel under his boots and the warm sting of blood trailing down from his eyebrow. His lip was split, throbbing with each breath. The fight with Caleb replayed in flashes behind his eyes, quick and jagged like broken glass.

He kept running.

Not because he was afraid of Caleb, but because he was afraid of what he saw in Caleb.

The sky above had gone dull and gray, not quite evening but no longer day. Birds had gone quiet. The cicadas, too. All that remained was the pounding in his ears and the sharp inhale-exhale of lungs trying to keep up.

He didn’t even realize where he was until his knees buckled beneath him, and he hit the soft grass with a grunt. Hands splayed wide, he pressed his back to the earth, letting the air wrap around him. He was in the clearing.

The tall reeds swayed around him like ghosts with no mouths, whispering only through movement. And the sky above looked... too wide. Too still.

He lay there, panting. Sweat mixed with blood. His chest rose and fell like he’d outrun death itself.

And maybe he had.

Or maybe he’d run straight into it.

His chest rose and fell like a storm settling into silence. The sky above blurred, hazy from tears he didn’t know he’d let fall. Grass pressed cool and damp against the back of his neck. His lip stung, and his brow pulsed where Caleb’s fist had landed. Blood still crusted warm at the corner of his mouth.

He closed his eyes. Just for a second.

When he opened them—

She was there.

Standing over him like a painting left out in the rain. Skirt brushing the wild grass, curls coiled like shadows catching sunlight, eyes so ancient and wide they swallowed the sky behind her. Her face was soft, full of moonlight and mourning. The kind of beautiful that didn’t beg to be noticed — it just was, like wind or thunder. There was dirt on her hem, leaves tangled in her sleeves like she’d risen straight from the woods, or maybe the earth itself. Her cat, that little ghost pressed against her ankles, then padded forward, tail flicking, and nipped at Ony’s fingers with a quiet warning.

He flinched and blinked like he might still be dreaming.

“You,” he whispered.

“I always come when the house sends you away,” she said simply.

She knelt beside him, hand grazing the grass just beside his temple, never touching just near enough to feel the air between them hum.

“You’re hurt again, physically this time”

“Didn’t come here on purpose.”

“I know,” she said. “But your blood always finds its way back to me.”

The cat settled between them, purring low, eyes unblinking like it knew all the secrets neither of them could say. Onyakopon studied her — the way her presence dulled the pain just by existing, the way her eyes never flickered with fear. He wanted to say something. Apologize for the world. Ask how she knew so much. Ask how she still smiled like hope hadn’t died with the rest of this town’s soul.

Instead, he asked, “You always show up like this?”

She shrugged, curls bouncing lightly.

“Maybe I’m your guardian angel,” she said, and for a second, he thought she might mean it.

Then, her voice dropped to something softer, sadder.

“Or maybe I just know what it’s like to get pushed out by people who pretend they love you.”

She stood again without a word, brushing dirt from her skirt like it was nothing new, like she’d done this a hundred times before. The cat circled his shoulder once, then darted ahead into the trees.

“You comin’?” she asked over her shoulder, already turning.

Onyakopon hesitated. He should’ve gone back home. Should’ve checked on Leah. Should’ve tried, one more time, to reach the brother that looked at him like a stranger now.

But instead, he pushed himself off the ground, every bruise and scrape a sharp reminder of what waiting there would cost.

He followed her.

They moved through the woods like ghosts her steps barely stirring the leaves, him limping just behind. The path wasn’t marked, but she never second-guessed her turns. Like the forest knew her. Or she knew it.

A weather-worn cottage appeared just beyond a thick grove of oaks, roof sagging under moss and time. Wind chimes made of bones and rusted spoons tinkled faintly from the porch. A line of herbs dried beneath the windows, and a narrow chimney puffed with gentle smoke.

“Don’t mind the mess,” she murmured, holding the door open.

Inside, it smelled of lavender, ash, and something green not rot, not decay, but age. Lived-in. Safe.

He stepped in, and the warmth hit him like a balm. The fire crackled. The cat disappeared somewhere deeper in the house. She gestured toward an old kitchen chair.

“Sit.”

He obeyed.

She moved through the space like she belonged in every shadow of it. Wet a cloth, brought over an old metal tin, crouched before him like he was something precious.

She wiped his lip first, gentle, patient. Then his brow.

“You bruise easy,” she said, voice nearly teasing.

“You always nurse people back to life in the woods?”

“Just you.”

He didn’t ask why. He just watched her, close now the fine lines in her expression, the way she focused like this mattered, like he mattered. Her touch was warm, but her eyes. . . her eyes were still carrying something ancient.

“Thank you,” he said quietly.

She didn’t respond right away. Just dabbed at the last of the blood, then looked up at him, expression unreadable.

“Next time,” she said softly, “don’t wait ‘til the world breaks your face to come find me again. Too handsome for all these and bruises."

Her fingers lingered on his chin, gentle, almost tender. He caught the faint scent of lavender and honey on her skin and felt heat rise in his cheeks. His eyes flickered down to his lap, suddenly shy under her steady gaze.

For a long moment, they just stayed like that close enough to feel the warmth of each other’s breath, the unspoken words hanging in the air. The cat nipped playfully at his fingers, breaking the spell, but even then, her smile held a softness that made his heart tighten.

"You hungry?"

He smiled softly meeting her eyes again, " I could eat."

She chuckled, the sound light and unexpected in the heavy silence. “Good. I don’t do fancy, but I can fix you something real.”

She stood and moved toward the small kitchen, the cat padding behind her like a loyal shadow. Ony followed slowly, still feeling the strange comfort of her presence like the world had shifted just enough to let a little light in.

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PENT UP ANGER🕸️

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐭: 351𐙚

ꜱɴᴇᴀᴋ ᴘᴇᴀᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏᴛᴛɪᴇꜱ……

Storming out of the sleek black car, you slammed the door behind you, ignoring the distant sound of another slamming harshly as your feet carried you forward.

You moved swiftly, heels producing a steady beat against the hardwood floor as you sauntered down the one hallway leading toward your shared bedroom. 

The steady steps of your husband grew closer as you approached the master bedroom, black, stiletto cladded palms twisting the metal handle, pulse spiking as you stepped into the dimly lit room. 

A sudden gasp left your throat, lips parting as a veined hand grasped the back of your neck, spinning you toward the source of your anger. 

The cold bite of what you knew as a wedding band pressed against your neck, Umber eyes glaring down at you,  palms gliding from the base of your neck toward the front. 

Tattooed fingers using the sides as leverage to tilt your view up toward him. 

Onyankapon’s lazy eyes assessed your features, brows furrowed as he spoke.

“Use your words baby, did I upset you?” 

You averted your eyes, breath hitching as he leaned his face closer to yours, enunciating his question with a slight tilt of his head, pointer and thumb releasing its grasp on your throat, instead working to tilt your head closer toward his. 

You watched, waiting, chest rising rapidly —  each breath edged with unfathomable irritation— as his eyes flickered between yours...searching...questioning... what the fuck he’d done to upset you. 

“Hm?” He hummed, pink tongue dragging against his bottom lip, granting you a glimpse of the diamond laced grills covering top row of his teeth as he backed you up toward the edge of the bed. 

Your knees buckled at the feeling of the soft mattress behind you, body bouncing slightly as you fell.

A tattooed thumb ran across your lip, smearing the butter gloss you’d applied — mere moments before — as his thumb pushed slightly against them, lips parting at the intrusion.

A slight tilt of his head finalized his last question.

“Open that pretty little mouth, baby. Tell me… How can I make you feel better?”

To Be Continued....

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UNSEEN EYES 🕸️🕷️

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Suggested song: Escalate - Tsar B a/n: Replacing the "green eyes" with "brown" is optional if Onyankopon is preferred I wrote this with both in mind!!

The slow beat echoing through the dance studio pulsed through your mind, waist whining to the rhythm as you moved throughout the empty dance studio.

 Your palms ran up your body, eyes closed in tranquility as your body swayed.

The uncomfortable twinge in your thighs pushed you forward, warmth leaking through your frame with every pant that left your lips. 

But behind the studio door, a tall frame stood still, tranced, by the gentle but rapid way your body flowed with the vulgar melody of the music. 

Green eyes (Or brown: Onyankopon) twirled down your body, noting the way your black braids waved behind you, thighs flexing as your legs moved; Watched the way your body drew limp, contorting into itself while the music came to an end, violent sobs racking your body.

His head tipped, jaw clamping in irritation beneath the black mask he wore.

He craved nothing more than to hold you, comfort you, worship you, hands clutching the metal knob of the studio door tightly. 

 The cool metal pierced his skin, liquid nitrogen pumping through his body, the grim reminder of who he was forcing him to jerk his hand from the knob, cold metal now warm as he shoved his glove-covered fists back into his pockets.

Your eyes veered toward the studio door, sobs halting, now hushed to soft whimpers as you peered at the vacant window.

There it was again, the feeling of being watched, calculated. Goosebumps emptied along your body, legs moving promptly as you grasped your things, palms swiping sloppily against your cheeks.

Green eyes (Or brown: Onyankopon) watched as you rushed toward your car, eyes flickering around in fear.

Still, solely one image fed his mind.' He wanted you, craved you, and soon he’d have you.

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Krystal watched as her boyfriend’s fingers moved rapidly across the black controller in which he held, tongue running across his bottom lip as he focused intently on his game. She couldn’t help but let her eyes plunge to his shirtless frame, mind drifting as she stared at the now healing scratch marks trailing down his chest.

She smirked slightly at the purple hickeys cluttering his collar, eyes charting each and every one of his tattoos, even though she’d seen them plenty of times before.

A low pulse fluttered beneath her lower stomach, butterflies gliding throughout her body as her mind veered. She bit her plush lips, gingerly, pencil stilled against the white paper laying on her desk.

As the match ended, Messiah glanced toward the camera, his view sweeping down the path of her neck, across the soft curve of her breasts, toward the smooth arch of her full thighs, a veined palm running across his waves while noting Krystal’s zoned out stature.

Messiah muzzled a groan, chuckling faintly at the memory of what had happened three nights before, while the soft sound of Janet Jackson’s: Would You Mind, played from their connected Spotify accounts.

Seeming to hear his low, alluring chuckle, Krystal’s eyes jerked back to the screen, lips pulling to the side to hide her smile.

“Tell me what you thinking bout baby”. His baby brown eyes glared into hers, fingers lifting to take another hit of the fresh blunt he’d lit without taking his eyes off her pretty brown frame.

Krystal licked her lips, eyes snapping away as she cleared her throat, clearly flustered.

Messiah leaned his head back, casually swirling the smoke from his nose before releasing a low chuckle.

Her thighs clamped, the previously weak pulse between them swelling in volume.

“I was just thinking about… — her slightly pudgy fingers encircling a black, sharpie pen, tapped against the desk — the amount of work I have left to do for this class,” She spoke meekly, eyes still fixated keenly on him as he took another drag of his blunt.

Messiah ran his eyes down her body, peering at her clenched thighs as he adjusted himself on the gaming chair he sat on. The thin, silver chain he wore shifted slightly, pulling her eyes toward it.

“Lemme see you, baby,” he spoke, swiping his tongue across his lips.

Without hesitancy, she pulled her thighs apart, relishing in the way he marveled at her body before pulling her baby pink, bow cladded panties to the side.

“Mmm”, a low grunt sailed through the mic, further encouraging her to widen the spread of her legs.

“Play wit it for me, pretty,” Messiah’s velvety baritone voice thundered through the mic, the blunt now gone as he effortlessly slid his bottom lip in his mouth, a single palm reaching down to grip the swelling bulge displayed in his sweats.

Krystal’s eyes dipped, hands moving swiftly to push all the notes on her desk to the side, chair scampering back before positioning her ankles atop of her desk.

Deep Brown eyes flickered around her dimly lit, pink stained room, thighs closing slightly as the cause of her ongoing mayhem studied her intently.

Cute.

“Don’t be shy mama, lemme see you”. Her legs widened again on impulse. Krystal didn’t know why she was nervous, especially since this was nowhere as sinful as the many things she’d done with him many times before.

Maybe it was due to the fact that her roommate, who was asleep in the suite across from hers, could parade in at any moment, requesting to borrow her notes from the week prior.

Her teeth seized grip of her lower lip at the taboo notion of being caught.

Baby pink, French tipped nails, trailed teasingly toward her inner thigh, breath deepening as she drew them up toward the large t-shirt that belonged to the man present on her phone, the homey cotton material bunching up as she tugged it up and tucked it beneath her chin.

Krystal’s right palm shifted toward her face, middle, and index finger curling forward as she stuck them both in her mouth, tongue rolling around them as if it were something else, as if it belonged to someone else.

Her eyes flickered toward the screen, watching as Messiah’s head reclined back in bliss while he grasped his clearly hard dick.

“Mm”, a small but guttural whine left her throat as she continued sucking her fingers, forcing them deeper before drawing it back in rhythm, until both fingers were dripping wet.

Not wasting anymore time, she reached downward, fingers swirling gently atop her engorged clit before descending downward to pull her pussy apart. She nibbled her lips, brows furrowing in pleasure as she gawked desperately at her boyfriend; Waiting, watching, praying…He could see her desperation and come over.

“Shittt baby, play wit ha’ fa’ me.” The coarse but intimately hoarse voice sent her mind into overdrive, fingers passing back up to circle stiff but slow swirls around her clit, just like he taught her, as she sighed. Krystal’s left hand reached up, palms grasping her heavy breasts as she squeezed, wishing it were the weight of someone else’s.

Shameful euphoria embraced her body, mouth hanging open as her eyes rolled back. She could barely gather the sound of anyone around her except the repetitive sloshing of her arousal and the rich groans of the man she wished were below her.

Her mind veered, fingers reaching down toward her slick entrance as she nudged them inside of herself before fucking herself with them.

A heavy pant escaped her lips, eyes fighting to stare at her man.

“Jus’ like that baby, lemme hear ha.”

Krystal’s intense desire for Messiah distorted her mind.

Head furnished with the image of his slick tongue between her plush thighs, soft lips embracing the fat of her pussy as he drank with so much passion, her ears rang.

She ached for the feel of his tongue flicking rapidly against her pierced clit, spit dripping down his chin as he sculpted his name inside her with his tongue, low eyes staring up at her as if he couldn’t get enough of the taste of her, the view of her, simply her.

Her fingers curled in sync with her pretty toes, heavy pants spurting from her body as she worked to scratch the itch only one man could reach.

“Open ya eyes mama, yeahhh, keep that shit on me”, Messiah panted, jaw clamping as his head tilted to the side.

“Shitt”, she squealed, fingers pulling out of herself to pat her clit rapidly.

“Messiah”. One whisper pumped with so much meaning.

‘Come over’, ‘I love you’, ‘I’m so close’, ‘I’m yours’.

Krystal watched Messiah's hand move, lengthy fingers wrapped in vice grip around his heavy, two toned length. His fist followed the slight curve of his dick, small bubbles of precum following his hand as he twisted it gently.

“Fuckk” , He hissed, dick twitching as he tried to match the pace of her fingers.

Krystal’s left hand tweaked her pebbled nipples, eliciting a throaty cry from the depths of her stomach as she sank her fingers back into herself, sweet, euphoria blanketing her body as slick cream painted her fingers.

Her thighs strained, toes curling and uncurling, head falling back, pretty, brown eyes, crossing as she came.

Her mouth opened in a mute scream as her body shuddered, fingers moving rapidly across her clit while she forced another puddle of squirt from her pussy.

Messiah watched, deep whimpers and groans spewing from his lips as he watched his girl fall apart.

“Jus like that baby, f- fuck, look at you, so fuckin pretty for me.” His right hand moved down to squeeze his balls as if she were there, teeth biting down onto his silver chain to muzzle his pitiful sounds.

The harmonies she was performing, the view of her pretty, bare, fucked out expressions, and his name on Krystal’s tongue was just enough to spur him over the edge, chain long forgotten as it slipped back to his chest.

She watched, releasing small whimpers as her hands palmed her breasts. Ass lifting from the chair in search of the one thing that could fill her up, the one thing that could satisfy her as she plunged into the arms of yet another, orgasm, this time announcing it to the empty room in a high-pitched squeal.

“I’m gonna cumm b- baby, fuckkk, yesss.”

The squelching of Krystal’s pussy, and the deep harmony of Messiah’s moans sashayed between the barriers of each other, legs jerking shut, shirt sinking back atop her thighs as she trembled, weakened from her release.

She puffed a sigh, a modest giggle swimming from her lips as she beamed at the high and tired man on her phone.

“I can’t believe we just did that,” she giggled, drawing her fingers up to her mouth to taste the tangy flavor she’d gotten used to while her lover watched.

--𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚𝒊𝒔𝒎𝒆౨ৎ

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