~ Be aware this is a SELF SHIPPING ACCOUNT and if your uncomfortable by all means block me or go at your own risk/srs /nm ~ ~ I also have other blogs for other stuff, check em in my pinned post. ~ | Call me Alligatia or Gatia! | | Demigirlflux Non-binary - They/them/she | | Aroaceflux Bisexual | | I am 20 yrs old!! | | I’m Hispanic/Latino, half Cuban and half Uruguayan 🇨🇺🇺🇾 but born in Florida | | I’m also a furry artist and huge non-human lover (including monsters, aliens, and robots) | | SFW CONTENT ONLY! | DNI Pro-shitters | I accept Multi-shippers, Self-Shippers, and regular Shippers :3 So like— u got any ships on u?
(Heads up!! Some of the links are not working due to the fact I changed my username from cottonbunrun to floragators)
(More heads up!! This account is strictly SFW, there maybe some slightly suggestive stuff or sensitive topics discussed briefly but absolutely no explicit NSFW content! I will make a separate account for that when I’m ready. I do tolerate NSFW accounts but you will not see that around here.)
( For my Godzilla and Transformers content, go to @kaiju-gurlfriend , for my non-self shipping one go to @crackicrossiships , and for my creepypasta/horror dedicated content go to @demonic-nina-hopkins )
( As a selfshipper, I’m honestly okay with sharing most if not all of my f/os and I never intend to belittle or make someone uncomfortable for loving the same f/o. Trust me I have encountered people who attacked me just for liking the same character for goodness sake. I honestly want to be friends with most of them!
So please if you can’t tolerate sharing the same f/o then DON’T interact with me, I will not always be able to catch on as quickly to someone disliking me because we share the same f/o. However especially DO NOT interact if you actively attack other selfshippers or oc x canon cause then your just being an asshole. Good day self shipping nation.)
General info:
My preferred name is Alligatia but you can also call me Gatia! I don’t mind my irl name but I prefer to keep it private unless we are very close mutuals.
I’m Aceflux Bisexual Aroflux and Demigirlflux Nonbinary. My preferred pronouns is they/them and occasionally she/her.
I’m Hispanic/Latino with my mom being Uruguayan and my dad being Cuban. I’m also born and raised in Florida, so yes I am a florida man/hj
I’m in college and currently majoring in Psychology! However I do wanna hopefully pursue or do animation on the side, if I ever get the chance to ofc.
I’m an diagnosed and yet undiagnosed neurodivergent individual that does have Anxiety but also might have Autism, ADHD, and OCD. I do infact have IEP but I’ve never actually been to the doctor to get diagnosed with who, who knows. I also do have intrusive thoughts that are currently getting less frequent but still are there to vibe check me.
I am infact a furry and I do draw all kinds of anthro art. I am indeed a huge non-human lover even when i was a kid. I love robots, aliens, and different kinds of monsters that I do also simp over. Please respect that and for the love of all goldfish crackers, don’t believe in the stereotype that all furries are sexual. Plz and thank you.
My birthday is February 3rd!! I’m currently 20 years old.
REMINDER I HAVE GENERAL BASIC DNI, SO THAT INCLUDES:
PROSHIPPERS/COMSHIPPERS
P3D0/MAPS/Z00s/RACI3TS/ETC.
AGE UP MINORS IN ORDER TO S3XUALIZE THEM
ANTI-LGBT, TRANS/ASEXUAL/AROMANTIC-EXCLUSIVES
TERFS
ANTI-FURRY
PEOPLE WHO INVALIDATE UNDIAGNOSED PEOPLE
ZIONIST AND PRO-ISRAELI/IDF
DONT BELIEVE THAT FICTION DOES AFFECT REALITY
ACTIVELY ATTACK OR PUT DOWN OTHER SELFSHIPPERS OR OC X CANON SHIPPERS, REGARDLESS IF YOU ARE ONE YOURSELF OR SHARE THE SAME CHARACTER YOUR AN ASSHOLE FOR THAT (genuinely had that happen to me twice not even with my own selfships)
How I feel when I finally make self shipping art of my sona again but its with the Blood Eel/Elli from the Iron Lung movie cause genuinely as someone who has loved the games first and loved the lore of it, Elli just fascinates me so much.
Initially I just really enjoyed seeing the Monster being adapted into something new and fitting to the lore of the game while again still being very different. But next thing you know the more I think about her, the more the monster lover within me is like “she kinda cute <3” and also because its so hard to find more monsters that still feel like monsters and then just pull the “oh btw she goes by she/her and has a fem va” so I was already doomed to love her lol
Iron Lung game fanart and self insert from 2023 real
What makes my now crush on Elli/The Blood Eel from the Iron Lung movie is that I’ve been so into Iron Lung the game already I drew the scaly-eyed monster and myself as it for a fun au idea where my f/o meets me as a horrifying merfolk in a blood moon.
(Might use it again to draw me and Elli teheh)
I personally just really love the scaly creature sm because of how so different it is from Frog (the other monster from the game that is confirmed to be separate creature entirely) and the fact it was more reptilian looking andI will always love me some reptiles.
The doodle of the creature was mainly inspired by other artists depictions and absolutely isn’t my own and was just made for funsies without much an intent to post— until now!!
Date for further proof on my dedication to this game now turned movie <33 I love love how it still feels like the game while ofc just being an adaptation and doing its own thing cause obviously the movie isn’t gonna be a copy and paste live action, I think its wonderfully done!!
Im so deadass when I say am starting to consider selfshipping with the Iron Lung movie version of the Monster aka the Blood Eel aka Elli
Me and my gf from the blood ocean on a moon in this desolate universe. I shed a tear thinking about her and actually am considering doodling myself with her the best I could.
Can’t believe I actually am starting to truly experience more independence just now being able to drive to my potential work place by my self with my very own car a day after passing my Driving test and then proceed to go eat at McDonalds afterwards alone. It feels so surreal but thrilling. Did all of it while dressing like a mom too (the shirt I’m wearing is from my mom’s closet)
I do like it but ofc still want guidance when I need to AND ofc still have my own interests fluctuating (The selfshipping isn’t gonna leave lol) with the workflow keeping me from just being lazy all day when I am not at college.
oh my goshhh i’m so sorry people have been so difficult to you :(( some people really take all of this way too difficult and don’t take responsibility for how they treat others … im really proud of you for telling your experiences bc unfortunately that vitriol is so so common but that doesn’t make it hurt any less 🫂🫂 i hope you’re doing ok and your partners love you very much
Omg hello your so sweet I’m crying a lil bit 😭😭
Just a few seconds ago after making that post, I was so nervous that people were going to take my post the wrong way but the fact that, outside of my friends, you understand!!
I seriously seriously wanna thank you so much for taking the time to read my post and not disregarding it as just “oh thats the toxic side of the community, it doesn’t represent the whole community” cause it’s still very much so apart of the an issue yk?
You seriously made my day actually, I also hope your having a wonderful and YOUR partners love you very much <33
(Keep in mind, this post was in my drafts since 2024 and I am only more recently considering posting it to share my own experiences. Most of it is kept the same but still edited.)
Call back to the time I had two negative encounters with people who saw me love/ship the same character/f/o as them and tried to attack me. Both on DA too.
The first time was just someone who saw me ship MY OWN version of Ghostface with Nina the Killer and had they and their friend made negative comments on my post and trying to act like they were entitled to make a negative comment (im not even joking 💀) And low and behold when I looked at their account, they shipped their oc (or themselves) with DBD Ghostface, nor even the same damn Ghostface. Bestie.. Ghostface is like an open blank where you can add any character you want holy fuck.
Me and my friends just knew they were a total clown by that point.
The second interaction was a lil bit more recent (2024 recent) because it was on a doodle I made on DA of Bill Cipher x my oc where the person just comments “You make me wanna vomit” and wouldn’t you know it, they are a toxic Bill selfshipper who calls other selfshippers ‘fake’ and apparently interacts/hates on them for sharing the same f/o. They are also on tumblr but I blocked them anyways.
Like… thats so fucking immature of you. Listen, it’s one thing to be uncomfortable with sharing f/os I completely understand as a selfshipper that used to have that same feeling. I will never not empathize with those who are uncomfortable sharing the same f/o and choose NOT to interact or better yet try to tolerate them. However it’s another thing to actively go out of your way to put other shippers down for liking the same (popular might I add) fictional character.
The funny part is, I think I actually saw the second persons artwork of Bill Cipher on DA and liked it because ‘Hey! Fellow Bill Cipher lover! That's so cool.’ but who would’ve known I would instead get a hate comment on my own oc x canon art.
I've sadly been noticing a pattern of non-sharers who let their jealousy fester up instead of dealing with them in healthy ways outside of selfshipping. Selfshipping is good and great until you start to have visceral reactions the more you see other doubles. I would know because I was in a situation where I felt so jealousy of someone that was more well known in shipping with the same f/o that I constantly felt the need to go one step ahead of that person, and even back then I knew it was bad and I felt bad for feeling that way about a person who was so sweet. Basically I was jealous of that person because they were more popular then me and that was absolutely petty on my end, even when i never hated that person at all. It was only when I actually took a step back from that space that I realized I was overindulging in selfshipping, turning a huge comfort into something that became draining for me.
That's what I've been noticing and also those who enable those behaviors to persist. It's one thing to validate natural emotions that are out of people's control, that is not what I am concerned about. What I AM concerned is how those who mean well instead end up trying to insinuate that those behaviors don't need to be addressed at all. I understand selfshipping is often times a coping mechanisms (hell it even was mine) but you gotta remember that coping mechanisms are never exclusively good or bad and it can fluctuate. As well as that coping mechanisms are not always just sound solutions to issues, they're often sort-term reliefs. Again, using my own experiences for reference.
I really hope I've made my point with this post and that fresh reminder that no self shipper, sharing or not, are inherently bad people obviously!! However I wanted to speak up about my own personal experience as a yumeshipper being interacted by other yumeshippers who didn't respect my boundaries in the community. Boundaries go both ways obviously. We can have fun but that doesn't mean we always have to ignore the problems within the community.
(Tried to post this yesterday but Tumblr was being mean)
Anyways I felt the urge to draw my sona and Megatron all little because I have fun drawing simplified chibi versions and because reminding me of Godzilland!!
Me when I am so fixated on kaijus and remember that my self insert is technically a flowergator monster that can switch between forms and therefore reach Megatron’s height
Expect more potential selfship art of me and Megatron (TFP mainly but potentially of other continuities as well), one of them involves my TFP au known as Gator Maiden that will be mostly on my TF and Kaijus alt @kaiju-gurlfriend but also here simultaneously so yeah.
My anthro version of Rippleman/TRM/Kimera Simulacra
Getting lowkey invested in the second game much more to the point of now getting how it goes (not as in depth as the 1st Simulacra) so I decided to doodle dump my take on the Rippleman
I actually did have a design waay back in 2020 but its now lost media so i tried my best to recreate the original sketch I had in mind with some updated touches!!
In my head, the first one is it’s actually form based on how it ‘splits’ apart Rex, Arya, or Mina in one of the endings while the second pic is basically the front Rippleman puts up which is ofc just TRM and Kimera. A more cleaned up look with the facing reattaching to seem normal.
While I haven’t colored them just, I imagine the main color scheme is the green used when interacting with Rippleman
The Duality of Simulacra’s Voice Acting done by the same guy
Genuinely props to Gavin Yap (who also voices Detective Murillo) for voicing a character form the beginning who had people laughing their ass off and quoting it unironically to voicing another character that had people stunned in silence when it showed up.
I love this game sm the brainrot is too real for me
How I feel when I love shipping the protagonist in Simulacra with the Simulacrums. Its basically selfshipping but with extra steps cause it features an in game blank protagonist for the player to actually project onto so easily lol.
My favorite is obviously Simtender aka Spark Simulacra x Pretender cause they the most likely to get together with how much Spark Simulacra just seems to have a pretty decent perception of the player.
But after finishing one of my runs with Simulacra 2, I wanna see how much I can lowkey fuck with the Tabloid Reporter/Sceptic Detective and the Rippleman/Kimera Simulacra on another rerun for a different ending tehhehe.
In the meantime, I may or may not work on my Rippleman design that I can try to figure out from memory. Also if your another Simulacra fan, give me your thoughts and takes especially on the other characters and such!!
I should try to complete Simulacra 2 to its entirety and understand it much more cause I am more in depth with Simulacra and somewhat Simulacra Pipe Dreams but not as much 2 (not even close to understanding the 3rd yet lol)
I do genuinely want to try my best to get invested into all of them to just add to my fixation. I did also made a RippleMan design back in 2020 that I think may be lost media unless I do find it eventually
Me when my fixation on Simulacra the game back from 2020-2022 has comes back again to bite me and start simping over its voice. I love the first one specifically
And yes I do indeed ship Pretender/The Protagonist with Spark Simulacra aka Simtender
And yes you can indeed search up Simulacra x Pretender and you will find my old artworks on DA from 2020 with my own design for Spark. My old art is cringe though and I do intend to redesign it soon to fit into the Inkblot looks nd Virus look like how I always saw it. I think very hard about the design.
I do ofc also have designs for Flappee Bird and Kimera/Rippleman.
Please Simulacra fans that are still somehow alive in this fandom talk to me I’m so in love with the game and wanna potentially roleplay and discuss about it.
LEGIT RIGHT. And what’s even more hilarious is that its voiced by the same guy who voiced Greg. Yk the “fuuuck it so muuuchh” guy. Talk about two completely different roles XD
Reblogging for the other one. Yall, this is a genuinely serious call out post my friends want to help get spread out. We wanna potentially make a video soon about this person so keep this in mind but DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THEM AT ALL JUST KEEP THIS IN MIND
